SAYE

After eating, the two of them casually wandered around the school. It was a walk. Gu Fei said that he could familiarize himself with the terrain, but Jiang Cheng felt that there was nothing to familiarize himself with.

With his current mood, he doesn't even have the mood to wander around the school, not to mention wandering outside the school gate. He has already foreseen the trajectory of his life for an unknown period of time in the future.

Eat and sleep in class.

Miss Gu Fei.

From being together day and night and being able to see each other when you open your eyes, to being unable to touch or touch.

The distance in between is more than a few hours' drive, and it is more than ten or 20 days from now to November.

After the walk, the two of them returned to the hotel, and Jiang Cheng made three wrong turns on the way.

"I think you're fine, so don't leave the school so easily," Gu Fei lay on the bed and grabbed his phone, "It's not easy to get lost."

"Ask someone and you'll be back," Jiang Cheng lay down beside him, "Besides, I'm really not in the mood to go out."

"Just get used to it, and you'll get used to it. There are so many people who cried when they were in school and couldn't bear to go home. Isn't it all right?" Gu Fei pulled his shirt up and touched his back, " It will be fine when you get to know your classmates well.”

"Do you think I'm the kind who can get acquainted with people casually?" Jiang Cheng said.

"You can get acquainted with the people in your dormitory." Gu Fei smiled, "Although the temper is a bit stinky, it is still reasonable under normal circumstances."

"I hope." Jiang Cheng closed his eyes, "Squeeze your waist, boyfriend."

"No pinch," Gu Fei refused, "Pinch it and feel that there will be a reaction, but right now I'm not in the mood to have sex, if the ups and downs affect the sexual ability..."

"Fuck you, shut up," Jiang Cheng raised his arms and stared at him, "I say you are shameless now, do you have any opinion?"

"I've never had any objections," Gu Fei laughed, "I mean, you're just as shameless."

"Get out," Jiang Cheng lay down on the pillow, "I, an innocent boy."

"Hey, have you seen a cartoon, I can't remember the name, but I know how to sing the song." Gu Fei said.

"Let me sing it, I might know." Jiang Cheng said.

Gu Fei cleared his throat and began to sing: "Little little mouse, little mouse in blue clothes, chirp chirp chirp chirp chirp chirp..."

"Big-faced cat, big-faced cat with beards, meow, meow, meow..." Jiang Cheng immediately continued, "I don't even know, these are big-faced cats and blue-skinned mice."

"One has a thin and long tail, chirp chirp chirp chirp chirp chirp chirp chirp chirp chirp chirp chirp

"Damn it!" Jiang Cheng was shocked when he came back to his senses, "Gu Fei, I really admire you! It took so much effort to scold me, why don't you fly around the sun in the sky before coming back? ah?"

"There is no sun now." Gu Fei said.

Jiang Cheng couldn't hold back his laughter, and lay down on the pillow laughing for a long time: "Fuck."

Gu Fei was not interested in having sex, and Jiang Cheng felt that he was about the same. Although he really wanted to hug Gu Fei, kiss, bite, lick, rub...but compared to that kind of crazy chaos, he wanted to just do it now. Stand next to each other quietly, talk, or be silent.

Although he could clearly feel the pain before parting because he was sober, it was also because he was sober that he could savor the time with Gu Fei more carefully.

Some things are clearly remembered very firmly, but they still want to remember more firmly. They are always afraid that they will forget when they turn around, and even if they forget even a tiny bit, it will be unbearable.

This night, Jiang Cheng didn’t fall asleep as before. This time, Jiang Cheng didn’t pretend to be asleep. He moved whenever Gu Fei moved. Gu Fei turned to the right and he also turned to the right to hug him. Go left, and pull Gu Fei's arm from behind.

"Brother Cheng," Gu Fei smiled softly, "Tomorrow I can sleep in the car for a while, can you sleep in the dormitory, coming in and out."

"I don't need to sleep," Jiang Cheng said, "When I was reviewing, I slept four or five hours a day and I didn't die. Don't worry about me."

"I'll go back and change the phone plan, pick one with a lot of traffic." Gu Fei said.

