SAYE

Jiang Cheng felt that his hands were warm, but when Gu Fei closed his eyes, a small teardrop from the corner of his eyes slid onto his fingertips, and he still felt the warmth.

Carrying the small temperature of Gu Fei's emotions.

At this moment, he felt as if someone was grabbing and twisting his heart, and it hurt.

He didn't say anything, and he didn't know what else to say, Gu Fei never showed his emotions, even in front of him, he would try his best to control it if he could.

This is the second time.

For the first time, he saw Gu Fei sinking at the bottom of the black river with his eyes closed.

For the second time, he saw Gu Fei who was beaten down by parting and missing like him.

He has nothing to say, as long as he speaks, he will definitely cry together with Gu Fei.

He can't cry now, he can't add more thoughts to Gu Fei, he just wants to hug Gu Fei, so that he can feel his own existence, alive, warm, in his arms.

Just like what he wanted, Gu Fei who could actually hug him in his arms.

The bathroom was quiet save for the low hum of the ventilation fan.

He couldn't hear Gu Fei's tears, but he could hear his heartbeat. Jiang Cheng didn't know whether the heartbeat was his own imagination or real, and he didn't know whether the heartbeat was Gu Fei's or his own.

He closed his eyes, hugged Gu Fei tightly, and clutched Gu Fei's clothes tightly, as if he wanted to catch a little bit of passing time.

One minute and one second.

Time is a very nasty thing.

Lively and cool.

I don't know how long it took, Gu Fei lowered his head and rubbed lightly on his shoulder twice: "It's all right, do you want to take a shower? Or do you come back after eating?"

"Ah?" Jiang Cheng hadn't had time to completely suppress the roiling pain in his heart, Gu Fei's control over emotions was at the level of a god.

Gu Fei had already patted him on the back lightly: "Do you want to take a shower now?"

"Wash it when you come back," Jiang Cheng sniffed, "It's enough to wash your face, anyway, you won't be able to sleep if you don't wash before going to bed at night."

"En." Gu Fei let go of him, turned around and bent over to turn on the faucet.

After splashing a few handfuls of water on his face and drying it off, when he turned his head, Gu Fei had already returned to his usual appearance.

"Do you want to take a bath?" Jiang Cheng asked.

"No, let's take a bath together at night," Gu Fei smiled, "Take a mandarin duck bath."

Jiang Cheng clicked his tongue and laughed: "You are the most shameless person I have ever met in my life."

"It's a lifetime there," Gu Fei said, "In the future, you will meet many people, here and there."

"You are the most," Jiang Cheng pushed him away, lowered his head and said while washing his face, "the most handsome, the smartest, the coolest, the cutest, the most talented, and the most... reluctant."

"Then I can only go up." Gu Fei said.

"What?" Jiang Cheng's mind was still a little dull, and he didn't react immediately.

"I'll fuck you." Gu Fei said with a smile, turned around and walked out.

"Get out!" Jiang Cheng came back to his senses, "If you go up, you can still go up! Who are you going up with!"

Gu Fei laughed for a long time, took out a cigarette and drank it, and stood by the window.

I don't know what time it is now, Gu Fei didn't bother to take out his phone to check it, but the sky outside the window was already dark.

When you look up, you can see the inconspicuous night, and when you look down, your eyes are full of brightness. There are blocks of lights and flashing neon, far and near.

"What are you looking at?" Jiang Cheng walked up to him and stood down.

"Look at the bustling metropolis." Gu Fei said.

"Well, the capital is after all," Jiang Cheng said, "As for the steel mills, it's pretty dark right now."

"Yeah," Gu Fei smiled, "The street lights are not on."

"Did you come here when you went on a trip by yourself?" Jiang Cheng asked.

"No." Gu Fei shook his head, "If you hadn't come, I might not have come here in this life."

"It's a lifetime somewhere," Jiang Cheng imitated him, "We will go to many places like this in the future, big cities, small cities, mountains, seaside, on the other side of the mountain, on the other side of the sea..."

Jiang Cheng was inexplicably halfway through speaking, but then sang very smoothly.

"There is a group of Smurfs..." Gu Fei followed up with a smile.

They changed their clothes and got ready to eat.

After leaving the room, Jiang Cheng ran to the door of Pan Zhi's room next door and knocked, but no one responded.

"It's definitely not in the room now," Gu Fei said, "It must be waiting in the lobby to scold us."

