SAYE
Chapter 84
Gu Fei looked at Jiang Cheng, and after Jiang Cheng pointed to him and said "It's you", he kept staring at him without looking away.
Sometimes he felt that apart from possessing all the traits and skills of a top student, Jiang Cheng also possessed a magical logic that other top students didn't have. He could turn things upside down. something is wrong.
Gu Fei had experienced this ability once before when he got a tattoo, but he didn't explain it at the time, and now Jiang Cheng has once again displayed his supernatural power.
In fact, the question he asked at the beginning has no meaning in the current state of the two of them. No matter what the answer is, no matter what the idea is, it has no meaning.
That's right, at the beginning, he hoped that what Jiang Cheng wanted was just to fall in love with him, to fall in love with me, it could be an attempt, it could be impulsive, it could be lonely, whatever it is.
But Jiang Cheng didn't answer, and there seemed to be no way to separate these two things completely and accurately, so he chose to dive in headlong, I will like you until the day you no longer need it.
As long as you want "me" and no one else, I can.
So now when Jiang Cheng pointed at him and said that it was you who wanted to have a relationship, although he felt very surprised, a little angry, and a little angry to the point of laughing, he actually felt that Jiang Cheng's logic was correct.
Yeah, the one who will stop when you stop is me.
Gu Fei felt that he had to say something now, but he didn't dare to speak easily.
Jiang Cheng is logical, sensitive and impulsive, and the most frightening thing is that he can feel that Jiang Cheng has no sense of security, and he can often experience the state of wanting to grasp at all times for fear of losing.
Gu Fei, every word you say now will become evidence in Jiang Cheng's heart.
Be careful.
It is not impossible to go to different places, but the environment of a first-class university and the environment of a steel factory will make two people who have been in completely different states for a long time gradually lose common topics and gradually fade away.
Maybe we won't wait until the day we are in another place, because of the current differences, we will continue to quarrel and explore, and finally return to our respective worlds because of exhaustion.
Of course, it is also possible for a miracle to happen, and we have reached the end.
Some things cannot be understood just like solving a question. There is only one correct answer to a question. No matter what the process is, what you have to do is to constantly find the way to the correct answer.Xueba can find shortcuts, and Xueba can go around in circles, but they will all reach the end in the end, because there is only one answer, and all other answers are called wrong answers.
As for their current situation, there are countless possibilities and answers. These are all called answers. Maybe one, two, three, four, five, or six, but no one can say which one is wrong and which one is right.
Gu Fei looked at Jiang Cheng, maybe he was too pessimistic and cautious, and wanted to protect Jiang Cheng from a little harm, but Jiang Cheng was completely opposite to him, optimistic, impulsive, straightforward and sensitive, which basically fell into the category of "what's the pain in the wind and rain?" Type.
No matter how many times he thought about these words, he couldn't say a single word to Jiang Cheng.
He had no way to leave, he didn't even dare to think about the word leave, let alone think of a way to leave, and Jiang Cheng had no reason to stay.
This is a temporarily unsolvable deadlock. If they don't get to the desired step before a miracle occurs, this is a deadlock.
Jiang Cheng obviously didn't and was unwilling to think about such an ending, and he didn't need to let Jiang Cheng face these issues that Jiang Cheng didn't think it was necessary to think about at all.
"I didn't." Gu Fei looked at Jiang Cheng, "Do you memorize only what you want to memorize? It doesn't make sense."
"Don't change the subject," Jiang Cheng sneered, "Gu Fei, sometimes I feel that I feel wronged by saying that you are a scumbag. With your thinking and reaction speed, you are definitely at the level of a top student."
"Apart from asking this question, did I say anything else?" Gu Fei still looked at him.
"What else?" Jiang Cheng squinted his eyes with a disdainful expression on his face, "I don't remember, I just remember that you were still afraid of getting tattoos on your body, and you were afraid that you would still have my mark after we broke up."
"Do you believe that I will beat you?" Gu Fei asked.
"I don't believe it until I smoke it," Jiang Cheng replied.
Gu Fei didn't speak, just stared at him for a few seconds, then suddenly raised his elbow, and slammed it right in Jiang Cheng's face.
But what I had to admire was Jiang Cheng's reaction, the moment he raised his elbow, Jiang Cheng had already leaned back to avoid it.
It's just that Gu Fei didn't want to hit him in the face, he put his arm on his throat and pressed down, Jiang Cheng was pressed down on the bed by his neck.
"Fuck." Jiang Cheng glared at him.
"You don't understand me too much." Gu Fei's arm was stuck in his throat, and one leg was pressed against his hand. When he wanted to raise his other hand, Gu Fei grabbed it. "How could I be willing to smash it?" your face."
"Tsk tsk tsk." Jiang Cheng hooked the corner of his mouth.
