prison love

Zhuo Xingyuan froze, but he didn't stop soothing his hands. He asked hoarsely, "Why, Lin Lin, give me a reason."

Lin Lin hugged Zhuo Xingyuan tightly but was unwilling to speak, did he want to tell the truth?Then Zhuo Xingyuan would definitely disgust him to death, he couldn't imagine the picture of Zhuo Xingyuan looking at him with disgust, it would make him want to go crazy.

Lin Lin hated himself more than once, why did he have such a background, it doesn't matter if his background is poor, he still has a dark history, life in prison for 12 years can't be hidden, and he can't hide how embarrassing things happened in prison Even if the Lin family has the ability to cover it up, so what, Lin Lin is still a shame to them.

Lin Lin always thought that it would be great if he didn't recognize the Lin family, so that he would not meet Zhuo Xingyuan, and would not be so tired of pretending to be a son. His life is a world full of dog blood, dog blood Some people ran into bloody things, resulting in a bloody situation, but he, as the party involved, had no way to avoid it.

"Hey, tell me the reason, I know you like me." Zhuo Xingyuan's tone was gentle, but his attitude was aggressive, and he didn't give Lin Lin a chance to back down.

"Brother Xingyuan, don't force me, I don't want to say, brother Xingyuan..." Lin Lin's tears didn't stop, Zhuo Xingyuan felt that if he took off his clothes, he would wring out a lot of water.

"Lin Lin, I want to be your boyfriend, your closest person, who can support you when you are sad, such as now." Zhuo Xingyuan noticed that Lin Lin's crying sound became quieter, and said ruthlessly: "I want you Otherwise, why do you think you let me comfort you and coax you like this? Just because we had sex? "

It's just that Zhuo Xingyuan likes him, so the word "love" is really the most tormenting, it makes people want to stop but at some point they have to compromise.

Lin Lin's tears flowed out again after hearing these words, and they were even more ferocious. Zhuo Xingyuan felt that his clothes were wet again in an instant, and he sighed deeply on top of Lin Lin's head. His, he had to admit, he could never really be hard on Lin Lin.

Zhuo Xingyuan forced Lin Lin out of his arms, and he dragged him out. Lin Lin's eyes were swollen from crying, and his nose burst into tears. Zhuo Xingyuan took a tissue to wipe his tears and his nose.Zhuo Xingyuan wanted to take off his shirt, it was uncomfortable to wear when it was wet, but he seemed like a hooligan when he took it off...

"Brother Xingyuan..." Lin Lin called out in a low voice. Although he was embarrassed when he saw Zhuo Xingyuan's clothes, his tears didn't stop. Zhuo Xingyuan wiped away his tears with his thumb, and sighed, "Why didn't you tell me?" , I will not do anything because of your past, I like you not because you are Lin Lin, but because Lin Lin is you, do you understand?"

Lin Lin lowered her head, her voice was hoarse, she didn't want to answer the conversation, and her attitude was obvious that she still wanted to escape.

"Forget it, you rest for a while, I will send another piece of clothing, and then go back, I will give you time to think about what kind of relationship you should establish with me." Zhuo Xingyuan wanted to kiss his forehead, but gave up again, and finally Let Lin Lin lie down and cover him with a quilt.

Lin Lin fell asleep after a while, and Zhuo Xingyuan went to the balcony to smoke. He used to think that the past was unimportant, but now he felt that Lin Lin's past might really make him hard to talk about. He didn't want to investigate, it would make Lin Lin sad, So I can only wait for Lin Lin to talk to him.

The clothes were delivered, Zhuo Xingyuan changed a shirt, brought Lin Lin a thicker coat, woke him up and put it on, "Go back first, do you want to go home or go to my place?"

"I'll call my brother and go to your place. I can't go home like this." Lin Lin struggled even to walk, and he couldn't explain clearly when asked when he got home.

After making the phone call, Lin Lin held onto the cabinet and wanted to stand up. Zhuo Xingyuan helped him up and said, "Don't be brave, I'll carry you out."

