scorching cold

Li Suihan cooked a pot of chicken wing rice for him that day, and in retrospect, the taste was mediocre, not as amazing as it could be, but An Yi and Wen Ye snatched it together, which seemed particularly interesting.

It was rice and hot pot, and they ate steaming all night. Wen Ye and An Yi drank beer, but Tao Zhuo didn't like it, so Li Suihan brought him two cans of fruit beer.

Tao Zhuo hiccups as soon as he drinks this, and likes this kind of atmosphere where everyone is very lazy, so he takes a few sips and burps his stomach for a while, and then does another round after beating.

The soup pot gurgled until zero o'clock, and said Happy New Year's Day to each other without sincerity. Li Suihan got up to open the balcony window to ventilate, lit a cigarette and asked them, "Are you still going?"

"Don't go, what time is it?" Wen Ye and An Yi played games, "I planned to sleep at your place tonight."

"Tao Zhuo, clean the casserole yourself!" An Yi lost, grabbing Tao Zhuo and pushing him back and forth.

"There's crispy rice, let's soak it first," Li Suihan replied, "I'll brush it tomorrow."

Tao Zhuo and Qi Ya always went to spend the night at each other's homes before. In Tao Zhuo's concept, the "stayover" between friends has never been something that needs too much worry.

But when the pots and pans are cleaned up, the next step is to wash up and go to bed. Tao Zhuo realized belatedly that what needs to be worried is really not "staying overnight", he himself is the "concern" itself for tonight.

There are two bedrooms on the second floor, Li Suihan sleeps in one, and Wen Ye or other friends usually come to play in the other, leaving them to sleep.

Wen Ye Anyi must have slept together, so... what about him?

Squeeze together with a couple?Or squeeze with Li Suihan?

Tao Zhuo scratched his face, it was the first time in his 20 years of life that he was embarrassed by his straight man status.

The point is that no one mentioned this, and they were all crowded in the bathroom to wash and wash. Tao Zhuo blinked and thought for a while, then said, "I'll sleep on the sofa, do you have any more blankets?"

The three gay guys in the bathroom turned to look at him at the same time.

"What are you doing?" An Yi said.

"It's as if you've been pissed off." Wen Ye said.

"It's fine in summer, and it's okay to sleep together on the floor." Li Suihan glanced at the living room, and continued to pull out the cardboard boxes from the cupboard. "Not in winter."

"It's okay if there's heating?" Tao Zhuo said.

Before Li Suihan could speak, Wen Ye laughed first, holding the door frame and wincing Tao Zhuo's eyebrows: "What are you doing, Zhuoer, afraid that Li Suihan will sleep with you?"

Tao Zhuo: "..."

"Hey, don't tease him with this, you'll take it seriously!" An Yi followed suit.

"I'm afraid he'll be awkward!" Tao Zhuo blushed, "You two are dead gay!"

Wen Ye and An Yi burst out laughing wildly, reeling from side to side with joy.Li Suihan laughed when he heard him say that, turned his face to look at him again, and handed over a disposable toothbrush: "If you think too much, it's not like you."

Tao Zhuo was so angry and funny, he stretched out his hand and said, "Oh!"

The small words are so strong that Tao Zhuo couldn't help being distracted when he really lifted the quilt and crawled on Li Suihan's bed.

"You sleep on the left side and the right side?" Li Suihan followed behind him and closed the door with a "click". Tao Zhuo pressed one knee against the quilt and almost lay face down on the bed.

Li Suihan smiled, and opened the door with his hand back, leaving a gap that was neither wide nor narrow.

"Your bed is too soft." Tao Zhuo hurriedly stretched out the quilt, without caring about it, just got in and lay down.

"The mattress is a bit high." Li Suihan saw that he was lying on the ground as if he was about to fall into the ground, with his hands folded obediently on his stomach, and asked, "Are you sleeping now?"

"Ah, don't you want to sleep?" Tao Zhuo tilted his head to look at him at the end of the bed, half of his face was covered by the quilt, and he blinked like a child.

"I have a video that I have to catch up on." Li Suihan looked at the computer on the table and thought, "Find you a pair of earplugs?"

"No, no, there's no need." Tao Zhuo straightened up his pillow and sat up against the head of the bed, "I thought you were sleepy, you do what you want, I play with my phone, I can fall asleep whenever I want to sleep .”

As he spoke, he sniffled, pulled up the quilt cover and sniffed, and said, "Your laundry detergent smells good."

"You really save trouble." Li Suihan said with a smile, and pressed a few times on the light control, leaving a warm bedside light.

The desk is on the right side of the bed, next to the window, separated by a carpet. Tao Zhuo looked over there while playing with his mobile phone. He could only see the back of Li Suihan leaning on the computer chair, with the earphones loosely stuck on the back of his head, curled up. One leg is on the edge of the chair, the line of the shoulder is very relaxed, or it may be tired, as if there is no concern for someone behind him.

At first, Tao Zhuo had the heart to make his posture not too decadent, but more elegant.

But not long after, he fell asleep to the sound of Li Suihan's "click" mouse.

He didn't even know when Li Suihan went to bed. Subconsciously, he only felt that the light through a layer of eyelids was completely extinguished. Someone laying down beside him stretched out an arm to pull the quilt for him, and he turned over and opened it.

When he opened his eyes again the next day, Tao Zhuo was alone on the bed, An Yi's mother called him home for lunch, Wen Ye was cleaning his underwear, Li Suihan even finished cleaning the pot.

There are two things in everything, after this night, Tao Zhuo will become more and more comfortable when he spends the night with Li Suihan.