"I will like you until you don't need it," Gu Fei pressed him, "Did I say that?"
"I said so." Jiang Cheng replied.
"Then why did you say you don't remember?" Gu Fei asked.
"I'm fucking angry," Jiang Cheng said. "When I'm angry, I just don't remember anything. Why do you have any opinions? If you have opinions, hold back."
Gu Fei opened his mouth but did not speak.
"It's just so unreasonable and unconvincing." Jiang Cheng frowned, and looked at him after a while of silence, "I thought what you said was a love story. It was very beautiful at first, but I just couldn't think about it."
"Huh?" Gu Fei removed the arm that was pressing on his neck, lowered his head and kissed him.
"Actually, what you mean is that if I want to break up with you, you will agree, right?" Jiang Cheng looked at him, "I have the initiative."
Gu Fei didn't speak, and lowered his head to kiss him again.
"It seems that I have the initiative, but in fact you are not passive at all." Jiang Cheng gave him a sideways glance, "You can come and go freely, right?"
Gu Fei sighed: "If you really don't want to be with me anymore, there's no point in me pestering you."
"That's what you said..." Jiang Cheng raised his head and bit his chin.
"Hey!" Gu Fei was taken aback and didn't dare to move. Jiang Cheng's bite was so big and so hard that he wondered if he had pushed his chin while sleepwalking to make someone bite so firmly.
Jiang Cheng bit it for almost ten seconds before letting go, and put his head back on the pillow: "Gu Fei, I have something to tell you."
"En." Gu Fei nodded.
"I may not think as comprehensively as you. I just think that step by step, you can solve whatever you have. You have to have a head, whether it's a relationship or a life, and you have to have a direction. Only then do you know what you want to do," Jiang said. Cheng said, "Anyway, I am like this."
"En." Gu Fei nodded.
"No matter what I do, I don't like to label it as 'impossible' first, do you understand what I mean?" Jiang Cheng said again.
"I understand." Gu Fei looked at him.
"I don't have anything else to say, I just have one thing, you promise me." Jiang Cheng stared at him.
"Tell me." Gu Fei looked at him.
"Don't let me run away," Jiang Cheng said, "Don't let me say it. You can come and go freely. You can hang around for a while, okay? What if I regret it and you're not there later? "
Gu Fei suddenly felt a little sore in his nose, he took a breath, and suppressed that uncomfortable feeling forcefully, he didn't want to cry in front of Jiang Cheng.
"Okay," he nodded, "but you have to promise me."
"What?" Jiang Cheng asked.
"I hate people who sacrifice for me, give up something for me." Gu Fei felt that this was probably the most blunt thing he could say to Jiang Cheng, "I don't need it, you just go on your way, don't stop, Do you know what I mean? Compassion, giving up, these will make me feel stressed and tired."
"Understood." Jiang Cheng pinched his chin, "I'm very firm."
Gu Fei smiled.
"Do you feel that you are very light?" Jiang Cheng said.
"Huh?" Gu Fei was stunned.
"Even if you only weigh 50 catties, have you ever calculated how much your knee weighs on someone's hand?" Jiang Cheng said, "I can do the calculation for you."
Gu Fei smiled, and moved away the leg that had been pressing on Jiang Cheng's hand.
"I want revenge." Jiang Cheng said.
"Okay," Gu Fei said, "How do you get revenge? Take your 50-jin leg and press my hand for 5 minutes?"
"Take my 1.8-meter little Chengcheng." Jiang Cheng lifted Gu Fei's shoulder, then rolled over and pressed him on top of him, "I'll give you a lesson."
"...Do you have a ruler? I'll measure if the little Chengcheng is 1.8 meters?" Gu Fei laughed.
"What about you, have you recovered yet?" Jiang Cheng whispered in his ear.
"What?" Gu Fei asked with a smile.
"Your ass," Jiang Cheng clicked his tongue, "playing so fucking stupid."
"Ah," Gu Fei laughed even harder, "It's recovered, do you want to use it?"
"Fuck," Jiang Cheng rode on him and slapped him on the arm, "I realize you're really incompetent."
"Quickly," Gu Fei pushed his crotch, hooked his fingertips down his lower abdomen, and pulled open his pants, "Do you want me to teach you some experience?"
"My learning ability." Jiang Cheng grabbed his wrist and pressed his hand to the top of his head. "It's very strong."
When you are in a relationship, many things can be solved by fighting.
In fact, Jiang Cheng felt that today's conversation did not solve the actual problem. The answer he wanted... what kind of answer he wanted, he couldn't remember clearly, and what kind of answer Gu Fei gave Explain, he suddenly didn't care too much.
Even to a certain extent, what he and Gu Fei said contradicted each other, but they also agreed to each other, even if the other party's request ran counter to their original intention.
