[Bei Tang] Poison

He was hot, but he was getting colder and colder.

In the end it was silent.

He closed his eyes, and there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, looking very satisfied.

He won, and he finally used such a dazzling reality to warn me how cruel my so-called "being nice to him" was.

He finally got his revenge on me.

I looked at him, leaned close to his cold chest, hugged his waist.

There is no heartbeat.

I remembered that when he kissed me for the first time, he became nervous and his heart beat so fast. At that time, I put my hand on his heart, and the powerful heartbeat hit my palm one after another.

However, this heart finally fell silent.

The time is too long to bear.

I don't know how long it takes for an ordinary person to become a poisonous person, I just stare at him like a piece of trash.

It was dark and he didn't wake up.

It was dawn, but he was still asleep.

His body stiffened, then softened.

He still didn't wake up.

I was still curled up in his arms, looking at him, warming him with my slightly warm body, I complained to him softly, but he still didn't open his eyes.

Until the faint smell of rancid smell.

I am a very useless person.

I would only blame him over and over again, asking him: Do you dare to agree?

I asked him: When did you do what you promised?What about hating me?What about waking up with me?

He doesn't speak.

I scolded him: Melon goods.

He still ignores me.

I hugged him tightly, pressing my face against his chest, and the rotten smell from my nostrils became stronger and stronger.

I asked him: I'm scared, do you know that?

He still doesn't speak.

I looked at him, tears flowed uncontrollably, and I saw blue and purple spots gradually appearing on his body.His face was ashen, and his lips had no trace of blood.

I kissed him, I begged him, I said: I beg you, please...

I began to review myself, I felt that I was wrong in the past, I was afraid that he would repent when he got angry, and I apologized to him over and over again.But he still refused to open his eyes and look at me.

I got up and searched everywhere, and finally found my Qing in the wooden house opposite.

I looked at him and touched his cheek lightly, so light that I could barely feel it. I was afraid that his body would burst open and blood would flow out of his body.I put my hands on top of him, looking at this man who I have been obsessed with all my life.

looked at him for a long time.

He has a pair of heroic eyebrows, like the edge of a sword, cold but not fierce, his eyes are tightly closed, but I know his eyes are bright and energetic, and when he looks at you, it will make you a little dazed.

I also know that there was only my shadow in those eyes.

Maybe he is also looking at me now, frowning at me with a little dissatisfaction, and perhaps muttering something to complain about me with his soft lips.

He must have been waiting impatiently.

He must be at the place I made an appointment with, waiting for me anxiously and patiently.

He is waiting for me.

I approached him, kissed his forehead, and said to him: I'll be right here.

Then he stabbed Qing into the heart without hesitation.

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I don't feel pain.Coldly, the short sword stabbed into the heart inch by inch.I struggled to think about what I had just vaguely remembered, what I wanted to say to him.

Oh, it's the scabbard that says "Hold your hand and grow old with you".

But we didn't live long enough.I looked at him, but felt that this life was still too short, and I hadn't seen enough.

After waiting for a long time, I didn't have any signs of losing consciousness, and I panicked.Why?It was clearly pierced into the heart, but I didn't die?

I drew the dagger out and stabbed hard into the chest again.

Still nothing.

I stabbed my chest and abdomen a few times in a row, and only the gray-black liquid flowed out slowly. I don't know what it is, I just understand that I can't die if I come here.

How can I die?

Please, let me die.

Slashed across my throat with the long and narrow blade of the sword, stabbing into the body again and again, but I found that my eyes were still open, looking at this gray and hopeless world.

How can I die?

Gu Zhuo is still waiting for me, but I'm wasting time here.

I am very anxious.

□□Does it work?But I didn't have any drugs with me, so I hurriedly got up and wanted to find some in the nearby forest.

But I can't leave him here, what if someone finds out?What if some scavengers come in and bite him?

My hands were shaking anxiously.

How to do?

Oh, by the way, I remembered that he said that I have a poisonous and evil spirit on my body, and no beasts dare to approach me.

So should I chop off an arm or keep the leg with him?No, what if I scare him?He's just an obsessive thing, and he won't stop yelling at me when he's scared?

After thinking about it, I dug out the somewhat rotten heart in my chest and stuffed it into his arms.

I feel very satisfied with this, and I think he will be very satisfied too.

I closed the door tightly, and immediately went to the mountains to find some poisonous weeds. There are also many poisonous weeds and snakes in the Black Dragon Swamp. I found many of them within a short distance, uprooted them and quickly stuffed them into my mouth.

