[Bei Tang] Poison

Endless shouting.I said: Want me to say that I like you and love you?

He raised his eyes and saw that my eyes were clearly full of scars and pleading.

I said: Gu Zhuo, I like you, I love you, are you satisfied?

He opened his mouth and bit my wrist.He drank my blood like the legendary monster who drank human blood and cannibalized human flesh.It's just that the wound wasn't that big, so he continued to bite.

Bites on my body, on my shoulders, on my chest, on my legs, and finally on my neck.

pain?

I can't feel it, only the skin on my body that was bitten by him is sticking to his skin. His body is so warm, but I have to try my best not to approach him.

It's as hard as keeping moths from jumping into the fire.

Can be burned.

Just like his name, Gu Zhuo, as soon as you see it, you will fall in love with it, and once you fall in love, you will be willing to be burned by him until it is burned to ashes.

My pleasure.

I was covered in blood and the saliva left by him, but I couldn't bear to hug him.

I thought about it seriously, and it seems that I have lived for 24 years, and there is really nothing more difficult than it is now.So I just thought about things like this, wandering in a daze.

He grabbed my hair and forced me to look at him.He leaned down and kissed me.

He was facing me, and the breath from his nose and mouth was sprayed on my face.

I didn't avoid it either.

I could see the despair in his eyes clearly.

He lowered his head again, this time biting again.

I suspect that if I were given a pot, he might boil me into soup.Thinking of this, I suddenly laughed out loud.

He looked up, staring at me.

His hands were trembling, and his fingers were unconsciously exerting force, which made my lower back feel tingling, and his eyes were red.

And then again.

I was bitten by him with blood all over my body.

It's not serious, it's just that the layers are a little scary.

Anyway, I don't feel any pain now, so let him do whatever he likes.After all, when he has completely vented his anger and hated me, he should slowly learn to forget it.

After he slowly forgets me, he will start a new life.

He is so good-looking and gentle, there must be good girls who love him.She will treat him well, cook him what he likes to eat, wash his clothes, listen to his love words, and have a bunch of children with him.

but me?

It's like I never existed.

At that time, I was already a handful of loess, and when the wind blew, it was gone.

丐

I told Guo Zhuangzhuang that I will quit as the sub-rudder master.Guo Zhuangzhuang did not agree.

I stood and looked at him a few times, and if I disagreed, I didn't agree. Whatever you want, you can raise me if you like.

I first went to Luodao to dig up the jar of peach blossom wine that I buried when I was 15 years old.By the way, I forgot to tell Tang Yeling that I haven't had a drink with him yet.

Sitting on a bamboo raft, I met people on the road, and they asked me to share a glass of my wine, and I despised them one by one.I said you have to share the wine that people drink when they get married, beast!

The other party left with a bunch of "hahahaha".

Only Tingting and Guo Zhuangzhuang were a bit strange.

Ting Ting patted me on the shoulder: I know you are very sad about Tang Yeling, but life must go on, you should forget about him.

I glared at her unhappily: As a girl, you still say such random words, Yeling, he just went back to Tangmen, do you want me to find another girl?

Ting Ting looked at me blankly.

Me: Humph!When Ye Ling comes back, I will let him slip 25 feet away and spit you out!

She didn't look right at me.

Annoyed, I turned around and was about to leave, but she grabbed my arm: Gu Zhuo, I beg you!Can you stop deceiving yourself like this!

I was depressed: What are you doing, let go, I have buried peach blossom wine for 11 years, and it is specially used for drinking with Ye Ling...

Before I finished speaking, the wine jar was snatched away by her, and she slammed it on the ground: Gu Zhuo, you crazy!You see clearly!Tang Yeling doesn't want you anymore!He does not love you!Don't be so self-respecting, okay? !

I feel a little dizzy.I find her a bit annoying.

I said: Du Ming quarreled with you?

Tears came out of her.

I laughed: He quarreled with you, why are you getting angry with my wine? Fortunately, I buried several jars at the beginning, otherwise Yeling would definitely be angry with me again.

"Snapped".

She slapped me across the face.

She said with a trembling voice: You don't want to wake up, do you? Then I'll wake you up.

She grabbed the leather rope around my neck and pulled me towards her, her eyes were red with tears welling in her eyes.

She said: Let me tell you again, Tang Yeling doesn't love you anymore, he doesn't want you anymore, and he won't come back to find you again!

I thought about it and found it unlikely.

I said: You lied to me.

As soon as she pushed me to the ground, she kicked me: I told you!He doesn't want you anymore!He doesn't want you anymore!Why don't you understand!

