"Qing Yu" flowers are not flowers

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"Pay attention to safety, and...remember to keep warm." Wang Qing knew that Feng Jianyu was going to several Nordic countries, and was very worried that he would not take care of himself because he was afraid of the cold.

"It's the same for you, it's getting cold, don't show your ankles all the time, be careful of catching a cold." Feng Jianyu straightened Wang Qing's hair, wanting to see him for a while, "Remember to go home often to accompany your uncles and aunts."

"Daewoo... Yu..." Wang Qing hugged Feng Jianyu, smelling his body vigorously, "Come back early, don't make me miss you too much."

Feng Jianyu didn't answer, but just hugged him tighter and tighter.

The sound of boarding was heard, and they had to let go of each other.

Looking at Feng Jianyu's leaving back, Wang Qing couldn't help crying. He had a premonition, a premonition he didn't like very much, and that feeling made his heart ache.

Once Feng Jianyu left, it was 9 months.

They didn't have a phone call, and Feng Jianyu didn't contact Wang Qing, which meant that he hadn't gotten out of the shadow in his heart.Wang Qing wanted to give him enough time and space. More importantly, he was afraid that once he contacted Feng Jianyu, he would hear answers he didn't want.

Wang Qing has always known about Feng Jianyu's recent situation from WeChat Moments.He saw Feng Jianyu's footprints in many places in Northern Europe, including mountains and seas, natural scenery, spring, summer, autumn and winter.

Occasionally, Feng Jianyu would send one or two photos of himself, just like other photos, without leaving a word.He lost weight, but he was in good spirits. He became fond of smiling. His smile was reflected in the sunshine of the Alps and shone into Wang Qing's heart.

Wang Qing didn't see who Feng Jianyu was interacting with, and only then did he realize that they had no mutual friends.He was unavoidably afraid, afraid that Feng Jianyu would never post photos again, so he probably really didn't know how to find Feng Jianyu.

Every time Wang Qing went home for dinner, his mother would ask him about Feng Jianyu's recent situation.He simply answered a few words and then stopped making a sound.He was worried that his mother would see his fear, because what he knew about Feng Jianyu's recent situation was only from those few photos.

"After playing for so long, it's time to come back." The mother said to herself, "If we break up, don't waste each other's time."

Mother's words almost broke the last line of defense in Wang Qing's heart.He quickly ate a few mouthfuls of food to cover up his emotions and avoid the embarrassment of being cold at the dinner table.

"The promotion exam is coming soon, how are you preparing?" Wang Xianlin opened his mouth and changed the topic.

"I'm well prepared, so there shouldn't be any problem." Wang Qing replied affirmatively.

"Don't worry, I told them not to let my existence affect you." Wang Xianlin said, "I believe in your ability."

"Thank you, Dad." Wang Qing's emotions eased a little when he heard his father's affirmation for him for the first time.

After dinner, Wang Qing went home.He didn't drive, and walked alone on the side of the road, thinking about some problems.

Wang Qing recalled what his mother said, this was not the first time.Less than half a year after Feng Jianyu left, his mother began to test him on the sidelines, hoping to get an accurate news, even if her son had been dumped.

Unfortunately, he finally let his mother down.His heart remained intact for Feng Jianyu, without any change.Even if it is what he fears, he will definitely not change in a short time.

His heart was always heading in the direction where Feng Jianyu was.

While walking, Wang Qing was pulled back by a soft cry.He searched for the direction of the sound, and finally saw a fluffy mass in the grass, which was a gray cat with folded ears.

The kitten was probably hungry, lying lazily in the grass.Seeing Wang Qing's approaching hand, he stretched out two small paws to hug him, and looked at him with watery eyes.

"Little thing, let me take you home." Wang Qing picked up the kitten, rubbed it, held it in his arms, and hurried home.

Wang Qing bought cat food for kittens at a pet store outside the community. Before he got home, he put a handful in his hand and put it in front of the kitten, watching it gobble up all of it.

The owner of the pet shop told Wang Qing not to bathe the kitten, and he obediently just cleaned the kitten with a hot towel.The kitten was very clingy to him, and kept on him, refusing to leave.

"Daewoo is not here, so you can stay with me." Wang Qing picked up the kitten and rubbed it with the tip of his nose.

Tired of playing, the kitten slept on Wang Qing's lap.That soft and cute look made Wang Qing's heart feel better for a while.

He felt that he wasn't in a flash of heat. When he saw the kitten's eyes, he suddenly remembered Feng Jianyu's appearance when he first met him.He chuckled, did he want to bring Feng Jianyu home at that time?

