mortal death

"A man cannot be hanged on a tree, and a real boy will not be unwilling to eat a girl, and will not sleep on his seat." - Feng Tang "Happy"

Some things cannot be described. For example, the feeling of heartbeat, I compare it to spring breeze, but not everyone feels the same about spring breeze; I can compare it to a door, and the heartbeat is like being knocked on the door. Not everyone finds this beautiful.

It's like the feeling of being drunk. We often say that we are drunk, but we can't usually tell what it feels like.

Ladies and gentlemen, I have said so much nonsense above, I just want to express one question - I am in love with Lin Haoran.If the previous ones were full of doubts and appropriate temptations, then I am completely sure now; if the previous ones were all good impressions, then now I have a little more than good impressions, which I think is liking.

On this day, my number of steps suddenly became the second in the WeChat rankings. Oh, No.1 is Lin Haoran. I don’t know why the two of us walked the same place, but he had more than 1000 more steps than me. step.

The only thing that didn't go well was that Lin Haoran insisted on paying the bill together. I thought to myself, if it was transferred to him later, he might not accept it, so I said, "Pay your own."

It's good to be clear.

He has to engage in machismo for me and wants to treat me.

I said, "Why don't you understand? You should know more about business than I do."

Lin Haoran suddenly said aggrievedly: "I think it's better for us to divide the labor like this, just like I earn money in the future, and you spend it."

I laughed angrily.

Not to mention that I haven't promised him yet, but even if I promised him, he can't think so far.Why is it like I am a vase.

I said, "There is something wrong with your thinking, my friend."

He still insisted on scanning the QR code, so I just let him go, and I will buy him a cup of milk tea when the time comes, and I will return it.

After scanning the QR code, he asked curiously, "What's wrong with my thinking?"

I said, "Political economics, I was fortunate enough to learn a little bit. Only those who have mastered the lifeline of the economy have the right to speak. Do you want to deprive me of the right to speak?"

Lin Haoran had an expression of "I, Dou E is very wronged": "Where is it, I want to ask you to talk more? You don't talk."

Hearing this, my heart was suddenly very complicated. When I was with him, I talked a lot, almost equal to what I said in the previous year.

Seeing that I stopped talking, Lin Haoran nervously asked me what was wrong.

Seeing his funny expression, I said, "You don't have to do this."

"Which one doesn't need?"

I paused, and said it anyway: "It's a bit like licking, a dog."

Lin Haoran still smiled and said: "It's okay, didn't you mean lick, dog lick, dog, and everything will be there in the end?"

I'm a little funny, and I'm not worth it for him. There's no need to waste time on someone like me, but I'm also greedy for his warmth.

I really want to say, I am very grateful to you, and I like you very much, but when the words came to my mouth, I suddenly turned around, and for some reason, my taste changed, and I said a sentence that I regret every time I recall it later. Words: "Do you just want to sleep with me? I can satisfy you."

Lin Haoran's smiling face suddenly froze, and slowly, it became gloomy.Stare at me like a wolf stares at a butcher.

He didn't know, and my heart was very sad.If it is said that I stabbed him once, then I would definitely treat myself no less than once, at least a thousand times. I regret that I shouldn't say it, and I feel that if I don't say it, I can't see his sincerity.

Lin Haoran scolded me viciously: "Why do you think others are so vulgar?"

Did you hear that, he said I was trampling on his love.Noble love.

I don't just trample.

My lover gave me a rose, and I threw it on the ground and crushed it.It is not roses that are crushed, but hearts.

I don't know how to express it.

I said, "Oh, no... I mean, I said, you don't have to... you're very good..."

I felt that Lin Haoran became even more angry, and he said, "Stop talking."

So I shut up, I really can't speak, but I'm good at shutting up.

So we finished our meal in silence all the way, and went back to school together in this weird atmosphere.

I was a little embarrassed, I opened my mouth, and thought of Lin Haoran telling me not to speak, so I closed my mouth again.