Maybe all he wants is a vent, a show, psychologically, physically, I have some words, I need you to know, I have some desires, I need you to bear.
Of course he knows that some things are unsolvable at present, but they are still together.
When he came out of the bathroom, Gu Fei was lying on the pillow playing with his mobile phone. He went over and grabbed Gu Fei's butt: "Why are you lying on your stomach again? Does it... hurt?"
"No," Gu Fei turned his head, "Can you use your observation skills as a top student, I usually spend more than half of the time playing on my phone lying on my stomach."
"Ah, is that so?" Jiang Cheng thought for a while, then leaned down next to him, and whispered, "Don't give me face when you're not feeling well, you can only improve if you know your inadequacies."
Gu Fei didn't speak, he threw away his phone and lay down on the pillow laughing for a long time.
"Fuck," Jiang Cheng got off the bed, and sat down at the desk, "This really hurts my self-esteem."
"Brother Cheng," Gu Fei slid to the side of the bed, stretched out his hand to touch his leg, "I have something to tell the truth."
"Let's talk." Jiang Cheng opened the book.
"Comfortable, really," Gu Fei said, "Brother Cheng is [-] meters today."
Jiang Cheng tilted his head and squinted at him: "Let me tell you, with your attitude, I would have killed someone else, and I can bear you."
"Me too," Gu Fei said, "I don't lose my temper no matter what you do, I'm just afraid that you will lose your temper."
"What are you afraid of? When I lose my temper, I lose my temper. When I lose my temper, it's over. My temper is not good. It's amazing not to lose my temper." Jiang Cheng turned his pen, bowed his head and began to work on the question, "I actually don't have to. Losing my temper, I'm just... scared."
"I know." Gu Fei sat up and rubbed his back, "I know."
"You know Gu Fei," Jiang Cheng said while writing, his voice was a little low, "I don't have a home anymore, I'm just here alone, renting a room, and there's nothing under my feet."
Gu Fei looked at him.
"I lean back, with you behind me, I will be at ease," Jiang Cheng lowered his head and kept writing, "It's not that I don't want to face the reality, I just think that if you are no longer by my side, I will be real. The foot is empty."
Gu Fei didn't speak, he got up and stepped behind Jiang Cheng, squeezed him into a chair, and put his arms around his waist.
The room became very quiet. With Gu Fei's forehead pressed against Jiang Cheng's back, he could hear the rustling of the pen tip across the paper, and Jiang Cheng's steady breathing. If he got closer, he could still hear to his heartbeat.
It feels good.
"I'm here." Gu Fei said softly.
"Huh?" Jiang Cheng responded without stopping his pen.
Gu Fei sometimes admired his ability. A few times when Jiang Cheng was writing an English composition, he wrote a long paragraph while chatting with him, and it seemed that he hadn't made any mistakes yet.
"I'm right here, behind you, I'm not going anywhere," Gu Fei said, "Don't be afraid."
"Yeah." Jiang Cheng smiled.
Gu Fei closed his eyes, let it be like this, learn from Jiang Cheng, don’t think about some things first, if you don’t want to think about it, I won’t mention it, if you don’t think it’s important, I don’t want to… such a beautiful memory, Such a beautiful experience, maybe such a wild one in this life.
I'll be here when you want to look back, I'll be here when you miss home, I'll be here when you need me, and I'll stand as long as I can.
The summer vacation of No. [-] Middle School was finally over. When a group of people returned to school, they were cursing and dissatisfied in various ways, but everyone was not absent and seemed to be in a good mood.
While disliking the fact that the vacation is too short, at the same time, I feel lonely without a group of classmates meeting every day.
After remedial classes started, I felt pain and joy.
No, there must be more happiness. Jiang Cheng looked around at the people, and there was no one attending the class. The teacher was talking about himself on the podium, and the people below were enthusiastically talking about what they had seen during the holidays, not even caring about their voices. up control.
"Shout! Shout! Make it louder, I can't even hear it when I'm standing here!" Lao Lu waved his pointer, "I'm talking about you! It's you! Don't look at the one next to you, you are the most beautiful! Take a mirror and look Look at my sluggish face, how beautiful you are! You are so beautiful! Come on! Get ready to sing!"
"Didn't you hear that?" Jiang Cheng lay down on the table taking notes, and glanced at Gu Fei who had been looking at him, "I told you to sing with a mirror, you are so beautiful..."
"You are the flower bud in the cold winter, you are the Xishi who disturbs the spring water," Gu Fei smiled and began to sing in a low voice, "You are the grace of an angel, you are my beloved..."
"Gu Fei!" Lao Lu slapped the podium.
Gu Fei turned his head to look at Lao Lu.
"Come on, I have a mirror here," Lao Lu waved at him, "Come and see, and sing a few words for me by the way!"
"...I didn't sing." Gu Fei leaned back on the chair and sighed.
