scorching cold

Tao Zhuo almost blurted out: Then you can say it.

But just as Li Suihan said that he was not good at expressing himself and he didn't like expressing himself, he aggressively started pushing up, which seemed a bit unreasonable.

And he always thought of what An Yi said yesterday: If you don't understand, why do you keep hanging on to the past.

If you look at it from Li Suihan's point of view, you probably have the same idea, right?After all, he has never mentioned Li Yang or other pasts to himself, so he probably thinks this kind of behavior is quite boring.

What's more, Tao Zhuo himself felt bored after talking all the time but didn't see any four, five or six.

I'm just too good at putting myself in someone else's shoes.

He awarded himself an empathetic award in his heart, and sighed silently.

When he was struggling, his cell phone rang. It was his mother's call. As soon as he got through, he asked Tao Zhuo why he wasn't home yet.

"Didn't I tell Mom yesterday that I'm going to eat out today and go back later." Tao Zhuo said.

"Did you say it?" Mom expressed doubts, "When did you say it?"

"Ah, didn't you say it? Then I remembered wrongly, I thought I said it," Tao Zhuo rubbed his forehead, his mind was confused yesterday, he was confused, "Is there something wrong at home?"

"I'm dizzy every day," my mother whispered, and said, "It's okay, your aunt brought Haohao to play at home, and wanted to wait for you to come home to have dinner together, if you don't come back, we won't wait for you... Otherwise, why don't you hurry back?"

"Uncle!" Haohao shouted at the top of his voice.

"Come back, let Zhuo Zhuo come back, it's been a long time since I've seen you." The aunt's voice also rose.

"Oh, goodbye," Tao Zhuo said to his mother with his head swollen when he heard his sister-in-law, "I have to find someone for me again, I have a headache. Wait for me."

"Okay, then you come back early." Mom smiled, didn't say anything else, and hung up the phone.

There were still a few messages from the boss on WeChat. Tao Zhuo replied with his head down. Li Suihan glanced at him and said, "Is there something wrong?"

"No." Tao Zhuo finished typing the last sentence and put the phone away, "My mother asked me if I would go home for dinner, and I couldn't say no."

After driving for a while, Li Suihan then asked, "Want to introduce you to a girlfriend?"

Tao Zhuo leaned on the back of the chair and looked at him with his head tilted. He raised his eyebrows and overturned the car just now, which caused him a psychological shadow.

"Yeah, I think I've never been in a relationship since I've grown up, and I'm afraid I won't find someone to marry." Tao Zhuo said, Li Suihan turned to meet his gaze, and he lazily turned his face to look out the window.

"Does your family know about your situation?" Li Suihan asked.

"My brother knows, my parents... just pretend not to understand." Tao Zhuo said.

"When did you tell him?" Li Suihan asked.

"After being rejected by you." Tao Zhuo said, "I felt uncomfortable. He asked me, so I told him."

Li Suihan's blurred expression was reflected in the reflection of the window, no one spoke in the carriage for a moment, Tao Zhuo waited for a while, and heard Li Suihan say: "I didn't mean to reject you."

Tao Zhuo moved his ears, kept his posture facing the car window, and secretly glanced at him out of the corner of his eyes.

"I was not in a good state at that time, and I was in a mess," Li Suihan said in a displeased tone, "I don't know what you are thinking, and I don't know what I think."

The moment Tao Zhuo heard this, he almost had a sore nose. This was the first time that Li Suihan took the initiative to talk to him about his thoughts. The words "I didn't refuse on purpose" made his heart suddenly become A bagful of water swelled heavily in the chest cavity, so stuck that the sternum felt squeezed.

There was a bit of hesitant happiness in this sour, sour feeling, all kinds of feelings rushed up, and Tao Zhuo didn't know what kind of mood he was in.

He imitated Li Suihan's "oh", but still didn't turn his head, and listened to him to hear more.

But after Li Suihan finished speaking, he didn't go any further. Just like the "things about my family" yesterday, he became a jagged gourd again.

