prison love

After a beautiful night, both of them were exhausted. Lin Lin had already fallen asleep from exhaustion. Zhuo Xingyuan carried Lin Lin out of bed. The two of them were too anxious last night, so the shower in the bathroom was not turned off, and the water almost ran out. one night.

The whole room was in a mess, the clothes of the two were thrown on the ground indiscriminately, Zhuo Xingyuan kicked the clothes aside, Lin Lin was sleeping in Zhuo Xingyuan's arms, he put Lin Lin in the bathtub, and moved gently Clean up Lin Lin's body. Zhuo Xingyuan used too much force when doing it, and Lin Lin was a little red and swollen.

When Lin Lin stretched his hand in to clean up the liquid, Zhuo Xingyuan's eyes were a little red again, but he is not a person who thinks only from the lower body, so it is not too late to come to Lin Lin again at this time.

Carry Lin Lin back, the bed sheets have been changed, cover him with a quilt, Zhuo Xingyuan called in a low voice to send two sets of new clothes and medicine, Lin Lin will suffer for a long time if he doesn't take the medicine.

Depressed, Zhuo Xingyuan ran to the balcony to smoke, and waited for someone to bring his things. Who can tell him what he should do if he confessed to him that day? I don't know if Lin Lin will become angry and ignore him when he wakes up. Zhuo Xing Yuan rubbed his head, what happened this time far exceeded his expectations, he never thought of having a relationship with Lin Lin before getting married.

Zhuo Xingyuan walked on the ground several times irritablely, and was afraid of waking Lin Lin up, so he had to sit quietly for a while, smoking one cigarette after another. He has asked someone to investigate who gave the medicine, and now it is almost dawn Yes, there will definitely be a result today, Zhuo Xingyuan's eyes flashed fiercely, no matter who this person is, he will not let it go.

Zhuo Xingyuan smoked almost half a pack of cigarettes before he came. He stood at the door and blocked Lin Lin tightly, so that no one outside could see anything.Putting the medicine on the cabinet, Zhuo Xingyuan went to the bathroom to take another shower. He smelled of cigarettes all over his body, and he was afraid that Lin Lin would be smoked.

Zhuo Xingyuan turned Lin Lin over, Lin Lin opened his eyes in a daze, and made a suspicious voice: "Huh?"

Zhuo Xingyuan leaned down and kissed his forehead lightly, and said in a low voice: "Hey, it's okay, you can go to sleep."

Lin Lin closed his eyes and fell asleep again, Zhuo Xingyuan sighed inwardly, turned Lin Lin over lightly, trying not to disturb him, applied ointment on his hands lightly, Lin Lin made a sound comfortably, Zhuo Xingyuan's throat moved Move, this is really a test of strength.

After finishing the work, Zhuo Xingyuan hugged Lin Lin in his arms and rubbed against him before he closed his eyes and went to sleep in satisfaction. He was also very tired, so we should wait for him to wake up if there is anything to do. Anyway, he can't go to work in this situation today. , he still has to take care of Lin Lin.

Perhaps feeling Zhuo Xingyuan's warm body temperature, Lin Lin moved towards him, and fell asleep peacefully after being held in Zhuo Xingyuan's arms.

Lin Lin broke free from Zhuo Xingyuan's arms, and the quilt slipped off his body. Lin Lin looked down, his body was naked and covered with hickey marks from top to bottom, even on his ankles, and he looked at Zhuo Xing again It's far away, and it's not much better. It can be seen that the battle was fierce last night.

As soon as Lin Lin moved, Zhuo Xingyuan woke up. Seeing Lin Lin get up, he also got up.The sun was dazzling, Zhuo Xingyuan narrowed his eyes slightly, and yawned.He didn't go to bed until after seven o'clock in the morning, and he had only slept for a few hours so far.

Lin Lin was still in a state of confusion. He recalled what happened last night, and his ears turned red again. Zhuo Xingyuan leaned over and kissed him, hugged his waist from behind, rubbed his hair on his shoulder a few times, and spoke hoarsely. : "Are you hungry? I'll ask someone to bring in food."

"Brother Xingyuan." As soon as he spoke, Lin Lin found that his voice was also very hoarse. He paused, wanted to say something but didn't say anything, and finally just shook his head.

