Lily is a kind of faith [entertainment circle]

"You try to kiss me first, let's find out how to feel each other." Xu Peiqiao said, slowly stretching out his hands to support Yang Ruxue's shoulders.

"Okay." Yang Ruxue let out a long breath, waiting for the white mist to slowly dissipate in the cold air, she slowly closed her eyes.But after a few seconds, he opened his eyes, just because director Xu Peiqiao called "stop".

"stop."

Xu Peiqiao had said this sentence countless times, so that she was completely unable to act perfectly in the movie, and the state of frequent appearances made her a little angry.

"What do you care about?" Xu Peiqiao stared at Yang Ruxue, but her eyes were still soft, like a sudden winter rain outside the set.

"I've never kissed a girl before." Yang Ruxue said apologetically.

"It's just making a movie. But in the movie, the character Xie Fangdi you want to play has to try to kiss." Xu Peiqiao hoped that Yang Ruxue would get rid of some prejudices. She could see that what Yang Ruxue cared about was not kissing, but kissing girls.Although the existence of art is to use a tangible way to separate the invisible barriers and contradictions in the heart, but it is not so easy to really devote yourself to it.

"Okay, I'll give it a try." Yang Ruxue let out a long breath, moistening her lips slightly.It was obvious that bundles of night lights were condensed on her lips, but under this kind of artificial light, it was more clear and pure.How beautiful a person's lips are can only be described by rushing to kiss them.

"stop."

Director Xu Peiqiao's heart is extremely complicated at this time.

"Well, let's look at each other for a minute." Director Xu Peiqiao suggested, because she felt that Yang Ruxue couldn't let go, and she could feel that Yang Ruxue's whole body was like a frozen stake on the street.If you kiss like this, all you can feel is the rubbing of saliva, which is not a kind of spiritual communication at all.

1 minute, very simple, 60 seconds passed by in a hurry.But during this minute, Yang Ruxue tried to avoid Xu Peiqiao's chasing eyes many times, she was not used to meeting other people's eyes.Maybe, she was afraid to face that person, why, Yang Ruxue asked herself, but she couldn't answer.

"It's like this, Ruxue, you and I are playing a pair of lovers in this play, so we must get into the role as soon as possible."

"But……"

"I know it's difficult for you to enter this role, and I'm not hiding it. I'm a LES. To put it simply, I'm gay. You should have heard my story on the Internet or in rumors." Xu Peiqiao said , without hesitation.

Just like she never cared about others saying her age, she felt that those ages were lived by herself.Although there will be some regrets, some confusion, and some black history, but these pasts are all choices I have made without hesitation.As for her love affair, she never avoids others.If you deliberately avoided it, it would be unfair to the girl who was with you at the beginning.Deliberately concealing this relationship is basically deceiving yourself and the person you love the most.

"Oh, I've never heard of it..." Yang Ruxue responded softly, and slowly lowered her head.She wanted to get up and pick up the black and white photos scattered under her feet, but she still felt that sitting quietly was more appropriate.

Yang Ruxue had met Xu Peiqiao a few years ago, at a film festival in Tokyo.As a new actor who just debuted, I went to Tokyo with the company. When I met Xu Peiqiao for the first time, Yang Ruxue had seen that girl.Pointy little canine teeth, long hair, wearing a cute dress.Although she deliberately put on a slightly mature makeup that day, she still exudes a youthful atmosphere.

However, after that, Xu Peiqiao was pushed to the forefront of public opinion.Because Xu Peiqiao announced her homosexuality in public that day, the applause from the audience was not enough to smooth out the sighs in the country.

Seeing the pensive Yang Ruxue, Xu Peiqiao got up and picked up the photos on the ground one by one, and put them in a photo album.

"I can't hide it, I liked you the first time I saw you." Xu Peiqiao went to the table, lit a cigarette, and smoked slowly.This is a new pack of women's cigarettes, but Xu Peiqiao seems to only smoke one every time and throw it away.

"..." Yang Ruxue didn't know what expression to use to face this kind of unrequited love.Do you want to stand up and tell Xu Peiqiao with decisive eyes that she has no such thoughts at all?Or should we wait silently for Xu Peiqiao to finish speaking before making a decision?

Actor Yang Ruxue's heart is extremely complicated at this time.

Yang Ruxue had no choice between the two, and she didn't know what choice to make.However, she stood up slowly, walked to the window, and sighed.Moreover, try to keep the cold current gushing out with the breath from making noise.

"Don't worry, I won't do anything to you." Xu Peiqiao took a puff of cigarette and exhaled slowly.However, it is already unclear whether this confused smoke is the tempting smoke rich in nicotine or the cold air surrounded by the ice outside the window.

"Huh?" Yang Ruxue turned her head slowly, but she didn't dare to approach her at all.He could only lean his body against the window sill, and slowly supported the wooden window sash with his left hand.Even though the antique lines eroded her consciousness little by little, she felt that she no longer belonged to her at all, in this kind of words.

