mortal death

"Whatevercomes, I'll love you, just as Idonow. Until Idie." - Margaret Mitchell, Gone With The Wind

The movie begins.

I actually don't understand why an ordinary black humor movie can be surrounded by couples.

I said to Lin Haoran: "Let's watch anime next time."

Lin Haoran asked me why.

I said: "Because there are children watching, these couples will not be so blatant."

Lin Haoran laughed loudly and said, "You are so naive. Now there are CPs in animation, as long as there are CPs, there will be couples."

I frowned, a little annoyed: "Then watch children's cartoons."

"Hahahaha, okay. In fact, even if there is no CP, there will still be couples. These days, movie theaters are completely dominated by couples."

I nodded in agreement and said, "So is the library."

Lin Haoran pulled my face and said, "Actually, you can use me! I'm your boyfriend! We can show our affection~"

I took a serious look at Lin Haoran, then at the funny actors on the screen, and turned my head back silently.

Movies are more attractive to me.

This is a foreign film, a literary film - I said that I would not watch a literary film in a cinema with a boy, and my judgment has been proved to be correct.

There was a girl sitting on my left, but her boyfriend changed seats with her after seeing me. I wondered in my heart, was it because I was afraid that I would fall in love with his girlfriend?

It doesn't have to be.

I touched Lin Haoran's hand in the dark and interlocked his fingers.I am also someone who has a boyfriend.

Lin Haoran laughed sullenly for a while, I wanted to take my hand out, but he refused, and stopped laughing quickly.

The so-called black comedy is inherently absurd, and it makes people laugh without laughing.

Here I can't help sighing again: life is absurd, life is a comedy, you have to keep smiling in the midst of crying, but you can always see tears in the midst of laughter.

I get into it too easily.

Lin Haoran was still playing with his mobile phone in a spoiled way.

One of my hands was still in his, and he held my hand while dancing his fingers.

I don't care what he's doing, I just want to pull my hand back.

Sensing my resistance, Lin Haoran asked me what was wrong.

I said, "Don't play with your mobile phone. It's not good to play with your mobile phone in a movie theater."

Lin Haoran chuckled lightly and threw the phone in his pocket.

But I suddenly felt that this behavior was superfluous, and I felt extremely uncomfortable anyway.

I thought he wouldn't think I was taking too much control.The protagonist in the movie has become a colorful mosaic. No matter how I open my eyes, I can't see clearly.

I sighed, felt a line of sight on the left, I turned my head, I don’t know when the couple switched back, and now the girl is sitting next to me, snuggling in her boyfriend’s arms, squinting Lin Haoran and I clasped hands.

My heart tightened, and I quickly pulled my hand back.

This time it was easy.It turned out that Lin Haoran was still poking his little lover's phone.

But this action was very obvious, the girl obviously noticed it, and turned around to kiss her boyfriend with some disdain.

Lin Haoran also came over to ask me.

I just shake my head.Said: "I feel uncomfortable, my stomach hurts a little." But I sighed silently in my heart. I have stayed in university for a long time, and I thought that the outside society has accepted it.

Lin Haoran nodded, but said nothing.

In my heart, I felt a little bitter about Lin Haoran's indifferent attitude, like a ball of wet cotton stuck in my heart.

When the movie ended, Lin Haoran and I didn't move. I was thinking of leaving after the others finished walking. I don't know what Lin Haoran's plan is, but we still have a tacit understanding.

The couple saw us not moving, and they didn't move either.

When people were almost gone, I stood up and tapped Lin Haoran's shoe upper with my toe.

Lin Haoran reluctantly stood up and walked out, I don't know if I offended him, he seemed a little upset.

I have fifteen buckets here to fetch water again - up and down.

Lin Haoran joined me to go out of the shopping mall, scolding as he walked: "Did that woman just keep looking at you! I'm so mad! I'm so mad! If you didn't pull me, I would really go up and scold you a few times." Sentence! I have boyfriends and look at me!"

