[Bei Tang] Poison

Feng Chuixue, remember, Du Ming also took me for an idiot too much.

I took out the tightly wrapped silver needle from my waist, and I groped Ye Ling's back with one hand, touched the required acupuncture point, and carefully inserted it for him.

His body suddenly became cold.Sure enough, it was right, I was relieved, and slowly sat down.

I don't know what's in the cauldron, the water doesn't even reach the ankle, but the smell is unusually pungent.

I put my arms around him and let him rest comfortably in my arms.I couldn't see anything in the dark, but I still couldn't help kissing his cold forehead.

I am very happy, when he wakes up, he will find that I am still by his side, still love him, still like a fool, just follow behind him every day.

Same as before.

唐

I don't know where I am.All I saw was endless darkness, darkness like despair, without a ray of light.

I don't know when I opened my eyes, but to me there is not much difference between opening and closing eyes, it's just that the left and right are black.It has been three or four days since I was made into such a ghostly state.

I can finally get used to how to use the coordination of vision to make myself move.

There is light coming in from outside, probably the sky is about to dawn.

Only then did I realize that I was lying on my side, and for some reason, I was in a narrow room.I sat up, only to realize that I was facing the wall in front of me, and I was lying very close to the wall just now.

When I turned my head, I saw someone lying on the outside of the bed. The light was too dim for me to see clearly.There was really nothing to do, so I just sat on the bed and looked at him. I was a little curious about who this person was.

He didn't tie me up, could it be that the five poisonous people came to rescue me?

Fuck, it could be Rong Luo...

The more I thought about it, the more depressed I became, and I finally stopped thinking, and under the brighter and brighter sunlight, I felt more and more familiar with the outline of this person.

In the end, I opened my mouth and looked at him sound asleep, speechless.

It's Gu Zhuo.

I panicked and wanted to run away.

If he saved me, he would probably know all those things. When he thinks of his character, he will definitely grab me and tell me, and he will show me his grievances pretending to be [-] percent sad.

Because he has always been like this.

Although I think about it carefully, I did go too far this time. I didn't tell him anything, and I couldn't hide it completely. Now he caught me...but I'm already so dilapidated.

I'm already a cripple.

Suddenly I realized that I was already a useless person, and I couldn't hear what he said. If he made an expression to show me, I could have the cheek to pretend to be pitiful and deal with it.

Thinking of this, I was a little relieved.

I couldn't help reaching out and patting my chest... I lowered my head and touched my heart again for a long time.

...without a heartbeat.

Covering my heart with my hand, I focused on it without giving up, and used my chest to feel and comfort myself. I just don't feel the touch in my limbs, and it's normal not to feel the heartbeat.

I was flustered, but I still didn't feel the heartbeat that should match my flustered mood.

And, I just realized that I haven't been breathing.

It turned out to be true, I turned out to be really dead.

So, maybe I'm a ghost at this moment.Is this the first seven or what?I actually ran to Gu Zhuo's place. I never thought that there would be such a convenience after death. I really wanted to see him these past few months, but I was afraid to see him.Now that he is dead, yet he can sit beside him so generously, watching his sleeping face.

I am very satisfied.

I hugged my knees and looked at him for a long time, only to feel that he seemed to be thinner, his complexion was not good, and he was a little haggard.

I feel a little distressed.

I don't know why he worked so hard to do this, but I hope it's not because of me.

Just thinking about it like this, I laughed at myself again, it has been four months, right?He has probably let go, even if he can't let go completely, after all, he and I are both men, so there is really no need to be so hypocritical.

Even if it's hypocritical, it's enough for me to be hypocritical alone.

I have seen him always be a bit of a rogue, but very free and easy, I don't see him entangled in trivial matters endlessly.

He didn't expect to be scumbag by me, which is like being bitten by a dog, and he wouldn't care so much about it. Drinking, drinking, and eating meat, it won't be long before he can pretend that nothing happened.

I know I've never had much experience in relationships, and I don't think it's too much for me to be so hypocritical.

I'm dead, I'm a ghost, no one cares about me.

It's just that in the strange stories I read in the past, it was said that the dead soul can only be reincarnated if it is seduced by the bull's head and horse face or black and white impermanence, which makes me hesitate.

Although I don't see ghosts coming, I am reluctant to leave after all.

Even if I want to watch Gu Zhuo marry someone else, live a life even if it means having a child, I still feel that I don't want to leave.I think it's okay to just watch him like this, or watch him from a distance.I haven't spent much time with him, and I can't bear to leave.