"What time is it?" Jiang Cheng asked.

"Don't dare to look at your phone," Gu Fei said, "I feel that Pan Zhi's table may be cancelled, how should we face him?"

"Face it up." Jiang Cheng clicked his tongue.

Pan Zhi was sitting bored in the lobby playing with his mobile phone. When the two of them passed by, Pan Zhi was taking selfies with his mobile phone as if no one was watching.

"Handsome guy." Jiang Cheng called him.

"Fuck," Pan Zhi stood up with a relieved expression on his face, and then changed into an indescribable expression, "No, aren't you two racing against time too much? There is a long night after dinner, so you have to hurry this moment?"

"What do you mean?" Jiang Cheng was taken aback.

"The condoms in the room are so expensive," Pan Zhi said while dialing the number on his mobile phone, "It's not a loss, it would be nice to buy a box after dinner..."

"Fuck?" Jiang Cheng turned to look at Gu Fei in shock.

"Face it calmly." Gu Fei reminded him.

"Frankly, face it straight," Jiang Cheng turned his face to look at Pan Zhi again, "We didn't..."

"Hello!" Pan Zhi dialed the phone, "I booked a table today...Pan An, yes, I'm right now...don't cancel! If you want to cancel, I'll be there right now! I just called and asked not to cancel !"

"My image is gone." Jiang Cheng said.

"What kind of image does my grandson want in front of me?" Gu Fei smiled and put his arms on his shoulders.

"Sister!" Pan Zhi, who was still imposing just now, suddenly changed his tone, "Sister, don't cancel it, I promise to go, I will go there in 10 minutes now, really, you have to think of a way to let the guests at that table come back again. Wait a minute, I'm here to treat guests, very important guests, it's about my face..."

Jiang Cheng and Gu Fei stood at the entrance of the hotel, watching the heavy traffic on the road, and waiting for Pan Zhi's rhetoric to get the hotel front desk to give up the table they had canceled for the guests who came to the store.

Two minutes later, Pan Zhi waved: "Hurry up, go over, it's right in front."

"The table is reserved?" Jiang Cheng asked.

"Stay for 10 minutes," Pan Zhi looked at the time, "You two are really testing my social skills."

"We..." Jiang Cheng wanted to say that the two of us really didn't use a condom in the room, but after thinking about it, he didn't know how to explain why they stayed in the room for so long, so he didn't speak any more.

"Wait for me." Pan Zhi suddenly ran into a flower shop by the roadside.

When I came out again, I took a beautifully packaged rose in my hand.

"Why?" Jiang Cheng looked at him.

"It's not for you two." Pan Zhi said.

"You kneel down and beg me, and I don't want it." Jiang Cheng said.

"You don't even need to kowtow." Gu Fei said.

"How could such a steadfast and unyielding person like me kneel down and beg you!" Pan Zhi stared at Gu Fei after finishing speaking, "You two are really suitable for each other."

The restaurant is not far away, it is a Sichuan restaurant, the business is very hot, no wonder the table reservations are canceled as soon as they are overdue, it is said that it is not easy to accept table reservations when it is so popular.

"How many sirs?" The welcome guest asked with a smile.

"The one who booked the table is named Pan." Pan Zhi said.

"Mr. Pan, the table you reserved is on the second floor, please go this way..." Pan Zhi interrupted the welcoming words before finishing speaking.

"Who answered my call just now?" Pan Zhi asked.

"Our waiter at the front desk." Yingbin pointed to the side.

"The one on the phone?" Pan Zhi looked at it.

"Yes." Yingbin nodded.

"You guys go up first," Pan Zhi looked back at Jiang Cheng, "I'll be there later."

"You..." Jiang Cheng glanced at the front desk. The little girl who was answering the phone with her head down was pretty pretty. He sighed and looked at the welcome guests, "Is that on the second floor?"

"Yes, table 35 on the second floor, there are waiters on the second floor to take you there." Yingbin said.

When walking upstairs, Jiang Cheng glanced back again. Pan Zhi had already walked to the front desk, and stretched out the rose in his hand in front of the little girl who answered the phone just now. , the little girl suddenly smiled embarrassedly.

"Has he always been like this?" Gu Fei was also looking back, "It's so smooth."

"Ah," Jiang Cheng laughed for a long time, "Junior high school is like this, very shameless."

"Don't follow him." Gu Fei said seriously.

