first love non-boyfriend

"She's neither yours nor mine...she can only be her!"

Ji Shuran was stunned, but Kailin let go of Ziliu after taking a deep breath, said "I'll come back tomorrow" lightly, and hurriedly left the ward; Sympathize with Cen Kailin.

As the door of the ward closed, she looked away, "Zi Liu..."

They were arguing fiercely just now about her going or staying, and they didn't pay attention to it——Zi Liu on the hospital bed had already opened her eyes, but they were empty; Ji Shuran met her eyes and couldn't figure out what she was thinking at all.

How much did she hear?How much do you understand?How many ripples were there in her hazy and unpredictable mind?Ji Shuran reached out to hold Zi Liu, and at the moment of contact, Zi Liu's eyes refocused, Zi Liu held her instead, and the corners of her lips immediately rose slightly.

"Shu Ran." For the first time, without receiving any verbal stimulation, Ziliu actively called her.

"I'm here!" Only now did she realize that the bandage on Zi Liu's face had been removed, and she stroked the scab on Zi Liu's face.The feeling of instability calmed down a little. "Your face..."

"water."

It turns out that you just want to drink water?She didn't ask about Cen Kailin... Ji Shuran wiped away the tears from her eyes, raised the bed slightly, "I'll bring you water, wait for me."

"Ah."

***

After brain and body examinations, it was confirmed that Ziliu's body is gradually recovering. Except for the broken left hand, which needs more time to recover, the recovery of other body parts can be said to be very good.

Xin Shaowei invited a temporary professional caretaker to take care of Ziliu, who was responsible for slapping his back, stretching his limbs, etc. Ziliu's feet gradually regained consciousness, which is a good sign!

Ji Shuran still stayed by the hospital bed. Ziliu seemed to be fascinated by American albums, so she bought the online copyright and watched them with her every day to pass the time; Since she regained spoken English; her verbal expression is also improving. Although her reaction is still a bit slow, she can already use more words to express her ideas.

Ji Shuran was very happy, but she couldn't help but feel a little scared.

If you can express your feelings in the way of speaking, can you also understand the calls of Cen Kailin and Wei Xinyu?

Even though Ziliu still seemed a little indifferent to them, but memory was hard to say, God knows when Ziliu would remember everything from the past all at once?

However, such fears may soon end.

After Zi Liu was able to learn how to get out of bed and walk, Dad also made the final decision to return to New Zealand.

Her wish is about to come true.

*

The time when the nurses come to take care of her is fixed, and Ji Shuran still spends the longest time with Ziliu; just after the doctor announced that Ziliu could try to get out of bed and learn to walk, she would drag Ziliu to learn to walk in the ward almost every day.

"Okay, come on, take your time, be careful..." When Zi Liu finally got off the bed and stepped on the ground, Ji Shuran's heart may be far more moved and turbulent than Zi Liu.She was finally able to start walking!Even though her steps are faltering and her speed is like a baby learning to crawl, she will hold Ziliu by hand and move forward slowly step by step.

She admits that she is not a very patient person, but Ziliu is definitely important enough for her to face it with all her patience.

"I'm afraid...Shu Ran, I'm afraid, that, hit me." She pointed to the drip stand at least five meters away from her!

"No, I'm here, the bathroom is over there, let's go... Can you bear it?"

A flash of shyness flashed across Zi Liu's face, but it quickly disappeared without a trace.She nodded, "You can... endure."

"Okay, then I won't push the wheelchair." The day before yesterday, she had already pushed Ziliu down and walked around the convenience store, and it seemed that she was quite happy to see the new scenery.She showed the brightest and most beautiful smile since she was lying in the hospital bed.

"Come... yes! Come again... yes!" Ji Shuran looked down at Zi Liu's feet, she stepped on the floor with bare feet, every step was as cautious and slow as the first step in life.

Left foot, right foot, and back to left foot...Ji Shuran led her step by step until Ziliu finally reached her destination and finally completed her task.

"You are great! Zi Liu, you are really great..." Ji Shuran couldn't help kissing and hugging her, Zi Liu smiled innocently and shyly, and raised her head to welcome her kiss. "I love you... that's right! Earrings."

Zi Liu showed a puzzled expression, she tugged at her right ear, took off the earring, washed it a little, wiped it clean, and shook it in front of Zi Liu. "I put it on for you?"

Without waiting for Ziliu to nod, she quickly put the earring back on Ziliu's left ear. "It's returned to its original owner. It's very beautiful...Ah! Dad doesn't know if you like girls?"

"I know." Zi Liu automatically answered the question that she almost asked herself! "Dad... knows."

"You remember it!" Ji Shuran felt her heart beating faster. She squatted down and stared at Ziliu, "What else do you remember? Do you remember that you played tennis? Or is it home in New Zealand?"

Zi Liu blinked and leaned forward proactively. Ji Shuran was surprised and happy, and then felt her lips touched lightly—Zi Liu kissed her!

It was a kiss like a touch of water.Zi Liu backed away slowly, smiling at her. "I like you."

Ji Shuran pinched the tip of her nose, so moved that she covered her face and wept.

She took it back... She took it back with her own hands, that beautiful dream.

*

Kailin brought the whole family to visit Ziliu for the first time.

Surprisingly, only Father Xin and his new wife were in the ward; Father Cen and Mother Cen presented gifts first, and said all kinds of friendly words such as "I came to visit very late" and "I'm really sorry".Kailin only cared about Ziliu, who was lying on the bed and staring at the tablet watching a movie.It has been like this ever since she had a body checkup, and Kailin has also seen her being led by Ji Shuran.

