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When I woke up in the morning, the house was very quiet, but the outside was quite lively. The elementary school students who were on summer vacation were shouting like crazy, with occasional curses from old men and women.

Jiang Cheng yawned, took the phone and glanced at the time, it was okay, it was just in time to go over for breakfast after washing up and take pictures.

"Grandson!" He shouted to the living room while getting out of bed, "Get up!"

There was no response from Pan Zhi in the living room, he put on his clothes and walked out of the bedroom: "Sun..."

There was no grandson on the sofa in the living room, only folded small towels and pillows. He froze for a while, and called Pan Zhi with his mobile phone.

"Are you up?" Pan Zhi answered the phone, and he heard that he was outside, and the background sound was very messy.

"Where did you go?" Jiang Cheng was stunned when he heard the movement, "Don't tell me that you have the habit of exercising early now."

"How about exercising early!" Pan Zhi said, "I'm setting up here early to buy delicious food for you and Gu Fei. After you pack up, come down quickly, or it will be cold."

"No, what's wrong with you?" Jiang Cheng hurried into the toilet, squeezed the toothpaste while squeezing the phone, and said, "I need at least 20 minutes."

"Washing your face while peeing, shitting while brushing your teeth, I'll call you grandpa for more than 10 minutes," Pan Zhi said.

"You call me grandpa every day," Jiang Cheng said, "I just want to ask why you are so amazing."

"Just Gu Fei, he asked me if you were up in the morning, and I said no, so he asked me what I wanted to eat, and he went to buy it..." Pan Zhi said.

"Then let him buy it, what are you grabbing?" Jiang Cheng said vaguely while brushing his teeth.

"Don't you think he's acting like he's taking care of his wife and her girlfriends?" Pan Zhi said, "As a straight man in the new era, I can't stand being taken care of by my buddy's boyfriend. "

"I think his behavior is very similar to the scumbag of the new era who wants to hook up with my best friend." Jiang Cheng said.

"This is the difference between a gay guy like you and a straight guy like me...Come on, stop talking nonsense and pack it up quickly, I saw him coming," Pan Zhi said, "How inappropriate for me to be alone with him .”

"Got it." Jiang Cheng smiled and hung up the phone.

After hanging up the phone, I realized that there was something wrong with not correcting Pan Zhi, the daughter-in-law and best friend.

When Gu Fei strolled to Jiang Cheng's breakfast stall downstairs, Pan Zhi was putting food on a table, and the table was already full.

"Morning." He went over to greet Pan Zhi.

"Morning, if you're going to be hungry, eat a couple of bites first," Pan Zhi said, "I also have a few drawers of steamed buns, which haven't been steamed yet."

"It's okay, I'll wait for Jiang Cheng to come down." Gu Fei went upstairs to look around, "Has he woke up yet?"

"Get up," Pan Zhi glanced at him, "Didn't you contact him?"

"Anyway, it'll be down in a while." Gu Fei smiled.

After Pan Zhi rushed to the boss to urge the steamed stuffed bun, he sat down, Pan Zhi's question made him a little embarrassed.

He did not contact Jiang Cheng, since Jiang Cheng sent the news last night, he has not contacted Jiang Cheng, although he missed Jiang Cheng very much this night.

But when he thought of Jiang Cheng's message that he didn't know how to reply, he was a little afraid to contact Jiang Cheng. He didn't sleep well all night, and he woke up, his mind was full of Jiang Cheng's question.

He didn't know how he would answer if Jiang Cheng asked him face to face.

When Jiang Cheng came out of the corridor and walked this way, he raised his hand and waved that way.

Jiang Cheng smiled at him and waved his hand.

This smile gave him the urge to rush over to hug Jiang Cheng and kiss him hard.

"It's feeding the pigs." Jiang Cheng walked to the table, squeezed a bun from the cage drawer that Pan Zhigang brought over, and took a bite.

