first love non-boyfriend

"No, it's far away from the sea. Our school can smell the sea breeze... Hey, it's a pity that you are no longer a student of Haichao." Thinking that the only direct contact with her was cut off, Kailin felt a sore nose again. "By the way! Your English recitation got No.1! I never told you."

Zi Liu tilted her head, as if digesting her message. "I don't remember... what recitation."

"Of course you don't remember! Your English was super fluent before your injury."

"You are crying." Ziliu heard the nasal voice between Kailin's words. "Why...you always cry when you see me?"

"Because you don't remember me..." Tears rolled down her cheeks silently, and she turned her head to wipe away them secretly.

"Sorry……"

"You don't need to apologize! Ziliu, listen, stop apologizing for you not remembering what happened between us..." Kailin stopped the wheelchair and squatted down in front of her; Ziliu looked down at her, while she held The right hand holding Ziliu conveys warmth. "I just hope you are well... It doesn't matter even if you don't remember me, I just want you to be well..."

During this difficult period, she thought a lot; she came to Ziliu again and again full of hope, but she always returned disappointed.From being unacceptable at the beginning to scolding the world, from being frustrated to crying secretly, until now, she is still sad, but... her heart has gradually adjusted, and she is ready to lose her.

She still hoped that Ziliu would think of her, but that was not the most important thing; in the end, what she really hoped for might just be to see Ziliu smile at her again, talk with her, or even be alone with her like now.

Zi Liu does not belong to anyone, she can only be her.

She loves Ziliu, but love is by no means blindly demanding possession.

She only wants Ziliu to be well.

even though……

Even if Ziliu will leave her side one day and fall into the arms of another person; maybe Ziliu will eventually think about the things with her, and maybe feel sorry, but... that's it?

As long as Ziliu is fine, that's enough.

"I'm fine." Zi Liu didn't hold her back, but her gaze inadvertently brought some past tenderness. "How are you?"

Kailin smiled, she nodded, and knelt down to kiss Ziliu's hand. "Can I tell you a story?"

When her fingertips touched Kailin's tears, it became hot, but it turned into a burst of clamminess in an instant; this strange feeling made her heart tremble, and she didn't wipe it away, but just nodded.

"There were two girls who played together when they were young. At that time... they were just together, and one of them had her hair cut short on purpose! Just like you are now." Kailin brushed the purple lightly with the palm of her hand. Lyu's short hair has now grown to about three or four centimeters long. "The other girl didn't know. She only knew that the two of them were very happy together. They played together every day. Gradually, they regarded each other as their best friends and held a special place in their hearts.

"However, this time is not long, because the short-haired girl moved; it was a sudden move..." Kailin wiped away her tears, while Zi Liu was absorbed in concentration. "The little girl was very sad. Although she received some small gifts from a few short-haired girls, she cherished them very much... But they still separated, and the separation lasted ten years.

"But it's a miracle that when the little girl thought that the short-haired girl no longer remembered her, she found out that they were in the same class when she was in high school; at this time, the little girl finally found out that the short-haired girl she played with had grown long hair They met again, and they were very happy to learn that the girl came back to find her little girl. Soon, the girl confessed to the little girl, and they spent a very happy time together.

"The little girl originally thought it was just an ordinary love affair, but the girl's relatives told her that she should be asked to do one thing... Do you know what it is?"

Zi Liu shook her head, "What is it?"

"No matter what, don't give up on her easily; don't give up on whatever you say. Because the girl has already regarded the little girl as a very important and important person in her life." Kailin held Zi Liu's hand tightly, "she promised Yes, and try my best to do it... Afterwards, the little girl realized that it was not the power of the agreement, let alone a responsibility.

"Because the little girl really, really loves her, loves her so much! So... so..." She covered her mouth with a choked sob, unable to continue.

"That little girl..." Zi Liu slowly continued, "It's you, right? And that girl, are you talking about me?"

"Yes... I'm talking about the story of the two of us... I promised Sister Xinyu, no matter what, I won't give up on you easily... I found out later that I don't need her to say, I can't let you go at all!" Contact Ziliu The gentle eyes warmed Kailin's heart, but her vision was blurred.

"Zi Liu...I love you..."

She has poured all her care and love into these three words.

But Zi Liu didn't remember.Her eyes are pure and gentle, but calm.

Tears mercilessly separated them, leaving traces of heartbreak on Kailin's face; only she remembered their stories.The story that should have belonged between the two, but only between them...

"Cen-Kai-Lin!"

Ji Shuran burst out like Cheng Yaojin, like an angry lion; just as the setting sun completely disappeared on the roof of the distant building, the story time ended unexpectedly and suddenly.