Jiang Cheng was sure that it was impossible for Lao Lu to hear Gu Fei sing. Gu Fei's voice was so small that even Zhou Jing might not be able to hear him, but when Lao Lu roared like this, he was still startled and trembled for a long time.
"You didn't sing?" Lao Lu slapped the podium again, "If you didn't sing, then get out!"
"Should I sing or not?" Gu Fei stood up helplessly, walked out of the classroom, lay down on the railing of the corridor, and looked at the playground below.
Lao Lu continued to yell for 2 minutes before continuing the class.
While listening to the class, Jiang Cheng tested how wide his peripheral vision was and how clear his field of vision was. The conclusion was that if the bonus of "I like that handsome guy outside too much" is included, the power of peripheral vision is astonishing.
He was taking notes while listening to the class, and he could still clearly see Gu Fei's back.
Black T-shirt, gray sports shorts, ordinary high school boy's attire, but he can still see his slender figure, tight waist, and straight legs from the corner of his eye...
"Jiang Cheng!" Lao Lu roared, "Come up and translate this sentence!"
Jiang Cheng felt that Gu Fei in the corridor turned his head and looked into the classroom. He withdrew his thoughts, stood up and walked to the podium.
After reading the questions, he took the chalk and broke it on the podium. When he was about to write on the blackboard, Lao Lu yelled again: "What a broken habit! Waste!"
Jiang Cheng sighed, put the chalk back into the box, took another whole one, and started writing on the blackboard without breaking it.
"Isn't this a waste?" Lao Lu said.
"Mr. Lu, can I still write?" Jiang Cheng looked at him.
"You write," Lao Lu waved his hand, "I'll educate you by the way."
"... Oh." Jiang Cheng continued to write.
When he returned to his seat after writing the question, he could see from the window that Gu Fei had turned around and was leaning against the railing. After his eyes met, Gu Fei curled the corners of his mouth, Jiang Cheng narrowed his eyes, and everyone in the class was looking at him , He didn't dare to have any excessive communication with Gu Fei.
But with the slight twitch of the corner of Gu Fei's mouth, Jiang Cheng has already made up at least 2G of images in his mind.
I don't know why, obviously there was a dispute, and obviously there was no dispute in the end, but he still felt a lot more relaxed.
Making up lessons is boring for Gu Fei, but it is quite busy for Jiang Cheng.
In addition to these review contents of No. [-] Middle School, Pan Zhi would send Jiang Cheng a compressed package every two or three days, which contained the review courseware and materials of the teachers of the original school's various subjects.
Gu Fei thinks that Jiang Cheng is simply a god. From making up lessons to formal class, he double-reviews every day, and he can still find time to have sex.
"Did you secretly take some medicine?" Gu Fei stood at the window with a cigarette in his mouth and looked out.
Today, he coaxed Gu Miao to sleep and sneaked over here. Originally, he wanted to review with Jiang Cheng, but he pretended to read along with him to make Jiang Cheng feel more at ease, but as soon as he entered the door, he rolled away.
Now the thought of pretending to review has completely disappeared in my mind.
"Get lost," Jiang Cheng was about to sit down and start reading while brushing his hair, "Say it as if you don't need it."
"No." Gu Fei smiled and stepped behind him and sat down. It's quite hot now, but Jiang Cheng likes him sitting like this. "I just think you're really full of energy."
"There are two types of rest, active rest and passive rest..." Jiang Cheng opened the book.
"Well, this is an active rest for the two of us, right?" Gu Fei said.
"That's right." Jiang Cheng smiled.
"Can I take a nap for a while?" Gu Fei hugged him.
"Shut up." Jiang Cheng stroked his hand, "I'll call you in half an hour."
"Okay," Gu Fei closed his eyes, "Did Lao Xu encourage you by asking you to go to the office today?"
"No." Jiang Cheng put down his pen, "I forgot to tell you, isn't there some kind of awards ceremony after the sports meeting?"
"What?" Gu Fei raised his head and frowned, "He didn't want to ask you to do a show, did he?"
"It is said that there are two programs in one grade of senior three, one for boys and one for girls." Jiang Cheng said.
"What do you want you to do?" Gu Fei asked.
"Play a tune," Jiang Cheng said, "Old Xu said you...can play the guitar?"
"There are a lot of people who can play the guitar, they can do it on the [-]th." Gu Fei was suddenly a little annoyed. He knew what Lao Xu was thinking. Xu knew that he would not agree, so he went to Jiang Cheng first.
"I mean," Jiang Cheng tilted his head, "Didn't you say you can't play the guitar?"
"Have I... said that?" Gu Fei asked.
"I said so." Jiang Cheng nodded.
"Probably because they weren't very familiar at that time." Gu Fei rubbed his face against his back.
