Willingly ABO

"Little Daddy, Big Daddy seems to be in a good mood today, I hope he will always be happy! Then he will give me things that I don't usually buy for me!"

When I got home, Qin Manxin threw herself happily into a pile of packing bags to swim in. I put my hips on my hips and shook my head, thinking to myself, are you wishing your dad well or for yourself, little clever ghost.

My little dad said politely to Qin Yuan: "Xiao Yuan, why did you buy them so many things, and the family couldn't put them down?"

I fished Qin Manxin out of the small pile of packing bags, and carried him to Dad's side.

"It's okay, little dad. If you can't let it go, let it go to Qin Yuan's place. Anyway, it's his money, and you won't be wronged. Otherwise, if big dad sees it later, he will also throw it to him."

I patted Qin Manxin on the back and urged him to take a bath with his grandfather. He was in high spirits today, very obedient, and bounced away.

At this moment, only Qin Yuan and I were left in the living room.

Qin Yuan scratched his head, raised his chin toward the balcony, and asked deliberatively, "Would you like to come to my house for a while? Although it's just a simple tidying up, it's not a problem to entertain you."

It’s really eye-opening. I thought about it carefully. I can count on one hand the number of times Daqinyuan invited me to his house since I was a child. When was it that I didn’t go over the balcony by myself?

I folded my hands on my chest and stared at him vigilantly: "Is there something you want from me?"

Qin Yuan laughed: "What are you thinking? Simply, please go over and sit down. Didn't you want to see my room last time and I didn't let you in. Let me show you this time?"

"What's so interesting, you said you kept it intact when you moved, isn't that what it is?"

"Sit down, you chatted with Huo Ling for a long time at night, taking advantage of taking a full bath at this moment, can you give me some time?"

"..." I almost choked, "Qin Yuan, don't tell me that you are really jealous of Huo Ling?"

"Of course not, but people can talk to you, why can't I? We can talk about a lot of topics, you see, we talked about everything when we were young."

Although I don't know that the two people's current social circles don't overlap, where did Qin Yuan get the confidence that we won't be cold when we chat, but since he is so persistent, it's okay to let him accompany me to pass the time.

In fact, I also knew that he was waiting to tell Huo Ling and me what to say, I looked at Qin Yuan's expectant and forbearing expression, suppressed a smile, nodded lightly in agreement, and walked out of the balcony with him.

Passing through the balcony, I once again stepped into this familiar house through the balcony door of the Qin family, as if stepping into a dusty time.

But stepping here again, my mood is completely different from the last time, because I have new memories.

As far as I can remember, Qin Yuan never lived in this house after graduating from university.Later we broke up, and I left home to work and rent a house in the new area until I became pregnant and went abroad.

Times have changed, but it seems to stay here forever in my youthful and happiest years.

Qin Yuan asked someone to clean the inside and outside of the house, and there are still only a few things left in the house that have not been moved. Except for his untouched bedroom, other places are extremely simple.

Qin Yuan’s bedroom door was not closed, it just opened to the living room, I stood on the edge and glanced inside, it was indeed the same as before, it seems that the painter who was invited to paint before didn’t mess up the room, the two of us used to Still often tossing——

and many more!

What are you thinking! ?

Immediately, some inappropriate images flashed through my mind, it was all about making stuffed sauce when Qin Yuan and I were in love.

I was startled, and my old face immediately heated up.

"Why just stand at the door and not go in?" Qin Yuan stood behind me, close to me, he quickly noticed my strangeness, "Why is my face so red? Is it hot? Let me turn on the air conditioner for you?"

"No, I'm thirsty."

I blushed and shook my head, avoiding his sight, turned and returned to the living room.Hey, is it possible to tell him that when I see his bedroom now, I think of the time when I rolled with him from one end to the other?

Qin Yuan paused, but fortunately he had no doubts, and said thoughtfully, "Okay, I'll pour you a cup of black tea to quench your thirst."

I looked around, and finally sat on the newly added single sofa in the living room, sipping the black tea Qin Yuan poured for me.Qin Yuan pulled a chair and sat beside me, hesitated to speak, looked down at his watch from time to time, raised his head again, and looked at me hesitantly.

There is no Qin Manxin here to distract me, and the time goes by extremely slowly, and it is conceivable that Qin Yuan, who has something to say, is even more difficult.

This is a picture I have imagined countless times. In my eyes, Qin Yuan, who is proud of himself, will one day beg for forgiveness in front of me because he regrets what he did to me in the past. I never thought that this scene would have a chance to come true. .

I opened my mouth slightly, in such a familiar environment, I was in a trance for a moment, and the thoughts in my mind were almost ready to come out.This is a sudden strong feeling, without any warning, it seems that something is secretly pushing me, asking me to tell Qin Yuan clearly the thoughts deep in my heart.