Thinking of this, Wang Qing picked up his mobile phone, checked WeChat, and found that Feng Jianyu had sent another photo.

Wang Qing saw that this should be Copenhagen, a city full of fairy tales.The sea, the color of blue cornflowers, sets off the cold atmosphere there.

Unfortunately, the bronze statue of the Mermaid Princess was stolen, and the original place was empty. Feng Jianyu sent a text this time: After all, the Mermaid Princess turned into a bubble for love.

Wang Qing quickly commented: Before the mermaid princess turned into a bubble, she firmly believed in herself, and she will not regret it.

After a while, Wang Qing, who was sleeping with the kitten in his arms, was awakened by the ringing of his mobile phone. He thought it was a call from the police force, so he answered the phone and said simply, "Hello?"

The sound of waves hitting the rocks came from the other side of the phone, intermittently.No one spoke, only the sound of the waves came from the receiver to Wang Qing's ears.

Then came a male voice, singing softly,

"Just once, I'll take you to see the old world

Laughing on a sunny day

Noisy in the free air

do you know my only want

The world is still small, I will accompany you to the ends of the earth

Stop looking in the corner without worries

Slowly grow old in carefree time

do you know all my heartbeats

dance with you..."

The singing stopped suddenly and became a muffled cry.

Wang Qing couldn't help but choked up, "Daewoo, are you coming back?"

Feng Jianyu hung up the phone while crying, leaving only Wang Qing crying alone.

Finish

Chapter 19

Extra

Feng Jianyu has been outside for more than 9 months.

He recalled that he wanted to retreat as soon as he got off the plane. Switzerland was really cold, colder than he knew and imagined.But now, he has basically adapted to the climate here.

During this time, his footprints stayed in many places.He enjoys the solitude by himself.In fact, this feeling is not unfamiliar. After studying abroad for many years, he has become accustomed to the feeling of being alone.

It's just that I met Wang Qing later.The person who wished to give his whole life to him loved him so fiercely.

Now he regrets leaving Wang Qing behind, although Wang Qing is usually the strongest person in front of him.But he understood that Wang Qing's heart was actually very sensitive.Especially everything about him.

It was 9 months since he left, and there was not a single phone call during this period.He knew that his willfulness hurt Wang Qing deeply, but he didn't dare to contact Wang Qing, he was afraid that he would run back to Wang Qing's side.

But he knew that if he didn't leave at that time, he was afraid that he would go crazy.Sudden changes and blows made him question his own life and the value of his own existence.

He once thought that if Feng Jianxi's plan had been discovered earlier, all this would not have happened.Unfortunately, time always moves forward, and there is no way back.

After Feng Jianyu came to Copenhagen, he visited an art exhibition.It was a solo exhibition of a budding painter whose works were bright and tonal, which fit the style of the city.

Several works in this art exhibition were mainly promoted by the organizer, and they were hung in the most conspicuous position in the hall, and there was an endless stream of people who came to visit.But what attracted Feng Jianyu was an oil painting in the corner.

The background of that painting is an ancient castle facing the sea. The main character in the painting is a sad mermaid. She lowers her eyes in the moonlight, as if crying.

"Do you like this painting?" A man walked up to Feng Jianyu.

"Yes." Feng Jianyu nodded to him.

"May I ask, are you Chinese?" the man asked with a smile.

"I am Chinese." Feng Jianyu replied.

"My wife is also Chinese." The man continued, "The person in the painting is my wife."

"She is beautiful." Feng Jianyu knew that the man was the painter, "but why is she so sad?"

"She is sick." The man looked at the painting, "When we got married 3 years ago, she had already suffered from stomach cancer... In the end, she didn't want me to see her suffering, so she left me alone , she said that she hoped that the way she remained in my memory would always be beautiful. When I found her in a hospital in China, she had lost consciousness... not long after, she passed away."

"She loves you." Feng Jianyu said, "She wants to face all this alone."

"But I haven't had time to tell her that no matter what she becomes, I love her. She is so kind and beautiful...but I will never see her again." The man said helplessly.

"The mermaid princess turned into bubbles for love, but she will be very happy in heaven." Feng Jianyu said softly.

"Do you have a lover?" the man asked.

Feng Jianyu nodded, "I left him alone in China, I'm afraid I've broken his heart."

"Apologize to him, give him a hug, he will forgive you." The man comforted him.

"Thank you." Feng Jianyu smiled.

After leaving the art exhibition, Feng Jianyu went directly to Changdi Park.But when he got there, he found that the bronze statue of the mermaid had disappeared