"Okay, then old Xu...what do you think?" Jiang Cheng asked.
"I won't participate." Gu Fei replied.
Sometimes he felt that apart from possessing all the traits and skills of a top student, Jiang Cheng also possessed a magical logic that other top students didn't have. He could turn things upside down. something is wrong.
Gu Fei had experienced this ability once before when he got a tattoo, but he didn't explain it at the time, and now Jiang Cheng has once again displayed his supernatural power.
In fact, the question he asked at the beginning has no meaning in the current state of the two of them. No matter what the answer is, no matter what the idea is, it has no meaning.
That's right, at the beginning, he hoped that what Jiang Cheng wanted was just to fall in love with him, to fall in love with me, it could be an attempt, it could be impulsive, it could be lonely, whatever it is.
But Jiang Cheng didn't answer, and there seemed to be no way to separate these two things completely and accurately, so he chose to dive in headlong, I will like you until the day you no longer need it.
As long as you want "me" and no one else, I can.
So now when Jiang Cheng pointed at him and said that it was you who wanted to have a relationship, although he felt very surprised, a little angry, and a little angry to the point of laughing, he actually felt that Jiang Cheng's logic was correct.
Yeah, the one who will stop when you stop is me.
Gu Fei felt that he had to say something now, but he didn't dare to speak easily.
Jiang Cheng is logical, sensitive and impulsive, and the most frightening thing is that he can feel that Jiang Cheng has no sense of security, and he can often experience the state of wanting to grasp at all times for fear of losing.
Gu Fei, every word you say now will become evidence in Jiang Cheng's heart.
Be careful.
It is not impossible to go to different places, but the environment of a first-class university and the environment of a steel factory will make two people who have been in completely different states for a long time gradually lose common topics and gradually fade away.
Maybe we won't wait until the day we are in another place, because of the current differences, we will continue to quarrel and explore, and finally return to our respective worlds because of exhaustion.
Of course, it is also possible for a miracle to happen, and we have reached the end.
Some things cannot be understood just like solving a question. There is only one correct answer to a question. No matter what the process is, what you have to do is to constantly find the way to the correct answer.Xueba can find shortcuts, and Xueba can go around in circles, but they will all reach the end in the end, because there is only one answer, and all other answers are called wrong answers.
As for their current situation, there are countless possibilities and answers. These are all called answers. Maybe one, two, three, four, five, or six, but no one can say which one is wrong and which one is right.
Gu Fei looked at Jiang Cheng, maybe he was too pessimistic and cautious, and wanted to protect Jiang Cheng from a little harm, but Jiang Cheng was completely opposite to him, optimistic, impulsive, straightforward and sensitive, which basically fell into the category of "what's the pain in the wind and rain?" Type.
No matter how many times he thought about these words, he couldn't say a single word to Jiang Cheng.
He had no way to leave, he didn't even dare to think about the word leave, let alone think of a way to leave, and Jiang Cheng had no reason to stay.
This is a temporarily unsolvable deadlock. If they don't get to the desired step before a miracle occurs, this is a deadlock.
Jiang Cheng obviously didn't and was unwilling to think about such an ending, and he didn't need to let Jiang Cheng face these issues that Jiang Cheng didn't think it was necessary to think about at all.
"I didn't." Gu Fei looked at Jiang Cheng, "Do you memorize only what you want to memorize? It doesn't make sense."
"Don't change the subject," Jiang Cheng sneered, "Gu Fei, sometimes I feel that I feel wronged by saying that you are a scumbag. With your thinking and reaction speed, you are definitely at the level of a top student."
"Apart from asking this question, did I say anything else?" Gu Fei still looked at him.
"What else?" Jiang Cheng squinted his eyes with a disdainful expression on his face, "I don't remember, I just remember that you were still afraid of getting tattoos on your body, and you were afraid that you would still have my mark after we broke up."
"Do you believe that I will beat you?" Gu Fei asked.
"I don't believe it until I smoke it," Jiang Cheng replied.
Gu Fei didn't speak, just stared at him for a few seconds, then suddenly raised his elbow, and slammed it right in Jiang Cheng's face.
But what I had to admire was Jiang Cheng's reaction, the moment he raised his elbow, Jiang Cheng had already leaned back to avoid it.
It's just that Gu Fei didn't want to hit him in the face, he put his arm on his throat and pressed down, Jiang Cheng was pressed down on the bed by his neck.
"Fuck." Jiang Cheng glared at him.
"You don't understand me too much." Gu Fei's arm was stuck in his throat, and one leg was pressed against his hand. When he wanted to raise his other hand, Gu Fei grabbed it. "How could I be willing to smash it?" your face."
"Tsk tsk tsk." Jiang Cheng hooked the corner of his mouth.
"I will like you until you don't need it," Gu Fei pressed him, "Did I say that?"