"Well, I'm going to change the set meal too," Jiang Cheng said, "I'll rely on it from now on... By the way, can I discuss it with Gu Miao? Change your profile picture to your own photo, so I can see it when I send a message your face."

"Okay." Gu Fei said.

"That's right." Jiang Cheng thought about it and took out his cell phone.

"Hey," Gu Fei raised his hand to block the light on the screen that suddenly turned on, "Brother Cheng, the last bit of drowsiness has been tossed about by you."

"Aren't you going to sleep in the car tomorrow?" Jiang Cheng clicked on WeChat, "I'll change the chat background, come on, can you pick a photo for me?"

The cover of Jiang Cheng’s WeChat Moments is a photo of the two of them together, and Gu Fei picked out the selfie taken on the roof that day for him to be the background of the chat.

"You're so cool," Jiang Cheng said, "I changed yours too."

"Well," Gu Fei touched his mobile phone, "My avatar is missing."

"Huh?" Jiang Cheng turned around, "When did you do it?"

"When I was playing with Gu Miao that day, I did it when I had nothing to do. Anyway, I have a lot of photos of you here," Gu Fei said, "I took them pretty well."

"Damn," Jiang Cheng laughed, "I don't think you're ugly."

After finishing the photos, the two of them lost all sleepiness, and just hugged each other and chatted until dawn.

It's not accurate to say that he didn't feel sleepy, he should still be a little dazed, because after getting up, washing up and eating breakfast, Jiang Cheng once again felt the reluctance that hadn't flowed out all night.

Now that he was fully awake, this unbearable reluctance began to slowly overwhelm him like a rising tide.

Gu Fei's train was relatively early, and taking luggage to the dormitory at this moment might disturb his classmates, so Jiang Cheng left the luggage at the hotel front desk, and took it to the dormitory when he came back later.

"Let's go, go to the station." After Jiang Cheng thanked the front desk, he grabbed Gu Fei's bag, turned and walked out of the hotel gate.

Gu Fei only brought a change of clothes, and the bag was very light, just like his current footsteps, so light that he felt weak.

"I'll take it." Gu Fei chased after him.

"No." Jiang Cheng put the bag on his back.

Gu Fei didn't speak any more.

From entering the subway to exiting the subway, neither of them spoke again.

Mingming felt that there was still a lot to say, but he insisted on not saying a word all the way.

They didn't arrive at the station too long in advance, and within a few minutes of finding the entrance to the station, they could enter the station there.

"Come in." Jiang Cheng handed the bag to Gu Fei.

"You can wait a little longer," Gu Fei looked at the time, "I'll come in after this group of people have entered, so as not to be crowded."

"Okay." Jiang Cheng nodded.

"It's time for me to report when I go back, and then I'll check the school's arrangements. If there's nothing else, I'll come and see you some weekend." Gu Fei said.

"En." Jiang Cheng responded.

"Actually, it's not troublesome to come here," Gu Fei said, "Leave early in the morning, you can arrive after noon, and you can go back the next night."

"Yeah." Jiang Cheng rubbed his nose.

"That classmate yesterday was called Zhao Ke." Gu Fei said.

"Well," Jiang Cheng laughed, "I haven't forgotten, he's still handsome, right?"

"Yes," Gu Fei said, "Very handsome."

Jiang Cheng clicked his tongue, "Hurry up and go back to the dormitory to have a look."

"What's the hurry?" Gu Fei also clicked his tongue, "It can be seen for several years, maybe we can still see the light."

"Your uncle." Jiang Cheng laughed.

The number of people entering the station over there has decreased a lot, and the radio is still repeating the information of entering the station.

"Let's go." Jiang Cheng said.

"Yeah." Gu Fei turned his head and glanced over there, but didn't move.

"Let's go." Jiang Cheng said again.

"Don't fucking rush me." Gu Fei said.

"I'm fucking about to collapse." Jiang Cheng said.

Gu Fei sighed softly: "Then I'll go in and send you a message after driving."

"I'll post it as soon as I sit down," Jiang Cheng said.

"En." Gu Fei responded.

"Don't look back at me for a while," Jiang Cheng said.

"Understood." Gu Fei nodded.

Both of them didn't make any more noise, Gu Fei stopped for a while, then turned around and walked towards the entrance of the station.