"You can't learn this," Jiang Cheng also said very seriously, "If this kind of ability was brought out in the mother's womb, he has already lost love in kindergarten."

"Damn." Gu Fei laughed.

Pan Zhi added the wechat of the girl at the front desk before going upstairs, and sat down in front of them: "Have you ordered?"

"Wait for you," Jiang Cheng said, "We won't."

"Did you see that little girl just now?" Pan Zhi took the menu and flipped through it, "It's very cute, and it's fun to talk, just like a little jumping bean."

Jiang Cheng and Gu Fei didn't speak, they looked at him together.

"Oh, that little girl is a girl." Pan Zhi said.

"I don't have the habit of staring at men everywhere." Jiang Cheng took a sip of tea.

"I know you two are dedicated," Pan Zhi sighed, "You have to meet them, I don't look around, how can I meet the one I want to be dedicated to, right?"

"It makes so much sense, I'm speechless." Jiang Cheng smiled.

"Isn't it, just him," Pan Zhi pointed at Gu Fei, "How far did you run before you met him?"

Jiang Cheng glanced at Gu Fei, but did not speak.

"However," Pan Zhi beckoned the waiter to order, "I'm at least a little bit better than you now, I don't have to feel the pain of being separated, if I'm not serious, it's not hard, I'd better be happy enough before talking about it .”

"It's not that you can't be serious if you don't want to." Gu Fei said.

"Underestimate me?" Pan Zhi looked at him.

"Wait and see." Gu Fei made a circle with his hand and put it on his eyes, looking at him.

Jiang Cheng didn't know when Pan Zhi would be "uncomfortable".

He only knew that he had been suffering for a long time, from being uneasy to avoiding deliberately, to panicking when there was no way to hide, and finally to now.

He was no longer willing to go to the time on his phone, and he didn't want to see the time with his own eyes, just to tear away the time of being together from him and Gu Fei bit by bit.

After eating and returning to the room to take a shower, the two of them leaned on the bed and watched TV.

Most of the time, he was silent, and occasionally he would say a few words that had nothing to do with parting.

In the end Gu Fei turned off the TV and lights, Jiang Cheng lay down, rolled over and hugged him, put his legs on him, and closed his eyes.

Maybe because neither of them slept the night before, they both fell asleep soon after the lights were turned off.

When Jiang Cheng opened his eyes in the morning, he was even a little annoyed, as if the night had been wasted.

"Pan Zhi said that there is breakfast, and it can be delivered to the room," Gu Fei said, "Do you want to eat now? If you want to eat, I will call the waiter to bring it over?"

"Yeah." Jiang Cheng rubbed against him.

"It's just right to report for duty after eating, just take a stroll over there." Gu Fei said again.

"Ah." Jiang Cheng closed his eyes and responded.

The school is very close to the hotel. Pan Zhi stopped following him when he went to report. He checked out and went back to his own school. Before leaving, he confessed: "Gu Fei's car tomorrow morning, right? The subway entrance is over there. Just take the subway there.”

"En." Gu Fei nodded.

"I won't send you off," Pan Zhi said, "Don't be too much about it, you two, it's only been half a month since the holiday."

"Let's go quickly." Jiang Cheng said.

"Scumbag." Pan Zhi said.

"Let's go, man, I don't know what date it is." Jiang Cheng smiled.

After Pan Zhi turned and left, he sighed softly.

His mind was always thinking "Gu Fei will go back the day after tomorrow", and Pan Zhi's words "tomorrow morning" made his heart tremble.

It's not the day after tomorrow, it's tomorrow, and it's tomorrow morning.

Starting tomorrow morning, he will be alone, in this strange city, among strange people.

Jiang Cheng didn't say much, and Gu Fei couldn't find anything to talk about, so he could only remain silent.

After not walking too far along the road, he arrived at R University. Gu Fei suddenly felt a little nervous, and suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.

He rarely felt this way, but now he really felt it.

There were a lot of freshmen who came to register, and there were also a lot of parents. Everyone had joy and pride written on their faces. They were just like Jiang Cheng, all kinds of top students.

Gu Fei glanced at Jiang Cheng. Jiang Cheng's face was very calm. The feeling in his heart must be different from his own. This is the place where he wants to start a new life, a first-class school, and a top-notch major.

Jiang Cheng was his pride, and it was also the source of his faint panic.

"Go over there and ask how to report." Jiang Cheng said.

"En." Gu Fei nodded, and followed him through the crowd.

