scorching cold

After dinner, Tao Zhen still wanted to talk to Tao Zhuo, but An Yi called. Tao Zhuo raised his mobile phone to signal him, and went back to his room to answer the phone.

"How are you two?" An Yi came up and asked.

"I still want to ask you," Tao Zhuo said, "after I met Li Suihan again, you came after us when there was something going on between the two of us. The news is very well-informed for a day?"

"My mother, in a circle of four people, there is no need to talk about it. I care about you all the time." An Yi said with a smile.

"The movie theater was instigated by the two of you, right?" Tao Zhuo asked.

"It's not a movie theater. I really don't want to watch Frozen 2, but it was Wen Ye's fault the day we had dinner." An Yi yelled, "I will definitely stand on your side. We are of the same mind, don't worry!"

"I'm farting." Tao Zhuo blurted out, he and An Yi were both stunned after saying that, and then laughed "Chi Chi".

"Hey, don't laugh, it's so annoying." Tao Zhuo scolded An Yi after laughing, and lay down on the side of the bed with his slippers, feeling bored.

"Why," An Yi asked, "What did you two say?"

Tao Zhuo lazily told An Yi about the intersection and conversation between him and Li Suihan in the past two days. After hearing this, An Yi dragged his voice "ah", and did not follow Tao Zhuo to scold Li Suihan for being a big bastard like before. Said: "Then you two can do it? Why don't you chase after or not, just play for fun?"

Tao Zhuo was silent for a while, then said, "You think so too?"

"What?" An Yi didn't understand.

"I said that you also think that this means that I have become with him?" Tao Zhuo said.

"Then what else?" An Yi was dumbfounded, "You let him chase you, don't you mean to be nice to him?"

"Hey, I didn't mean to let him chase me," Tao Zhuo sat up irritably, "I was in the atmosphere at that time, talking too quickly, and a little depressed, anyway, I was feeling uncomfortable, so I asked him what did you say at that time?" How did you chase after Li Yang? He said we were different so don’t compare them together, so I cracked up and said a bunch of words at the end, you can’t even chase you like I was chasing you back then, he just...he didn’t Are you talking yet!"

"No, what are you talking about Li Yang?" An Yi listened for a long time, and couldn't help interrupting him, "I didn't mean something else, I didn't understand, but you and Li Yang have never met before, so it's okay if you two didn't make it It’s not because of him, why did you mention him?”

"I..." Tao Zhuo opened his mouth and was at a loss for words. He felt that he couldn't even go crazy. He stalked for a long time, and finally his head fell back on the bed, rubbing his head and kicking his legs twice, "Ah! I don't know myself What do you think, don't ask me, it's annoying me to death..."

"Okay, don't be crazy," An Yi hurriedly comforted him, "I know you have pimples in your heart, but people have to look forward, won't he regret it, then you two will be together? What are you worried about? "

In the past few days, Tao Zhuo has really experienced what it means to be "disturbed and numb".

He didn't know how to tell his brother and An Yi what he was worried about. He couldn't conclude that the problem between him and Li Suihan was not with "Li Yang", nor was it a matter of chasing or not, it was Tao Zhuo and his wife. Looking back after a year, I found that there were problems between him and Li Suihan.

But no one can really deal with his entanglement and discomfort, and again and again, Tao Zhuo can't explain it clearly, and he feels hypocritical.

For example, Tao Zhen asked him what he was thinking, and An Yi asked him what Li Yang was talking about with Li Suihan. If this was put in a movie, he would have to ridicule him from the standpoint of an outsider. Yes, it has been a few lifetimes. If you want to agree to chasing you, agree to not agree to pull you down, and even talk about your ex, what's so awkward?The girls chirped.

An Yi had a chat with him, and finally said: "Actually, I don't know if the two of you are compatible. It's the same as telling me about you after you've broken up. But do you want to talk to him?" When you are together, you must know it in your heart. After all, the past is over. Once you two are happy together, you will be fine. I hope you will be more relaxed. The past two years have been like a dummy. Annoying."

That's the reason, but Tao Zhuo is annoying.

After hanging up the phone, Tao Zhen came in again to comfort him thoughtlessly, just like An Yi, let him do whatever he wanted.

Tao Zhuo thought to himself that it's not that I didn't follow my heart, I really did follow my heart two years ago, and I finally woke up to myself.

Now he feels irritated, annoyed that he can't reject Li Suihan completely and simply, because he really can't resist his own heart.However, there was a thorn in his heart again, and it was either too painful or unbearable, or he didn't know how to "follow".

I can't handle him.

Tao Zhuo pushed Tao Zhen out, lay on the bed and stared at the ceiling in a daze, until the end, only this sentence was in his mind.

What he was thinking, I could never guess.

In the evening of the next day, Bei Tian didn't go to the studio. Tao Zhuo was halfway through class, and the children started to paint by themselves. He went out to ask the boss, who told him with an "oh", "I forgot to tell you, Bei Tian Please don't come on leave."

"Ah, okay." Tao Zhuo nodded and turned back to the classroom.

not coming?

what happened again?

Tao Zhuo was a little depressed.

Are you still eating barbecue?

Today's class was exhausting and he couldn't keep up his spirits. After finally taking care of a group of monkey cubs and sending them away, he let out a long sigh of relief and dawdled to get a broom to clean the classroom.

After scanning twice to glance at the window sill, after looking at it six or seven times, Li Suihan's car finally drove over and stopped by the side of the road.

It happened that Zhang Duo came in and called him: "Tao Zhuo! Haven't you finished confiscating it yet? Let's go!"