Those few buckets of mine were finally placed on the ground, and it was a little funny that Lin Haoran was acting like an idiot.

I explained it to him, and I thought he would be a little sad.

As a result, Lin Haoran completely ignored other people's eyes, he said nonchalantly: "So what, my father doesn't care who I'm with, who are they old?"

"You came out with your dad?" I was a little surprised.

Lin Haoran chuckled and said, "That's not true, that's how I compare it."

I said you startled me.

Lin Haoran suddenly became serious and said, "Are you willing? If you are willing, I will take you to see him today."

I grinned and said, "Don't be kidding me."

Lin Haoran didn't smile: "I'm not joking."

In this way, I can't laugh anymore.

Our eyes met, and I said, a little embarrassed, "Isn't it too fast?"

Lin Haoran seemed to have thought of something, and said, "That's right, then New Year's Day."

"!" I was startled, and I couldn't say no if I wanted to say no. I knew that Lin Haoran's home was in Yucheng.

I pretended to think, and said: "New Year's Day is the exam week, right? It's not enough, I have to review then."

Lin Haoran curled his lips again and said, "New Year's Day must be a holiday!"

Anyway, let's talk about this later, there is no shadow yet.

Afterwards we talked about dinner, but Lin Haoran said that he had already ordered it.

I was a little surprised and asked, "When did you order it?"

Lin Haoran blinked and said, "It's time to watch a movie."

I looked at him at a loss, wondering if he was looking at the place to eat at that time?

Lin Haoran seemed to see what I was thinking, and showed me his mobile phone with a smile: "Let's go eat Japanese food. You should like spicy food. I thought you should like hot pot, but you don't Said that your stomach is uncomfortable? Then don’t eat today.”

I said in a daze, "How do you know I like spicy food?"

Lin Haoran pulled me and said, "It's not that simple. Aren't you from Fengcheng? The people there are all kind of hot and spicy. I think you should be no exception."

This is true.

There is an inexplicable emotion in my heart, I can't explain it clearly, but it's like being gently blown by something, a little itchy, but not uncomfortable.

Lin Haoran stopped at the door of a milk tea shop and said he wanted to go in.

I shook my head and said, "No, I have to eat later, and I can't eat anymore after drinking milk tea."

Lin Haoran thought for a while and said, "Then you wait for me here."

I looked at his back as he pushed the door and entered, and suddenly thought he was so handsome.

This is the first time this word has clearly appeared in my mind. It used to be a vague adjective, but now it has become a noun. In my heart, it belongs exclusively to Lin Haoran.

I stood outside the door and waited for a while, and saw Lin Haoran coming out with a paper cup, and handed it to me.

I was just about to say no, but the moment I touched the body of the cup, I was scalded by the temperature of the water. Instead, I held it in my hand. It was not hot, but warm. In order to verify my idea, I opened the mouth of the cup, and sure enough Just a cup of hot water.

Lin Haoran pulled me to continue walking, I held the cup of hot water tightly, and its heat rushed into my heart.

Lin Haoran said: "Why are you standing there? Drink! You don't have a stomachache."

I half-jokingly said: "Do you think I'm a girl? Just drink more hot water?" I really laughed out loud.

Lin Haoran seemed to realize it, and said, "Oh, I didn't think too much about it, I just thought it would be better to drink some hot water. I used to do this when I had stomach problems."

I was suddenly speechless again.It turns out that Lin Haoran also suffers from stomach pains, so I suddenly feel distressed.

Lin Haoran approached me: "Just now, when I went in to buy water, they didn't sell it. I told them: My girlfriend has a stomachache, so they sold it to me."

"you……"

"how do I?"

"You are really smart."

"Hahahaha... of course!"

I used to dislike drinking water the least, but I have a preference for milk tea.But when I drank this glass of water, I felt that the water seemed to have sugar in it.

sweet.