Every time love is overturned
Chapter 60
As soon as Yuan looked at me, I knew he wouldn't agree not to kill Immortal, but that's what I wanted to say.In the end, I was still reluctant to end.
Because severing immortality is game over for me, even though I don't know what will happen.But for Yuanyi, the shadow passed away twice. I didn't feel too much pain when I lost him for the first time. It seemed that death was too natural for him.
This sense of deserving emotion infected me and made me feel that death is not such a big deal.
But when Yuanyi came back to life again, I realized that I couldn't afford to lose again.No matter what form of loss, I don't want to do it again.
"Don't die, okay..." I cried tearfully, and tightly grasped Yuanyi's hands, "It took me so long to see you again, don't die, okay..."
"I beg you……"
I was out of breath from crying and even started hiccupping from inhaling the cold air.Yuanyi didn't say anything, he just hugged me like this, as if he didn't know what to say.I raised my tear-filled eyes to look at him, only to see Yuanyi's helpless smile.
He stretched out his hand to wipe away my tears, and said in a sigh-like tone, "Okay."
"!!" I didn't expect Yuan Yi to say yes, did he mean that he would never die?I was so surprised that I opened my mouth and forgot to close it, then Yuan nodded to show that I heard correctly.
I hurriedly wiped away the tears on my face, and eagerly grabbed Yuanyi's skirt and asked him: "Why do you say that, why do you promise me that you will never die at this time? Yuanyi, you didn't lie to me, did you?"
"I didn't lie to you." Yuan Yi said calmly, "It's almost dawn, you have to find a place for me to hide?"
I almost forgot that Yuanyi was still a ghost, so I quickly injected the potion that I had prepared for Yan Sheng into Yuanyi's body.The potion took effect faster than I thought, perhaps because the dose was relatively large in order to deal with the excessively thick ghost blood on Yan Sheng's body.After injecting the medicine, Yuanyi showed a painful look on his face, and then his chest heaved continuously, as if he was enduring some kind of change.
But before the sunlight came over, he successfully absorbed the properties of the medicine and completed the transformation from ghost to human.At the same time, the remains of the ghosts left on the ground were completely reduced to ashes under the sunlight, and the curse of ghosts that had been entangled for thousands of years finally came to an end in this night.
"This kind of night is really too long..." Yuan Yi said softly, "But fortunately, it's dawn."
The members of the Demon Slayer Squad who were unconscious on the ground rubbed their heads and woke up. They were very surprised when they saw the sun and Yuanyi and I sitting on the side.
"Where's Ghost Dance Tsuji?! Is he dead!"
"Should he be dead? It's daytime now!"
Then the crow flew over and croaked, "Great victory! Great victory! Ghost Wu Tsuji is wiped out! There will be no more ghosts!"
It seems that the imprisoned ghost died because of the tragic death of Onimai Tsuji. Because it was a creature that received his ghost blood, it was also deprived of the right to live when it was killed at the source.I breathed a sigh of relief, and the big stone statue on my chest was finally removed.
Yuanyi has been standing behind me without saying a word, not knowing what he was thinking.I looked at the young children of the Demon Killing Squad, and Tanjiro ran over first: "Miss Yayoi, we won! Nezuko has also returned to normal, she is no longer a ghost, and I can go back to see her and my mother And brothers and sisters!"
"Yes." I smiled and patted Tanjiro's head, "You are a good boy, I have worked hard for you all this time."
Tanjiro looked at Enichi with an expression of expectation and admiration: "Are you...Mr. Enichi? The swordsman of the sun's breath, the founder of all breathing methods..."
His fanciful expression made me a little amused: "Your earrings belong to him, please take good care of them."
As the person who saw Yuanyi appearing with his own eyes, Shanyi looked at the two of us with a complicated face, and finally couldn't help but walked over and said in a low voice: "Miss Yayoi, Mr. Yuanyi will be fine... I mean, the fact that he crawled out of the body of a ghost..."
"No." I shook my head, "I have injected him with medicine, and now Yuanyi is human. Look, isn't he still able to move in the sun?"
Only then did Shanyi feel relieved, and the members of the Ghost Killing Squad hugged each other and wept for the rest of their lives after the catastrophe.Because before that, they never thought that they could win the victory at the cost of all members being uninjured. To be honest, if they face Kiwu Tsuji, the chances of group destruction are very high.I can understand their mood now, it feels very unreal and unreal.But it was all true, and they were indeed liberated from this precarious, unpredictable life.