Just as he was thinking wildly, Gu Zhuo woke up.

With the thought of "Anyway, I'm a ghost, I don't need to hide", I still looked at him with my knees on my hands and my chin on my hands, staring at him intently.

Then I saw him sitting up with a sleepy face, scratching the back of his head, raising his eyes...to look at me.

He was indeed looking at me.

I panicked, can he see me?Impossible, although I don't have a glimpse, but I'm a ghost!

I saw him open his mouth to say something, but I couldn't hear it.I'm a little depressed, I haven't heard his voice for a long time, and I miss him very much.But I can't hear it.

Just when I was depressed, he reached out and quickly pulled me into his arms and hugged me.

I was so frightened that I didn't dare to move.

丐

he died.

I almost wanted to kill the person who opened the Gu cauldron, I wanted to die in it with Yeling like this.But they opened the tripod and forcibly dragged us out.

I looked at the familiar faces of those people, but felt extremely strange.

I hugged Yeling, and I knelt in front of the wind centipede, and I said, can you save him?The centipede shook his head silently.I knelt and moved in front of Ayouduo again, and I said, please save him.I kneel down to Du Ming and Tingting.

But no one told me how to bring him back to life.

They will only say that Yeling is stained with the venom of the poisonous corpse and must be disposed of quickly, otherwise I will also be poisoned to death.

With the attitude of dealing with an item, they told me to dispose of Yeling.

I escaped.

I fled all the way to Black Dragon Marsh, I hid in the mountains.With some luck, I found an abandoned tree house.

It's just that I took Ye Ling to travel around for a long time, and it took too much energy. I used the things in the house to block the door, and covered the windows with vines. I was exhausted and fell asleep in the end.

When I woke up again, there was a strong smell of corpses in the room.

I almost thought that a poisonous person had entered the house, but when I opened my eyes, I got the best gift in the world.

Ye Ling opened his eyes and was looking at me.

His expression is rare and serious, his eyes are as gentle as usual, I suddenly wonder if he will forget the unhappiness in the middle.

He stinks of corpses.

But I am very satisfied.

Anyway, if he can look at me like this, I am already very happy, whether it is a poisonous person or a corpse general, even if he becomes a ghost, as long as he is willing to be with me in a conscious state, I will do everything else don't care.

I'm happy.

Although he seemed to want to hide when I called him, I hugged him.

I laughed out loud.

I leaned close to his ear and kissed his cheek as usual: what are you afraid of?Still want to hide?Can you escape?He didn't speak, and looked at me after a while, his eyes were so gentle that water could be squeezed out.

I can't help but kiss his eyes.I said: I miss you very much.

I thought about it, and felt that I had to admit my mistake: I was wrong before, please forgive me, let's forget about the past, okay?

He still doesn't speak.

I think this matter is a bit difficult to handle. Could it be that he is really angry after being separated for a long time?

Or did he also take a fancy to that naked man in Wudu?

No, no, no, just now he looked at me so tenderly, how could that naked man compare to my position in his heart? !

That's probably why I was so mean before, which made him sad.

I took off his mask, looked into his eyes, and said very sincerely: I really know that I was wrong, please forgive me... You see, I don't care about you not telling me the truth, it's quite painful Months have passed, and I really miss you.

He looked at me, opened his mouth, but still didn't speak.

I think he must have been a little shaken. After all, he has always been gentle to me, and he always spoils me. If I rely on him a little more, he will forgive me.

So I hugged him tightly, I kissed his lips, and I said: I miss you very much, I miss you so much that I can't sleep, please forgive me.

He opened his mouth as if he wanted to speak, but he was probably a little shy and didn't know what to say, so I immediately leaned over and kissed him understandingly.I haven't kissed him for a long time, and I'm a little excited.

Although he is already a poisonous person now, and the smell is still very strange, but it doesn't matter, just get used to it.

I kissed his cold lips and pried open his mouth with my tongue, but he pushed me away.

I am silly.

I asked him what was wrong, but he turned away from me.

I was anxious and forced him into my arms, only to see that he just shook his head at me.

Are you so shy?Newly developed bad taste?I can't even kiss, can I still live this day?

He pushed me away vigorously, and when he saw that I was still going forward, he even pulled out the dagger from his waist and pointed at me tremblingly.

唐

And so lived a strange life.

It also seemed strange to say that, after all I was dead.

After he finally understood that I couldn't speak or hear, he became more and more depressed.