scorching cold

Tao Zhuo just said that, without really thinking about it.

Boys can joke around at will, and they can talk about any topic by opening their mouths. He even analyzed it with An Yi for a long time, saying, look, Li Suihan is good everywhere, and he won't quarrel with you. Don't get tired of Wen Ye. Go after Li Suihan!

An Yi said to chase after your uncle, go after yourself, you are single and red-eyed.

Tao Zhuo still didn't take it seriously, he laughed and laughed with An Yi.

For Tao Zhuo at the time, there was a big difference between "being friends with gays" and "being gay".

As long as he is a friend, he can say anything, but when it comes to the emotional level, he can only be a spectator, watching the feelings of "others", or watching the excitement or sighing.

Once he put it on himself, imagining himself falling in love with a man, this and that, he felt frizzy and awkward, and felt a vague guilt.

It's just that this "crime" has an "itch" that is hard to describe.

At that time, whenever Tao Zhuo watched some small videos and webpages in the dead of night, Li Suihan's shadow would appear unknowingly, replacing all his ongoing fantasies.

Tao Zhuo found that his memories of Li Suihan were all pictorial, and the visual center was fixed on the most impressive frame, such as the corners of Li Suihan's lazily raised lips when he recalled Li Yang, and when he kissed Li Yang in the corridor, The hand on the back of Li Yang's neck.

These are two completely different pictures, the former is gentle, while the latter has some strength, but as long as these two kinds of Li Suihan are superimposed, a wonderful reaction will be combined for Tao Zhuo.

Tao Zhuo raised his hand to touch the back of his neck and pursed his lips.

It seems that he really needs to try a relationship.

The idea had just started in the middle of the night, as exam week rumbled past and summer vacation was upon us.

The holidays at art schools are ridiculously long, spanning two full months.Tao Zhuo can go home after the exam without taking anything away. In the old high school class, he showed off cheaply: Hahahaha yes, it’s a holiday, it’s so boring!

- What date is the party?I am free

-School doesn't start until September, it's too late and speechless

- Qi Ya is taking an exam right now, he won't come back until ten days ago, you guys are later than him, right?

……

In the end, "There is nowhere to pottery" was silenced by the monitor for 30 minutes.

Qi Ya's school vacation was later than Tao Zhuo's, and the two of them originally discussed that Tao Zhuo would go to him directly after Qi Ya's vacation, and they would go back to Jinshi together after Qi Ya's exams.

As a result, when it came time for the real holiday, Tao Zhuo didn't bother to move when the weather became hot.

What's more, if Qi Ya's roommate hasn't left, he has to go to a hotel, so Qi Ya must come out to stay with him for about a week, and he has to pile up a lot of things.

They have been dating for so many years, and it's not like they haven't seen each other for ten or eight years, so it's really not worth the trouble.

"Okay, you don't have a conscience, Tao Zhuo," Qi Ya strongly condemned Tao Zhuo's failure to make an appointment, "It's a pity that I still wanted to bring you food in big and small bags."

"I've eaten all the food near your school." Tao Zhuo didn't care, and coaxed him with a smile, "I'll treat you to eat when you come back. There is a new barbecue restaurant behind our school. There is a 'Second Senior Brother', which follows the TV show. It seems that I will directly 'Kuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu."

"Also 'kuang—'" Qi Ya imitated his tone and smiled for a long time, "I will return to Luan soon, my concubine is waiting to pick me up."

"Sick." Tao Zhuo had fun with him.

On the day Qi Ya came back, Tao Zhuo went to pick him up at the train station. It was too hot, so he thoughtfully bought two cups of lemon bombs, like holding two buckets, wearing a baseball cap and lying on the railing of the exit to pick him up.

The bullet train entered the station, and a large number of people poured out of the station.Tao Zhuo was dazzled by what he saw, and he didn't have time to take out his mobile phone, looking around aimlessly.

Suddenly his neck tightened, Qi Ya didn't know when he found him first, put his arms around his neck and shouted into his ear: "Wife!"

"Going deaf!" Tao Zhuo let out an "ah", stretched his neck out of Qi Ya's arm, and passed the drink over.