The front of the building of the law school is very lively. There are tables under the awning, and many volunteers are giving answers to the freshmen. There are various welcome display boards next to them, and many freshmen are taking pictures in front of the display boards.

Gu Fei didn't follow Jiang Cheng to the table, he stood outside the crowd and looked at Jiang Cheng.

Soon, a girl led Jiang Cheng to the table next to him. Jiang Cheng turned his head to look this way as he walked, and Gu Fei raised his hand.

Jiang Cheng waved at him, signaling him to go over.

"Are you reporting here?" Gu Fei walked to his side.

"Well," Jiang Cheng nodded, "It's a lot of work, the ID card notice and the admission ticket... After receiving the registration card, go through the following procedures."

"Yeah." Gu Fei looked at the people around him.

"Don't stay too far away from me," Jiang Cheng said in a low voice while taking out his things from his bag, "Don't go more than five steps."

"What's wrong?" Gu Fei smiled.

"Not really," Jiang Cheng said, "Seeing you makes me feel at ease."

"Okay." Gu Fei squeezed his shoulder.

Jiang Cheng turned around and continued to go through the formalities. Gu Fei stood behind him and watched. Every time he moved, Gu Fei followed.

Information verification, enrollment registration, fee payment, and volunteers took care of them. These procedures were done very quickly and smoothly. In the end, Jiang Cheng walked up to him with a bunch of things: "Get them for me."

Receipts, campus card, student ID card, school badge... There are also invitation cards for some clubs, college promotional cards, etc. There are quite a lot of things. Gu Fei puts all these in a separate compartment in the bag: "Now Woolen cloth?"

"Go to the dormitory. The dormitory is on the first floor. It's pretty good. You don't have to climb the stairs." Jiang Cheng smiled, "The senior will take it there later."

"Can I go in?" Gu Fei asked.

"Yes, usually you need to swipe your card, but these days, if you have parents, you can get in." Jiang Cheng looked at him, "You are my parent."

Gu Fei didn't speak, just smiled.

A senior who was probably a volunteer came over and brought several other boys and their parents with him.

"Jiang Cheng," the senior called Jiang Cheng, "let's go, I'll take you to the dormitory."

"Okay." Jiang Cheng agreed.

A few boys were all undergraduates, and they chatted within a few steps, where did they come from, how many points they got, etc. Jiang Cheng didn't talk much, but the others chatted very lively.

"Hey?" A boy looked at Gu Fei, "Let's get to know each other, my name is Zhang Ping, how about you? Where are you from?"

"I... am not a freshman." Gu Fei was suddenly embarrassed.

"Senior?" Zhang Ping asked again.

"My friend," Jiang Cheng said, "he came with me."

"Oh, your friend," Zhang Ping nodded with a smile, and asked again, "Which school are you from?"

Gu Fei didn't know how to answer this question. He didn't mind telling anyone about his school, but in front of a bunch of R University law school students, only Jiang Cheng knew about their teacher's college.

He suddenly didn't know how to deal with such a situation.

"Our hometown is a teacher," Jiang Cheng said, "this time he came here specially to accompany me."

"Ah, that's really an iron buddy." Zhang Ping said.

Jiang Cheng nodded with a smile, his footsteps slowed down, and he and Gu Fei walked slowly to the end of the group.

The senior took them to the dormitory building and found their dormitory according to the room number one by one before leaving.

The two of them entered Jiang Cheng's dormitory. It is said that the conditions of this dormitory building are relatively good, and it seems that it is indeed good. It is a structure with bed and table, four people in one room.

Someone has already arrived in the house, a boy and his parents are cleaning the table.

"Hello," Jiang Cheng greeted, "My name is Jiang Cheng."

"Zhao Ke," the boy turned his head and pointed to the bed by the window, "Where is your bed, I've wiped it clean."

"Thank you." Jiang Cheng said.

"You're welcome." After Zhao Ke finished speaking, he looked over at Gu Fei.

"I'm his friend." Gu Fei said.

"Oh," Zhao Ke nodded, and said something to the parents next to him, "I said that I came here by myself, and they didn't let my parents come with me."

"We're going to be tourists," his mother said, "Hello, you guys will be in a dormitory from now on, take care of each other, don't fight if you have conflicts, just quarrel."

"...Oh." Jiang Cheng responded.

"Where's your luggage?" Zhao Ke asked.

"I'll only come to live tomorrow, and I'll bring the things tomorrow," Jiang Cheng said.

