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"After the breakup, whether my family's attitude is good or my own mood is good, there are various reasons. Before the economy is completely independent, I really don't have much interest in dating." Li Suihan exhaled softly and looked at Tao Zhuo, "It's not that I can't let go. Li Yang, I don't want to talk about it from the bottom of my heart."

"Besides, since we broke up, it's over for me. Whether it's pleasant or unpleasant, I always feel that there is no need to bring it up and say it everywhere. This is respect for him and that relationship, and it is also for myself." he said again.

"So every time you ask me about Li Yang, how we broke up, how we chased him, and compare yourself with him..." Li Suihan's eyes were a little tired, "I really don't know how to answer you."

"You are different, Tao Zhuo, you are you, he is him, there is really no need to compare them together." He scratched Tao Zhuo's face, "Got it?"

When Tao Zhuo heard Li Yang's last attitude, he was initially surprised and annoyed, but when he heard Li Suihan's words, he suddenly felt aggrieved.

Not for himself, but for Li Suihan.

"...What are you talking about." When he opened his mouth, he felt a suffocation squeezed into his throat, making his nose sore.

"If I knew it earlier, I wouldn't have asked. I'd rather you talked about a fairy, had a happy talk, and was finally stripped by the Queen Mother, who pulled Dao Yinhe forcibly. After listening to it, I would be sore for a few days at most." Tao Zhuo's eye circles were burning, " In the end, what did you talk about? After five years of tossing around, did you end up laughing at yourself?"

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Li Suihan looked at him amusedly.

Tao Zhuo was really uncomfortable, he was so aggrieved.

Li Suihan, who he failed to catch up with, was picked up by Li Yang for the most fearless five years, but in the end he backhandedly fed Li Suihan a mouthful of shit.

Tao Zhuo is not Li Suihan, he doesn't have the big heart to tolerate and understand Li Suihan's ex, he is just angry, he feels worthless for Li Suihan, feels sorry for him, and wants to turn around and punch the self who always clings to Li Yang.

"Where is Li Yang's house?" He pulled the quilt and was about to get out of bed, "I'll infect him!"

"Hey, crazy." Li Suihan was really amused, and pulled Tao Zhuo back into his arms.

Tao Zhuo was depressed for a while, then scratched his face and said, "So because of Li Yang's last act, you are too lazy to date, but because of me, you jumped out of the state of not wanting to date again?"

"I didn't want to talk about it at the time, so I rejected it, but when I saw me two years later, I found that I still liked me." Tao Zhuo put his feet on Li Suihan's knee, "So I have always been different to you, yes Bar?"

Li Suihan laughed, thinking that Tao Zhuo, who was so complacent, was very funny and pleasing.

He said "hmm" and said, "Finally, I stopped thinking about it in a wrong way. If I didn't meet you when I watched the movie that day, I still wouldn't fall in love with anyone now."

"Human." Tao Zhuo shook his feet and exhaled thoroughly.

"Then you said last time..." He made a swearing gesture, "Last question about Li Yang—last time I asked you whether Li Yang has been looking for you in the past two years, and you said he did, then he Are you here to ask you that kind of request again?"

"No." Li Suihan raised his hand and twitched an eyelash from Tao Zhuo's face, his tone remained the same, "He's getting married, tell me."

Tao Zhuo: "..."

Tao Zhuo was about to vomit blood from anger.

"Actually, you are also a little afraid that I will become Li Yang 2.0, right?" He was in a depressed mood just now, and he poked Li Suihan's collar in front of him, and picked his collarbone, "I am afraid that I will walk you for a few years, and finally reach the age To throw you aside and get married."

If that's the case, then if he were Li Suihan, he wouldn't want to be in a relationship anymore, it's really boring.

Li Suihan didn't speak, but smiled through his nasal cavity, and held Tao Zhuo's troubled hand.

"Actually, Li Yang is right," he told Tao Zhuo. "A large part of homosexuals are indeed like this. On the surface, they live a 'normal' life, and make appointments in private to solve their desires."

"Aren't you tired?" Tao Zhuoguang felt annoyed when he heard it.

"Perhaps between facing themselves, their own family, and facing their parents, more people are afraid of facing their parents," Li Suihan said. "The final result is that all three parties are very tired."

Tao Zhuo looked up at him.

Li Suihan thought for a while and said, "For example, my dad."

"You don't have to say it if you don't want to." Tao Zhuo was a little scared, and he told Li Suihan sincerely, "My original intention is that if I have something on my mind, it is more comfortable for two people to talk together than to be bored alone, and then I can also understand you better. But if you don’t like this way of resolution, you’ll have to suffer a second time if you speak out... I only recently realized that everyone has their own habits, and I won’t force you to do more in the future said."

"No," Li Suihan's eyes bent gently, "I'm just not used to it. I usually analyze others, but when it comes to myself, I have to think about it."

Tao Zhuo followed him with a grin.

"My family's main objection is my father. My father is better than Li Yang's father. At least he didn't throw me into a rehab center." Li Suihan said simply, "He just objected, very persistently."

"Why don't you listen?" Tao Zhuo asked.

Li Suihan said "Yes": "He used to be in the army, he was straight from the spirit to the waist, and he didn't shy away from being annoyed by this. Every time he said something to him, the topic would turn to this in the end."

"That's okay, he didn't want to sever the father-son relationship with you, he is still willing to be your father, and he also recognizes you as his son." Tao Zhuo said.

He thought to himself that you have become financially independent anyway, and it’s not a big deal if you get yelled at by the family and go in one ear and out the other.

"For example, I called home at night to tell him and my mother to pay attention to pneumonia. He first asked me if Bei Tian had been sent back to her father." The child who came here, let me have less contact with his granddaughter before I become normal, don't turn around and be influenced by me, and it will grow old."

