Every time love is overturned

[Ending [-]: Everlasting Cherry Blossom]

When Yansheng came to the last moment of his life, what he saw were cherry blossoms flying all over the sky, like a dream and a silent elegy.

But do I deserve such a happy ending? He couldn't help but think of this.

It is not often said that at the last moment of death you will see the revolving lantern of life, but Yansheng saw his life in this very short moment.From childhood to adulthood, and then to this appearance, this seemingly long but short and meaningless life.

Compared with other ghosts, his own story is obviously much lackluster.Although unwilling and unwilling to admit it, Yansheng's own story can be told because of the existence of Yuanyi in his memory.

The original swordsman of Breath of the Sun, his younger brother Ji Guoyuanyi.

Yansheng realized that when he was jealous of Yuanyi, it hadn't been like this since he was a child.When Ji Guo was growing up, he and Yuan Yi were still close brothers, and he once felt that Yuan Yi was very attached to him.

The turning point of all this happened because of the arrival of that girl, that girl who was called Yuzi Longyin.But to say that Yayoi is the reason for the brother's change of attitude is really far-fetched.

But ignorant feelings are unreasonable, especially after knowing that Yayoi will become the wife of someone among the brothers, this kind of mood swells up like a catalyst.But Yayoi is not an existence that can be decided casually, she has her own ideas.

The most shining part in the first part of the revolving lantern is the time when Iwakatsu meets Yayoi for the first time.The shining girl is different from them. Young children don't have a clear concept of beauty, and the only thing they can use as a reference is their mother.

——She looks much better than the sick mother.

It was at that time that Yan Sheng felt the desire not to share for the first time.When he was a child, he often had some kind of natural malice, and he didn't think that Yayoi would like his younger brother.Because Yuanyi is such a poor child, he can't shine like himself, and only the shining existence can be together.

Isn't this a matter of course?

Then Yansheng realized the reality clearly, the one who couldn't shine was himself.

Yayoi, who has magical powers, fled from the successor country, and together with Yuanyi who also gave up fighting for the position of the head of the family.On the night when he heard the news, Yan Sheng didn't fall asleep all night, he stayed in the room where Yayoi used to live and refused to come out.

The seed of hatred was born at this moment, and he seemed to have grown up at an extraordinary speed this night.Yan Sheng couldn't listen to the words of the adults at all. At this moment, Yan Sheng had only one thought in his mind: she abandoned him, Yayoi liked Yuan Yi more, and he lost to his poor younger brother.

He used to be able to paralyze himself, and Yuan Yi was not good at anything other than swordsmanship.He doesn't play flower cards very much, and he can't do waka very well. He is not as good at writing haiku as he is, and he is not very good at more elegant things.I still have something better than Yuanyi, and I am not useless, right?

But at this moment, even looking at the little moonlight shining in through the gap of the paper door, it is like Yan Sheng's self-esteem shattered when he faced the reality.

However, he had to grow up, to hide all the bitterness beyond his age in his heart, and then straighten his waist and arm himself.He doesn't want to be chosen again, because it will always remind Yan Sheng of the sad night when he found out that he was abandoned.

His father and mother passed away one after another. Yansheng gradually grew up and became a reliable head of the family. The illusory admiration and praise of everyone has made his heart not fluctuate even a bit. He already knows that Yayoi will not come back again. She must be with Yuanyi. Let's go together.Maybe she will give birth to a cute child and live a good life without him.

Yansheng stubbornly has no intention of marrying anyone, and he insists on reasons that he doesn't know.Yan Sheng sometimes has an illusion, as if Yuan Yi and Yayoi do not exist in the world, and his younger brother and first love are people in his fantasy.Because you see, ten years have passed since their names have been mentioned, and no one but himself remembers that they ever existed.

But things in the world are always so unpredictable, you never know what will happen next.When Yansheng met Yuanyi again, he encountered a ghost attacking his army, and then, as if falling from the sky, the grown-up Yuanyi rescued his brother.

Shock, fear, and seeds germinating in his heart filled Yansheng's heart.If Yuanyi is still alive, then Yayoi must be by his side.Great, these two are not people I imagined, they are real.

So Yansheng made a choice, family, status, wealth, reputation... these are not important.Compared to going back to the past, compared to pursuing the deepest things in my memory, these are not important.He joined the Ghost Killing Squad without hesitation, and finally he was able to be in the same shining world with the two of them again.

"Do you have any wishes?"

The revolving lantern became very blurred, and I couldn't see many memories clearly.But Yansheng persistently wanted to take another look. He didn’t want to look at the memories after becoming a ghost at all. He only wanted to see those memorable and shining memories of when he was a human being and Ji Guoyansheng. memory.Because at that time, he was shining like Yuanyi and Yayoi.

The warm spring breeze was blowing, Yan Sheng looked around, he remembered.It was Yayoi's 20th birthday, the day they watched flowers and danced in the Demon Slayer Squad garden.Yayoi was wearing a bright shrine maiden costume, holding a sword and dancing the fire god dance. Enichi sat next to him and looked at his wife with a smile.The faces of those members of the Ghost Killing Squad who had been forgotten by him showed facial features, laughter and toasts came and went one after another.