"Oh." Zhao Ke continued to wipe the table.

After looking around in the dormitory, Gu Fei accompanied Jiang Cheng around inside and outside the dormitory building to familiarize himself with the environment.

"There is a supermarket," Jiang Cheng said, "It's quite convenient to buy food."

"Well," Gu Fei smiled, "The first reaction is to eat, and they don't sell big five flowers."

"Don't talk about big five flowers, I'm hungry..." Jiang Cheng pressed his stomach, "Let's go, let's go eat something."

"Aren't you going around the school?" Gu Fei asked.

"Let's transfer it later, it will take a lot of time, several years." Jiang Cheng said.

"En." Gu Fei nodded.

When walking along the road to the school gate, Jiang Cheng kept looking around. Gu Fei could tell that although Jiang Cheng was not in a very high mood, he was still excited and curious about this long-awaited campus.

Gu Fei has also been looking at it. This is the place where Jiang Cheng will stay for several years. Every time he takes a look at it, he remembers it in his mind. When he imagines Jiang Cheng's life at school, it will become more real.

It's just that every time he feels more, the faint panic in his heart will also increase.

gap.

This real gap in front of his eyes was clearer than any of his previous imaginations.

Those old buildings in the school that don’t look very beautiful have a heavy feeling, and the seniors and sisters walking around can clearly feel the self-confidence that comes from their bones.

Gu Fei began to feel a little down since he went through the formalities, and Jiang Cheng could clearly feel that he was smiling less and less and talking less and less.

Maybe it's because the parting is imminent, maybe it's because... Jiang Cheng suddenly regretted letting Gu Fei accompany him to school, any reaction from Gu Fei would make him feel bad.

He glanced at Gu Fei beside him, who turned his head and didn't know what he was looking at.

"Boyfriend," Jiang Cheng lightly bumped him on the shoulder, "What do you want to eat?"

"Listen to my boyfriend." Gu Fei turned his head and smiled.

"I don't know either." Jiang Cheng took out his cell phone, "Can you just search to see what's nearby?"

"Okay." Gu Fei nodded.

"Gu Fei," Jiang Cheng asked while flicking on the phone, "Can you tell me what you're thinking?"

"Huh?" Gu Fei was stunned.

"You are not happy, other than because you have to leave tomorrow," Jiang Cheng stared at the phone, "Is there anything else?"

"...Yes." Gu Fei said.

"What is it?" Jiang Cheng turned his head to look at him.

Gu Fei was silent for a few seconds, then turned his head and looked at him: "That Zhao Ke."

"Huh?" Jiang Cheng was stunned.

"He's very handsome." Gu Fei said.

"Who?" Jiang Cheng was still at a loss.

"Zhao Ke." Gu Fei said.

"Zhao Ke?" Jiang Cheng stared at him, "Damn it, who did you know in just a short while? He's still handsome?"

"...I'm convinced of you," Gu Fei couldn't help laughing, "Brother Cheng, can you give your top student's brain to those 'useless things' to even out your IQ? The classmates in your dormitory , Zhao Ke!"

"Fuck," Jiang Cheng still stared at him, "His name is Zhao Ke? I don't even know if I forgot or didn't remember at all!"

"Hurry up and remember it, otherwise it would be embarrassing if you don't remember his name when you go tomorrow." Gu Fei said.

"Oh, Zhao Ke, Zhao Ke," Jiang Cheng thought for a while, "Isn't he handsome...To be honest, I didn't pay attention..."

Gu Fei smiled and sighed.

"Are you jealous in advance?" Jiang Cheng asked again.

"En." Gu Fei nodded.

"Fart your boomerang." Jiang Cheng frowned.

"Be civilized, at least he's a student of a prestigious university." Gu Fei put his arm around his shoulder.

"I know what you're thinking. If you don't say it, just hold it in. Anyway, you're just like this," Jiang Cheng said, "but remember what I say."

"Yeah." Gu Fei looked at him.

"I don't like that little shabby city, and I don't like the people in that shabby place in the steel factory," Jiang Cheng said, "But I still hate that place, that city, that steel factory, because I singled you out there. .”

Gu Fei didn't speak.

"No matter where I am, I can still pick you out at a glance," Jiang Cheng said, "You are different from others, as I have said before, you are different from everyone, even if you say it, I still You will meet many people, but no matter how many people you meet, there will be no second Gu Fei."