"When I was young, I always ate breakfast at home. My mother said that the outside was not clean. I was so envious of those classmates who ate breakfast outside." Pan Zhi sat down and looked at the table of food, "I just want to When I can eat breakfast outside by myself, I will order everything from the breakfast stand and put it on the table."

"Didn't you eat out all the time since high school?" Jiang Cheng said.

"Yeah, but it's still not enough. I've been holding it back for ten or eight years." Pan Zhi took a sip of soy milk.

The breakfast was a bit too rich, Gu Fei listened to Jiang Cheng chatting with Pan Zhi, while burying his head in eating hard, and in the end there was still half a drawer of buns left.

"It's a waste." Jiang Cheng rubbed his belly.

"Pack it up. If you meet a stray dog ​​or cat in a while, I'll feed it." Pan Zhi took a plastic bag and packed the buns.

Today's photo shoot is about clothes. Ding Zhuxin is cooperating with a self-owned brand for a series, so it's relatively easy to shoot in the shed of her studio.

Pan Zhi and Jiang Cheng have completely different personalities. Gu Fei sometimes feels that the two have a good relationship because they complement each other. Jiang Cheng is not very good at talking to unfamiliar people, but Pan Zhi is different. Chatted with a female model.

When the two girls were putting on makeup, they still pulled him to talk.

"Admiration?" Jiang Cheng sat on the side waiting for makeup, and took a look at the brand's promotional brochure to get acquainted first.

"En." Gu Fei nodded.

"How was your chat with your mother yesterday?" Jiang Cheng asked.

"There was a quarrel, but it's okay, it's impossible to chat with her without arguing." Gu Fei smiled.

"Did Gu Miao make trouble?" Jiang Cheng asked again.

"No, I drew a picture myself yesterday, and I'll show it to you when I have time." Gu Fei said.

"Alright, is your avatar in that style?" Jiang Cheng smiled.

"Almost, I think the rabbit with the head portrait is already the pinnacle of work." Gu Fei put the camera lens on and looked around.

"I sent you a message yesterday...why didn't you reply?" Jiang Cheng asked hesitantly.

"I fell asleep." Gu Fei still held up the camera, "I didn't hear it."

"Don't tell me you left me with a nerve." Jiang Cheng said.

"I was too sleepy yesterday," Gu Fei said softly, turned his head to point the camera at Jiang Cheng, and looked at his profile through the lens, "I just fell asleep and fell asleep until this morning... I'll change the notification tone to a louder one." , you won’t be able to hear it.”

"Forget it," Jiang Cheng glanced at him, "It's better to sleep soundly at night, the dark circles under your eyes are all coming out."

Nini beckoned to Jiang Cheng, telling him to go over and put on makeup.

When Jiang Cheng stood up and walked over there, Gu Fei's hand gently supported his waist.

His body blocked Gu Fei, no one saw this hidden action, but in summer, the temperature in Gu Fei's palm was still very obvious, and the warmth swept away from his waist.

Jiang Cheng is used to putting on makeup now, and when he sits there and closes his eyes, he can sometimes take a nap.

Gu Fei said that he fell asleep and fell asleep until this morning. This is not the truth.

He was very familiar with everything about Gu Fei. If he had slept so hard, it would be impossible to have dark circles under his eyes. Not only this, maybe others would not notice it, but he could clearly see the unobvious exhaustion on Gu Fei's face.

Gu Fei didn't sleep well that night.

And it wasn't because of his mother and Gu Miao, if it was really because of them, Gu Fei wouldn't say nothing.

It was because of his own message, the message that could not be retracted after the time had passed when he wanted to withdraw it.

He didn't know if Gu Fei had thought about the future, and he didn't know if he would feel like pestering his boyfriend for a result when he asked this question.

Or Gu Fei thought about it, but there was no answer.

When taking pictures, Gu Fei was almost the same as usual, and would patiently remind him of his movements and angles. Although he was not at ease in his heart and a little unhappy, when he saw Gu Fei, he still felt comfortable.