He looked at the dog-like Qi Ya who was only dragging a suitcase and wearing sunglasses, and asked strangely: "Did you come out from this entrance? Why didn't I see you? Where are my big and small bags of food? "

"I can see you at a glance." Qi Ya said, "You put those two eyeballs on your face purely for the sake of looking good."

"The big and small bags are all here." He didn't take Tao Zhuo's lemon bomb, patted the box, and directly stretched out his mouth to take a big mouthful of Tao Zhuo's hand, "Excellent!"

"Take it yourself!" Tao Zhuo growled.

Qi Ya's parents have been busy for ten years. After Qi Ya went to study in other places, his grandparents also went to live with his second aunt. Qi Ya didn't like to go home. Compared with his home, staying with Tao Zhuo was more important. Let him have a sense of belonging to Jinshi.

In fact, almost all of his suitcases were food and playthings for Tao Zhuo, except for the computer and a few pairs of underwear, he didn't even bring a few clothes.

"You seem to be the kind of wholesaler of small commodities." Tao Zhuo sat on the bedroom carpet, watching Qi Ya show him all the things he brought back, and said emotionally.

In fact, there is nothing new. Tao Zhuo has eaten it before. Looking at the packaging, he didn’t buy it from a specialty store or other places. It is estimated that every time he goes out, he sees it and thinks that he should like it. Just buy some and save it. I saved enough for a box.

I don't know if it's expired or not.

Tao Zhuo thought obscenely.

But Qi Ya also cared about his friend so much when he went to college, and this caring made him very heartwarming.

"And this." Qi Ya pawed and pulled out two more hats.

It was a fisherman's hat that had just become popular at that time. Qi Ya bought two and put one on Tao Zhuo's head.

"What color is this?" Tao Zhuo took a look at it, a little speechless, "Dark green? You really know how to pick it. I'll change it to your blue and black one."

"Not bad." Qi Ya was quite satisfied, put Tao Zhuo back on, and looked at it for a while.

"Will it look good? You can't block your eyes." Tao Zhuo helped him up.

"What I want is this kind of effect where only half of my face is exposed, what the hell?" Qi Ya stretched out his hand to hook his chin, like a ruffian, "You look quite white."

"That's why I'm white." Tao Zhuo opened him up, and went to the mirror to take a look at his stinky beauty.

After packing up, Qi Ya put his arms around Tao Zhuo's shoulders, and went to eat "Second Senior Brother" with him wearing a new hat.

There are really not many high-end shops near the Academy of Fine Arts, and the student class spends more, but the artistic atmosphere is in place. No matter what they sell, the decoration of each house is very decent.

This barbecue shop has an idyllic style, with a small yard and a fence, and a small round pool on the ground.

It was a lot cooler in the evening, and there was a little wind. Instead of sitting in the shop, they chose a table in the yard, leaned against the fence, and could see the students passing by on the opposite street.

"How is the person on your upper bunk?" Qi Ya asked while talking.

"The two of them made an appointment to go out for summer vacation. In fact, it's as if they were together. The last layer of cellophane." Tao Zhuo said, "Do you want to know them? They are nice people, and we will have dinner together when we come back?"

"Let's talk about it." Qi Ya didn't seem too interested, so he shifted the topic to Tao Zhuo, "What about you? Seeing that he's going out and coming in every day, aren't you envious?"

Tao Zhuo remembered the idea of ​​Miao Miao appearing in the middle of the night, and accordingly, Li Suihan's figure immediately appeared in front of his eyes.

wrong……

Tao Zhuo narrowed his eyes, and looked across the road carefully.

It's not imagination, isn't the opposite is Li Suihan himself?

"Wait a minute." Tao Zhuo gestured towards Qi Ya, subconsciously wanting to stand up and shout, to say hello.

But before he could pull his butt off the stool, Li Suihan stopped and turned to look at someone who was following him.

It's Li Yang.

Even though it has been many years since I saw Li Yang last time, Li Yang's clothing, hairstyle and body shape have all changed from those at that time, but Tao Zhuo is still amazed by his flamboyant and beautiful temperament. He recognized him at a glance.