The road in front of the school is very chaotic. When the light is green, I always feel that the zebra crossing is not enough. Pedestrians, bicycles and electric vehicles come and go together.We were pushed back.

When I walked to the green area in the middle of the road, Lin Haoran suddenly grabbed my wrist very hard. I looked at him, and he said, "You can't read the lights! It's red."

I backed away silently and stood in the middle with him waiting for the next green light.

His hand was a little hot, and I realized that it was my left hand that he grabbed this time.

Just as if there is nothing to hold.

My heart was suddenly scratched by him with a feather.

I said, "What I just said was, if you wanted to, I would."

Lin Haoran turned his head to look at me with an incredulous look on his face: "What did you say? Say it again?"

I said, "Don't say good things twice."

I felt that Lin Haoran's hand was exerting force all of a sudden, and I could obviously feel it on my left wrist.

I sighed and said, "Green light."

But it is obvious that Lin Haoran has no intention of letting me go.

He took me into the woods.Grove - a paradise for lovers and ghosts.

Before I went in, I was neither, and after I came out, I was one of them.

Obviously, I'm not a ghost.

Hmm...you want to hear the details?

Well, not suitable for children.

Well, it's just a kiss.

He finally showed his true colors.

I said how could a real man be able to bear it.

Hiss——I seem to have been bitten through my mouth.

However, he just dared to kiss her, and then ran away shyly.

It seems to be a bit perfunctory, but I'm afraid you single dogs can't bear it if you talk too much.

There was still a sweet taste in his mouth, probably because he drank sweet porridge at that time.I subconsciously licked my lips, a little wanting to drink.

When the alcohol blooms in the taste buds, it hooks the tip of the tongue like a small hook, and what remains in the mouth is an endless aftertaste.

Love is like drinking, you can only know if you taste it.

Love is impulsive.

It's a kiss in the heart.

New Year's Eve Q&A:

Fish: What's the matter?Why can't you say it?

Chen: That's it

Lin: Don't you know?

Fish: What do I know? I just know...

Fish: How dear?

Chen: Just like ordinary couples who love France

Fish: How about common law?

Lin: Kiss deeply (cover nosebleed)

Chen: Tsk, it's really useless...

Fish: I want to know the specific process

Chen: Why did I tell you?

Lin: He is embarrassed to say, what kind of pure love is it?

Chen: I don't

Lin: Come here and I will tell you in a whisper.

Fish: good (follow the past)

Chen: ...

(Chen Gong was pulled into the so-called grove by Lin Haoran, Lin Haoran lowered his head and asked, "Say what you just said again. You know what I want to hear, so don't say anything else." Chen Gong sighed After taking a breath, he said: "Yes, you can, try it." Lin Haoran said viciously: "Lie, what you said just now is not this sentence." After a while, Lin Haoran really learned the lesson from last time, hugged Chen Gong directly, and pried his mouth open little by little. Chen Gong was a little nervous, so he heard Lin Haoran say to him in a low voice: "Open your mouth." )

Chen: Are you sure?No, how do you explain that you bit my mouth open?

Lin: I'm just too excited.

Chen: Hehe (to the fish) He asked me what that sentence was, so I kissed him directly, without what he said earlier.

Yu: ... (Your version is really rich)

About inscription

Lin Haoran still didn't give up sending me some touching words, even if we are together.

So the essence of human beings is a repeater.

What he sent tonight was: A man cannot be hanged from a tree, and a real boy will not be unwilling to eat a girl and sleep on his bed.Good night.

I said: What are you talking about.

Lin Haoran replied: It means that real men should like men.

I said: What about your three views?Do you see that what you are speaking is human?

Lin Haoran said: This is not what I said, but what Mr. Feng Tang said.

I was annoyed and laughed: I said, that's not what they meant at all. They said they shouldn't be hanged from a tree, and you directly distorted what they meant.

Lin Haoran replied: Good night.

I:……

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Tsk, this conversation is too old (self-reflection)