Lin Lin blushed with embarrassment, but there was nothing he could do. He hugged Zhuo Xingyuan's neck tightly and buried his head in the socket of Zhuo Xingyuan's neck. Zhuo Xingyuan carried him out like last time.

Lin Lin slept at Zhuo Xingyuan's house from the car, Zhuo Xingyuan didn't respond when he hugged him to the bed, he just turned over and slept more soundly.

Zhuo Xingyuan was also sleepy, but Lin Lin hadn't eaten yet, and he still had things to do, so he went to the kitchen to wash the rice, made Lin Lin some nourishing millet porridge, took out his computer to check emails while waiting, and frowned .

The people at the bottom sent over the results of the investigation, and it turned out that the person who drugged him was only a third-tier artist. Zhuo Xingyuan confessed to him early in the morning and went to investigate further. He didn't expect that this time he fell on an artist, and he didn't know who gave him so much. Bold.

Zhuo Xingyuan went to the kitchen to take a look at the porridge, then called the people below, and explained in a simple and rude way: "Tomorrow morning I will see all his scandalous material exposed, no need to hide it, just block it directly, all the filming and upcoming filming All TV dramas and movies are stopped and replaced, as are reality shows, etc. Those who should lose money can lose money, and I will make him unable to get along both at home and abroad."

Only after receiving an affirmative answer did Zhuo Xingyuan go to the kitchen to turn off the fire and serve a bowl of porridge.He's just an entertainer, and if he makes a mistake, he will have to pay the price. Zhuo Xingyuan is not short of money, and the money he paid for compensation is not money at all.

If it was normal, Zhuo Xingyuan might not be so ruthless if he was tricked, but he drugged him on the day he was going to confess his love. Should it be said that he was unlucky or that artist was too good?

Zhuo Xingyuan blew the porridge cold while thinking about Lin Lin, he couldn't let Lin Lin hold the matter in his heart all the time, he could see that Lin Lin's emotions had reached a critical point today, he had been suppressed for too long, and couldn't help it Erupted

Zhuo Xingyuan went to the bedroom and called Lin Lin: "Baby, get up and eat, and go to bed after eating."

Lin Lin groaned and didn't want to get up, he couldn't open his eyes a little bit, he was uncomfortable, his mind was dizzy, Zhuo Xingyuan saw that something was wrong with him, touched his forehead, it was really burning, he took a spoonful of porridge and sent it to On the edge of his mouth, he said: "Eat something first, and then take antipyretics. I'll call the doctor to show you."

Lin Lin ate it obediently, but his eyes were closed again. Zhuo Xingyuan was afraid that he would fall asleep, so he put a soft pillow behind him, "Lin Lin, go to sleep after taking the medicine."

"Yeah." Lin Lin picked up the bowl and drank porridge by himself. Zhuo Xingyuan went to find medicine for him. After taking the medicine, he became even more sleepy. When the doctor came, he didn't open his eyes. It felt like something was pressing on his eyelids, and he was so sleepy.

The family doctor Zhuo Xingyuan found was commonly used in the family. He prescribed some medicines for Lin Lin, explained a few precautions, and left. Before leaving, Zhuo Xingyuan also asked him not to tell Zhuo's father and mother. , it is too early to tell.

Zhuo Xingyuan brought the computer over and looked at Lin Lin while working. Lin Lin woke up in the middle of the night, and his mental state was much better. Zhuo Xingyuan made him a supper again. Are you going to work?"

"I won't go." Lin Lin didn't feel at ease like this, and it was the same for his assistant to deliver his work to his home.

Lin Lin didn't speak for a long time, Zhuo Xingyuan thought he wouldn't say anything, and wanted to go to the next room to rest, but Lin Lin stopped him, and after a long time, he said a word: "I don't want to associate with you."

Zhuo Xingyuan was laughed out of anger, and he asked, "Why? I don't think there are any objective factors that prevent us from being together, such as family."

Lin Lin sat down and said to Zhuo Xingyuan: "Brother Xingyuan, we are not suitable, really."