Tao Zhuo: "..."

How can this be the words that can go in the left ear and come out in the right ear!

Tao Zhuo is about to go crazy, the old man is worthy of being a member of the army, so he can't wait to shoot Li Suihan directly in the heart!

"I can't take it, just ignore him! What kind of father is this, is it the enemy?" Tao Zhuo shook his head in pain, and now Li Suihan wanted to say that he didn't want to hear any more.

He finally fully understood why Li Suihan didn't like to talk about himself. One was his ex and the other was his father. This kind of hurt from the closest person was a mass of aggrieved and helpless people who couldn't vent.

He turned over and rode on Li Suihan's waist, and said solemnly: "Li Suihan, you can just think about me from now on, all the troubles before are for redeeming prizes for me, from now on, you are picking up treasures."

Li Suihan looked at him and didn't speak for a long time, then he took Tao Zhuo's hand on his chest and pecked his index finger.

Fingers to Hearts seems to be true.

Tao Zhuo tingled his fingers and toes together to his heart. He touched Mosuo Li Suihan's lips and bridge of nose, and suddenly whispered, "I'm choked."

Li Suihan opened his arms towards him.

Tao Zhuo lay down, moved on Li Suihan's body, and asked furtively, "Did you feel it?"

Before Li Suihan could speak, he poked his hand back, and laughed "hehe" again: "You're choked too."

"If you don't choke, there will be a problem." Li Suihan said.

Tao Zhuo stared at him closely for a while, and felt that Li Suihan's lazy and dangerous appearance was very sexy.He tilted his head, rubbed against Li Suihan's lips, and pressed his forehead against his.

Li Suihan wrapped Tao Zhuo's waist, and slid his other hand along his spine all the way to the drum.

"What to do?" Tao Zhuo's voice was as low as a thief in someone else's house, expecting and nervous, "You teach me. Are you still energetic?"

Li Suihan lifted the corner of his mouth and said softly, "You will die."

Tao Zhuo boiled from inside to outside, imitating Li Suihan's words, kissing him with a blushing face: "...then die."

In the next two or three days, Tao Zhuo personally experienced the term "Doomsday Paradise".

He is like any young man who has just started his career, he is surprised and fresh, and he can't forget that Li Suihan has devoted himself to his career these years, and has lived a life of few desires.During this annual vacation when they can't go out, the two of them almost have to stay together for a long time.

Tao Zhuo was screaming and crying on the bed, and when Li Suihan got out of bed to clean, wash clothes and cook, he still had to hang him.Humming about the pain in his buttocks while walking around with him, watching Li Suihan open a refrigerator and cut vegetables, he felt that it was full of flavor, and stuck behind him and moved his feet.

But once he picked up the phone, the news about the new crown on the Internet was overwhelming, and the situation was rapidly intensifying. The initial chaos caught everyone by surprise, and he felt suffocated by the increasingly terrifying dynamics.

Cases began to break out in various provinces, and the incubation period was extended from one week to fourteen days...

Wuhan is locked down...

It's great that Vulcan Mountain is under construction...

This virus can also enter through the eyes, and it can stay in the air for half an hour...

There were also deaths outside Hubei Province...

Tao Qiwei really did what Li Suihan said before, and he couldn't come up with extra masks, and he was in short supply.

Tao Zhuo had no choice but to follow the trend online to grab masks, goggles, medical gloves and Lianhua Qingwen, and mobilized An Yi and Qi Ya to grab them together.

In the end, there was a lot of robbing. At the beginning, several people were cheering on the phone and they all grabbed it. After a while, he said to Li Suihan with a panicked face that the supplies must be provided to the affected areas as soon as possible. There is almost not enough there, and they can be bought now. All are fake masks.

"Do we still have masks? I called the nearby pharmacies and they were all sold out. Don't go out, let's stock up on food at home." Tao Zhuo said anxiously.

Li Suihan called his elder sister, but New Zealand also restricted purchases, and one person can only buy two.

"It's enough, don't scare yourself, I'm here." Li Suihan comforted him for a while, made a few phone calls, changed his clothes and went out.

Tao Zhuo wanted to be with him, but Li Suihan refused.

Although Tao Zhuo didn't intend to go out to scare himself and others even if there were enough masks, but it felt like he didn't have any equipment at hand.

It made him feel particularly hopeless.

He checked himself against the symptoms one by one, and felt that he had a fever for a while, and felt out of breath for a while, and he was almost dying.

In the evening, when his mother called to ask about the situation, Tao Zhuo was leaning on the sofa to take his temperature, with half of his face squeezed into his mobile phone, and told his mother not to have dinner together on the [-]th day of tomorrow, and no one to come to the house to hang out with relatives, you and my father Don't run towards other people's houses either.

"Then you have to come back." My mother said distressedly, "My home is right in front of me, there is no one who doesn't want to go home for the New Year."

"What year is it..." Tao Zhuo sighed.

Just when he was in a daze, the door rang, and the warm yellow light in the entrance came on. Li Suihan came in after changing his shoes, carrying big and small bags of ingredients in both hands, he was wearing the scarf Tao Zhuo gave him, and there was still fine snow on his shoulders and hair.

Taking off his gloves and mask, he took out two bags of masks from his coat pocket, raised his eyebrows, and shook Tao Zhuo with a smile.

Tao Zhuo looked at Li Suihan's face under the light, and suddenly became hairless.

He didn't even care about any masks, and there was only one thought in his mind-why do I like this person so, so much?

"I'm not going back to mom," Tao Zhuo also smiled at Li Suihan, and he announced to his mom, "I'll take someone back for you after I'm quarantined. Remember to make a double copy of this year's New Year's money."