"Okay, let's go downstairs together." Tao Zhuo turned his head and grinned at Zhang Duo: "I packed the garbage."

"I just wanted to ask you why you were so sluggish today, but you will feel refreshed after work." Zhang Duo leaned against the door frame and waited for him with a smile.

Tao Zhuo packed up the trash and took the big bag Zhang Duo was carrying. The two said goodbye to Teacher Tong Tong and went downstairs together.

Not a few meters out of the building, the roadside horn rang twice. Zhang Duo was still talking about the hard work of making the new courseware. When she turned her head and saw Li Suihan's car, she was dumbfounded, and said in a daze, "My time has overlapped?"

"You've watched too many movies." Tao Zhuo was amused by her, looked at Li Suihan's car and stood on tiptoe, "Then what, you should look for me, you go first."

"Okay." Zhang Duo nodded, looked at Tao Zhuo, then at Li Suihan on the side of the road, said goodbye, turned and left.

Tao Zhuo threw away the garbage and Li Suihan opened the car door for him from the inside. When he opened it, he saw a bouquet of flowers on the passenger seat.

Today is not a rose, but an exquisitely packaged sunflower with a round flower disc, which is lively and directed at him.

Tao Zhuo poked the flower plate, looked at Li Suihan, and asked, "Where's Bei Tian? Why didn't you come to class today?"

"It's in the studio." Li Suihan signaled him to get in the car first, "To save her from getting in the way, I have to send her back again."

Tao Zhuo: "..."

What else do you want to do!Afraid of getting in the way of having a meal!rogue!

"What's wrong?" Li Suihan asked Tao Zhuo with a strange look on his face.

"Your sister is so relieved to hand over the child to you." Tao Zhuo picked up the flowers and got on the co-driver, plucking the leaves of the flowers twice.

"Oh, don't I love her?" Li Suihan smiled, stared at the rearview mirror, turned the steering wheel twice, and drove the car out.

Tao Zhuo looked at the scattered snack toys in the carriage, and the phrase "sexy daddy" suddenly popped up in his mind. He couldn't help but want to laugh. He felt that Li Suihan looked at him, and his face was sullen. He subconsciously didn't want to show too much in front of Li Suihan. Emotional.

The corners of Li Suihan's mouth curled up, he looked ahead and drove, and asked Tao Zhuo, "You like sunflowers? Keep holding them, and put them behind if they get in the way."

"Have you been stopped by the little flower seller again?" Tao Zhuo asked intentionally, ignoring the second half of his sentence.

"Ah," Li Suihan agreed, "I went to the pedestrian street to pull it back."

Tao Zhuo endured the upturned corners of his mouth and looked out the car window, and secretly tapped his toes twice in his shoes.

The barbecue restaurant that Li Suihan mentioned yesterday was in a square near the Academy of Fine Arts. They used to go there when they were playing together. After the confession failed, Tao Zhuo never ate there again.

The distance is not far, but it is not in the same area as the studio. Li Suihan was not in a hurry to drive during the evening rush hour on weekends. Asked: "Does that girl like you?"

When Tao Zhuo heard the word "like", he heard the word "like" and looked at Li Suihan. Li Suihan's tone and expression were very natural, with one wrist on the steering wheel waiting for the red light, the same as before.

"What's wrong?" Tao Zhuo knew he was talking about Zhang Duo.

Li Suihan glanced at him, said nothing, and smiled casually.

Tao Zhuo thought to himself, here we go again, he opened his mouth just to look good, I'll let you pretend.

"Are you jealous?" He purposely leaned towards Li Suihan and tilted his neck to look at him.

Li Suihan tapped his fingertips on the steering wheel and turned his face to face Tao Zhuo.

"Last time I took away the Snickers bar someone gave me." Tao Zhuo wanted to imitate him by raising his eyebrows, but he couldn't only raise one side. When he raised his right side, the left side followed suit. His expression suddenly became nondescript and a little funny .

Tao Zhuo: "..."

Li Suihan laughed instantly, he turned his face and put his index finger on the tip of his nose, then looked at Tao Zhuo, his eyes still wanted to laugh.

Tao Zhuo was really going to be pissed off by himself, roaring "ahhhhhhhhhh" in his heart, he would never be able to escape the fate of being ashamed in front of Li Suihan in this life!

His ears were red with anger, and he slammed his back on the back of the co-pilot's seat. Just as he was about to teach Li Suihan a lesson in his opening remarks, he stretched out a hand beside him, inserted it through the gap between the back of the seat and the back of his neck, and pinched his neck. Turn the back of the neck slightly.

Tao Zhuo was forced to turn around again, Li Suihan leaned in front of him, suddenly, their faces were very close, the car was very dark, the dark red and warm yellow neon lights on the road were reflected in the window, Li Suihan's expression brought With a wonderful connivance, he raised his eyebrows towards Tao Zhuo: "Did you just want to do this?"

"...Why you?" Tao Zhuo blushed, staring at Li Suihan warily.

The red light turned yellow, and a horn sounded from the back of the car to urge him. Li Suihan's eyes slipped from Tao Zhuo's eyes, and he swept his lips lightly. Scratch it.

"Tao Zhuo, I'm a reserved person when it comes to emotional expression." Li Suihan regained his grip on the steering wheel, drove the car across the intersection, and said lightly, "Not only to you, but before I met you, I'm not good at speaking , I don’t like it either, I like to do it.”

When he said the word "to do", he glanced at Tao Zhuo, and a light just flashed outside the window, passing by the corner of Li Suihan's eyes, and Tao Zhuo's throat shrank when he saw it.

When the light passed, his brows and eyes softened again: "But if you like, I will learn to say a little more."