"I said so." Jiang Cheng replied.
"Then why did you say you don't remember?" Gu Fei asked.
"I'm fucking angry," Jiang Cheng said. "When I'm angry, I just don't remember anything. Why do you have any opinions? If you have opinions, hold back."
Gu Fei opened his mouth but did not speak.
"It's just so unreasonable and unconvincing." Jiang Cheng frowned, and looked at him after a while of silence, "I thought what you said was a love story. It was very beautiful at first, but I just couldn't think about it."
"Huh?" Gu Fei removed the arm that was pressing on his neck, lowered his head and kissed him.
"Actually, what you mean is that if I want to break up with you, you will agree, right?" Jiang Cheng looked at him, "I have the initiative."
Gu Fei didn't speak, and lowered his head to kiss him again.
"It seems that I have the initiative, but in fact you are not passive at all." Jiang Cheng gave him a sideways glance, "You can come and go freely, right?"
Gu Fei sighed: "If you really don't want to be with me anymore, there's no point in me pestering you."
"That's what you said..." Jiang Cheng raised his head and bit his chin.
"Hey!" Gu Fei was taken aback and didn't dare to move. Jiang Cheng's bite was so big and so hard that he wondered if he had pushed his chin while sleepwalking to make someone bite so firmly.
Jiang Cheng bit it for almost ten seconds before letting go, and put his head back on the pillow: "Gu Fei, I have something to tell you."
"En." Gu Fei nodded.
"I may not think as comprehensively as you. I just think that step by step, you can solve whatever you have. You have to have a head, whether it's a relationship or a life, and you have to have a direction. Only then do you know what you want to do," Jiang said. Cheng said, "Anyway, I am like this."
"En." Gu Fei nodded.
"No matter what I do, I don't like to label it as 'impossible' first, do you understand what I mean?" Jiang Cheng said again.
"I understand." Gu Fei looked at him.
"I don't have anything else to say, I just have one thing, you promise me." Jiang Cheng stared at him.
"Tell me." Gu Fei looked at him.
"Don't let me run away," Jiang Cheng said, "Don't let me say it. You can come and go freely. You can hang around for a while, okay? What if I regret it and you're not there later? "
Gu Fei suddenly felt a little sore in his nose, he took a breath, and suppressed that uncomfortable feeling forcefully, he didn't want to cry in front of Jiang Cheng.
"Okay," he nodded, "but you have to promise me."
"What?" Jiang Cheng asked.
"I hate people who sacrifice for me, give up something for me." Gu Fei felt that this was probably the most blunt thing he could say to Jiang Cheng, "I don't need it, you just go on your way, don't stop, Do you know what I mean? Compassion, giving up, these will make me feel stressed and tired."
"Understood." Jiang Cheng pinched his chin, "I'm very firm."
Gu Fei smiled.
"Do you feel that you are very light?" Jiang Cheng said.
"Huh?" Gu Fei was stunned.
"Even if you only weigh 50 catties, have you ever calculated how much your knee weighs on someone's hand?" Jiang Cheng said, "I can do the calculation for you."
Gu Fei smiled, and moved away the leg that had been pressing on Jiang Cheng's hand.
"I want revenge." Jiang Cheng said.
"Okay," Gu Fei said, "How do you get revenge? Take your 50-jin leg and press my hand for 5 minutes?"
"Take my 1.8-meter little Chengcheng." Jiang Cheng lifted Gu Fei's shoulder, then rolled over and pressed him on top of him, "I'll give you a lesson."
"...Do you have a ruler? I'll measure if the little Chengcheng is 1.8 meters?" Gu Fei laughed.
"What about you, have you recovered yet?" Jiang Cheng whispered in his ear.
"What?" Gu Fei asked with a smile.
"Your ass," Jiang Cheng clicked his tongue, "playing so fucking stupid."
"Ah," Gu Fei laughed even harder, "It's recovered, do you want to use it?"
"Fuck," Jiang Cheng rode on him and slapped him on the arm, "I realize you're really incompetent."
"Quickly," Gu Fei pushed his crotch, hooked his fingertips down his lower abdomen, and pulled open his pants, "Do you want me to teach you some experience?"
"My learning ability." Jiang Cheng grabbed his wrist and pressed his hand to the top of his head. "It's very strong."
When you are in a relationship, many things can be solved by fighting.
In fact, Jiang Cheng felt that today's conversation did not solve the actual problem. The answer he wanted... what kind of answer he wanted, he couldn't remember clearly, and what kind of answer Gu Fei gave Explain, he suddenly didn't care too much.
Even to a certain extent, what he and Gu Fei said contradicted each other, but they also agreed to each other, even if the other party's request ran counter to their original intention.
Maybe all he wants is a vent, a show, psychologically, physically, I have some words, I need you to know, I have some desires, I need you to bear.
