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Sanada also knew that it was his own problem, and he gave in to his girlfriend, but he also hoped that he could understand that it was his good friend for many years, how could he not be worried without news of him.

But my girlfriend thinks that Sanada is overly worried. He is obviously accompanied by his parents and younger sister. Maybe he is in a relationship in the United States and has no time to contact him. Why does he always insist on perfunctory her because he thinks of his friends.

When Sanada heard what his girlfriend said, he was so surprised that he yelled at his girlfriend for the first time.The girlfriend cried aggrievedly, and ran away angrily seeing that Sanada was indifferent.

Sanada was immersed in his own thoughts, he never thought that Yukimura would hide from him when he had a girlfriend, and he never thought that Yukimura would have a girlfriend at all.The thought made him want to gnash his teeth, he didn't want Yukimura to belong to someone else.But thinking that I don't have the position to ask for it, the internal organs that are immediately entangled are all uncomfortable.

That night, Sanada had a dream in which Yukimura married a woman whose face could not be seen clearly. Seeing the happy smile on Yukimura's face, he wanted to rush to separate them.But no matter how he ran, he couldn't get close to the two of them, he could only watch their sweet kiss.

"No!" Sanada yelled, waking up from the dream.Gasping for breath, he reached out and wiped his forehead, only to find that it was dripping with sweat.

It was this dream that made Sanada suddenly realize that he had always liked Yukimura, otherwise for so many years, he would not have cared so much about him, would not have cared so much about everything about him, and would not have loved Yukimura just because of one I didn't know whether it was true or not, so I was so scared that I had nightmares at night.

When he saw his girlfriend again, Sanada realized why he liked her in the first place. It turned out that it was only because of her smile that overlapped with the person in his impression.In the end, he had always liked Yukimura.

Knowing his own feelings, Sanada didn't want to waste the other party's time.Unexpectedly, that cheerful-looking girl turned out to be an extremist.

She doesn't want to break up, after all, Sanada can be regarded as a good boyfriend.After staying and crying were useless, she began to spread rumors in school that Sanada was in chaos and abandoned.When Sanada was still unmoved, she began to self-mutilate and even ended up in the hospital.What she got was only Sanada's persuasion, and she was unwilling to die with Sanada.

After all, Sanada is a man, and he is also a man who exercises all the year round. The girl failed in the end, but she frightened Sanada's family.Using his connections, Sanada's grandfather transferred the girl to Sapporo University, but the matter was settled.

Sanada was depressed for a long time, he was actually very guilty towards the girl, if he could understand his intention earlier, he would not have to waste the girl's time, nor would he waste other people's feelings.

During that time, the Sanada family had always been cautious.It is also very comforting to Sanada, hoping that he can come out of the shadows soon.

Sanada told Yukimura everything about himself, except that he concealed his feelings for him.He is also worried that Yukimura can't accept a man, or his good friend likes him.If Yukimura is heterosexual, then he knows, will he see himself in a different light.

But Sanada was also afraid, afraid that Yukimura would really become someone else's, and he would definitely regret it for the rest of his life.Ever since, Sanada, who has always been upright, also played a cautious role.Insinuating about Yukimura's orientation.It's a pity that Yukimura never replied to him, and his little thoughts were in vain.

However, Sanada thought of many things about him and Yukimura together, and he had a faint idea that Yukimura also liked him.If Yukimura really likes him, but his family can't accept it, wouldn't he be wronged?No, he won't allow this to happen.

With this thought in mind, Sanada struggled in his heart on how to tell his family that he fell in love with a man.Perhaps his expression was too serious, too entangled, and he was worried about his family, so he took the initiative to ask him.