***

Kailin was severely scolded by Ji Shuran, and Shuran separated Kailin from her in front of her, pushed her away, and even refused to let Kailin take a step closer to her.

Several times, Ziliu heard a voice like Kailin appearing outside the door, and then Shu Ran would rush to the door to quarrel with Kailin; only when Wei Xinyu and Cheng Qiaojuan were accompanied, they could meet, but there was no other way. Like before, she asked Kailin to accompany her everywhere.

It was she who caused Kailin to be scolded by Shu Ran.She wanted to say "I'm sorry" to Karin.

"That guy clearly wanted to make you sick and catch a cold on purpose, so he dragged you outside to get some air!"

"I asked for it."

"She clearly wants to snatch you away!" Ji Shuran's face was ugly, "Anyway, I won't let you be alone with her anymore!"

Faced with such a prohibition, Zi Liu only responded lightly.

As her body gradually recovered, the splint was removed after the fracture of her left hand was recuperated obediently; the date for her to return to New Zealand with her family was quietly decided.

*

The clock on the wall showed that it was only eight o'clock in the morning, and they had already had breakfast and changed into their usual clothes.

Zi Liu stared at the door expectantly, "They...won't they come?"

"Who are you talking about?" Ji Shuran moved her suitcase, which was full of her clothes, she saw that the electronic photo frame belonging to Ziliu was still working, curled her lips, turned her head and went back to the bedside table to unplug it.

"It's the three people who often come to see us."

"They don't know. Our original scheduled discharge time is the day after tomorrow, but we're leaving today!" Ji Shuran smiled with complacency, she sat next to Ziliu and continued: "That one always looks at people with only one eye. Cheng Qiaojuan heard that I have gone abroad, and today is Thursday again, school is in session, and no one can stop us from going home." Parents are going through the procedures for discharge from the hospital, which may be a bit sudden, but in order to leave Taiwan, a place of right and wrong, they Can do anything.

School...classes.Does that mean Kaelin won't be coming?No chance to say "goodbye".

"Zi Liu, you are going home, are you happy?"

Shu Ran was very happy, the corners of her mouth were raised, and even her eyes were full of spirit.

Zi Liu was speechless, and turned her head to look out of the window; the curtains that had been drawn all along were now open, and the clear golden sunlight outside poured into the ward... It seemed like she had known each other before.

"Zi Liu?" Shu Ran gently turned her face, "What are you thinking?" She smiled, and kissed Zi Liu's lips with pity. "You've been meditating for a longer time recently, as if you're thinking about some secret."

Zi Liu accepted her kiss meekly until she wrapped her arms around her shoulders and whispered "my love" in her ear.

She trembled slightly, smelling the body fragrance of her younger sister, and staring at the walking aid that was indispensable when she was walking alone recently from the corner of her eyes.

"Shu Ran—"

The door of the ward was opened, and it was Ji Meixiang who came to greet her, and Shu Ran announced happily: "Let's go!"

***

When Kailin walked into the gate of the hospital, went to the elevator, and pressed on the exclusive floor of the single ward, just like her daily itinerary for more than two months, she couldn't help but let out a sigh of relief.

I don't know what else Ji Shuran would say to her today?It was like this every day, which invisibly brought her great pressure.

It's been more than a week since that time I secretly took Ziliu out to watch the sunset... Ji Shuran's sarcasm and sarcasm towards her were even more serious than at the beginning, even though she didn't intend to take it seriously, she still felt pain gradually after listening to it for a long time.

"I just want to see Ziliu." In the elevator, she whispered to herself.

Walking out of the elevator and passing the same quiet nursing station as before, the nursing staff in white clothes no longer pay attention to her, just like a colleague who works on the same occasion.

She walked towards the familiar ward number, took a deep breath and knocked on the door, "Zi Liu..."

Not right.

The air conditioner inside didn't start, and the lights were off.

"Zi Liu?" There wasn't even a little light—the only light was the street lamp coming in through the window.She flipped on the light switch and took a few steps into the sick room.

The beds are empty.

Kailin was completely stunned, she couldn't move; she stared at the empty hospital bed in front of her eyes, then opened the bathroom door like crazy, and even opened the locker!

Did she go wrong?

With tears in her eyes, Kailin rushed out of the ward, looked at the house numbers of all the single wards outside, and finally ran to the nursing station with a glimmer of hope, hoping to get the right guidance—maybe it was just another ward ,Yeah?Yeah?

"Xin Ziliu...she's been discharged from the hospital."