Of course he knows that some things are unsolvable at present, but they are still together.
When he came out of the bathroom, Gu Fei was lying on the pillow playing with his mobile phone. He went over and grabbed Gu Fei's butt: "Why are you lying on your stomach again? Does it... hurt?"
"No," Gu Fei turned his head, "Can you use your observation skills as a top student, I usually spend more than half of the time playing on my phone lying on my stomach."
"Ah, is that so?" Jiang Cheng thought for a while, then leaned down next to him, and whispered, "Don't give me face when you're not feeling well, you can only improve if you know your inadequacies."
Gu Fei didn't speak, he threw away his phone and lay down on the pillow laughing for a long time.
"Fuck," Jiang Cheng got off the bed, and sat down at the desk, "This really hurts my self-esteem."
"Brother Cheng," Gu Fei slid to the side of the bed, stretched out his hand to touch his leg, "I have something to tell the truth."
"Let's talk." Jiang Cheng opened the book.
"Comfortable, really," Gu Fei said, "Brother Cheng is [-] meters today."
Jiang Cheng tilted his head and squinted at him: "Let me tell you, with your attitude, I would have killed someone else, and I can bear you."
"Me too," Gu Fei said, "I don't lose my temper no matter what you do, I'm just afraid that you will lose your temper."
"What are you afraid of? When I lose my temper, I lose my temper. When I lose my temper, it's over. My temper is not good. It's amazing not to lose my temper." Jiang Cheng turned his pen, bowed his head and began to work on the question, "I actually don't have to. Losing my temper, I'm just... scared."
"I know." Gu Fei sat up and rubbed his back, "I know."
"You know Gu Fei," Jiang Cheng said while writing, his voice was a little low, "I don't have a home anymore, I'm just here alone, renting a room, and there's nothing under my feet."
Gu Fei looked at him.
"I lean back, with you behind me, I will be at ease," Jiang Cheng lowered his head and kept writing, "It's not that I don't want to face the reality, I just think that if you are no longer by my side, I will be real. The foot is empty."
Gu Fei didn't speak, he got up and stepped behind Jiang Cheng, squeezed him into a chair, and put his arms around his waist.
The room became very quiet. With Gu Fei's forehead pressed against Jiang Cheng's back, he could hear the rustling of the pen tip across the paper, and Jiang Cheng's steady breathing. If he got closer, he could still hear to his heartbeat.
It feels good.
"I'm here." Gu Fei said softly.
"Huh?" Jiang Cheng responded without stopping his pen.
Gu Fei sometimes admired his ability. A few times when Jiang Cheng was writing an English composition, he wrote a long paragraph while chatting with him, and it seemed that he hadn't made any mistakes yet.
"I'm right here, behind you, I'm not going anywhere," Gu Fei said, "Don't be afraid."
"Yeah." Jiang Cheng smiled.
Gu Fei closed his eyes, let it be like this, learn from Jiang Cheng, don’t think about some things first, if you don’t want to think about it, I won’t mention it, if you don’t think it’s important, I don’t want to… such a beautiful memory, Such a beautiful experience, maybe such a wild one in this life.
I'll be here when you want to look back, I'll be here when you miss home, I'll be here when you need me, and I'll stand as long as I can.
The summer vacation of No. [-] Middle School was finally over. When a group of people returned to school, they were cursing and dissatisfied in various ways, but everyone was not absent and seemed to be in a good mood.
While disliking the fact that the vacation is too short, at the same time, I feel lonely without a group of classmates meeting every day.
After remedial classes started, I felt pain and joy.
No, there must be more happiness. Jiang Cheng looked around at the people, and there was no one attending the class. The teacher was talking about himself on the podium, and the people below were enthusiastically talking about what they had seen during the holidays, not even caring about their voices. up control.
"Shout! Shout! Make it louder, I can't even hear it when I'm standing here!" Lao Lu waved his pointer, "I'm talking about you! It's you! Don't look at the one next to you, you are the most beautiful! Take a mirror and look Look at my sluggish face, how beautiful you are! You are so beautiful! Come on! Get ready to sing!"
"Didn't you hear that?" Jiang Cheng lay down on the table taking notes, and glanced at Gu Fei who had been looking at him, "I told you to sing with a mirror, you are so beautiful..."
"You are the flower bud in the cold winter, you are the Xishi who disturbs the spring water," Gu Fei smiled and began to sing in a low voice, "You are the grace of an angel, you are my beloved..."
"Gu Fei!" Lao Lu slapped the podium.
Gu Fei turned his head to look at Lao Lu.
"Come on, I have a mirror here," Lao Lu waved at him, "Come and see, and sing a few words for me by the way!"
"...I didn't sing." Gu Fei leaned back on the chair and sighed.