And most notably Yoya Ubuyashiki himself, whose family curse seems to have finally stopped with Onimai Tsuji's tragic death.Although his body is still weak, his condition will not deteriorate any further.Everyone is happy and immersed in joy.
except me.
I'm afraid, I feel like it's all the darkness before the dawn, the calm before the storm.Because how could Yuanyi agree to me so easily not to sever immortality? This was his obsession during his lifetime, and it was also his last words before he died.And now Yuanyi is Yuanyi himself, but I always feel... People who are summoned back from the underworld by opening the door will always have some indescribable attachments.
I hope my thinking is wrong.
Because in order to avoid casualties during the battle, I used all the Longyin contracts and signed an undead contract with nine people.Butterfly Ninja, who initially signed an undead contract with me, found me and wanted to cut off the contract with me. This is what we agreed on before.
However, this incident made me embarrassed, because only by taking the tears of Yinglong can I break the connection with Longyin, and then cut off the contract with my death.At that time, because I wanted to die with Iwakatsu and let him atone for what he did.But now that Yuanyi has returned to my side, the situation has become different from before.
Butterfly looked at me who seemed to be in deep thought without saying a word, and was a little puzzled: "Miss Yayoi?"
"Ah, it's okay." I waved my hand, "The ceremony of severing the contract still needs to be prepared, and I will notify you when the time comes."
Butterfly Shinobu said with a smile: "It doesn't matter, any time is fine. Ms. Yayoi seems not in a good mood recently, is it because she suddenly relaxed? You should take a good rest and don't think too much."
Almost all the pillars know about the resurrection of the original swordsman of Sun Breath 400 years ago, but everyone has a tacit understanding not to talk about the uniqueness of Yuanyi.Just treat him as an admirable senior.The pillars get along well with him, especially Tanjiro always has a very happy expression every time he sees him.
Life is slowly returning to normal for all, and time will heal all wounds.There are no more ghosts, so Ghost Slayer Squad will soon cease to exist.And this kind of mood to welcome the new era is what everyone is looking forward to, except me.
Even if Yuanyi did not mention the matter of severing immortality again, I would always dream about what happened that night repeatedly in my dreams.
Every time I say to Yuanyi, I regret it, I don’t want to give up immortality, I want you and me to live together forever.Then in the next second, I watched Yuanyi's body turn into ashes under the sunlight, and then I picked up the Immortal Sword expressionlessly and killed myself.
"Did you have a nightmare again?" I gasped and sat up, my back drenched in cold sweat.Yuanyi put the clothes on me, then wiped the cold sweat off my forehead, "Yayoi?"
I hugged Yuanyi tightly, my heart still couldn't stop beating wildly.Iwakatsu is right, he really knows me too well.If I could choose, I would never want Yuanyi to die, nor would I want to die myself.Before, I was able to readily agree to Yuanyi only because love was the most important thing to me at that time. After experiencing the loss, I wanted to hold tightly in my hands what I got.
"Yuanyi, I'm so scared." I buried my face in his chest, "I'm really afraid that when the sun shines on you at dawn, you will disappear in front of me. I can't lose you, I'm really scared."
Yuanyi's voice was as calm and firm as ever: "I won't leave you, I won't leave you alone again."
It turns out that the way to stop my nightmares is to make me fall asleep as soon as my head touches the pillow, which is a bit too shameful, but it really works.In this way, I spent ten years with Yuanyi in the Taisho era amid repeated worries and fears. I thought it would continue like this.
Until one day I learned that there was an uncontrollable cough around the person who signed the undead contract.
"...Really?" Yuan Yi also knew the news, "It must be Long Cough."
Because the ten years passed so peacefully, I even forgot how fierce the battle with Kimai Tsuji was.My focus is only on my side, I don't know how many times other people fighting in the room died.And this price should have been honored at that time, but why did it continue ten years later?
Could it be the passivity caused by Yuanyi's favorability?I remember that the conclusion of the undead contract was related to Yuanyi. Is it because I didn't want to sever immortality, so I delayed the curse of the dragon cough until ten years later?
Dragon cough is a deadly terminal disease, and it is extremely contagious after the onset. There is no other way to cure it except returning the life force that was taken away.Moreover, under this worldview, there is no cure for dragon cough, so the only way out is to cut off immortality.
"That's why I can't be a savior." I said to myself with a wry smile, "I've been together with Yuanyi for almost 100 years, which is quite enough....Isn't it?"
Yuanyi has never forced me to do anything since he was a child. He has always respected my decision since we planned to leave the country together.Even if he thinks it's wrong to do so, it still makes me realize what I should do.