He took Zhuo Xingyuan's hand away from his waist, and wanted to get off the ground, but before he could straighten up, he fell down on the bed, Zhuo Xingyuan held him in his arms again, and put his hands on his waist to rub him, While rubbing, he said guiltily: "What happened last night is that I'm sorry for you, don't get angry with me and hurt yourself, huh?"

Lin Lin didn't speak, he couldn't control it because he took the initiative to kiss Zhuo Xingyuan last night. Seeing that he didn't respond, Zhuo Xingyuan whispered in his ear: "Will you be with me, Lin Lin, date me, I will I will treat you well, give you what you want, I like you, will you be with me?" Lin Lin's heart beat suddenly quickened, and he was so nervous that he didn't know what to do. I knew last night that Zhuo Xingyuan also liked him, dear It was another feeling to hear Zhuo Xingyuan say it.

Lin Lin turned his head slightly to say something, but caught off guard Zhuo Xingyuan's eyes, which were full of seriousness, made Lin Lin feel alarmed, he could like someone, but he didn't want to be with anyone, he never Think that feelings are an inevitable factor in maintaining a relationship, especially the most uncertain love.But it would be unfair to him not to be with Zhuo Xingyuan.

But Lin Lin was really scared. He believed in Zhuo Xingyuan, but he didn't believe in himself.Even if he likes it now, so what, he can't guarantee that he will always like Zhuo Xingyuan next month or next year.

"I like you, would you like to be with me, Lin Lin?" Zhuo Xingyuan asked again, Lin Lin hurriedly turned his eyes away from him, but did not answer his words.

"You can consider, I'll have someone bring in the food first." Zhuo Xingyuan said with his eyes dimmed a little.

Before the food came in, the two of them were still naked. Zhuo Xingyuan took the new clothes on the side and wanted to put them on Lin Lin. Lin Lin quickly tore off the clothes and said inarticulately, "No, I'll do it myself." He has a backache, not a disability.

Zhuo Xingyuan couldn't resist him, and the two of them got dressed separately, and remained relatively silent for a while.

Zhuo Xingyuan wanted to smoke again, but in the end he was afraid that Lin Lin would choke. He just played with the lighter for a while. The two of them sat together and could feel each other's warmth. Perhaps it was because of the deep communication that Lin Lin felt that Zhuo Xingyuan His breath has changed, making him even more confused.

Lin Lin couldn't stand the atmosphere, stood up and wanted to go home, Zhuo Xingyuan grabbed his wrist, but didn't dare to use force, and said: "You need to rest in your current state, don't be brave, be good, okay?"

Lin Lin's ears moved slightly, and finally sat down. He really couldn't go back, the collar of his clothes couldn't cover the hickey marks, although Lin Pingchuan and Lin Yue didn't care about his private life, they couldn't explain it, and Li Erya didn't I will be worried, and it is difficult for him to explain.Except for spending the night at Zhuo Xingyuan's house, he has never been away from home at night.

Zhuo Xingyuan is definitely an upright gentleman at this time, and he can't see any traces of losing control last night. Of course, the premise is that he ignores the hickey marks on his collarbone and neck, as well as the wound on his lips.

After sitting for a while, Lin Lin felt that his waist couldn't bear it. He was a little embarrassed. Zhuo Xingyuan saw it, and took the initiative to lie down with him to rest, wrap him in his arms, and comfort him while rubbing his waist: "It's the first time I don't care. That's right, I lost control last night, sorry."

Zhuo Xingyuan felt that there was nothing wrong with his words, but Lin Lin became unhappy. He frowned and said in a bad tone, "It's not the first time for me."

Zhuo Xingyuan's hand paused, it was really beyond his expectation, but it's nothing, it's not, he doesn't care about the past.

Lin Lin didn't wait for Zhuo Xingyuan's answer. He thought that Zhuo Xingyuan cared a lot. Normal people would care about him if they knew about him. Think I'm dirty?"

Zhuo Xingyuan frowned, "Why do you think so?" He approached Lin Lin, pushed him down, put him close to his ear, bit his earlobe, and said ambiguously: "I was just thinking, if I knew I wouldn't have to do that last night, I'm sorry, you're sorry, let's do it again."

Lin Lin was blushed by his words, as expected, it was different after going to bed, he pushed Zhuo Xingyuan away, wanting to resist, Zhuo Xingyuan put his hands on both sides of him, and pressed his body on top of him, this dangerous posture made him feel uncomfortable. Lin Lin was afraid that he would really do it again.