Or should not say "recognize", it is his sixth sense, which gave him the answer before thinking.

Li Yang seemed to be talking about something, Tao Zhuo could see his mouth opening and closing quickly, his brows were slightly furrowed, he seemed a little irritable, but his eyes were earnest.

It should be explaining something.

The angle of Li Suihan's turn was blocked by half of his face, Tao Zhuo could only see the corners of his slightly pursed mouth, showing no expression, until Li Yang closed his mouth, he moved his lips and said a word.

Then it was Li Yang who was talking again, his expression was more irritable than before, Li Suihan just looked at him, and his face was expressionless again.

What are these two doing?

Tao Zhuo watched intently.

in argument?

Didn't we break up?Still have a fight?

Ah, or are you reconciled?

The quarrel in Tao Zhuo's eyes ended with Li Yang's action.

He kept talking to Li Suihan, he didn't know what he said, and Li Suihan finally answered again.Li Yang leaned forward almost reflexively following these words, and Tao Zhuo saw his arms swing out as well, as if to hold Li Suihan, or drag him, but Li Suihan didn't respond, just Maintaining the original expression, he looked at Li Yang calmly.

Li Yang finally stopped talking. He stood up again, retracted half of his outstretched hand, and became expressionless, looking at Li Suihan for a while.

Tao Zhuo understood the mouth shape of his last sentence, it was Li Suihan, goodbye.

Then Li Yang turned around and walked back. Li Suihan stood there for a while, but Li Yang didn't look back once.

These two are like acting in a movie.

After watching Li Suihan leave in another direction, Tao Zhuo thought to himself.

"What are you staring at?" Qi Ya followed and looked across the street, but saw nothing special, only a milk tea shop was opening as a reward, and the second cup was half price.

Tao Zhuo came back to his senses, stared at Qi Ya for a while, then suddenly grabbed Qi Ya's wrist across the table, pulled his hand to the back of his neck and pressed it.

"What are you doing? You're nagging." Qi Ya's forehead almost overflowed with question marks, and he looked at Tao Zhuo suspiciously, "Neck hurts?"

She said and gave him a pinch.

No, definitely not that feeling.

Tao Zhuo was pinched like a chicken by the back of his neck, he let go of Qi Ya's hand with a "hey" and rubbed his face, suddenly feeling a little depressed.

That night, Tao Zhuo struggled with the phone for a long time, and the phone interface kept switching between Li Suihan's circle of friends and the dialogue with Li Suihan.

Li Suihan's circle of friends is updated every 10 years, posting a photo, or helping the department transfer some things, there is no way to see his emotional direction.

Tao Zhuo dawdled until it was almost midnight, thinking that if he didn't ask today while it was hot, he would forget about it another day, so he sent an emoji to Li Suihan.

Li Suihan returned his emoji five minutes later.

Tao Zhuo quickly replied: I saw you today

Li Suihan: School?

Tao Zhuo: the back door

Tao Zhuo: Opposite the Second Senior Brother

Tao Zhuo: I saw you and Li Yang

After sending three sentences in a row, Li Suihan originally displayed "typing" on the other side, and after a pause, he started "typing" again, and replied to Tao Zhuo: What a coincidence, I didn't see you

Tao Zhuo: Yes, what a coincidence, I saw you as soon as I looked up

Tao Zhuo: Did you guys quarrel at that time?

Tao Zhuo: I see you standing there talking for a long time

Tao Zhuo is used to typing sentence by sentence, his fingers are fidgeting very fast, and he is holding his mobile phone and staring at the screen after sending.

Li Suihan: It’s not noisy, we talked for a while

Li Suihan: Why are you typing so fast?

Tao Zhuo:?

Tao Zhuo: It was my grandfather who told me this last time

Li Suihan said hahaha and made an emoji.

Tao Zhuo felt that he probably wanted to change the subject and not allow him to succeed, so he continued curiously: I thought you were reconciled at first

After sending this sentence, it took a few minutes for Li Suihan to reply: I won't make up

Tao Zhuo’s thumb hung on the keyboard for a while, typed a few words and then deleted them. He really didn’t know what to say, and he was embarrassed to pretend he didn’t guess it—to be honest, he was even a little bit looking forward to this result , It's just that this idea just appeared in his mind, which made people feel too much, and he didn't dare to think about it further.