That barbecue restaurant has changed owners, the taste is almost the same, but the name has been changed, the interior decoration and seats have all been redecorated, much more advanced, Tao Zhuo felt that something was missing.

What remains unchanged is the cooperation between him and Li Suihan.

Li Suihan is still in charge of the barbecue, and Tao Zhuo still likes to put random things on the grill.

Finally, the roasted meat fell into Tao Zhuo's plate, and Li Suihan pushed aside all the lemons and pineapples, and Tao Zhuo played with them with a fork.

After eating, the two leisurely crossed the square and walked towards the parking lot. Li Suihan asked him, "Do you want to do something else?"

Tao Zhuo was watching a few children playing skateboards. Hearing these suggestive words, a huge exclamation mark instantly appeared on his head, and he looked at Li Suihan warily.

other?do what?

Kiss?

Just finished eating meat and a mouthful of oil!

Tao Zhuo thought about it for a long time, remembering that when he liked Li Suihan, he really wanted to take advantage of it as long as he was with him, but now it's the other way around?

Doesn't Li Suihan always want to do something... something with him?

Tao Zhuo actually didn't know whether he wanted to accept Li Suihan's intimacy, because reason told him that his attitude towards Li Suihan should at least be more indifferent than his mood, and he really didn't want all his emotions to be led by the nose by Li Suihan.

But no matter how self-aware you are, biological instinct is instinct, especially for men—when I think of the former? Fake? First love in front of me, looking at the suit and stalks, but actually wanting to do those things with me Suddenly, Tao Zhuo felt numbness from the soles of his feet to the back of his spine.

He swayed, and Li Suihan asked him strangely: "What's wrong? Cold?"

"No." Tao Zhuo waved his hand in shame, but Li Suihan just took out his mobile phone to check the time and asked him, "Watching a movie? What do you want to watch recently?"

Tao Zhuo: "..."

He somehow wanted to laugh, and couldn't help but said to Li Suihan: "Your chasing process is too standard."

Eating, taking a walk and watching a movie is simply a standard triple.

Li Suihan also smiled, glanced at Tao Zhuo, stretched out his hand to find out his collar which was crushed by the scarf, and said, "I'm thirty."

"It's 31 after Chinese New Year." Tao Zhuo stopped and raised his chin to let him straighten up.

"Well, it's time for four." Li Suihan said.

He drooped his eyelashes slightly, with a serious expression between mature and careless, he straightened Tao Zhuo's collar and scarf, and pulled his. A sense of unreality.

He thought for a while and said, "I am now the same age as you when I met you again in freshman year."

Li Suihan raised his eyelids to look at him, pinched his earlobe: "You have always been small in my eyes."

"It's only five or six years old. It sounds like you are seven or eighty years old." Tao Zhuo was upset by what he said, "I don't want to watch the movie, my aunt is here, and my mother will probably have to call soon."

"Then tomorrow, I'll pick you up." Li Suihan said.

Just passing by a brand store, he took Tao Zhuo in. The clerk brought Tao Zhuo a new coat according to Tao Zhuo's size. Li Suihan compared it to Tao Zhuo casually.Tao Zhuo secretly wanted to flip the price tag, so he put on a sweater and bought it directly.

Tao Zhuo went to eat empty-handed, and then returned to the gate of the community with two extra paper bags in his hands, and a bunch of sunflowers in the bags.

Li Suihan didn't get out of the car as before, sat in the car and watched him enter the community, Tao Zhuo took two steps and stopped, took off his scarf, and threw it through the car window like a child.

"Send me?" Li Suihan smiled.

It should have been yours two years ago.

Tao Zhuo didn't say anything, he waved to him and went for a walk.

When they got home and opened the door, the sister-in-law took Haohao to put on her shoes and was about to leave. Seeing Tao Zhuo came back, she stayed and chatted for a while. As expected, she brought up the topic of "girlfriend" without a few words, and asked Tao Zhuo if he was I went out with girls, did I find a girlfriend?