Jiang Cheng stared at his back, watching him move forward step by step.

Turn back.

Didn't look back.

Turn around, fuck, am I still standing here?

don't look back.

It would be embarrassing for the crowd to cry and collapse as soon as they turned around.

back!head!ah!

Gu Fei's back with the bag on his back disappeared.

Jiang Cheng hurriedly took two steps to the side, only in time to see the corner of his clothes and the bag on his back when he turned the corner.

Gu Fei never turned his head back, and he didn't even give him a side profile, and he walked so fast that Jiang Cheng felt that he had blinked his eyes only three times in total, and this person was no longer visible.

So obedient.

He really didn't look back.

That didn't make him go so fast, why did he go so fast?

Jiang Cheng sighed softly, turned around and left the entrance.

It was quite a long distance from the entrance of the station to the subway entrance. Jiang Cheng didn't pay attention when he came, but when he went out now, he found that he couldn't reach the place no matter how he walked.

He looked up at the sign.

...going backwards.

He hurried back and walked, feeling that he could go eight miles, but he still didn't reach the place.

The phone vibrated, and Gu Fei sent a message.

- I sat down with a fat uncle next to him, feeling like his meat is going to spill over to my side

Jiang Cheng smiled at the screen for a long time. These words were matched with Gu Fei's backlit profile in the background, so he could imagine Gu Fei's appearance when he said these words.

- have you entered the subway

Gu Fei sent another sentence.

- i haven't found my way out yet

Gu Fei's call came back a second later: "It seems that the sense of direction and remembering the way really have nothing to do with IQ?"

"I'm walking back to the entrance." Jiang Cheng said with a smile.

"Look down," Gu Fei said, "Is there an arrow on the ground?"

"Ah." Jiang Cheng lowered his head.

"Follow me, young man." Gu Fei said.

Jiang Cheng's depressed mood became a lot easier because of Gu Fei's phone call.

When Gu Fei wasn't spending the night in the rental house before, the two of them would often call on the phone for a long time. At this moment, he suddenly had a familiar feeling, the feeling that Gu Fei was still by his side.

He raised his head and took a few deep breaths, then shook his arms again.

go back to school.

start a new life.

"What time is it?" Li Yan asked.

"01:30," Gu Fei said, "Do you drive Liu Fan's car?"

"Yeah," Li Yan responded, "He's going too, he's driving."

"How uncomfortable it is to squeeze four people into that broken car." Gu Fei sighed.

"Er Miao doesn't take up space," Li Yan said, "After picking you up, go directly to the restaurant, and make an agreement with them."

"Can it be tomorrow?" Gu Fei looked out the window, there was no one on the platform, only one flight attendant was still standing there.

"No," Li Yan said, "I'm afraid I won't interrupt you, you won't be able to survive tonight."

"You treat me as you." Gu Fei said.

"I know you too well," Li Yan said, "You're nothing more than suffocating, suffocating to death."

"...I'll call you soon." Gu Fei said.

"En." Li Yan responded.

Gu Fei hung up the phone, and the moment the phone was put back in his pocket, the car moved forward gently.

He was a little surprised, he didn't know if the radio didn't say that he was going to drive, or he didn't hear it.

It can only be that I didn't hear it.

It couldn't be that he couldn't hear the radio after making a phone call with Li Yan.

He could only be because his mind was too messed up.

Don't look back at me for a while.Jiang Cheng said.

If Jiang Cheng didn't say this, he wouldn't turn his head. He was afraid that if he turned his head, his boyfriend with well-developed tear glands would cry out at the pit entrance.

Then he might not be able to bear it.

The scene of two old men crying at each other one mile and one outside the pit entrance is really attractive.

He didn't want to be seen like this.

From entering the station to getting on the bus, calling Jiang Cheng, then answering Li Yan's call, and finally until the car drove, he was in a somewhat numb state throughout the whole process.

bored.

I don't know what I'm thinking.

I don't know if I feel sad, uncomfortable, or something else.

It was stuffy and empty.

When he came over, Jiang Cheng was on his left, but now when he turned his head to the left, what he saw was the cheeks of the fat man who almost covered his nose.