"To be honest, I'm tired. I know how uncomfortable the temptation of a girl is, but I can only bear it in my heart. I will never fall in love with anyone again. So, don't worry. I don't I will pursue you, and what I said today is not a confession. I just want to let you devote yourself to the movie through these frank words."

Xu Peiqiao pressed the cigarette that had only been smoked twice in the ashtray, and looked at the cigarette that was drowning in the clean ashtray and struggling with all its strength, Xu Peiqiao smiled.That kind of smile is so relieved, and this attitude should be used when facing the past.There is no need to hide, no need to entangle.

I know we can't love each other in reality, and I don't want to hurt you, you still have a long way to go.If Xu Peiqiao can't fall in love with Yang Ruxue, then let Bai Yiqing and Xie Fangdi's love be more passionate.Thinking to herself, Xu Peiqiao took out another cigarette from the cigarette case at the same time, but when she got half of it, she put the cigarette back.Throwing the whole pack of cigarettes into the trash can, although Yang Ruxue didn't notice at all.

"We are only for the movie." Immediately afterwards, Xu Peiqiao picked up a row of yogurt placed on the table by Yang Ruxue, and took out two bottles.He walked over calmly, helped her insert the straw, and handed Yang Ruxue a bottle, as if toasting.

Yang Ruxue didn't speak, and sucked on the yogurt vigorously, until the yogurt bottle shouted and protested because it was dry.

Yang Ruxue nodded to Xu Peiqiao, and responded, "Yes."

Sometimes, silence is not a good thing.Yang Ruxue could no longer use the sound of sucking yogurt to cover up her embarrassment, so she asked, "Then..."

Xu Peiqiao glanced at the wooden lattice window, her eyes fell on Yang Ruxue's face, and only then did she notice a light gray mole on her nose.Xu Peiqiao nodded and signaled Yang Ruxue to continue.

"Then today's kiss scene?" As soon as they talked about the movie, Yang Ruxue immediately forgot about what happened just now.Perhaps, this is the quality an actor should have, and it is just what director Xu Peiqiao expects.

"If you don't mind what I just said, let's continue filming?" Xu Peiqiao had a discussing tone.

"Okay." Yang Ruyu took off his green army coat, and his body trembled.The cold wind outside the window made her shiver, so Xu Peiqiao hurriedly signaled the staff to close the window.

The two walked towards a background in the photo studio...

Fortunately, this scene, this time, passed through——

When Bai Yiqing was about to leave Shanghai, she secretly bypassed the housekeeper's surveillance and came to the August photo studio just to see Xie Fangdi for the last time.

Xie Fangdi was sitting on a seat on the roof at the moment, staring blankly at the calm sea in front of her.

"Can I kiss you?" Bai Yiqing was probing, like the icy Weiyanghua trying to dress up the precarious early spring with her flustered voice.

"Where is the kiss?" Xie Fangdi didn't turn her head, but tilted her head back as much as possible.Until it is nestled and paralleled with the beautiful and distant Pacific Ocean, the shy seabirds exiled cannot live in her dodging eyes.

"Here." Bai Yiqing pointed to the light gray mole on Xie Fangdi's nose.The tips of the two people's noses are slowly approaching, but it is like the hot air exhaled from someone's lips by the unintentional rime chasing someone in a winter night.

At this moment, can I beg a little more, begging for the turmoil of time to give these two women peace...

This is a sentence in director Xu Peiqiao's notes, and it may also be a state of mind that she has been looking forward to for a long time.

"The movie will officially start shooting the day after tomorrow. You may think that my filmmaking is very unplanned, at least it seems like this. However, I am also doing things for investors, although I can reject those unreasonable ones without hesitation. However, as a director, you need to consider not only how to make a good movie, but also how to make money for investors." Xu Peiqiao explained, hoping that her anxiety would have a reasonable reason not to touch Yang Ruxue's fragile and sensitive nerve.

"It's really difficult for you. You are asked to play such a role, and you have a special orientation." Xu Peiqiao and Yang Ruxue tried many times, but they never passed the kiss scene.It's not that Xu Peiqiao's obsessive-compulsive disorder as a director deliberately pursues perfection is at work, it's just that the two of them couldn't even pose properly on that wooden chair.

"It's okay, I just can't adapt to this role yet." Yang Ruxue breathed a sigh of relief, this time finally passed.It's not that Xu Peiqiao is strict, but that she hasn't really adapted to the role yet.How should she adapt?She said she had never been tempted by a girl.

"Then do you want to have a relationship with me!" Xu Peiqiao signaled the staff to prepare for a scene.

"Ah?" Yang Ruxue was surprised, and the stack of photos she was holding was scattered on the ground.

"I didn't say that we would really fall in love, but we acted as a couple in the play, and we fell in love in the play. I would never fall in love with a girl in reality." Xu Peiqiao is probing, not only in To test Yang Ruxue's reaction was an answer to himself.

"Okay." Yang Ruxue gave Xu Peiqiao a kind of excessive trust, as if she could shelter and get lost when she was confused.

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