After all, the saying "a relationship that has been slept in the same bed" is reasonable, no matter what kind of context it comes from, it can make two people get closer invisibly.

The second semester of junior year starts, and Brother Li celebrates his birthday in the dormitory.Tao Zhuo suddenly thought that he and Wenye Anyi celebrated their birthday together, but never saw Li Suihan celebrate his birthday.

After asking Li Suihan's birthday, he counted the days and suddenly found that Li Suihan was 26 years old.

Tao Zhuo was stunned to feel "suddenly" to himself.

"Five" is a magical number. Even though Li Suihan was 25 years old last year, he still felt that he was similar to himself, and there was no gap.

Adding a number this year sounds like a little more distance.

Especially at that time, Li Suihan became obviously busy—the goal of the studio he wanted to do was very clear, simple and refined, not only to be able to eat, but also to be able to do what he wanted to do.

In the early stage, of course, "eat" first, the scale does not need to be large, the main purpose is to play out your own card.

This has been implemented steadily for him in the past few years. The further he goes, although the teacher guides him in the general direction, and there are fewer detours, but in practice, the selection of the environment, equipment, procedures, signing Contracts, relationships, finding investment, developing online and offline... nothing is really easy.

Li Suihan thought carefully when making judgments, and acted swiftly and vigorously, and the most realistic need for vigorous and vigorous action was money.

Excluding the various support policies he earned and drilled, Wen Ye asked his family for some shares, and the rest was almost all remotely sponsored by Li Suihan's sister.

"Sister Li really has nothing to say to Li Suihan." Wen Ye said this, "She told me in private, she didn't really point out how much Li Suihan earned and paid him back, she just used money to throw Li Suihan home. If you can’t come back from abroad for a month or so a year, can you just ignore your parents for a day?”

"Then is he willing to give in to his family?" An Yi asked.

"What softness is there to obey? What his father told him to obey is to get married and marry a wife." Wen Ye pinched An Yi's ear, feeling helpless for Li Suihan, "When I went home, my face would sink for a long time. Two days ago, I sat there and drank half a glass Drinking alcohol and not turning on the lights, I was scared to piss."

Tao Zhuo couldn't speak, his face was wrinkled.

He thought to himself that Li Suihan looked at him with ease every day, but ended up falling in love and breaking up, quarreling at home, and the elder sister who loved him the most was still abroad, and he could only drink and drink when he felt uncomfortable alone.

Tao Zhuo imagined the miserable situation when his father didn't love his mother, and Tao Zhen wasn't around, and he couldn't feel it.

This "unpleasant taste", together with the invisible distance between the two in terms of age and pursuit, made Tao Zhuo want to stay with Li Suihan more, to get in touch with his life more, and to get in touch with him as a person. To put it bluntly, at least everyone is happy when they are together, and people still have to live a lively life to be happy.

It just so happened that there were a lot of tasks in the department at that time, and he and An Yi couldn't finish their homework all day long. They were sleepy in the classroom, and even worse when they went back to the dormitory.

The "stealing kiss" that Li Suihan said was during those days, an ordinary Friday night.

When Li Suihan went out that day, Tao Zhuo and An Yi rushed to the death line like two living dead, each holding a hand-painted tablet and drawing with dull eyes.

From nine o'clock in the morning to 11:30 o'clock in the evening, after finally finishing the last stroke, Tao Zhuo exported his homework and sent it to the monitor. Regardless of An Yi's life and death, he took a shower and fell asleep in Li Suihan's bedroom.

Although he slept very deeply, when Li Suihan came back, he felt it miraculously. He smelled the refreshing smell of his shower gel, mixed with a touch of alcohol, and touched his face with his hand. On the other side of the bed lie down.

Tao Zhuo's consciousness fluttered, turned around and moved towards Li Suihan.

Not long after falling asleep again, Tao Zhuo was woken up by the gradually stronger hunger and urge to urinate in his stomach.

Why do these two feelings arise at the same time? !

Tao Zhuo frantically grabbed his phone to check the time, it was 51:[-] at night.

What can I eat at this point, shit?

I just wanted to use my phone to go to the toilet, but the screen "hummed" and went dark, and the battery level in the upper right corner showed 2%.

When a person is sleepy, hungry and dizzy, there is no point in doing things.

Tao Zhuo scratched his hair, touched the bedside table at hand for a long time without touching the charging cable, and then reluctantly used the light of the mobile phone screen to shine on the cabinet over Li Suihan's side, propped his upper body on his arms, and stretched his arms to reach.

He didn't worry too much about waking Li Suihan up. According to his experience of sleeping with Li Suihan, this person was very quiet when he slept, like a good child. Tao Zhuo once fell asleep and smashed his leg. It just made a very soft "hey" and didn't bounce up to beat him.

So when the half of his body lying on Li Suihan's chest was suddenly embraced by an arm, Tao Zhuo was so frightened that his mind cleared up, his spine softened, and he almost collapsed on Li Suihan's body.

"Don't make trouble, you're sleepy." Li Suihan uttered a vague dream, turned sideways with his arms around Tao Zhuo, and buried his face in his neck.

Tao Zhuo shivered violently, he was afraid of itchiness, the part of his neck connected to his ears could hardly be touched, he shrank his neck and wanted to hide to the side.

Li Suihan was finally woken up by him at this moment, and he let out a sleepy "Huh?" In the darkness, someone turned his face at the wrong angle, Tao Zhuo felt Li Suihan's breathing, followed by, he felt The corner of his mouth brushed away from the peak of Li Suihan's lips.