"Qing Yu" flowers are not flowers

Noticing that Wang Qing was awake, he leaned on his shoulder and gently held his hand, "After it rains, it should be cold from now on."

Wang Qing hugged Feng Jianyu into his arms and kissed his forehead, "Don't be afraid if it's cold, just hug me when you're cold, and you'll be warm for sure!"

"You really look like a child." Feng Jianyu looked up at Wang Qing, "Qing'er, can you... sing me a song? Just the one you sang in the hospital, okay?"

Wang Qing was stunned for a moment, then smiled,

"Just once, I'll take you to see the old world

Laughing on a sunny day

Noisy in the free air

do you know my only want

The world is still small, I will accompany you to the ends of the earth

Stop looking in the corner without worries

Slowly grow old in carefree time

do you know all my heartbeats

dance with you..."

Feng Jianyu slipped into Wang Qing's embrace, greedily enjoying this warm embrace.Probably really tired, Feng Jianyu fell asleep again in Wang Qing's arms.

Chapter 17

17

After returning to work, Feng Jianyu became extremely busy.Every day at two o'clock and one line, the boring and regular life left him with no time to take care of the grief of losing his loved ones.

These are all seen by Wang Qing.He hoped that Feng Jianyu would forget those painful pasts and start a new life, and he also hoped that he could work hard in his career.

Because Feng Jianyu often worked overtime, it became a habit for Wang Qing to go back to his parents for dinner, and his mother also used to ask him to bring home some meals and soup for Feng Jianyu.

"Daewoo is working overtime again?" Mother asked Wang Qing as she put the fried dishes on the dining table.

"Well, he's been very busy recently." Wang Qing answered simply while drinking the soup.

"How is he recovering? It's not a problem to be so busy! Take him home when he rests, and I'll make adjustments for him." The mother brought the lunch box while talking, and put the food that the two father and son hadn't started eating. Serve out the dishes in advance for Feng Jianyu, "Let him eat well."

"Understood." Wang Qing was very happy to see his mother busy.

Although the two elders have not yet approved of their affairs, it is obvious that the mother cares about Feng Jianyu.She cared about Feng Jianyu's safety like she loved her own child.

"Don't just drink by yourself, bring the thermos, and bring back some soup for Daewoo." Mother instructed Wang Qing.

"Okay you!" Wang Qing put down his bowl, obediently obeying his mother's instructions.

He thought, he should really take Feng Jianyu home to see his mother, because one more person to love him with him would make him feel better.

After drinking and eating, Wang Qing returned home with his mother's loving dinner. Unexpectedly, Feng Jianyu had already returned.Smelling the strong smell of instant noodles in the room, he quickly changed his shoes and walked straight to him.

"Don't eat this, I'll warm up my mother's cooking for you." Wang Qing turned and went into the kitchen.

Feng Jianyu put down the instant noodles and followed Wang Qing into the kitchen, took the soup he had poured, and drank it contentedly, "Auntie's soup is really delicious."

"If you know you came back so early today, I will ask you to go home for dinner. My mother said, when you rest, let me take you back and make up for you." Wang Qing took Feng Jianyu's hand Empty bowls were put in the sink, and hot meals were taken out of the microwave.

"Okay." Feng Jianyu replied, and he ate while walking with a box of vegetables, "It smells so good! I haven't eaten anything since noon."

"Then you eat instant noodles when you get home? Why don't you call me?" Wang Qing asked with a frown.

"I can't take it anymore, I'm dizzy from hunger." Feng Jianyu pouted, blinking at Wang Qing with a pair of big eyes, a little aggrieved.

Wang Qing sighed helplessly, "Eat quickly."

Feng Jianyu smiled at Wang Qing, this was the first time he smiled after losing his mother.This smile moved Wang Qing's heart, he wanted to see it all his life, and he also wanted to do his best for such a smile all his life.

"Qing'er, do you still remember that I have a black iron box with the pattern of seven dragon balls?" Feng Jianyu asked suddenly.

"It's on the bookshelf, right? I remember you put it in the upper left corner after you came back from HF Bank." Wang Qing thought for a while before answering, "Why did you remember to look for this?"

"I suddenly remembered it that day, but you interrupted me halfway through the search... Then I was busy these days, so I didn't bother to look for it." Feng Jianyu said a little embarrassed.

Wang Qing remembered the day when he held Feng Jianyu in his arms and was shot all over his hands.He couldn't help laughing, "I'll help you find it later."

The box was indeed out of place, pushed to the back of the bookshelf by a few books they had flipped through.There was already some dust on the box, if Feng Jianyu hadn't mentioned it, Wang Qing would not have remembered its existence.

"What's here?" Wang Qing shook the box.

"Inside is the USB flash drive my mother left me." Feng Jianyu took the box, "I haven't seen what's inside before, can you watch it with me?"