I need to be faster.

What if he couldn't wait any longer and he drank all the wine that he had agreed to make?Who doesn't know he's an alcoholic.

What if he really can't wait and gets angry and won't wait for me?

Just after eating the herbal medicine, I touched another poisonous snake, grabbed it and pressed it on the neck.

Faster, faster.

The poisonous snake screamed and died in a slump.

I can not stand it any more.

I shouldn't be such a fragile person, but I couldn't stop my tears.I struggled hard to pull out the poisonous snake's fangs and swallowed it whole.

It didn't work at all.

What kind of crimes have I committed? I knelt down and kowtowed to God. I only wanted to die, but it was useless.

Resignedly, I reached out and stirred in my chest cavity.

Let me die!Let me die quickly!

Footsteps came from behind, and a familiar voice exclaimed: Tang Yeling? !

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For a moment I thought I had a nightmare.

I turned around, I thought it was Gu Zhuo who was still standing there, but I found it was not.

It was a man with long hair, looking at me with wide eyes.Well, maybe I can ask him to kill me.But he opened his mouth wide and shouted tremblingly: Tang Yeling?You...how did you become like this? !

Tang Yeling?

Who is Tang Yeling?

I tried hard to think for a long time, but I couldn't remember the person he mentioned, but it seemed very familiar.

He asked me again: where is Gu Zhuo?

Gu Zhuo?

Who is Gu Zhuo... Gu Zhuo is... Gu Zhuo is the one I love, yes, he is the one I love, what happened to him?He's fine, and he's still waiting for me.

The long-haired man asked talkatively: Waiting for you...what are you doing?

What are you waiting for?

I rubbed my forehead, why does it seem that my memory is not very good?

Me: Anyway, he is waiting for me.

He frowned and looked at me: Then why did you do this?Why is your body... tattered?Where is your heart?

I looked down.

Where is my heart?

Yeah, where's my heart?

I looked at the sky and thought for a while, my heart...my heart is held in Gu Zhuo's arms, why is he holding it?Because he...he died...

Well, yes, he died.

I also came to seek death.

I blinked hard, but Du Ming's figure was a little blurry.

I thought hard and asked him: How can I die like this?I ate poisonous weeds and poisonous snakes, but it didn't work.

He stared at me stupidly for a long while without saying a word.

I'm bored.

Me: Do you know, please hurry up and say yes?I'm in a hurry.

Him: ...with fire.

Ah, yes, with fire, it's all done.What a smart guy he is.

I thanked him and turned around and walked back, oh no, I don't have flint on me.I turned around and asked him: Do you have flint?Let me use it.

He was still in a daze for a while, and then touched his waist as if awakened.

I'm in a hurry and don't have time to talk to him.

But he chased after me and called me: Tang Yeling!Tang Yeling! !

My day, are you bothered?

I turned my head: I don't know!You ask someone else to go!

He was stunned.

I gave him a stern look and ran back.

Pushing open the door and coming in, Gu Zhuo was still lying obediently. I originally thought that maybe he would get up when I came back, and would smile at me slyly and say that he was teasing me.

But he still lay there.

This lazy man.

I sat on the edge of the bed and watched him. After watching for a long time, I finally remembered that I was looking for death, so I hurried to find firewood.

It's really strange, why my memory has become so bad after I just cut my heart.

The fire started from outside the tree house, I closed the door and went to Gu Zhuo’s side, while waiting for the fire to come in, I whispered to him: Don’t regret it, I’m on fire, none of us can escape, you want to wake up Come here to be a poisonous person as soon as possible.

It's a pity that he was determined to ignore me, probably because he wanted to be burned to ashes with me.

It made me very sad, I never noticed when he became so arrogant and unreasonable.

Because he always likes to let me tease him and bully him.

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If you think about it carefully, my life can be said to have been a bit down and out.

Even if you have everything, it's just a matter of trying to love someone.As for the others, I can't say what achievements I have had.

is also sufficient.

I looked at him with my hands up, and felt that there was nothing wrong with this.

It's just a pity that he can no longer open his eyes and talk to me, which makes me a little irritable and depressed.I would love for him to be alive, alive, looking at me, talking to me, and smirking at me.

I'm scared.

What the world after death is like, I have died, but I don't know.

I imagined him getting a little angry, anxious that I didn't keep my promise to see him earlier.

But looking at the black smoke slowly getting thicker around me, and the flames licking the windows from time to time, I was scared.

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