Guo Zhuangzhuang finally couldn't stand it anymore and stopped Yin Ting.

I looked at them and pretended to be innocent.

Guo Zhuangzhuang said: Gu Zhuo, I know you are faking it.

I nodded: Then you still expose me.

He: Do you think Tang Yeling will come back if you keep doing this?

They don't know the truth.

And I don't want to say it.

I don't want to admit that the Tang Yeling I fell in love with was just a non-existent character created by a senior shadow guard of the Tang Sect.

I would love to forget.

But I can't forget.

He is like a knife engraved in my heart, even if my world is filled with all kinds of interesting things, the first thing I see in this world is still the three words "Tang Yeling".

I love him like a demon.

Yes, I just have no prospects, no self-esteem, no skills, and I just can't forget him.

I thought I was going to hate him.

It's funny that I still dream about him at night, but it's not a nightmare.I dreamed that he was leaning in my arms, with his cool palms against my forehead, and he said what's wrong with you, did you have a nightmare?

Turns out Minecraft was a nightmare.He was still in another dream, waiting for me to go back every day.

There is no need to choose at all, even if I can only touch him in my dreams, even if the content of my dreams every night is out of my control, just seeing the Tang Yeling I love, even if I want to die in my dreams willing.

I love him to the bone.

Even if he is just a phantom.

唐

Me: Gu Zhuo, I love you.

He gnawed on me, licking my blood.

Me: Gu Zhuo, I like you.

I just feel as if I'm going to be killed.

Me: Gu Zhuo, I love you.

His mouth was stained with my blood.

Me: I love you.

His eyes were blank, without any expression, he just stared at me and gave me all his eyes.

Me: I like you, I love you.

His hands were on my neck, tightening little by little.I looked at him, and he looked at me, the only thing in his eyes, the only remaining greed.

I want to give him everything I have, including my life, to him.Because he is the only one I love.

The eyes felt warm, probably congested, and then tinnitus.I look at him and give him everything I have.I am very happy, with infinite joy in my heart.

I didn't want to spend nine months alone, watching him suffer for me, watching him suffer.I would rather let him hate me and die in his hands.

He let go.

I still look at him.

Still expressionless, he put on his clothes without haste.

He stands beside me.He said: "I think you're disgusting right now.

he's gone.

It took a lot of effort and I finally found my breath.I'm still breathing, I'm not dead.It turned out that he really left.I sat up with difficulty, and with this movement, the blood seemed to start to flow, and I gradually felt the pain in my body.

I finally got up and stood in the cold lake water, the slowly flowing water washed over my body.

Take his breath away.

The last thing he left me, those smells that made me drown and suffocate.Looking down at the water, Dongting Lake in February is still bitingly cold under the warm sun.

I shrunk into the water and watched my blood floating on the surface of the water.

Since then, I really have nothing, everything about him.It all fell into this lake, including the little bit of affection he had for me.

Just now he said that he felt disgusted by me.

I also think I'm disgusting.

I laughed so hard that tears almost came out. I was with him in just a few months, but it seemed like several lifetimes had passed.

Still not enough.

I am not satisfied and want more, but God does not allow it.Putting on his clothes numbly, he suddenly touched the dagger just now.After picking it up and taking a closer look, I remembered that this was a past event eight years ago.

It was a coincidence when Master took me to practice in Kongwu Peak.

sir.

The whole body is black, and only eight characters are engraved on the narrow scabbard: hold your hand, and grow old together.

But like a joke.

I looked at it, and it seemed to be looking at me.

After comparing the length, I aimed it at my heart.As long as I push hard, I can be free.For a long time, I still put it down.Maybe there is still a glimmer of hope left in my heart. In the deep despair, there is still hope.

Expect a turnaround in these nine months.

If God can grant me immortality, I think I will probably beg him to forgive me without dignity, in any way, as long as he can forgive me.

With Qing still pinned to my waist, I struggled to raise my hands to tie up my hair.Another glance at the main rudder standing high under the clear sky of Wanshi, and the direction when he left.

Supporting the flying kite, I left Junshan with the fastest speed, I was running for my life.

If you don't leave, you can't escape.

丐

Junshan is good, Junshan is a treasure.I always say that because this is my home and I'm proud of it.The moon in Junshan seems to be bigger than other places.

bright.

gentle.

I lie on the roof and look at the moon.The night is gradually getting warmer, and suddenly it is March, and I want to come to the apricot blossoms in the apricot forest