Willingly ABO

I didn't know how to answer Huo Ling's words. I stirred the coffee in front of me, and after a long silence, I slowly raised my head and smiled at Huo Ling:

"Miss Huo, Qin Yuan has told me many times about this matter. I know there is a misunderstanding about this matter, so it's fine if it's resolved."

"Let me tell you the truth, if something really happens to me and I am no longer in this world, I hope that Qin Yuan will not forget me, and I hope that he will live a new life...Why am I so contradictory? You say When I was in Italy, I often thought the same way. I left him in the hope that he would stay with you safely and have a bright future. But every night when the people were quiet, I often wondered, would he think of me a little bit? Now It was only then that I realized that all these years of entanglement were caused by misunderstandings between us."

"...In the final analysis, there is something wrong with Qin Yuan and I's solution. I didn't think carefully, and came up with a fake marriage. I'm sorry." Huo Ling sighed helplessly. From her tone, I could tell that she was really I'm sorry.

I shook my head and said, "You don't have to be sorry for me. After all, you don't know about it. If it wasn't for the accident in Yunnan, I wouldn't have suspended animation. This is something no one would have thought of."

Huo Ling was very puzzled: "Xin Gan, since you know in your heart that it was a misunderstanding, why are you unwilling to forgive Qin Yuan?"

yeah, why?Qin Yuan is probably also very wronged, maybe he will tell Qin Manxin secretly that your little father is too hard to chase, when he chased me back then, I agreed right away.

I smiled wryly:

"Miss Huo doesn't know us well. She may think that this matter is the biggest grievance in my heart, but in fact this is not the main reason why I refuse to forgive Qin Yuan. You should know that Qin Yuan and I are two horses. We have known each other for more than 20 years. After you Before we met Qin Yuan, we had gone through several stages from being friends to being lovers and then breaking up again. This has nothing to do with other people, it is entirely our own problem. There is already a crack of distrust between us, and other blunders Misunderstandings, big or small, only deepen the crack, and sooner or later it will break apart and be divided into two. How do you say that? The explosive package was buried early, and it will explode one day."

Huo Ling was taken aback when she heard this. She probably didn't expect me to think so deeply, and she didn't know how to persuade me. She paid close attention to my expression and asked in a low voice:

"Then you, are you afraid?"

My heart trembled, but then calmed down.What Huo Ling said was right, but it made me breathe a sigh of relief.

"Well... I'm quite afraid, I'm afraid of being hurt again because of the problems between me and Qin Yuan."

There's nothing to hide, I admit, I'm scared, because at heart, I'm not the person who doesn't know what the future holds but dares to go with the feeling.

"Miss Huo, I was a narrow escape. I almost died twice, and both times were the result of the causes buried earlier."

"I often think, if I didn't choose to take the train to Yunnan for the sake of the child in my stomach, would I have an accident and be forced to go abroad? The heights are so cold, if Qin Yuan didn't try so desperately to climb up, he would be punished by bad people / Medicine, will there be lunatics like Liang Ranchuan and Watarase? But if there is no if, all these things happened."

"If Qin Yuan and I continue to entangle, will something unexpected happen? I can't have any more accidents. I still have a son. He is my biggest bond now. I don't want him to die because of me. got hurt."

I haven't completely resolved the remaining issues with Qin Yuan, how dare I just start over with him?

I was really scared, and even kept shrinking, always feeling that if I didn't think it through carefully this time, there would be endless troubles.

Not only for me, even if it's just for Qin Manxin, I can't let go of Qin Yuan easily.

Huo Ling took a sip of coffee, she probably understood my inner struggle, and decided not to persuade me anymore:

"Xin Gan, as Qin Yuan's friend, I really want to see you both well, so I would like to say a few more words for him. But I also respect your wishes. Since you have your own plans, I can't say anything else , I am very happy to meet you today, and I hope that the choice you make in the end can make you feel happy."

……

I just said it casually, I didn't expect Qin Yuan to actually buy a pair of new leather shoes for Qin Manxin.

The girl's shoes can still have some patterns, but the boy's shoes are all those styles, which look no different from his old pair.

But Qin Manxin was still happy because he had new shoes, so he ran over to show off to Huo Ling and me with the shoebox in his arms.

Huo Ling co-operated with him exaggeratedly, boasting how good-looking she was, and also advised Qin Manxin to wear it in a small suit again, and follow Qin Yuan to attend various exhibitions, so that he could hook up handsome guys and beautiful women by tomorrow.

Qin Yuan asked her not to talk nonsense with the child with a sullen face, stepped forward and gave me a hug in the crowded shopping mall, let me be dyed with his pheromone, and then wrapped his arms around my waist, swearing sovereignty, Whispered in my ear:

"How is it? How did you talk with Huo Ling? What did you talk about? You don't believe her if she says something strange, just listen to it."

Of course it is impossible for me to tell him the content of my chat with Huo Ling, this is a secret between me and Huo Ling.