Yayoi clasped her hands together and raised her beautiful face and smiled when asked, "I like that the happiness at this moment can last forever."

Ah, Yansheng remembered, he longed for the purpose of eternal life, but he didn't want to be abandoned.Because there is always a time for all things to wither, so they are more eager for the flowers of everlasting cherry blossoms.But when Yayoi really put the ever-cherry blossoms in his hands, it seemed to him at the moment that they were just ordinary cherry blossoms.

The revolving door came to an end, and Yan Sheng's heart was at peace like never before.After being defeated head-on by Yuanyi, and died as a human being, the self-esteem that was shattered under the moonlight finally put together the last fragment.

Tonight is a full moon night, and the petals of cherry blossoms are flying in the sky, like cherry blowing snow.To die as a human being on such a beautiful night is just... so good...

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[The second ending: I have an old friend holding a sword]

Yuanyi himself doesn't remember when he fell in love with Yayoi.But he knew very well that when he realized that he liked her, he had liked her for a long time.

So when Yayoi told him the truth about Miko Ryuyin, he saw the fear in her face and eyes that she didn't know.He couldn't see through the world through Yayoi, so Yuanyi tried to comfort his beloved wife from an ordinary perspective.

Yuan can do anything to anyone, but he can't do anything to Yayoi.He thought that if he hadn't met Yayoi, it might be difficult for him to notice the difference between himself and others.And it is precisely among the people who are transparent everywhere, there is only one person who is not transparent.

Always curious, always surprised, so Yuanyi spontaneously became familiar with Yayoi as if attracted.When he realized it, he was already happy to meet Yayoi, and even picked up the wooden sword he didn't like so much for her to be happy.

He has never forgotten the process of escaping from the successor country, and when he thinks back, Yuanyi's heart is filled with soft emotions.He couldn't tell what kind of feeling it was. If he insisted on a metaphor, it was like a little flower in his heart, which bloomed instantly with a bang and sound.

He wants to be with Yayoi forever, no matter how many secrets and wonders she has.In Yuanichi's eyes, Yayoi is just Yayoi, a beautiful girl full of strengths and flaws.

Song had quietly asked him more than once when he would marry Yayoi.Everyone in the village is waiting for the wedding of His Royal Highness and Mr. Yuanyi, but Yuanyi is shy for the first time after getting along for so many years.So he planted a cherry blossom tree at the gate of the shrine, and to his delight, Yayoi was very happy.And she will always prioritize his feelings, and those beautiful eyes will always look at him with a sadness that some happiness can't offset.

"Yuanyi, have you got the life you want now?"

"Well, I've got it." He answered like this, and then squeezed Yayoi's hand.He has no grand ambitions, no lofty goals.He just wants to spend his life peacefully and securely, with the one he loves.

——I just want to fall asleep next to you, the happiness that can be touched as soon as I open my eyes and reach out.

Then it all shattered like a fragile vase.When Yayoi was lying in his arms without breath, Yuanyi's mind went blank.He couldn't think at all, even though Yayoi had already killed the ghost with lightning the moment Yayoi fell down, she still fell on her back.

Yuanyi has never been afraid, even if he fled the country with Yayoi, he has never been afraid.There is nothing to be afraid of, he can protect himself and Yayoi, the world is transparent in his eyes, isn't it?

However, the only opaque Yayoi lay quietly in his arms, without breathing or scars, like a puppet that stopped functioning.Neither calling nor shaking could make her open her eyes again.

Is this a real thing, Yuan Yi couldn't help asking himself.Is Yayoi really dead? Is this a reality?She was swinging her sword vigorously just a second ago, and her talent in swordsmanship was no less than her own, but why was she lying here without a sound in an instant.

Human life is such a fragile thing, Yuanyi realized this for the first time.It was also the first time I realized the fear, but there was a voice deep in my heart that kept asking myself repeatedly.

"Is Yayoi really dead? Will Yuzi Longyin die so easily?"

This fear and anticipation from nowhere made him hug the silent Yayoi tightly, even if Uta and the others returned after dawn, he never let go.So they didn't know whether Yayoi who was held in his arms was dead or alive, Yuanyi felt that the expression on his face must be terrible, otherwise how could they avoid him.

He has never believed in the gods, but when he was holding Yayoi, Yuanyi began to pray to the gods for the first time.That Shenlong that he doesn't know exists at all, if Yayoi is really the son of Shenlong, then please let her come back to life, please don't take her away from me.

Please, please don't take her away...

So when Yayoi opened his eyes, Yuanyi cried for the first time in his life.He looked like Yayoi who woke up from a sleep, the joy in his heart could no longer be expressed in words.Yayoi, who was frightened by his tears, panicked.Compared with her own situation, she still subconsciously appeases Yuanyi who is holding her tightly.

At this moment, Yuanyi realized that Yayoi would not die, but he didn't think about anything else, he just thought about how painful Yayoi would be if it was time for him to die.