In the end, Tao Zhuo could only send a hugging emoji to Li Suihan, saying: Don't be sad, you can tell me if you are in a bad mood!

Li Suihan sent another string of "haha" and said: Okay, then I thank you in advance

This time he typed very quickly, and before Tao Zhuo could reply, he said, "I'm asleep, good night, little fire spoon."

Tao Zhuo flicked his toe, and opened his eyes in a daze, thinking about you who had been dreaming all night, what a fart.

He woke up sleepy while sitting on the bed with the quilt in his arms. He took out his mobile phone from under the pillow to check the time. All classes in the evening have been reported.

This crazy person, does Bei Tian know that she will have interest classes every day in the future?

Tao Zhuo froze for a while, then slid the phone to the bottom, and clicked on Li Suihan's profile picture.

In fact, if Li Suihan hadn't said yesterday that his WeChat number was still blacklisted by him, Tao Zhuo would have forgotten about it.

After graduating, he changed his mobile phone once, and there was no chat history on this new phone, and the dialog between him and Li Suihan was clean, as if nothing had happened.

Tao Zhuo looked at the empty chat box, and then thought that Li Suihan never told him about the things between him and Li Yang, whether it was sad or happy.

Sometimes he has a feeling that for Li Suihan, Li Yang has become a part of his past, and the topics and memories about Li Yang have been properly arranged by him and put in a private corner that he does not want to share with others. .

This man is so boring.

Tao Zhuo suddenly went crazy, threw away the phone and rubbed the quilt twice, then got up to wash with a calm face.

At the beginning, I was really bored, and I rushed to comfort him without understanding anything, but in the end, I was not taken seriously at all.

After killing half a day, Tao Zhuo had nothing to do, Tao Zhen went out early in the morning, so he packed his things early and went to the studio.

On the way, Tao Zhen called him and asked, "I'm going to pick you up after get off work tonight?"

Tao Zhuo stood swaying in the subway car, pressed his earphones and asked, "What's the matter? Are there any arrangements for tonight?"

"No arrangement," Li Suihan explained something to the people in the store, and replied Tao Zhuo, "Aren't you in a bad mood, you should especially need my brother's warmth and company at this time."

"Come on." Tao Zhuo laughed, "If I really owe this, I will beat you without you telling me."

"Tao Xiaogou, I'm the only younger brother of yours." Tao Zhen also smiled.

Tao Zhuo cooperated with him "hmmm" and nodded: "I'm just a good brother like you."

A young man wearing glasses next to him gave him a subtle look and adjusted his glasses. Tao Zhuo grinned at him, and he turned around with a stiff face.

"So after I told you last night, I thought about it again. Compared with the mess, I want you to have a better life." Tao Zhen said, "Don't worry too much about anything, it will be much easier .”

Tao Zhuo wanted to be moved a little bit.

The reason why it was only "a little bit" was because the two brothers had talked too much nonsense since they were young, so much that he had become accustomed to it. Tao Zhen was a real nasty person, who was best at sweet talk and sugar-coated bullets.

Tao Zhuo felt that a part of himself was influenced too much by him, he always liked to listen to flashy nonsense, and liked to be coaxed and supported.

"Understood, wouldn't it be nice to spend money with this skill." Tao Zhuo glanced at the station watch, "I'm going to buy food."

"Hang up, white-eyed wolf." Tao Zhen said.

Half a minute later, Tao Zhen sent him two red envelopes on WeChat, each with a sentence.

- don't tell your sister

- i only send her one at a time

Tao Zhuo smiled for a long time, and ordered the red envelopes. With plenty of time, he got off the car one stop away from the studio. There is a good Hong Kong shop in this area, and he planned to buy a drink and stroll there.

It may be that the chance encounters are too frequent these days, Tao Zhuo thought he would run into the uncle and nephew again before he reached the door of the shop, right?