I made up some words casually, with an indifferent face, deliberately joking:

"I didn't talk about anything, just talk about how stinky you alphas are, how unfair the world is to omega and so on. Ah, chatting with Ms. Huo is such a pleasure, it has not only increased my knowledge, broadened my knowledge, It gave me a sense of identity again, and I hope to have the opportunity to chat with her more in the future.”

Qin Yuan's expression turned dark when he heard this, and he said to Huo Ling, "What are you talking about with him? The topic is too heavy, so don't turn around and affect his mood."

He patted my back and coaxed: "Don't talk to Huo Ling in the future, it's the same to ask me if you want to know something, I know as much as her."

"Ouch, where did the smell of vinegar come from? It's so sour that I can't stand it. Manman, do you smell it?"

Huo Ling on the side deliberately teased Qin Manxin.Qin Manxin didn't understand anything and shook his head honestly.

"Hey, your big dad is jealous of Aunt Huo, how stingy, I eat jealous of a beta girl, don't know that my wife is gay? I won't rob his wife! Alpha's possessiveness is too scary, they all It’s not a good thing, we shouldn’t differentiate into alpha when we’re full.”

Qin Manxin hugged his beloved new leather shoes, and nodded with a vague understanding.

Qin Yuan slid him over, urging helplessly: "Huo Ling, should you go get your cousin's birthday present?"

The eviction order was so obvious that Huo Ling couldn't hear it anymore, so she didn't need to control a large company.

She picked up her bag and brushed her hair: "You're right, I have to get it quickly, otherwise it will run away in a while." Then she walked towards me, took my hand and said goodbye to me: "Xingan , I’m leaving first, we had a pleasant chat today, we’ll contact each other in private when we have a chance.”

He also bent down and straightened Qin Manxin's hair: "See you soon, next time Auntie Huo Ling will bring a gift to your house to see you."

"Yeah! I want something delicious! But..." Qin Manxin thumped his little head in distress, "But my little dad and I live at grandpa's house now, not mine. Auntie Huo Ling can't find it..."

"It's okay, Aunt Huo Ling asked your little father to bring it to you." Huo Ling straightened up, "Then Mr. Qin, let's meet again. I have nothing else to tell you. I hope you can quickly coax your wife and make a separation for your child." Growth is always bad, by the way, I hope you take the time to read this quarter's work report, nothing else, bye!"

That's what he said, but Huo Ling didn't give Qin Yuan a look, and walked away on her high heels.

Qin Yuan was puzzled: "Xin Gan, you and Huo Ling really only talked about that? She didn't talk nonsense about me in front of you? I don't think her reaction is very similar."

I "tsk", impatiently: "It's all said and done, why, don't believe me, do you still wish someone would chew your tongue behind your back?"

Qin Yuan reluctantly denied: "No, Huo Ling is a good friend, but like Huo Pei, she is outspoken. I'm afraid she might say something wrong and cause misunderstandings, but I'm sure I'll be happy if you two can get along well."

I put the shoes back in the box for Qin Manxin, and led him back to the children's clothing area, with Qin Yuan following closely behind.

I picked up one and stuffed it into Qin Yuan's hands:

"You can choose what you think is suitable to buy. I still don't buy clothes for children of this age, but I will learn. There are so many clothes, shoes, and other intimate clothing that you can't just buy them all the time. "

I turned my back to him, went to pick out other clothes, and continued to say:

"There are other things about him. What I owe him in these three years may not be less than what you lacked in the first two years, but I will definitely try my best to make up for him."

Qin Yuan's hand holding his clothes was visibly paused, he stopped, and called me softly: "Xin Gan..." This voice may contain his complicated emotions these days.

He is in a complicated mood, so why am I not?

There is a Qin Man in my heart, and I have to think more about everything.

"...Stop calling me, isn't it annoying, hurry up and look at your clothes, time has been delayed by Huo Ling." My hand curled up unconsciously, and I tightly clenched Qin Manxin's little hand, "Are you picking or not? I picked and bought the good-looking ones."

"I'll pick, I'll pick—" Qin Yuan regained his composure, and put it against my ear to breathe, "Xin Gan, I don't know what you and Huo Ling talked about, if you don't like it, I won't ask Don't bother me, huh?"

My ears tickled, and my shoulders pushed back: "I don't want to say it, but I'm too lazy to tell the idiot, stay away from me, and don't harass/harass me."

Qin Yuan didn't dare to offend me, he tried his best to please Qin Manxin and me along the way, desperately paying for Qin Manxin and me.

Whenever he falls in love with him, he doesn't even bother to pack and swipe his card. I also pack all the clothes I picked out for Qin Manxin that I rejected just now. For the first time, I even let Qin Manxin buy Oreo McRoll, and feed him bite by bite. Qin Manxin is so confused My mouth was full of biscuit crumbs, and I was shivering from the cold. I looked at it and shook my head.