Yuanyi and I once again returned to the village where we lived. Next to the shrine halfway up the mountain, we buried the only relics of Iwakatsu.I sat side by side with Yuanyi, he fed me the Tears of the Sakura Dragon, and I felt a lot of power gradually gather in my body.It's the power that I gave away, because all the tears of the cherry dragon returned to me.
"Yuichi, I'm grown up now, right?" I remembered what Yansheng once said to me, "Didn't I often say when I was young, 'Children make choices, adults have to choose everything'? Now that I think about it, I seem to I didn't realize how naive I was until now."
There is no way to have the best of both worlds. I can't want Yuanyi to live without paying the price of eternal life.And if I didn't sign an undead contract with the members of the Ghost Killing Squad, how could I kill him without any injuries?It's all about making choices and getting results.The power of immortality is a curse, a shackle, and Yuanyi is the most painful one.He died as a human being, and was resurrected by me against his will. He first became the most hated ghost, and then became an immortal body.
"It's my fault that I made you feel the pain." I held Yuanyi's face in my hands, "I did a lot of things that I'm sorry to you, can you forgive me?"
Yuanyi's forehead touched mine: "It's okay, I forgive you, including the matter between you and your brother."
Sure enough, he knew, and I suddenly felt unparalleled embarrassment.But Yuanyi said as usual: "If it was before, I would feel that I was not good, and then I would respect your choice and let you choose me or my brother. But it is different now, even if you feel unhappy, I will still insist on you. choose me."
"Because my love for you will never lose to anyone."
Then I was hugged tightly by Yuanyi, and then I felt a momentary chill in my chest.It didn't hurt at all, and it wasn't as scary as I imagined.I stretched out my hand to touch Yuanyi's cheek, but after I stretched out my hand, I only saw my hand turned into petals and dissipated in the air, and Yuanyi did the same.
The last thing I saw before I lost consciousness was the Hikari sword that once belonged to Enichi sitting quietly on the steps of the shrine.
"The ending of Jiguoyuan has been completed——I have an old friend holding a sword to go."
The author has something to say: Please cooperate with the BGM: Dream and Ye Ying, the effect is outstanding (
Brother Yi is not BE, and neither is this side, after all, he has fulfilled his wish (absolutely never die & die in a human way)
I will talk about the perspectives of other people in the future, such as Brother Yi, Yuan Yi and other members of the Ghost Killing Squad
Preview the next world is Bungo Stray Dogs
Because severing immortality is game over for me, even though I don't know what will happen.But for Yuanyi, the shadow passed away twice. I didn't feel too much pain when I lost him for the first time. It seemed that death was too natural for him.
This sense of deserving emotion infected me and made me feel that death is not such a big deal.
But when Yuanyi came back to life again, I realized that I couldn't afford to lose again.No matter what form of loss, I don't want to do it again.
"Don't die, okay..." I cried tearfully, and tightly grasped Yuanyi's hands, "It took me so long to see you again, don't die, okay..."
"I beg you……"
I was out of breath from crying and even started hiccupping from inhaling the cold air.Yuanyi didn't say anything, he just hugged me like this, as if he didn't know what to say.I raised my tear-filled eyes to look at him, only to see Yuanyi's helpless smile.
He stretched out his hand to wipe away my tears, and said in a sigh-like tone, "Okay."
"!!" I didn't expect Yuan Yi to say yes, did he mean that he would never die?I was so surprised that I opened my mouth and forgot to close it, then Yuan nodded to show that I heard correctly.
I hurriedly wiped away the tears on my face, and eagerly grabbed Yuanyi's skirt and asked him: "Why do you say that, why do you promise me that you will never die at this time? Yuanyi, you didn't lie to me, did you?"
"I didn't lie to you." Yuan Yi said calmly, "It's almost dawn, you have to find a place for me to hide?"
I almost forgot that Yuanyi was still a ghost, so I quickly injected the potion that I had prepared for Yan Sheng into Yuanyi's body.The potion took effect faster than I thought, perhaps because the dose was relatively large in order to deal with the excessively thick ghost blood on Yan Sheng's body.After injecting the medicine, Yuanyi showed a painful look on his face, and then his chest heaved continuously, as if he was enduring some kind of change.
But before the sunlight came over, he successfully absorbed the properties of the medicine and completed the transformation from ghost to human.At the same time, the remains of the ghosts left on the ground were completely reduced to ashes under the sunlight, and the curse of ghosts that had been entangled for thousands of years finally came to an end in this night.
"This kind of night is really too long..." Yuan Yi said softly, "But fortunately, it's dawn."