He could only keep turning his head and looking out the window to the right.

The scenery outside the window slowly accelerated the speed of receding. If you stare at nearby things for a long time, you will feel dizzy.

He pulled the curtains back and leaned his head against the car window to close his eyes.

The car drove fast, and the distance between him and Jiang Cheng gradually increased.

One came and one went, two directions, he accompanied Jiang Cheng to the places he was supposed to go, and now he turned around and ran to the small city where he had lived for 19 years and would continue to live.

Can't tell what it's like.

In fact, there is no taste at all.

There was no emotion at all, all emotions, joy, anger, sorrow, joy, loss and loneliness, disappeared the moment he turned around and walked into the pit.

As soon as my foot hits the air, I'm about to fly

I am confused when I go up, I hear you say that the world is empty when I go down

He reached into the bag for a long time, found a toffee in the side pocket, peeled it off and put it in his mouth.

Then he took out his phone and sent Jiang Cheng a message.

-boyfriend, the car is driving

-Pay attention to the bag when catching up on sleepiness

Jiang Cheng's news came back very quickly, it is estimated that the phone was always in his hand.

-OK

- let me know when it arrives

- Well, Li Yan and Liu Fan took Er Miao to pick me up and have lunch with them

- I'll go to the school cafeteria at noon to taste how it tastes

- ok then i will sleep

-Um

Jiang Cheng held the phone all the way, afraid that he wouldn't hear Gu Fei's message, so he put the phone back in his pocket after sending the message to Gu Fei.

It was only now that he was in the mood to look around. It felt like he hadn't seen so many people for a long time.

High-rise buildings, busy streets, and crowds of people crowded around him. He has been away from these bustling and lively places for many days.

For more than a year, he has basically been active in the area of ​​the steel factory. It was fine during the day, but after dinner time, the surrounding cars and people disappeared little by little at a speed visible to the naked eye. In the place after the era, there is only silence and loneliness.

But when he suddenly returned to the hustle and bustle as if he had seen the sun again, he was a little uncomfortable.

There were too many voices in his ears, and too many scenes in his eyes. At this time, he would subconsciously worry that he would lose sight of Gu Fei when he turned his head.

...it is indeed invisible now.

After going to the hotel to pick up the luggage, Jiang Cheng slowly returned to the dormitory as if he was dragging a suitcase.

Everyone in the dormitory seemed to have arrived, except for his bed and table, everything else was put on, but no one was seen, only Zhao Ke was playing computer in the room.

After saying hello, Jiang Cheng glanced at the computer screen, and he was actually playing the computer version of Lianliankan.

"You..." Jiang Cheng's mind was filled with glue at the moment, and he almost spat out the word mentally handicapped, "You like to play this?"

"Yeah." Zhao Ke replied, he probably didn't have time to say more, the mouse in his hand was clicking, and those who didn't know that posture thought he was participating in some international e-sports competition.

After Jiang Cheng put all his things away, he didn't know what to do.

Gu Fei should be catching up on his sleep right now, he didn't want to send Gu Fei a message to disturb him to sleep... After standing in front of the desk for a long time, he opened his suitcase again and took out his notebook.

Let's sort out all the photos Gu Fei took.

Putting the notebook on the table, he found something sandwiched between the screen and the keyboard as soon as he sat down. When he opened it to see clearly, he was stunned.

A red envelope?

I rely on?

Gu Fei put the red envelope he left here?

When did Gu Fei discover the red envelope?

How can it be!

He quickly grabbed the red envelope, and when he got it, he found that it wasn't the one left for Gu Fei, the red envelope said good luck, and the word on this red envelope was... Shoubi Nanshan.

This was given to him by Gu Fei.

His fingers trembled so much when he opened the red envelope, and he didn't know what to shake.

In the red envelope is a stack of money.

He counted.

A total of 8000 yuan was the same as what he left for Gu Fei.

There is a tacit understanding, my boyfriend.

At this moment, he really couldn't describe his feelings, and he wanted to laugh a little, but after staring at the stack of money for less than three seconds, tears welled up.

Zhao Ke next to him turned his head to look at him, did not speak, and continued to play the game.