Every movement of Gu Fei made him feel comfortable. When holding the camera, kneeling on one knee, bending over to find an angle, or even lowering his head to check the photos, he felt unable to take his eyes off it.

Occasionally meeting Pan Zhi's eyes, Pan Zhi would give him a meaningful smile, and then continue to stare at the girl next to him, of course he would quickly return a meaningful smile.

When he finished taking today's photos and was about to leave, he saw that Pan Zhi had added WeChat with a female model, and when they left, they were flirting with each other reluctantly.

"How efficient are you..." Jiang Cheng said.

"The efficiency of both being idle and doing nothing," Pan Zhihua pulled the phone, "But I really like her appearance, at least she's not a snake-like internet celebrity."

"Really," Jiang Cheng thought for a while, "I didn't pay attention."

"That's right, let alone a woman, even a handsome guy, in your state, you may not be able to notice it," Pan Zhi said, "I know what state you are in when you are in a relationship."

Jiang Cheng glanced at Gu Fei who was walking ahead.

what state?

Pan Zhi sometimes misunderstood, even though he looked at Gu Fei today so handsome that it made one's liver tremble and wanted to pounce on him and rub him in various ways, but he was still depressed.

He discovered that there was another side of Gu Fei that he hadn't understood all along, that was this person, who was very restrained, no matter what kind of thing, Gu Fei could hold it back.

Maybe it has something to do with Gu Fei's living environment since he was a child. He has to deal with many things in this way and he has formed a habit. But for himself, facing such a state, he will only feel like being wrapped in a thick cotton quilt inside.

Suffocated, stuffy, can't breathe, can't exert energy to struggle, struggle and can't tear open...

After the three of them had dinner together at noon, Gu Fei was ready to go back, and had to take Gu Miao to class in the afternoon.

"Then the two of us went shopping?" Pan Zhi said, "Jiang Cheng and I can wander around for hours."

"Yeah." Gu Fei smiled and nodded.

Jiang Cheng didn't say anything, Pan Zhi walked aside and then he glanced at Gu Fei: "Let's go."

"Dining together at night?" Gu Fei asked, "Wang Er's pie?"

"Let's talk about it later." Jiang Cheng was a little lost in interest.

"Brother Cheng," Gu Fei looked at him, "I..."

"Let's go." Jiang Cheng interrupted him.

"Wait for Pan Zhi to leave." Gu Fei glanced at Pan Zhi, "I'll treat you to a big meal."

"Shameless, eat pies when Pan Zhi is here, and eat big meals when Pan Zhi leaves," Jiang Cheng squinted at him, "Shameless."

"Hey," Gu Fei laughed, "How about having a big meal tonight? Or before he leaves tomorrow?"

"Let's talk about it later." Jiang Cheng replied.

"Isn't this coming back again?" Gu Fei said, "an endless loop."

"Yeah, is it uncomfortable?" Jiang Cheng looked at him.

Gu Fei didn't speak, watched him silent for a while, and sighed softly: "I've thought about it, I've been thinking about it ever since you asked me if I ever thought about having a boyfriend."

Jiang Cheng was stunned for a moment, watching that he didn't make a sound.

"I may think more than you, but this matter cannot be explained clearly with one sentence or two," Gu Fei said in a low voice, "Isn't it?"

"Probably." Jiang Cheng couldn't make the turn.

It wasn't until Gu Fei left that he and Pan Zhi wandered along the road aimlessly for quite a long time before he slowly came back to his senses and frowned.

Gu Fei said he thought more than him, maybe, at least he didn't think about it from the time of "Have you ever thought about having a boyfriend?" He didn't even think that he should pay attention to it until Pan Zhi asked that question this time. Think about it.

But what he wanted was an answer, and he didn't need to say it clearly, he only wanted that answer.

I thought about it, and I will be with you in the future, no matter what.

That's it.