So much so that when Tao Zhuo really met Bei Tian's eyes through the glass shop door, Tao Zhuo was no longer surprised.

He raised his eyes, and Li Suihan walked out behind Bei Tian, ​​holding his coat in one hand, and typing something quickly on the phone with the other, frowning slightly, with a very focused expression.

Babe pulled down his pants.

When Li Suihan saw Tao Zhuo, his eye sockets curved softly and intimately.

This is when nothing happened last night?

"I really didn't plan this time." Li Suihan opened the door to let Bei Tian go out, and said to Tao Zhuo.

"Ah." Tao Zhuo responded, thinking that I know, this time it's really my fault, it's my greed.

I also thought that the previous few times were all designs, and I don't know if it was An Yi, Wen Ye, or the collusion of the couple.

He plucked Bei Tian's hair. After all, he would be a parent who would meet every day in the future, and he couldn't hide, so don't get stuck with money.

"Come to eat? Alone?" Li Suihan glanced behind him and said, "Let's go together, I just haven't eaten yet."

Tao Zhuo glanced at him, then at the paper bag in Bei Tian's hand.

"It was specially packaged for her," Li Suihan said, "I wanted to send her to the studio first, and then I'll have some time to eat."

"So busy." Tao Zhuo said casually.

"I'm not busy now." Li Suihan locked the phone screen with a click.

"Then you eat," Tao Zhuo tilted his head, gave Bei Tian his hand to hold her, and said sincerely, "I can take her there directly."

Li Suihan looked at Tao Zhuo for a while, and his reaction to Tao Zhuo was both expected and somewhat helpless. He smiled, lowered his eyelids and shook his head, then looked at Tao Zhuo and said, "Can we touch it today?"

"What?" Tao Zhuo didn't respond.

Li Suihan directly raised his hand and shaved his face.

Then he unlocked the car, stepped forward and opened the door: "Let's go, I'll take you to class."

Tao Zhuo and Bei Tian sat in the back row together. On the way, Li Suihan said a few words, which were all related to the class in the studio. Tao Zhuo straightened his mind, and only faced an ordinary parent, explaining everything that should be explained clearly.

When they arrived at the downstairs of the studio, Tao Zhuo led Bei Tian out of the car, turned to Li Suihan and asked, "Are you going to be late today?"

"Probably not." Li Suihan didn't get out of the car, and looked at him with one hand on the steering wheel, "I'll try my best."

"En." Tao Zhuo nodded, "Come here early, I have something to tell you."

Li Suihan raised his eyebrows and said, "Hurry up, the takeaway is probably here."

Li Suihan ordered him takeaway from that Hong Kong tea shop, but he didn't know when he placed the order.

Tao Zhuo and Bei Tian nestled in the classroom to eat together, and Bei Tian gave Tao Zhuo the custard quicksand buns she packed.

"Bei Tian, ​​how did your uncle react after I left yesterday?" Tao Zhuo picked up a large piece of char siu for Bei Tian.

"He smoked," Babe said.

"Oh, so he didn't say anything?" Tao Zhuo asked unwillingly.

He was really a little annoyed yesterday, and it was always embarrassing to be exposed, especially in that situation, between him and Li Suihan.

So after thinking about it, Tao Zhuo hoped that Li Suihan would also feel a little embarrassment.

"He asked me if I liked you, and I said yes." Custard flowed onto her hands, Bei Tian frowned, and her eyes glanced at Tao Zhuo.

"And then?" Tao Zhuo grabbed Bei Tian's hand that was trying to do evil, and pulled her to the bathroom.

"Then I said you don't like him, and he said I know nothing." Bei Tian said.

Tao Zhuo: "..."

What a shameless genius!Why didn't he see that Li Suihan had such a temper before?

"He didn't say whether he likes me or not?" Tao Zhuo blurted out.

Bei Tian seemed surprised that Tao Zhuo would ask this question, looked at him strangely, and said, "Of course he likes you."

This answer was too straightforward and decisive, and Tao Zhuo didn't know what to answer for a while.