The members of the Demon Slayer Squad who were unconscious on the ground rubbed their heads and woke up. They were very surprised when they saw the sun and Yuanyi and I sitting on the side.
"Where's Ghost Dance Tsuji?! Is he dead!"
"Should he be dead? It's daytime now!"
Then the crow flew over and croaked, "Great victory! Great victory! Ghost Wu Tsuji is wiped out! There will be no more ghosts!"
It seems that the imprisoned ghost died because of the tragic death of Onimai Tsuji. Because it was a creature that received his ghost blood, it was also deprived of the right to live when it was killed at the source.I breathed a sigh of relief, and the big stone statue on my chest was finally removed.
Yuanyi has been standing behind me without saying a word, not knowing what he was thinking.I looked at the young children of the Demon Killing Squad, and Tanjiro ran over first: "Miss Yayoi, we won! Nezuko has also returned to normal, she is no longer a ghost, and I can go back to see her and my mother And brothers and sisters!"
"Yes." I smiled and patted Tanjiro's head, "You are a good boy, I have worked hard for you all this time."
Tanjiro looked at Enichi with an expression of expectation and admiration: "Are you...Mr. Enichi? The swordsman of the sun's breath, the founder of all breathing methods..."
His fanciful expression made me a little amused: "Your earrings belong to him, please take good care of them."
As the person who saw Yuanyi appearing with his own eyes, Shanyi looked at the two of us with a complicated face, and finally couldn't help but walked over and said in a low voice: "Miss Yayoi, Mr. Yuanyi will be fine... I mean, the fact that he crawled out of the body of a ghost..."
"No." I shook my head, "I have injected him with medicine, and now Yuanyi is human. Look, isn't he still able to move in the sun?"
Only then did Shanyi feel relieved, and the members of the Ghost Killing Squad hugged each other and wept for the rest of their lives after the catastrophe.Because before that, they never thought that they could win the victory at the cost of all members being uninjured. To be honest, if they face Kiwu Tsuji, the chances of group destruction are very high.I can understand their mood now, it feels very unreal and unreal.But it was all true, and they were indeed liberated from this precarious, unpredictable life.
And most notably Yoya Ubuyashiki himself, whose family curse seems to have finally stopped with Onimai Tsuji's tragic death.Although his body is still weak, his condition will not deteriorate any further.Everyone is happy and immersed in joy.
except me.
I'm afraid, I feel like it's all the darkness before the dawn, the calm before the storm.Because how could Yuanyi agree to me so easily not to sever immortality? This was his obsession during his lifetime, and it was also his last words before he died.And now Yuanyi is Yuanyi himself, but I always feel... People who are summoned back from the underworld by opening the door will always have some indescribable attachments.
I hope my thinking is wrong.
Because in order to avoid casualties during the battle, I used all the Longyin contracts and signed an undead contract with nine people.Butterfly Ninja, who initially signed an undead contract with me, found me and wanted to cut off the contract with me. This is what we agreed on before.
However, this incident made me embarrassed, because only by taking the tears of Yinglong can I break the connection with Longyin, and then cut off the contract with my death.At that time, because I wanted to die with Iwakatsu and let him atone for what he did.But now that Yuanyi has returned to my side, the situation has become different from before.
Butterfly looked at me who seemed to be in deep thought without saying a word, and was a little puzzled: "Miss Yayoi?"
"Ah, it's okay." I waved my hand, "The ceremony of severing the contract still needs to be prepared, and I will notify you when the time comes."
Butterfly Shinobu said with a smile: "It doesn't matter, any time is fine. Ms. Yayoi seems not in a good mood recently, is it because she suddenly relaxed? You should take a good rest and don't think too much."
Almost all the pillars know about the resurrection of the original swordsman of Sun Breath 400 years ago, but everyone has a tacit understanding not to talk about the uniqueness of Yuanyi.Just treat him as an admirable senior.The pillars get along well with him, especially Tanjiro always has a very happy expression every time he sees him.
Life is slowly returning to normal for all, and time will heal all wounds.There are no more ghosts, so Ghost Slayer Squad will soon cease to exist.And this kind of mood to welcome the new era is what everyone is looking forward to, except me.
Even if Yuanyi did not mention the matter of severing immortality again, I would always dream about what happened that night repeatedly in my dreams.
Every time I say to Yuanyi, I regret it, I don’t want to give up immortality, I want you and me to live together forever.Then in the next second, I watched Yuanyi's body turn into ashes under the sunlight, and then I picked up the Immortal Sword expressionlessly and killed myself.