Maybe it's because I still think about the problem from a completely different angle from Gu Fei in accordance with the usual way of thinking. What he wants is the result, what Gu Fei wants to talk about is the process.

But if you think about it again, the result is set, and all the processes are aimed at this result, and if you start with the process, there may be countless results.

Jiang Cheng sighed lightly.

Gu Fei, you have thought a lot, what have you thought about?

He and Pan Zhi walked all the way to the shopping mall in the city center, ate and drank all the way, and finally sat on a chair in the mall and listened to songs for almost an hour.

A self-service jukebox was placed at the entrance of the shop opposite. Jiang Cheng never expected that people in this small city were quite open-minded, and there was almost no loss of people in an hour.

Some sang well, some sang so well that no one could hear them, some basically read the lyrics to the lyrics, and some went so out of tune that people thought they would cut the power of the machine...

"Cheng'er, would you like to sing a song?" Pan Zhi said, "Open their eyes to know what singing is."

"I prefer to keep it secret." Jiang Cheng hasn't sung for a long time, and he used to sing with Pan Zhi and the others, but on this occasion, he still prefers to sit here and listen to people going out of tune.

"Then I'll play a song." Pan Zhi stood up and straightened his clothes, "You record it for me and I'll send it to Moments."

"...Your fourth grandfather is passing away, can you stop posting such happy things." Jiang Cheng said.

"I won't send it to Lao Yuan." Pan Zhi thought for a while, "What should I sing?"

Before Jiang Cheng could answer, he had already walked over, and said while walking, "Red Sun, let me see if there is an accelerated version."

Jiang Cheng laughed, they would order this song almost every time they went to karaoke, and as the final ending, a group of people yelled together.

Pan Zhige sang very well, although his Cantonese pronunciation was not very good, but under the background of those people before him, he looked like a professional singer. As soon as he opened his mouth, people passing by stopped.

Jiang Cheng held up his mobile phone and recorded it at him.

Pan Zhi was almost insane. When people watched him, he sang very vigorously. When he finally accelerated, he turned around suddenly and pointed at Jiang Cheng: "Even if fate is tortuous, even if fate is tortuous and bizarre, even if fate threatens you, life is not fun. , don’t cry and feel sad, let alone give up, I wish to be with you forever..."

The people next to him all looked over immediately, and Jiang Cheng almost wanted to give him the middle finger.

But after a few words, Jiang Cheng suddenly felt his nose ache again. He didn't know if it was because Pan Zhi looked at him with a serious face, or because he was thinking of those wanton days in the past.

Or it was just because... I thought of Gu Fei.

He stared at the screen of his mobile phone. Finally, after Pan Zhi finished singing, he quickly stood up with his head down, turned around and squeezed out from the applauding crowd.

When Pan Zhi caught up, he had already returned to normal.

"How about it!" Pan Zhi put his arm on his shoulder, "I'll watch the video."

"Recorded several passages," Jiang Cheng lowered his head and clicked on the phone, "I'll send it to you, you can watch it yourself."

"I knew we shouldn't be wandering around today, we should find a place to sing," Pan Zhi said, "It's been a long time since I sang, or... next year, after the exam, let's find a group of people to go out and have fun. All right, eating, drinking, singing and playing are enough."

"Okay." Jiang Cheng smiled.

"I was thinking, I'm definitely not going to be able to take the same school as you, but if my parents spend money, I have to spend money in the same city as you," Pan Zhi stretched, "I used to think that even if you I'm gone, I still have a group of friends, now I find that's not the case, it's still the most comfortable to be with you, if you're not here, I will miss you..."

"Take control," Jiang Cheng said, "You're a straight man, if you say this, you don't know what you think about me."

"What I think of you is that it's best for the two of us to be together for the rest of our lives," Pan Zhi said, "No boyfriend, wife, or daughter-in-law can compare to an iron couple."

Jiang Cheng laughed: "Ah, yes."