"Okay! I am willing to go up the mountain of swords and down into the sea of ​​fire." Wang Qing put his arms around Feng Jianyu and kissed his forehead.

"Smelly poor!" Feng Jianyu pushed him away and turned on the computer.

There are hidden files in the U disk, and a four-digit password is set.Feng Jianyu tried Zhou Fenglan's birthday and his own birthday in turn, but they were all wrong. He tried Feng Jianxi's and Feng Yunfeng's birthdays again, but they still failed.

Feng Jianyu bowed his head and thought for a while, then entered a series of numbers, and finally successfully opened the file.

Before Wang Qing could admire Feng Jianyu, he clicked on a video.

In the video, there is a little boy stumbling and learning to walk. Opposite him is the young Zhou Fenglan waving at him.The boy staggered and fell into Zhou Fenglan's arms, and was picked up by her and kissed on the cheek.

"Mom!" The boy shouted with a smile, looking at the camera with big eyes.

"Yunfeng, Daewoo will call mom!" Zhou Fenglan said to the camera with a smile.

"Jianxi!" Outside the camera, Feng Yunfeng's voice called out to the eldest son.

"Dad, what did you ask me to do?" Feng Jianxi was sweating profusely as he ran with a branch in his hand.

"Let's take a family photo together! Your brother will call mom." Feng Yunfeng put the camera on the lawn.

A family of four all appeared in the camera.Feng Yunfeng took out his camera and asked passers-by to take pictures. Zhou Fenglan held the little Feng Jianyu in his arms and wiped Feng Jianxi's sweat with a handkerchief in his hand.

This is a beautiful family. They were so happy at that time, as if the pain would always be separated by their smiles in another world.It's a pity that they will never see such a smile again.

At this point, the content of this video is all over.The player returned to a black screen, and Feng Jianyu's face was full of tears. He covered his mouth and cried uncontrollably.

"Daewoo..." Wang Qing hugged Feng Jianyu tightly in his arms. At this moment, the pain in their hearts was the same.

"The password...the password is their wedding anniversary!" Feng Jianyu cried loudly in Wang Qing's arms, "It's gone now! It's gone!"

"You still have me, and you still have me." Wang Qing cupped Feng Jianyu's face and kissed his tears.

"But I can't forget! I can't forget my brother's death! And my mother... I can't forget them! They are clearly right in front of my eyes! But no matter how I call them, they don't respond! And Wenkai... I close my eyes every day." You can see his face before he died!" Feng Jianyu shook his head and said, "What should I do?"

"Daewoo, don't be afraid. I'll take you to see a psychiatrist. Don't worry. You're just too tired and haven't had a good rest." Wang Qing stroked his hair and comforted him softly, "I know you won't forget, Don't push yourself, take your time."

Wang Qing hugged Feng Jianyu, let him cry in his arms, and released all the haze.

Feng Jianyu was so tired from crying that he lay on Wang Qing's shoulder and stared at the moon outside the window in a daze.He suddenly put his arms around Wang Qing's waist and whispered, "Qing'er, I want to go for a walk."

"Where do you want to go? I'll accompany you." Wang Qing asked.

"I want...to go for a walk alone and leave this city..." Feng Jianyu raised his head and stared at Wang Qing.

Wang Qing looked at Feng Jianyu for a long time, saw the determination in his eyes, and asked calmly, "How long do I have to wait?"

"I don't know..." Feng Jianyu closed his eyes in pain, "their shadows are everywhere in this city. I really... can't stay any longer!"

"I will wait! No matter how long...I will wait!" Wang Qing choked up and said with difficulty, "I will wait here for you! No matter how long!"

"Why are you so stupid?" Feng Jianyu murmured, "If you met someone else, you wouldn't be in such pain, and you wouldn't be hurt."

"Because the 'others' are not you!" Wang Qing could no longer control her tears, "I said, I want to spend my whole life with you! Only with you!"

Chapter 18

18

Wang Qing changed back to a person's life.

He still lives in the original place, where there are bits and pieces of his life with Feng Jianyu, and it is the starting point where he wants to start a life together with Feng Jianyu, and it is also their home.

When Feng Jianyu was away, Wang Qing still took care to clean up the house. He didn't want Feng Jianyu to change too much when he came back.He knows better that Feng Jianyu likes to keep his things where they are, otherwise he will be unhappy.

Feng Jianyu only brought a backpack and a few clothes. Wang Qing felt that he would be back in a few days. He just went to relax and enjoy his single time without himself.

Wang Qing remembered that the sun was shining that day, and he drove Feng Jianyu to the airport in a repaired car.

There are many people in a hurry in the airport hall. They come and go, meet here, and part from here.No one noticed that in the corner, there were two tall boys, saying goodbye