"Did you have a nightmare again?" I gasped and sat up, my back drenched in cold sweat.Yuanyi put the clothes on me, then wiped the cold sweat off my forehead, "Yayoi?"
I hugged Yuanyi tightly, my heart still couldn't stop beating wildly.Iwakatsu is right, he really knows me too well.If I could choose, I would never want Yuanyi to die, nor would I want to die myself.Before, I was able to readily agree to Yuanyi only because love was the most important thing to me at that time. After experiencing the loss, I wanted to hold tightly in my hands what I got.
"Yuanyi, I'm so scared." I buried my face in his chest, "I'm really afraid that when the sun shines on you at dawn, you will disappear in front of me. I can't lose you, I'm really scared."
Yuanyi's voice was as calm and firm as ever: "I won't leave you, I won't leave you alone again."
It turns out that the way to stop my nightmares is to make me fall asleep as soon as my head touches the pillow, which is a bit too shameful, but it really works.In this way, I spent ten years with Yuanyi in the Taisho era amid repeated worries and fears. I thought it would continue like this.
Until one day I learned that there was an uncontrollable cough around the person who signed the undead contract.
"...Really?" Yuan Yi also knew the news, "It must be Long Cough."
Because the ten years passed so peacefully, I even forgot how fierce the battle with Kimai Tsuji was.My focus is only on my side, I don't know how many times other people fighting in the room died.And this price should have been honored at that time, but why did it continue ten years later?
Could it be the passivity caused by Yuanyi's favorability?I remember that the conclusion of the undead contract was related to Yuanyi. Is it because I didn't want to sever immortality, so I delayed the curse of the dragon cough until ten years later?
Dragon cough is a deadly terminal disease, and it is extremely contagious after the onset. There is no other way to cure it except returning the life force that was taken away.Moreover, under this worldview, there is no cure for dragon cough, so the only way out is to cut off immortality.
"That's why I can't be a savior." I said to myself with a wry smile, "I've been together with Yuanyi for almost 100 years, which is quite enough....Isn't it?"
Yuanyi has never forced me to do anything since he was a child. He has always respected my decision since we planned to leave the country together.Even if he thinks it's wrong to do so, it still makes me realize what I should do.
Yuanyi and I once again returned to the village where we lived. Next to the shrine halfway up the mountain, we buried the only relics of Iwakatsu.I sat side by side with Yuanyi, he fed me the Tears of the Sakura Dragon, and I felt a lot of power gradually gather in my body.It's the power that I gave away, because all the tears of the cherry dragon returned to me.
"Yuichi, I'm grown up now, right?" I remembered what Yansheng once said to me, "Didn't I often say when I was young, 'Children make choices, adults have to choose everything'? Now that I think about it, I seem to I didn't realize how naive I was until now."
There is no way to have the best of both worlds. I can't want Yuanyi to live without paying the price of eternal life.And if I didn't sign an undead contract with the members of the Ghost Killing Squad, how could I kill him without any injuries?It's all about making choices and getting results.The power of immortality is a curse, a shackle, and Yuanyi is the most painful one.He died as a human being, and was resurrected by me against his will. He first became the most hated ghost, and then became an immortal body.
"It's my fault that I made you feel the pain." I held Yuanyi's face in my hands, "I did a lot of things that I'm sorry to you, can you forgive me?"
Yuanyi's forehead touched mine: "It's okay, I forgive you, including the matter between you and your brother."
Sure enough, he knew, and I suddenly felt unparalleled embarrassment.But Yuanyi said as usual: "If it was before, I would feel that I was not good, and then I would respect your choice and let you choose me or my brother. But it is different now, even if you feel unhappy, I will still insist on you. choose me."
"Because my love for you will never lose to anyone."
Then I was hugged tightly by Yuanyi, and then I felt a momentary chill in my chest.It didn't hurt at all, and it wasn't as scary as I imagined.I stretched out my hand to touch Yuanyi's cheek, but after I stretched out my hand, I only saw my hand turned into petals and dissipated in the air, and Yuanyi did the same.
The last thing I saw before I lost consciousness was the Hikari sword that once belonged to Enichi sitting quietly on the steps of the shrine.
"The ending of Jiguoyuan has been completed——I have an old friend holding a sword to go."
The author has something to say: Please cooperate with the BGM: Dream and Ye Ying, the effect is outstanding (
Brother Yi is not BE, and neither is this side, after all, he has fulfilled his wish (absolutely never die & die in a human way)
I will talk about the perspectives of other people in the future, such as Brother Yi, Yuan Yi and other members of the Ghost Killing Squad
Preview the next world is Bungo Stray Dogs
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