"Don't be funny," Pan Zhi clicked his tongue, "I just don't like men, or there's nothing wrong with Gu Fei."

"Why don't you talk to Gu Fei." Jiang Cheng said.

"Forget it, as long as you know it," Pan Zhi said, "I might not be able to beat him."

After hanging out with Pan Zhi all afternoon, Jiang Cheng was already in a much better mood when he was waiting for Gu Fei and Gu Miao to come over at Wang Xu's shop. He just wanted to laugh when he heard Wang Xu talking to Pan Zhi. Xu blew so boldly that even Yi Jing showed off for a long time.

"Don't think you grew up in a big city," Wang Xu slapped the table and looked at Pan Zhi, "If you really know everything, I'll ask you, can you drink better than me?"

"...I can't drink it, I don't want to drink it at all," Pan Zhi looked at him, and sighed after a while, "Why the fuck did I keep talking to you about lowering IQ for so long?"

"Because your IQ is not high, just the girl you just posted on Moments," Wang Xu took out his phone and flipped through it, "I think your IQ is not high, and your aesthetics is not very good."

"All right, all right, all right, I'm low, I'm low on everything," Pan Zhi pressed Wang Xu's hand, "That girl, she can't compare to your squad leader, really."

"Tch, it's not sincere at all. In fact, I'm still not convinced." Wang Xu glared at him.

"I'm convinced, I'm so convinced, I'm totally convinced," Pan Zhi said as he glanced outside the door, "Hey, this is the real beauty."

Wang Xu glanced back: "That's right!"

Gu Miao walked into the private room with the skateboard in her arms, walked directly to Jiang Cheng's side, put the skateboard back against the chair, picked up the cup in front of him and drank all the water in one go.

"Did it slide back?" Jiang Cheng took out a tissue and wiped the sweat off Gu Miao's forehead.

Gu Miao nodded.

"Miaomiao, goddess?" Wang Xu pushed his cup over, "There is still water here."

Gu Miao looked at him, but didn't respond.

"I haven't drunk it, it's clean." Wang Xu said.

Gu Miao still looked at him indifferently.

Pan Zhi reached for the cup and poured water into Jiang Cheng's cup, Gu Miao took it and raised her head to fill it up again.

"Hey." Pan Zhi laughed uncontrollably.

"Er Miao, thank you brothers." Gu Fei walked in and said something.

Gu Miao stood up, bowed to them, raised her hand again, snapped her fingers and gave Jiang Cheng a thumbs up.

Jiang Cheng immediately raised his hand and returned one to her.

Gu Fei greeted them, and went out to wash his hands again: "Wang Xu get a pack of wet wipes for Er Miao."

"Okay." Wang Xu immediately found a wet tissue and wiped Gu Miao's hands.

Jiang Cheng watched her wipe her hands, Gu Miao seemed in a good mood, and she should have had a good time this afternoon.

Pan Zhi, who had been sitting next to him, stood up and sat next to Wang Xu. Wang Xu looked at him: "Why, do you want to drink with me?"

"...Eating pies also requires wine?" Pan Zhi was a little speechless.

"Underestimate my pies? Let me tell you! As far as our city is concerned, ask about Wang Er's pies..." Wang Xu got excited when he mentioned his pies. He stared at Pan Zhi and started talking, like a promotion ambassador .

When Gu Fei came in, he was stunned when he saw the vacant seat beside Jiang Cheng, and then looked at Pan Zhi who was pulled by Wang Xu with a helpless face. He sighed and interrupted: "Captain, I'm hungry, eat first." Bar."

"Eat before you! Wait!" Wang Xu stood up and went to the kitchen.

Gu Fei sat down, and Pan Zhi breathed a sigh of relief: "I really want to hit him."

Jiang Cheng laughed. Although he was still a little upset with Gu Fei, he felt confused and aggrieved when he thought about it, but when Gu Fei sat down beside him and smelled the familiar aura on Gu Fei, he felt a sense of aggression. You will feel instantly better.