Jiang Cheng stuffed the money back into the red envelope, and regardless of his image, he grabbed a tissue and pressed it to his eyes, forced the tears back, and then blew his nose.

Zhao Ke quickly stretched his legs and kicked a small trash can next to him.

Jiang Cheng threw the paper in, and only after recovering did he feel a little humiliated.

The way he looked just now probably made Zhao Ke feel that he was poor and crazy.

"A windfall?" Zhao Ke asked.

"Ah." Jiang Cheng responded, quite surprised indeed.

"The amount is not small," Zhao Ke turned to look at him, "I was so excited that I cried."

roll.

Jiang Cheng also turned to look at him.

"Not excited?" Zhao Ke asked.

Jiang Cheng didn't speak.

"Before I came over, my sister stuffed me with 2000 yuan." Zhao Ke continued to play with mentally handicapped Lianliankan, "I was so excited that she cried."

Jiang Cheng didn't want to talk anymore at first, but he still couldn't help laughing.

Zhao Ke started a new round of da da da, and didn't speak any more.

Jiang Cheng took out his mobile phone, took a picture of the red envelope, and sent it to Gu Fei.

- thank you boyfriend

He didn't want to ask Gu Fei why he stuffed money for him, and he didn't want to hypocritically say that I don't need money, why don't you keep it for yourself, no matter what reason Gu Fei gave him, and whether he needed it or not, it was like a thing in his heart. Small stove.

Gu Fei probably fell asleep, and it took a few minutes before he came back.

- Don't hold back if you want to eat big five flowers

- um , are you catching up on sleepiness

- I didn’t make up too much, I fell asleep and woke up for a while, and there was a child in the back who kept crying

-so poor

- are you in the dormitory yet

-It's here, only me and Zhao Ke, those two are not here

-哟

- yo fart

- see what he looks like

- If you don't tell me I forgot, I'll have a look later

Just chatted with Gu Fei for more than an hour, when the crying child on Gu Fei's side fell asleep, Jiang Cheng put down his phone and let Gu Fei continue to catch up on sleepiness.

He stretched against the back of the chair.

It will be like this from now on, I will send messages every day when I have time, and if I can’t bear it, I will make a video...

"Let's go out for a walk?" Zhao Ke ended the mentally retarded Lianliankan battle and stood up.

"Where are you going?" Jiang Cheng asked.

Now he can see what Zhao Ke looks like, it's not bad, not as handsome as Gu Fei has been talking about, but he is almost the kind of handsome guy who can be seen by just scanning two or three times in the crowd up.

Still no better than Gu Fei.

"At school," Zhao Ke said, "look at the cafeteria, supermarket, coffee shop, and library."

In fact, Jiang Cheng didn't really want to go around, he was not interested in these things in his current mood, and he didn't know Zhao Ke well, so he had nothing to say at all. Two silent strangers wandering around in the school, it was very strange to think about it. Awkward.

"Let's go." Zhao Ke turned around, put the computer into the cabinet, and walked out of the dormitory.

"Hey!" Jiang Cheng called him, but there was no response.

In the end, he had no choice but to stand up, pack up his things, and go out.

"Let's go to the cafeteria first," Zhao Ke said while looking at his phone, "You can eat at noon."

"Yeah." Jiang Cheng doesn't have much appetite, and in his current mood, he doesn't have any good associations when it comes to the cafeteria, but it's a very important place after all, so it's okay to go and have a look.

"There are many cafeterias," Zhao Ke said, "I'll see if it's more convenient to walk."

"You..." Jiang Cheng glanced at his mobile phone. This person actually saved a large flat map of the school, with various buildings marked on it. "Have you prepared this?"

"Well, there are various introductions. It is more convenient to open up wasteland with these." Zhao Ke said.

Jiang Cheng smiled, what a waste of time for a Lianliankan player.

"Add a friend," Zhao Ke shook the phone, "It's convenient to contact."

"Oh." Jiang Cheng took out his phone.

Sometimes, people often encounter some unexpected accidents.

The lock screen and desktop of Jiang Cheng’s phone are both Gu Fei’s. He changed them last night. When he saw his face, he realized that he hadn't figured out how to deal with such an embarrassing situation.

He glanced at Zhao Ke, who was also looking at him.