It is precisely because he has experienced the death of a loved one that Yuanyi has become extremely cherishing of his own life.He didn't want to die suddenly while accompanying Yayoi, and he couldn't do such a thing as letting Yayoi experience the pain he felt.

So when all the swordsmen of the Demon Slayer Squad showed their stripes, the fear brought him back to the night when Yayoi died suddenly.It's not that he didn't notice the look in Yan Sheng's eyes, and it's not that he didn't see the emotions of the pillars, but he had no other way to do it.

The cycle of life and death is a normal thing.Just like the cherry blossoms that bloom in spring, they will wither after the flowering period.If it is not because life and death are common, how can we cherish the only one life.

"Then the only thing is, never die."

The gentle and always squeamish imperial son of Longyin said these words.Yuanyi felt unparalleled guilt. The real dragon endowed Yayoi with the ability of immortality, but because she fell in love with a mortal, she gave up immortality for this short-term love.The calmer Yayoi is, the sadder Yuanyi becomes.

Ahh, it's so good to be loved by her.

Iwakatsu, who is completely different from himself, yearns for eternal life.Yuanyi is very aware of this, including the fact that he went to Weiming to find the everlasting cherry blossoms.Iwakatsu also loves Yayoi, and although it's like a tacit open secret, neither of them has faced it.

——But, brother, Yayoi is my wife.I am the only one who can accompany her for the rest of her life, but I cannot give up on this matter.

After knowing the joy of being loved by her, who would be willing to let go?

But Yuanyi finally understood before he died, that there are some things that he can't do in his entire life.Whether Yan Sheng, who became a ghost and hid himself, went to the Palace of Origin to pray for the fragrance of the three kinds of spices to pray for Long Lei's renunciation, he still couldn't do it.

The only thing he managed was to finally return to Yayoi's side, and calmly swallowed his last breath in her arms.But this guilt has been haunting him all the time, he still failed his belief, and still let Yayoi feel the same pain he felt back then.

I don't know if it was because he had prayed devoutly to Wei Ming's god, so he saw Yayoi burying his body from the perspective of others.Then he walked out of the place where they lived with his Sun Wheel Saber and Immortal Slash on his back.

The immortal fulfills his promise for the dead, so no matter what happens, he will never make this crybaby cry again.

"If there is a god in the world, I want to pray to you, please let me meet her again, I just want to see her again..."

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[The third ending: what can live forever]

Cough symptoms made Choya extremely busy, and Tanjiro also came to help.The strange thing is that none of him, Zenitsu, and Inosuke had a cough, but Kanaihu's condition was a little serious.

Tanjiro is very worried, but Kanai insists on not letting him come near because it would be risky.No one knows what the source of the cough is, and no medicine will cure it quickly.Even if Butterfly endured staying up all night to make the potion, it could only relieve the symptoms.

But Tanjiro seems to have noticed that they should all know the truth.But no one would tell him, until Tanjiro went to look for Enichi and Yayoi, only to see a letter in the house exuding the fragrance of cherry blossoms.

There was only one sentence written on the letterhead, and Tanjiro didn't know where this sentence came from.So he returned to the Butterfly House with the letterhead, where all the nine pillars were gathered.Tanjiro handed over the letterhead, and Butterfly Shinobi unfolded it and read the words on it.

"Look at the floating world, what can live forever?"

After reading this sentence, something seemed to flow out of their bodies.But this feeling is not bad, because someone stumbled over and pushed open the sliding door: "Healed! Those who coughed, all healed!"

Everyone looked at the letter paper in their hands in surprise. The letter paper slowly rose into the air and turned into a bunch of petals scattered in the air, and then disappeared.

"Miss Yayoi and Mr. Enichi..." Ganluji Mitsuri began to sob with tears in her eyes, "They should... have become Buddhas, right?"

While coughing and spreading the people around them, all those who signed the undead contract realized that this is the price of immortality.But they didn't mean to blame Yayoi, because if it wasn't for this, they wouldn't be able to defeat Onimai Tsuji Mumi unscathed.

In this almost suffocating grief, Tanjiro raised his head and stroked the flower earrings on his ears.He remembered what Yayoi said to him at that time, cherish it.

"There is nothing in this world that can live forever, and it is precisely because of this that we have to live well." Tanjiro clenched his fists, "This is not in vain for the sacrifices made by Ms. Yayoi and Mr. Enichi. We all have to replace The two of them live on well."

There is an extra cemetery in the cemetery of the ghost killing team, which is a clothes tomb.The names of two people are written side by side on the tombstone. Ji Guoyuan and Ya are buried here.

Those who survived remember them, and their names have been passed down.Perhaps this is the real longevity in a sense.

The author has something to say: Everywhere in life is a dream (生活は梦だらけ): Shiina Ringo, NetEase Cloud can listen

I have an old friend who goes here with a sword in his hand, referring to the Yayoi that Yuanyi saw before he died, and Yuanyi who opened the door to resurrect was actually brought back to life because of his own wish

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