She was sincerely happy for Zi Liu.

The two siblings stayed beside Ziliu together, "I didn't see any annoying ghosts." Cen Kaizhe lowered his head and bit his ear at her.

"Don't let Ziliu hear it! She will be angry." Kailin reprimanded lightly, turned her head and happened to meet Ziliu who raised her eyes. "Zi Liu... did I interrupt you watching the video?"

Shaking her head, she puts down the tablet instead.Kailin went in without knowing, because Ziliu just stared at her quietly, didn't say anything, and didn't respond.

Kailin broke the silence with a smile. She held the shell charm Zi Liu gave her and showed it in front of Zi Liu. "Look! You gave it to me before. On the first day of school, I left it at home. You accompanied me back to school to look for it until my mother called to remind me!"

"I gave it?" Zi Liu stared at the shell for a long time with a puzzled face, and finally shook her head indifferently.

Karin smiled sadly. "You still can't think of anything, right?" Sister Xinyu and Sister Qiaojuan also tested it many times later, and Ziliu can still have some special reactions to them, but she... only her, like a ruthless Ruthlessly erased it from her mind, nothing remained.

Zi Liu smiled and nodded to her, "Sorry."

These two words deeply shattered Kailin's emotions. She covered her face and threw herself into her brother's arms almost collapsed. The parents who chatted came to understand the situation.

Zi Liu, who has not yet fully recovered her emotional perception, thought that she was not polite enough; but it was this sense of alienation that accidentally defeated Kailin.

Nothing makes Kailin sadder than Ziliu's alienation.

Perhaps even Ji Shuran felt sympathy for her. Every time she came over, even if she would meet Ji Shuran most of the time, she seldom heard any satire of her.

no need.

Is it not even necessary to hit her anymore?Because Ziliu couldn't remember what happened with her at all.

"Sister...you still want to go?"

Kailin found out afterwards that Cen Kaizhe had already told her mother her secret; her mother did not agree with her dating a girl, but after witnessing her intentions for Ziliu, even her mother couldn't bear to say another word.

Maybe Mom was just waiting; waiting for her to finally see through, the love between her and Zi Liu that never looked back, waiting for her to give up by herself.

"Hmm." Kailin put on her shirt and adjusted her neckline a little. "I am leaving."

Unless she really can't see Ziliu again, unless Ziliu completely walks out of her life...otherwise, she won't give up easily.

It's just because, unconsciously, she regards Ziliu as the pillar of life.

*

Sure enough, Zi Liu was the only one in the ward.

In the past two months, she has come to report every day, so she caught Ji Shuran's time to have dinner with her mother; originally Ji Shuran was wary of her, but since Ziliu started to study rehabilitation, perhaps she saw that her advantages were unshakable , knowing that she can't do any tricks, so after feeding Ziliu dinner, they will leave in peace for about half an hour.

Kailin always chooses to enter the ward at this time to talk with Ziliu—or just watch movies with her.

She thought that Ziliu was still staring at the tablet as before, but today was different... When she stepped into the ward, Ziliu was sitting on the bed, as if waiting for her.

"Zi Liu, you..."

"Staying in the ward is boring, I think, go out." Zi Liu rarely showed a trace of irritability on his face.She raised her hand, and there was already a brand new wheelchair that was exclusive to her. "I want you to accompany me." She said the command sentence like a proud little queen.

It was the result that Kailin wished for. "Okay! I'll accompany you."

Like a thief, she let Zi Liu sit in a wheelchair and smuggled her out of the single ward like a fortress.

The nurses seemed a little nervous when they saw her being pushed out, but perhaps there had been precedents, and coupled with the evil forces controlled by Cheng Qiaojuan in the hospital, they could only watch Kailin push Ziliu towards the elevator.

"Take me out." Zi Liu raised her head, Kailin met her eyes, and she could see the scar on her head clearly. "I want to blow some air."

"It's a little cold outside now..." It was still autumn when the accident happened, and now it's winter, and the thin hospital clothes can't keep out the cold wind.

"I want to watch the sunset." Ziliu still insisted, "Kailin, take me there."

Just for her hard-won "Kailin", she went all out!She quickly took off her coat and asked Zi Liu to wear it backwards. She even gave her a scarf, barely squeezed into the elevator, and rushed through the lobby after going downstairs to avoid being spotted!

When they finally arrived at the gate of the atrium, she let out a heavy breath, Zi Liu squinted her eyes and raised the corners of her mouth, she must be happy too, right?

Even Kailin has never been here, but the semi-open space design allows people to see the sky, enjoy the breeze, and watch the sunset even if they leave the hospital area... Even if autumn and winter come, the courtyard looks a bit bleak, but as long as Ziliu is here By her side, even without saying a word, she is satisfied.

Today is Sunday, and Kailin is glad that she came early, but even so, the sunset glow in the sky faded very quickly; when she pointed to the sunset in the west, it was already dark purple, and it would be dark in 10 minutes at most.

It's very windy outside, I don't know how Ji Shuran and the others will react if they know that she pushed Ziliu out without authorization?

But, this is Ziliu's request, she can't refuse... and she doesn't want to refuse.

"So that's Zi...very beautiful." She stretched out her hand as if she could catch the sunset glow from the sky, Ziliu seemed very satisfied, and looked at the sky fascinatedly, "The wind... feels like the sea? Is it the sea breeze?"