Don't run after school next door!

Is the weather so hot in late April? Lin Zan felt sweat on his back and damp palms.

What questions are they asking each other?It made both of them breathless, and it was difficult to answer.

Lin Zan slightly opened his palate, and his vocal cords vibrated slowly: "Is it not possible?"

Can't you click the only attention for him?

It seems to be a very small thing, but Fang Xun used the word "unique" by mistake.So what is there to worry about?

Unclever words and sentences are always harmful, so Fang Xun chose a concise way this time: "Yes."

But the conversation has died down, and the eerie vibe here hasn't.It seemed that there were only the two of them on this bus.

The cabin became silent, only the sound of the engine was like an illusory signal, proving that time was still flowing.

They stared blankly at each other, looked into each other's eyes, but didn't notice the reflection in those eyes, the self in them.

It was the driver's hard brake that broke this independent space.

The two fell forward by inertia, supporting the crossbar in front of them.Lin Zan's ears suddenly burned, and instead of looking at Fang Xun, he clenched the cold stick tightly with both hands.

"Get off the bus." Fang Xuan called them, "It's the stop."

"En." Fang Xun stood up first, walked two steps, then turned around and called Lin Zan softly, "Let's go."

Lin Zan quickly stood up and got out of the car behind him.

It was much cooler outside the car, and the dark blue sky looked very clean. The street behind the bus station was full of small shops selling barbecue, milk tea, cold noodles and the like.

Fang Xuan asked Lin Zan curiously: "Senior Lin Zan, why are your ears so red? Your face is also a little red."

When she asked Lin Zan, she felt that her face was burning with panic, and her eyes fled hastily, only to meet Fang Xun's gaze again.

"Well," his head went blank, he looked at Fang Xun stupidly and said, "it's too hot."

"Ah, what should I do, I didn't bring a small fan." Fang Xuan said distressedly.

Fang Xun pointed to the small shop over there: "Would you like to eat some ice powder together? Ask the boss to add more ice for you."

"Okay." He agreed, but his movements still seemed sluggish, as if he hadn't recovered.

Suddenly, Fang Xun put his hands on his shoulders, and Lin Zan's heart trembled.

"Hurry up." He was pushed forward by Fang Xun, and he heard him say in his ear, "I'm about to be infected by you too."

Lin Zan subconsciously turned his head to look at Fang Xun, his ears were also slightly red, almost like clouds in the evening, Lin Zan's heart suddenly settled down.

Is it a disease? They all contracted an unnamed disease at the same time.He is not alone.

Lin Zan smiled, quickened his pace, and walked with him to the small shop on the street.There are yellow lights, friends who gather in twos and threes, and the voice of the conversation is high and low.

The boss scooped up a large spoonful of ice cubes and ice water on the bottom of the bowl, then added raisins, crushed peanuts, fermented glutinous rice, dried hawthorn, taro balls and diced fruit in sequence, and finally poured brown sugar juice on top to make refreshing ice powder for relieving heat. alright.

The night sky was clear and the air was clear. Lin Zan ate the sweetest bowl of ice powder in his memory.

When he got home, he ran upstairs and sang for a while into the unplugged microphone in the workshop.Like a lunatic, laughing at himself alone.There are countless rising air bubbles in the body, and the feeling of floating in the whole body subsides a little with the singing.

As he sang, he thought of Fang Xun's phrase "I came to the live show to evade the fare", and couldn't help thinking: Has Fang Xun listened to his previous recordings?How did he comment on these recordings?

Lin Zan reached for the mobile phone on the table, and couldn't help but want to flip through the comment section, but he forced himself to stop halfway through his hand.

There is no need to care so much, right?After running for a day, let's take a shower first.

Half an hour later, Lin Zan was wiping his hair with a towel in one hand and his cell phone in the other, waiting eagerly for a reply.

Still can't hold back!

On the other end, Fang Xun sat in front of the computer and laughed out loud at the phone screen.

His fingers tapped on the keyboard, and he quickly typed the answer: How else can I praise you?The comment section has said all I have to say.

However, Lin Zan swipe the screen, flipped through the comments, and thought guiltily: You can't take things like a beautiful voice seriously, can you?Also, "husband, I can" or something, it can't be what you want to say.

Like a child begging for candy, he asked greedily and honestly: Even if it is the same thing, everyone says it differently.

A shy person who says "It's amazing, I love it so much!" is obviously different from a person who is usually enthusiastic when he says this sentence.