Zhuo Xingyuan lowered his head, licked Lin Lin's lips, looked into his eyes, and said softly, "Will you be with me? I like you, Lin Lin, baby, I like you."

Lin Lin turned his head and didn't look at him, Zhuo Xingyuan didn't force him, got off him and lay down on the side, then rubbed his waist, "Okay, I won't force you..." Just as he was speaking, the door was knocked When it rang, Zhuo Xingyuan went down to open the door, and the assistant brought two servings of porridge, Zhuo Xingyuan closed the door after receiving it, making people only curious.

When Lin Lin saw that it was porridge, his face changed and he didn't say anything. He can only drink porridge now.He had no appetite, so he took a few sips and put it aside. Seeing this, Zhuo Xingyuan asked, "Not to your appetite? I'll ask someone to buy some porridge if you want to drink."

"No, I just don't have an appetite." Lin Lin shook his head, not to trouble him, and then stopped Zhuo Xingyuan before he opened his mouth: "Let's talk."

Zhuo Xingyuan also had this idea, but he was afraid that Lin Lin would disagree, so he kept silent. Now that Lin Lin offered to propose it, it saved him trouble. He pointed to the porridge that was put aside and said, "Eat more, A few mouthfuls are fine, how about I feed you?"

Lin Lin still shook his head, Zhuo Xingyuan approached him, picked up a bowl and took a mouthful to his mouth: "Good boy, you can do whatever you want in the future, but you have to eat."

Looking at Zhuo Xingyuan's face, Lin Lin suddenly felt extremely wronged. He was so inexplicably emotional that he didn't even know what was going on. Maybe it was suppressed for a long time. He really wanted to cry aloud to vent his grievance. He woke up today I have been in a bad mood since then, and I think of many past events that I don't want to recall in my life.

Lin Lin's eye circles turned red at a speed visible to the naked eye, and then tears came down, scaring Zhuo Xingyuan, he quickly put down the bowl and hugged Lin Lin into his arms to comfort him: "If you don't eat, don't eat, I won't force you, Don't cry, I made a mistake and I apologize to you, don't cry, okay?"

Lin Lin hasn't cried for a long time. He can't remember when was the last time he cried. Was it when he was forced to inject drugs or when he was forced to rehab in a drug rehabilitation center?Or when insulted by that group of people?Lin Lin couldn't remember clearly for a long time, but he was sure that he didn't cry when he killed someone, and even laughed.

The tears couldn't be stopped as soon as they came out, the more Zhuo Xingyuan comforted Lin Lin, the more ferociously he cried, just like a child who was bullied outside finally found his parents, he never told anyone about the past, the Lin family No one was there, because Lin Lin knew that they had investigated them all, and it was clear without him telling, and some details were even clearer than what he remembered.

"Lin Lin, baby, don't cry. Tell me what's wrong, okay? If you say it because of me, I will definitely change it. If you say it because of other things, I will help you out. Don't be bored, okay?" Zhuo Xing Yuan Yuan patted Lin Lin on the back lightly. He used to coax the daughter of Sheng Ming's family, who was about three years old, so now he also coaxes Lin Lin like a child.

Lin Lin cried so much that Zhuo Xingyuan was at a loss. He didn't expect Lin Lin to cry, just like he didn't expect the two to have a relationship.

"Brother Xingyuan." Lin Lin's voice became hoarse from crying, and he buried himself in Zhuo Xingyuan's arms, not wanting Zhuo Xingyuan to see him in distress.

"Brother Xingyuan, I feel so uncomfortable, I feel uncomfortable everywhere." Lin Lin cried out in a crying voice, and Zhuo Xingyuan, who was tortured by the hoarse voice, also felt very uncomfortable.

"Baby, don't cry. Tell me what's wrong with you, okay? Let me find you a doctor, okay?" Zhuo Xingyuan stroked Lin Lin's hair and comforted him, "My heart is broken from crying, be good, don't cry OK?"

Lin Lin still didn't speak. After a while, he said in a deep voice, "Brother Xingyuan, I don't want to be with you."

The author has something to say:

Lin Lin: I haven't fallen in love with you yet.

Zhuo Xingyuan: It's okay, as long as I like you.