I came back to my senses, suppressed this feeling, silently put down the cup in my hand, looked at him a little funny, and jokingly said:

"Don't look at me like that, am I scary? I know you have a lot of questions to ask, just say what you want to say, I will answer according to my mood, don't make me look like I can eat you .”

Qin Yuan was taken aback, and then sighed softly: "I'm really afraid of you, if you don't like what I said, don't be angry."

"It's okay, I'm not angry. I know you want to ask me what I talked about with Huo Ling. In fact, what I told you in the mall just now is indeed a lie. I want to treat those words as secrets."

After hearing this, Qin Yuan asked softly, "If you guessed right, it really is about me, right?"

"Yeah." I didn't deny it, but nodded.

"...Xin Gan, you were talking to Huo Ling, would you like to tell me too, huh?" Qin Yuan's tone was exceptionally gentle, "During this time, I've been thinking about what I didn't do enough, what are you doing? What are you waiting for, or what else do you mind, would you like to tell me?"

When not teaching Qin Manxin a lesson, he often talks to the child like this.At this time, I really feel that he looks like a mature adult, and I suddenly become a child, either relying on him not daring to get angry and making trouble, or asking him to persuade him accidentally.

"...More than two hours ago, I wanted to keep those words as a secret for the time being, and wait for a while, and then tell you when you can't figure it out. But now that you ask me like this, I hesitate again, maybe say it now better?"

Not long ago I scolded Qin Yuan, saying that he held back his words, but looking at myself now, love is always frightening, and when things really happen, we are not the same.

They were silent for a long time, and finally Qin Yuan spoke:

"You used to say that you didn't know what was going on in my heart, but now I understand how you feel, and how much torture I had in the past. It's not the way to hide it, what do you think? Let's be honest. , Xin Gan, let me know exactly what you think of me these days."

I tightened the cup in my hand, took a big sip as if making up my mind, pursed my lips, and then opened my lips and said:

"...Just now in the shopping mall, Huo Ling and I chatted a lot. She is quite a girl. Do you know that, and she advised me to forgive you as soon as possible."

"Qin Yuan, actually, let me tell you the truth, the matter about you two has already passed with me, I know this is a misunderstanding, and I don't blame you. But since I understand that all the things between us are because of It was caused by a misunderstanding, now that it’s out of the way, why haven’t I accepted you these days, Qin Yuan, have you thought about it?”

Qin Yuan didn't answer, I shook the cup and looked down at the little whirlpool of black tea in it.Although I didn't look up, from the corner of my eye, I could still feel that Qin Yuan was looking at me seriously, not for a moment.

"It's just that I'm still waiting and watching. I'm afraid we won't be able to get back to that relationship, and we won't get back that feeling. Qin Yuan, at the beginning, I kept asking myself, after so much, is it possible for us to get along like before? Those consequences, no matter whether they were caused by misunderstanding or not, have already dealt a heavy blow to us and left scars, just like my illness in the past three years, and you, who have been tortured by my illness, have to worry about gains and losses."

Qin Yuan suddenly grabbed my hand and said in a low voice: "No, you are fine, and I have not been tortured. Everything I did for you was voluntary. It has always been, I love you, so I did this The control that once made you feel very depressed is also because I love you. I have already reflected on it. Love is not a reason to restrain you. You also have the right to work hard for me and yourself. Two-way dedication can form long-term harmony. Relationship."

"I didn't forgive you before because I was angry with you, and I was also angry with myself. I was angry that you didn't understand my extreme need for a sense of security, and at the same time, I was angry that I couldn't get out of the haze of the past. I really I was very scared, so I kept retreating. You are different now, probably because you are afraid that I will get hurt, so be careful everywhere. In fact, as long as you work harder and drag me over, I will forgive you. Why don’t you? It was also when we broke up, why did you leave me such a message and leave me alone? How determined was it that I didn’t contact you for a year, and how much courage did I have to call you? It’s not that I don’t know, I’ve been easy to coax since I was a child.”

Turns out, it wasn't as difficult as I thought it would be.

I let him hold it without struggling, but my trembling fingers betrayed my heart.I was so excited that I couldn't hold the cup anymore, I put him back on the coffee table, and then put my other hand over the one he was holding on to me.

The nose couldn't stop pantothenic acid, this time I didn't push Qin Yuan away, I took his hand again.

"Do you know what I've been thinking about recently? One day on the way to school with you, I suddenly thought, isn't this kind of ordinary life day after day what I want most? I don't want to live anymore There are big waves, if this kind of life can last for a long time, and you can let me live in peace of mind and trust all the time, then one day I will accept you, can you do it?"

I only heard two words coming from my ear, resoundingly:

"I can."

The author says:

There is another book about Qin Manxin's story, called "Food Food Full of Sugar ABO", I am willing to update it after a while, if you are interested, remember to bookmark it!