Jiang Cheng was sure that it was impossible for Lao Lu to hear Gu Fei sing. Gu Fei's voice was so small that even Zhou Jing might not be able to hear him, but when Lao Lu roared like this, he was still startled and trembled for a long time.
"You didn't sing?" Lao Lu slapped the podium again, "If you didn't sing, then get out!"
"Should I sing or not?" Gu Fei stood up helplessly, walked out of the classroom, lay down on the railing of the corridor, and looked at the playground below.
Lao Lu continued to yell for 2 minutes before continuing the class.
While listening to the class, Jiang Cheng tested how wide his peripheral vision was and how clear his field of vision was. The conclusion was that if the bonus of "I like that handsome guy outside too much" is included, the power of peripheral vision is astonishing.
He was taking notes while listening to the class, and he could still clearly see Gu Fei's back.
Black T-shirt, gray sports shorts, ordinary high school boy's attire, but he can still see his slender figure, tight waist, and straight legs from the corner of his eye...
"Jiang Cheng!" Lao Lu roared, "Come up and translate this sentence!"
Jiang Cheng felt that Gu Fei in the corridor turned his head and looked into the classroom. He withdrew his thoughts, stood up and walked to the podium.
After reading the questions, he took the chalk and broke it on the podium. When he was about to write on the blackboard, Lao Lu yelled again: "What a broken habit! Waste!"
Jiang Cheng sighed, put the chalk back into the box, took another whole one, and started writing on the blackboard without breaking it.
"Isn't this a waste?" Lao Lu said.
"Mr. Lu, can I still write?" Jiang Cheng looked at him.
"You write," Lao Lu waved his hand, "I'll educate you by the way."
"... Oh." Jiang Cheng continued to write.
When he returned to his seat after writing the question, he could see from the window that Gu Fei had turned around and was leaning against the railing. After his eyes met, Gu Fei curled the corners of his mouth, Jiang Cheng narrowed his eyes, and everyone in the class was looking at him , He didn't dare to have any excessive communication with Gu Fei.
But with the slight twitch of the corner of Gu Fei's mouth, Jiang Cheng has already made up at least 2G of images in his mind.
I don't know why, obviously there was a dispute, and obviously there was no dispute in the end, but he still felt a lot more relaxed.
Making up lessons is boring for Gu Fei, but it is quite busy for Jiang Cheng.
In addition to these review contents of No. [-] Middle School, Pan Zhi would send Jiang Cheng a compressed package every two or three days, which contained the review courseware and materials of the teachers of the original school's various subjects.
Gu Fei thinks that Jiang Cheng is simply a god. From making up lessons to formal class, he double-reviews every day, and he can still find time to have sex.
"Did you secretly take some medicine?" Gu Fei stood at the window with a cigarette in his mouth and looked out.
Today, he coaxed Gu Miao to sleep and sneaked over here. Originally, he wanted to review with Jiang Cheng, but he pretended to read along with him to make Jiang Cheng feel more at ease, but as soon as he entered the door, he rolled away.
Now the thought of pretending to review has completely disappeared in my mind.
"Get lost," Jiang Cheng was about to sit down and start reading while brushing his hair, "Say it as if you don't need it."
"No." Gu Fei smiled and stepped behind him and sat down. It's quite hot now, but Jiang Cheng likes him sitting like this. "I just think you're really full of energy."
"There are two types of rest, active rest and passive rest..." Jiang Cheng opened the book.
"Well, this is an active rest for the two of us, right?" Gu Fei said.
"That's right." Jiang Cheng smiled.
"Can I take a nap for a while?" Gu Fei hugged him.
"Shut up." Jiang Cheng stroked his hand, "I'll call you in half an hour."
"Okay," Gu Fei closed his eyes, "Did Lao Xu encourage you by asking you to go to the office today?"
"No." Jiang Cheng put down his pen, "I forgot to tell you, isn't there some kind of awards ceremony after the sports meeting?"
"What?" Gu Fei raised his head and frowned, "He didn't want to ask you to do a show, did he?"
"It is said that there are two programs in one grade of senior three, one for boys and one for girls." Jiang Cheng said.
"What do you want you to do?" Gu Fei asked.
"Play a tune," Jiang Cheng said, "Old Xu said you...can play the guitar?"
"There are a lot of people who can play the guitar, they can do it on the [-]th." Gu Fei was suddenly a little annoyed. He knew what Lao Xu was thinking. Xu knew that he would not agree, so he went to Jiang Cheng first.
"I mean," Jiang Cheng tilted his head, "Didn't you say you can't play the guitar?"
"Have I... said that?" Gu Fei asked.
"I said so." Jiang Cheng nodded.
"Probably because they weren't very familiar at that time." Gu Fei rubbed his face against his back.
"Okay, then old Xu...what do you think?" Jiang Cheng asked.
"I won't participate." Gu Fei replied.
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