Please bear into the urn

Yukimura also noticed his feelings for Sanada when he was in junior high school, but worried that the other party would not be able to accept this unreasonable feeling, Yukimura chose to hide his feelings.Even though Sanada seemed to treat him differently, he still didn't dare to pierce his small thoughts easily, for fear that Sanada wouldn't even be able to be friends.

The two of them maintained a faint ambiguity until Yukimura's third year of high school, when the radiculitis recurred again.Looking at Yukimura lying on the hospital bed, his parents rarely insisted that he go to the United States for treatment.

And Sanada looked very sad, his hands were clenched into fists, but his expression was quite firm and he wanted Yukimura to go to the United States for treatment.He told Survivor that he believed he would heal again and return to Japan.

Although he knew that Sanada was doing it for his own good, Yukimura was still sad for a long time.And his feelings for Sanada seem to become more and more irresistible as time accumulates.After some consideration, he followed his parents to the United States.

After Yukimura went to the United States, Sanada's condition was not very good for a long time.He can't lift his spirits to do anything, and occasionally he is so dazed that he recognizes the similar backs of passers-by as Yukimura.This time was different from junior high school, when he wanted to see Yukimura, he was there.But this time, Yukimura went to the United States across the sea.

It wasn't until half a year later that Yukimura started sending him emails that Sanada's condition began to slowly recover.A year later, Sanada went to Tokyo University, where he met his only girlfriend.That is a very cheerful girl who likes to laugh and make jokes about him.His family also liked the girl very much.

After Sanada told Yukimura the news of his love, Yukimura who was unprepared was shocked and almost fainted.At that time, he had just undergone the operation not long ago, and his body was still in a very weak state.

Even though he knew that Sanada would be with a girl in the future, Yukimura still couldn't bear it when he actually got the news.During the day he endured back pain, and he couldn't help crying until night.

For some reason, after that night, he started to have a fever, so hot that he started talking nonsense.Fortunately, his words were only whispered in his own mouth, and the people around him could not hear clearly.Otherwise, hearing him say "Sanada" and "I like you", the family members would faint from fright.

Finally, the fever subsided, and Yukimura felt sleepy, he didn't want to do anything, he was just in a daze all day long, which worried his parents for a long time.It was his sister Yukimura Miharu who talked to him every day and made him laugh, and his mood slowly recovered.During this time, he did not contact Sanada again.

Because of falling in love, Sanada only found out a month later that he hadn't contacted Yukimura.When he opened the mailbox and found that Yukimura had not sent him a message, he panicked for no reason.I hurriedly wrote an email and sent it, and kept comforting myself, maybe Yukimura is busy recovering, or maybe Yukimura doesn't want to disturb his love.

But for a week, Sanada checked his mailbox every day, but he didn't see any reply, so he was completely out of ideas.It feels like returning to the time when Yukimura just left, but it's not the same as that time.It is more flustered, and I often think about things.

Sanada tried to call Yukimura, but the phone told him that the number had been deactivated.He also forgot to ask for Yukimura Shin's number because he had always contacted by email before.He sent countless e-mails and got no response. If it wasn't for Yukimura's reply, he would have suspected that Yukimura had disappeared.

His girlfriend also noticed Sanada's abnormality and asked him the reason. He was not good at lying, and he told his girlfriend that he was worried about a friend. At first, his girlfriend could understand, but when he was often with him, he could still be dazed, which made him She is annoyed.Ever since, conflicts began to arise.