Once people are contradictory, it is simply unreasonable.

Gu Fei lowered his arm, stretched his hand under the table, and gently touched his leg. He glanced at Gu Fei, and Gu Fei smiled at him, then grabbed his hand and squeezed it.

Pan Zhi cleared his throat.

"What?" Gu Fei smiled and looked at him.

"I don't see it," Pan Zhi said, "Gu Miao, let's go to the kitchen to get some pies, shall we?"

Gu Miao held the cup and looked at him.

"Shall we get the pie?" Pan Zhi leaned on the table and asked again.

Gu Miao reacted this time, probably because she was hungry, she stood up, followed Pan Zhi to the kitchen, and closed the door behind her when she walked out of the box.

Gu Fei turned around and kissed Jiang Cheng on the face while the door was closing.

Jiang Cheng also very quickly leaned over and bit him on the neck.

"Salty?" Gu Fei asked.

"Yes." Jiang Cheng took a sip of tea.

"Er Miao is very excited to play games today, I played with him for a long time, sweating all over." Gu Fei smiled.

With a smile like Gu Fei's, and when Gu Fei talked to him in such a low voice, Jiang Cheng would feel that he was a person who had no position. Think, don't worry about anything anymore.

Any unhappiness, any uneasiness, whatever, everything was thrown aside.

Until Pan Zhi's virtual fourth grandpa's funeral was over, and he left at the end of the two-day vacation, he didn't think about the issues that bothered him anymore.

After sending Pan Zhi away, he and Gu Fei went back to the rental house, and after rolling on the bed for a long time, the uneasiness and uneasiness in his heart slowly recovered.

Just like those weeds that can't be killed, if you don't pay attention, they will reappear.

After all, the root is still there.

Gu Fei was lying on his side on the pillow and playing with his mobile phone, he hugged Gu Fei from behind: "Hey."

"Huh?" Gu Fei stroked his arm.

"I'll read for a while, so you can accompany me," Jiang Cheng said, "Aren't you going back tonight?"

"Okay." Gu Fei turned over and lay on his back, pulling his arms towards himself.

"Would you like to... read a book too?" Jiang Cheng asked.

"Let me copy my homework first." Gu Fei smiled.

"Gu Fei," Jiang Cheng asked softly after a long silence, "Do you not want to go to university?"

"If you want to take the exam, it's local," Gu Fei said, "Those rubbish colleges."

"Is it because of Gu Miao?" Jiang Cheng asked.

"There are a lot of problems," Gu Fei put the phone aside, "It's impossible for Ermiao to change her environment, and it's impossible for me to just go to another place to go to school regardless of her. She and my mother will be in a mess if I'm not here."

"Yeah." Jiang Cheng nodded. Actually, he was very clear about these things. Gu Miao couldn't even accept changing wheels on a skateboard. Apart from Gu Fei's mentioning of these problems, he could think of them and understand them, but he still felt that something was wrong. , but where exactly, he couldn't think of it anyway.

The two of them just lay there in a daze, without speaking for a long time.

"If I go to school after the exam," Jiang Cheng said, "you'll still stay here, right?"

"En." Gu Fei responded.

"And then?" Jiang Cheng looked at him.

Gu Fei frowned slightly, and turned to look at him: "I don't know what will happen, some things can't be done now..."

"What do you mean?" Jiang Cheng sat up, "Do you have no confidence in other places?"

"No," Gu Fei also sat up, "I didn't mean that, I wanted to say..."

"Gu Fei," Jiang Cheng interrupted him, "You asked me if I wanted to fall in love with you, or if I wanted to fall in love with you, right?"

"Yeah." Gu Fei grabbed his hand.

"I used to think, why did you ask me that, but now I know, the one who wants to fall in love is me, the one who wants to fall in love." Jiang Cheng pulled out his finger and pointed at him, "It's you."