And it's very strange, a child, Li Suihan's niece, a little girl less than ten years old, came to tell me seriously that Li Suihan "of course" likes him, and it makes him feel hotter than listening to what Li Suihan himself said about chasing him or not .

"Do you know what we are talking about?" Tao Zhuo couldn't laugh or cry, "You are still a child."

"You guys are really weird." Bei Tian was a little unhappy, "You have to ask me again, and you have to say that I don't understand."

She shook the water off Tao Zhuo's face, turned around and went out.

Tao Zhuo wiped his face, stood where he thought for a while, and went to apologize to Bei Tian.

"I'm sorry, Bei Tian," Tao Zhuo tried to make his tone as sincere as possible, "From your point of view, your feelings are indeed correct, what I got is not what I expected, it's my problem."

Bei Tian couldn't understand what he was talking about, but she could feel the sincerity of Tao Zhuo's attitude, so she graciously expressed her forgiveness and gave Tao Zhuo another custard bun.

After school that night, Li Suihan came a little late.

It was not as late as yesterday, but a little over ten minutes earlier.

Tao Zhuo had already packed up the teaching aids and the classroom. Standing in front of the window, he saw Li Suihan's car parked by the side of the road. He didn't wait for him to come up, and took Bei Tian downstairs and walked there.

He thought that the two of them would be able to match each other when they walked downstairs, but Tao Zhuo found out that Li Suihan was buying flowers when he walked all the way to the car.

It's not the beautifully packaged flowers in the florist, but a little girl not much older than Bei Tian, ​​dressed in thin clothes and ragged clothes in the winter night, holding half-wilted roses in her arms, simply tied them with cheap cellophane and old newspapers, squatting half-squat In front of her, the little girl gave him a large bouquet of flowers.

After giving the flowers, she skillfully took out the QR code to ask Li Suihan to pay, and then ran away.

Li Suihan turned around holding the handful of newspaper roses, Tao Zhuo and Bei Tian were watching him behind him.

Li Suihan smiled, and slowly tidied up the edge of the crumpled newspaper, and said to Tao Zhuo, "I was stopped when I got out of the car, asking me if I want roses. It's so late, I want all of them."

"You can go for a walk in the pedestrian street now, and you can pull a cart back." Tao Zhuo was a little helpless, "These little liars are florist's babysitters, and what they are selling is the sympathy of you single men."

"Maybe," Li Suihan rolled his eyes gently, and handed the bouquet of roses to Tao Zhuo, "It's also the best excuse for us single men to send a bouquet of flowers to someone we like."

When Tao Zhuo saw Li Suihan buying flowers, he guessed that he wanted to give them to him, but Li Suihan really handed the flowers to him. Looking into Li Suihan's eyes, his heart beat uncontrollably.

He may still be a bit too straight in terms of life interest, not as good as Tao Zhen, not even his father-every time I saw Tao Zhen buying flowers for Tao Qiewei, or my father occasionally having a romantic relationship, Suddenly buying a bouquet of flowers for his mother, Tao Qiwei and his mother were happy with a shy expression, he didn't feel it at all, and even secretly wanted to laugh.

I think they are all little things that girls like, a little hypocritical.

At this moment, he suddenly understood that feeling a little bit.

Sending flowers is really foul.

"Don't give it to me, I won't accept it." Tao Zhuo felt his face tightened a bit, and hurriedly lowered his head to avoid it.

"Throw it away if you don't accept it, it's up to you." Li Suihan didn't give him this chance, he just put the flower in Tao Zhuo's arms and withdrew his hand.

Tao Zhuo frantically hugged, then handed it to Bei Tian.

Little girls love flowers, and Bei Tian had been looking up for a long time just now, but now she was hugging her in her arms and climbed into the car consciously without saying a word.

Li Suihan and Tao Zhuo stood outside the car, their positions and postures were almost the same as yesterday.

Tao Zhuo had the illusion that he had been assimilated by Li Suihan, and he became shameless. He was still yelling and yelling in the street yesterday, scaring passers-by and their dogs. He broke out calmly face to face.

"What do you want to tell me?" Li Suihan lit a cigarette and asked Tao Zhuo.