"Lin Lin, you always jump to conclusions easily, but you refuse to tell me the reason." Zhuo Xingyuan sat back on the bed and said, "You said we are not suitable, do you have a basis for judging? Your unilateral opinion does not mean My point of view, you tell the reasons, I am all ears."

Anyway, Zhuo Xingyuan was ready, no matter what Lin Lin said, he couldn't shake his heart, he didn't understand, what was Lin Lin hesitating about, he liked him, he liked him too, isn't that enough? ?

Lin Lin was silent for a few minutes. The gap between him and Zhuo Xingyuan was not clear, just like birds and beasts, one was in the sky and the other was in the ground, while Lin Lin was as low as the dust.

"Life is not all about love. We have different ideas about life. Even if we can get together at the beginning, we won't be together at the end."

"Are you acting in a movie with me? It's so sensational, I want to be realistic."

"Our values ​​are different, and our cultural level is not at the same level. Is this okay?" Lin Lin gave a few examples casually. He didn't graduate from junior high school.

Zhuo Xingyuan put his hands on both sides of Lin Lin, locked his eyes on Lin Lin, so that Lin Lin had nowhere to escape, he said: "Lin Lin, you are not telling the truth, I want to listen to your true thoughts, or..." Zhuo Xingyuan He licked his lips, and his eyes darkened a bit, posing some kind of threat to Lin Lin.

"That's the truth." Lin Lin's pupils shrank, and then he looked away guiltily.

"How do you know if you don't try? How do you know that I'm not the most suitable person for you?"

"I've tried enough. I don't want to experiment anymore. My life will be like that from now on. I don't want to change anything, and I'm too lazy to change." Lin Lin put her legs on her chest, her arms on her knees Looking up, he said with wandering eyes, "We are so different, I can't even adapt to the life of ordinary people..."

"I don't know your past, and I can't comment on it. If you don't want to say it, I won't force you, but Lin Lin, you can't and shouldn't keep doing this."

Lin Lin shook his head: "Stop talking, I've been like this all my life, I don't know what kind of life I want to live, and I don't know what kind of life I should live."

"Since you don't know what you want, why can't you try life with me, anyway, it won't be worse than it is now, can it?"

The atmosphere fell into silence again.

Marriage in ancient times always paid attention to the right marriage. In fact, it is true when you think about it. Two people who are not in the same world can't even find a common language and talk together. How can they live together?

Zhuo Xingyuan grew up well-clothed and well-fed since he was a child. He was not short of money, or even anything.And Lin Lin, when he was poor, wished he could eat for three days, so he could save a lot of money, because he couldn't even afford instant noodles.

Lin Lin has money now, and he has money that he can't spend in several lifetimes, but he is still reluctant to spend it, because these are not his. The Lin family thinks that they owe Lin Lin, and they are willing to support him for the rest of their lives, so that he can get something for nothing. You can live forever without worrying about food and clothing. Anyway, the Lin family has a great career, and Lin Lin can't lose much no matter how much he spends.

But these are not what Lin Lin wanted. Before he had no family, he couldn't help but imagine. Later, he found that it was useless to imagine. Know how to face Lin Pingchuan's guilt.

The Lin family does care about Lin Lin very much, but their concern always seems to be written with the word "sorry". They are too guilty for Lin Lin, and Lin Lin is not good at communicating. After a long time, he will forget it. Just live in their guilt, what effect will this have on his life?It's nothing more than more abundant material resources, it doesn't matter.

Lin Lin faces all kinds of people with a false mask every day.He pretended that he had blended in with them, but he himself didn't believe it because of his poor acting skills, but those people were also pretending to please the Lin family, pretending to have a good relationship with him.

There are also some who are not pretending, such as Zhuo Xingyuan, Sheng Shi, Li Lieyang, they may really have a good relationship with Lin Lin, but they are just looking at Lin Yue's face.

Lin Lin thought that Qi Jing was the same kind of person as him, but in the end Qi Jing was not in the same world as him. He was in heaven, but his heart was tormenting in hell.

The author has something to say:

Zhuo Xingyuan: Let’s talk by candlelight night!

Lin Lin: Okay, what are we talking about?

Zhuo Xingyuan: Use your body to discuss new postures!