Lin Zan wanted to know what people like Fang Xun would think of him.

The light from the computer screen was reflected on Fang Xun's face, and the PS interface was still open, with a business map on it, the model was standing at the bus station, and the weather in the picture was sunny.

Fang Xun glanced at the bus license plate in the photo, and his mind flashed through the encounter with Lin Zan not long ago, when he heard the song "Yesterday and Today" for the first time that day.

The moonlight climbed up the window sill, and the room of the two of them was illuminated by the same moonlight.

Lin Zan's cell phone vibrated, and he saw Fang Xun's reply: Before I heard it up close today, I played the single on repeat for a week.

Lin Zan read the short sentence very slowly, but the phone vibrated again after reading it.

Fang Xun added another sentence: If you don't mind, I think I will continue to repeat the single for a long time, is that okay?

If there were no last three-character question, Lin Zan might not have reacted too strongly, but looking at the real "Is it okay?" on the screen, his breathing became slow.

A few hours ago, he asked Fang Xun "Is it okay?" Now, it was Fang Xun's turn to ask him again.

Just clicking on the screen of the mobile phone, but his hand became so inflexible, slowly pointing from "k" to "e", then "y", and finally "i".He typed "Yes" with an indescribable mood, a state where his soul was floating in the sky.

After pressing the send button, Lin Zan immediately threw the phone aside, and fell face down on the soft bed.His fingers tightened slightly on the bed sheet.

The body is hot.He seemed to be in the middle of summer, when he closed his eyes, he still saw a world full of light, where water vapor was flooding.

After a few minutes, he turned his head to one side, took a big gulp of air, and couldn't help smiling again.

Single cycle.Single cycle.Single cycle.

Single cycle!

The phone vibrated intermittently again at this moment, Lin Zan subconsciously thought it was Fang Xun's call, and immediately grabbed the phone and sat up from the bed.

"Hello." He tried to make his voice sound calm.

"Baby, are you resting?" It turned out that his mother called.

Lin Zan didn't know whether he was happy or disappointed for a while, but he was a little surprised.

They had another fight just a few days ago.When he went home to pick up things that day, the big house was still empty, and his parents didn't come back.

He sat on the sofa and called his mother first, then his father.

Lin Zan is really helpless, after so long, is there no one in this house?He tried his best to restrain his emotions and calmly wanted to talk to them.

But his father was silent for a long time, and only said: "I'm sorry son, the matter between me and your mother has not been settled, and I haven't taken care of you for a while."

Not caring about him, not being able to devote too much heart to take care of him is not the point, the point is that he is the only one who doesn't know what happened at all!

Then his mother repeated the sentence: "You are still young, you still don't understand."

Lin Zan's anger was suddenly ignited, and he roared irritably: "Doesn't it mean that you don't understand anything when you are young? Can't I try to understand, or do you think it is necessary? Mom, when did you change?" Is it like this?"

After yelling, he hung up the phone and threw the pillow of the sofa out, his eyes were red and his breathing was short of breath.

This is really a bad habit.There's no point in throwing things when you're angry, but he can't help it.

In the past, his family spoiled him, and he didn't have much chance to lose his temper. It was only recently that Lin Zan realized that he couldn't control his anger.

This may be explained by the high anger value, but in the final analysis, it is probably because he lacks love deep in his heart.Once he can't get what he desires, he wants to get it even harder, and he will put himself into a manic situation.

It seems a bit strange to say.His growing environment is so simple and warm, how could he raise a child who lacks love?

But that is the truth.When Fang Xun came to his house at night, he realized with horror that he had been creating dreams for himself all along, beautifying his memory intentionally or unintentionally.

He knew from Miao Wei that a father would not care about his daughter's feelings, and could ridicule and hurt his own child.

Fang Xun's performance that night also gave him a glimpse of the truth about his family, Fang Xun's melancholy expression from time to time, and his straightforward "I don't want to go home" when they met during the Ching Ming Festival holiday , all revealing the different forms of family affection that he imagined.

The fortress piled up with gravel will end up being overturned by the waves.

But at this moment, the tide is already gradually coming in, which indicates that the final line of defense is in jeopardy.

Lin Zan clenched the phone tightly, pursed his lips vigorously, and replied, "I haven't slept."

The author has something to say:

The draft box was emptied, and I officially started the streaking mode qaq. I have an exam tomorrow, so I can't update it.