Tao Zhuo made a gesture, indicating that he wanted it too, but Li Suihan refused, and held the one he had just lighted between his fingers, shaking it at Tao Zhuo.

"...No need!" Tao Zhuo twisted his face sullenly.

Li Suihan smiled and put the cigarette back into his mouth again, crossed his arms and leaned against the car door, waiting for Tao Zhuo to speak.

Tao Zhuo drew up the belly draft for a long time, asking questions first and then asking questions, which was clear at first, but was smashed to pieces by Li Suihan's bouquet of flowers, and he reorganized for a while before he found the thread.

"Why on earth are you chasing me all of a sudden?" He looked at Li Suihan, "I didn't promise me back then, do you regret meeting me again?"

"Yeah." Li Suihan was quite frank, and responded directly, "I regret it."

Should!

Tao Zhuo cursed happily in his heart.

"But why?" he insisted on the question.

"Does regret need a reason?" Li Suihan said, "I didn't think about it at the time, but I figured it out later."

"It's not because..." Tao Zhuo closed his mouth again in the middle of speaking, and asked another question: "Did you believe that as long as you opened your mouth, I would be willing?"

"It's not opening your mouth, it's chasing," Li Suihan smiled, "chasing back."

Tao Zhuo was silent for a while, looked at Li Suihan, and suddenly asked the question that had been on his mind for many years.

"Li Suihan," he called him, "how did you chase Li Yang before?"

The name Li Yang appeared in their topic at the moment, which seemed abrupt and incomprehensible, but Tao Zhuo's expression was very serious, he was not pressing questions, but serious curiosity.

Li Suihan obviously didn't expect him to say such a sentence. After analyzing Tao Zhuo's intentions for a while, he tried to explain: "Tao Zhuo, I have broken up with Li Yang for many years."

"I know, I just can't figure it out." Tao Zhuo nodded, he didn't tell Li Suihan what he couldn't figure out, he just said: "You said you want to chase after Li Yang, then you can chase me the way you chased Li Yang back then."

This time, Li Suihan fell silent and looked at Tao Zhuo.

After a long time, he waved his hand, pulled Tao Zhuo closer to him, stroked the corners of his cuffs, and said seriously: "You two are different, don't compare them together. I’m not the same as I am now.”

"But what I liked before was also you at that time." Tao Zhuo interrupted him.

Li Suihan was taken aback, the corners of his mouth were pursed slightly, and he looked up at Tao Zhuo.

"Maybe you don't think so, maybe you really regret it, seriously. But how to put it, you, what you have done, makes me feel that I am very...cheap." Saying these two words made Tao There was a twitch in his heart, he let Li Suihan hold his wrist and stared at his sleeve, his tone and expression were very blank, "You, just make me feel that you don't have to work hard to deal with me, then you still remember me How hard was it to chase you back then?"

There was a small space in Tao Zhuo's heart, and with this sentence, he opened his mouth, and the sadness that had been dormant for more than 600 days suddenly surged.

"Li Suihan, I didn't mean anything else by mentioning Li Yang. I just didn't want you to turn around and say you wanted to chase after me because you've seen it all these years and thought, oh, it's not that good. It's not as good as that Tao Zhuo. It was difficult for Tao Zhuo to say this, his eyes were astringent and hot, and he stared at Li Suihan with red eyes.

"If you say you refuse, then you refuse, if you say you want to chase, then you chase," Tao Zhuo sniffed, "Fine, you chase, if you say Li Yang is different, then I don't ask you to chase me like Li Yang, just let me You chase me like I chase you, can you do it? In your life, you only..."

Tao Zhuo didn't finish his sentence, the light and shadow in front of his eyes flickered, the faint smoke of tobacco passed over his lips, and then the corner of his mouth numb, as if he was stung by something.

Li Suihan backed away, Tao Zhuo froze immediately, he blinked and licked his mouth again.

"You..." He stared at Li Suihan in a daze, but hadn't reacted yet.

"That's when you started chasing me?" Li Suihan continued to straighten Tao Zhuo's cuffs, with a hint of displeasure in his tone, "After kissing me secretly."