"Hey, I'm still buying flowers." The sister-in-law sniped accurately, "I picked out clothes for you? They look good."

Buying and sending flowers seems to be a matter of course between men and women. Tao Zhuo felt guilty for a while, and dealt with it nonsense. His father was watching TV, and his mother was peeling apples. He smiled slightly and did not speak.

Tao Zhuo was a little depressed and embarrassed, and even wondered if there was something between his mother and her relatives, friends, and old sisters. Why are these aunts and aunts so enthusiastic about whether he talks about dating this year?

In the end, Tao Zhen came to make a rescue, asking if Haohao was sleepy, and drove the sister-in-law home.

Mom then went to call Sunflower, looked at Tao Zhuo's clothes, and asked who he went out with.

"Talk about friends, friends." Tao Zhuo carried the clothes and flowers over, and went back to the room without cooperating with his mother's inquiry.

When Tao Zhen came back, he was lying on the bed holding his mobile phone, planning to release Li Suihan from the blacklist, and he was still wearing a new sweater.

"Every day changes." Tao Zhen came in and slapped his buttocks, and lifted Tao Zhuo's sweater to tickle him, "Who did you go out with?"

Tao Zhuo laughed and avoided him, the two brothers pinched for a while, Tao Zhuo gasped with laughter, the two lay on their backs and kicked each other back and forth.

"Tell me," Tao Zhen stepped on Tao Zhuo, "what's the situation? As soon as I entered the door, my mother pulled me over and whispered, asking if you are in a relationship."

"Brother," Tao Zhuo stared at the ceiling for a moment, turned over and said to Tao Zhen with his head propped up, "I think you're right, you'll feel better if you don't think about it."

Tao Zhen said "Huh?" and looked him up: "You figured it out?"

Tao Zhuo shook his head, with one leg resting on his knees, "Brother, you don't know, he said he was thirty today, and I suddenly felt like a dream. Since I am so old now, I will be thirty all of a sudden. ? The six years in the middle have passed, why do you think time is so worthless? Do I have to struggle until thirty? Then he is really going to be four."

Tao Zhen didn't speak, but frowned.

Tao Zhuo glanced at him, smiled, and said, "I don't want to think about it, I'm too lazy to think about it, let's be a hedonist first."

As soon as the idea of ​​"enjoy it first" comes out, and then stays with Li Suihan later, Tao Zhuo really relaxes a lot.

At the end of the year, Li Suihan has a lot of things to do and time is limited. They are like high school students who get along in the cracks, spending a few hours every evening to secretly have fun.

Talking, eating, strolling, Li Suihan brought him a bouquet of flowers every day, and took his family to the places they used to go to every day. Some shops are still the same as before, and some have changed. It is never just people who are unwilling to spare time .

They recalled the bits and pieces they got along with in the past. This way of groping and filling up the memory can always bring surprises inadvertently. Sometimes talking about fun things in the past can make people laugh endlessly.

Tao Zhuo also became more and more peaceful. He had a feeling of pulling away halfway to see Li Suihan getting along with him. It was less like "chasing someone" and more like two old friends who came back to visit relatives.

This old friend-like peace lasted until two days before Christmas, when an incident happened that day, which subtly changed the atmosphere between Li Suihan and Tao Zhuo.

At that time, Tao Zhuo had just got off work and got into Li Suihan's car. The two were discussing where to go today, when a strange call came in on his cell phone.

"Hello?" Tao Zhuo politely picked it up, thinking it was a parent who came to consult.

"Wife!" Qi Ya's voice called him with a smile through the receiver, "Come pick me up at the airport!"

He was so loud that he could be heard through the earpiece.

Tao Zhuo was bombarded with a "hey", smiled and switched the phone to the other ear, and shouted in surprise, "Qi Ya! You're back?"

Li Suihan drove the car steadily, paused for a moment, then glanced lightly at Tao Zhuo.