Willingly ABO

I lay in a dim room, mechanically raised my arms, and swiped my phone aimlessly.

A cool white glow from the screen is the only source of light in the room.

I seem to have to think about something, but my mind is so clouded that I seem to have digested the food I had for lunch.

"hiss--"

I accidentally let go, and the phone slammed into my face.

I yelled and buried my head in the pillow with a grim expression.

The inside of the brain is buzzing, and the brain nerves are hovering on the verge of disconnection.I rolled a few times on the bed irritably, picked up the phone again, and looked for ways to divert my attention.

Everything is fine, please help me, hey.

……

When Qin Yuan called and asked me if I would go to the kindergarten with him to pick up Qin Manxin from school, I was already holding my phone and watching some "earthy video" for four to ten minutes.

I clutched my stomach and rolled from the head of the bed to the corner of the bed, laughing so hard that I almost fell off the bed.

I quickly freed my hand to hold the edge of the bed, and let out an "ouch".

"What's wrong? Did you fall? Why are you so careless? Let me see where it fell."

Qin Yuan was very worried when he heard that there was a lot of movement on my end, and sincerely invited me to a video call, but I mercilessly hung up.

"It's okay, I just watched the video and it was so funny. People these days are so good at playing. They can play tricks in more than ten seconds. Ouch, my stomach hurts from laughing."

I have basically mastered how to use a smartphone, which is actually quite simple, mainly because I am young and quick to learn, so I found a way through my own research.

On the other end of the phone, Qin Yuan gave a low laugh, his tone was relaxed, and he sounded in a good mood:

"Have you eaten, what did you have for lunch?"

I rolled the quilt cover with my fingers and yawned.

"What can I eat? There are only two of us in the family. My aunt said there is still ready-made soybean paste in the refrigerator, so I asked her to order some noodles casually."

After all, I ate lumpy noodles for lunch and it was cold, but the fried noodles made by the nanny was delicious, and I enjoyed it very much.

The nanny said that I looked better than yesterday. I praised her for being able to cook, and she fed me after two meals. No wonder Qin Manxin is so strong.The nanny was happy and told me a lot about Qin Manxin's favorite food.

"The young master eats regularly. He usually starts with the things he doesn't particularly like, and then eats the ones he likes after eating. Once I asked him why he eats like this, and he told me it's called "bitter first." Houtian'! Don't say it, the children in the city are educated, and such children can use idioms!"

The nanny really liked Qin Manxin, and when he was mentioned, wrinkles appeared in the corners of her eyes.

"Over time, I have found some patterns. The young master likes to eat rice and noodles. To put it bluntly, it is the staple food. He can eat a big bowl of white rice, as well as stewed noodles. He has to eat milk every night. French bread. Next, there are all kinds of stewed meat, and then fruit. I hate eating vegetables the most."

Hey, I don’t know why, it seems that many children don’t like to eat green vegetables, which leads to a lack of vitamin C at a young age. Qin Yuan told me before that Qin Manxin’s lack of vitamin C was serious for a while, probably because he doesn’t like to eat vegetables and fruits. of.

"Is there any alternative for him not to eat vegetables? Does he just rely on vitamin C chewable tablets?"

I remembered that his child's vitamin C was still in the pocket of my air-conditioning coat.

The nanny shook her head and sighed:

"The young master just doesn't like it, but he is still willing to eat if you insist on letting him eat. He is very obedient. You don't need to talk about him, sir. He is really sensible. There are very few such well-behaved children these days. He is not very picky eater, basically He eats whatever is given to him, and occasionally picks it just to act like a baby to adults."

I've seen Qin Yuan doting on children with my own eyes. Qin Manxin acted like a baby casually, and Qin Yuan lost his ability to call the wind and rain in an instant.

"The young master was weak and sick in the past, and he was raised with great difficulty. I heard that he was frightened when he was young, so my husband didn't dare to speak to him too loudly."

I stopped holding the chopsticks, looked up at the nanny with my mouth full of soy sauce, and asked curiously:

"Ever frightened? What frightened?"

Qin Manxin was frightened, so Qin Yuan yelled at him yesterday?

The nanny's expression changed rapidly, and I quickly caught it.She laughed loudly, and explained while cleaning up her empty bowl:

"Hey, no, I don't know what's going on. My husband just mentioned it by accident. I don't want to say more—I'm going to clean up the kitchen. You can eat slowly!"

I immediately lowered my eyes, looking dignified.

Just as I am answering Qin Yuan's call now, so am I, with a complicated expression.

"Xingan, Xingan? Why aren't you talking?"

Qin Yuan's voice was gentle and soft, with a little electric sound through the phone, it seemed very unreal.

"No, I'm too sleepy after eating, ha—"

I lazily turned over and yawned.

"What time did you get up this morning?"

Qin Yuan asked casually with a smile, and immediately asked and answered himself,

"Don't tell me, let me guess. It must be no earlier than ten o'clock."

I awkwardly rubbed my feet together:

"Hey, how do you know..."

When Qin Yuan's nerves are not tense, he is like all the ordinary men in the world who dote on their wives and sons, and their happiness is beyond words when they mention He's heart and soul——

"Manman is also very sleepy, and he can't get out of bed even if he lifts the quilt. He is a little slob born of a big slob like you."

I:"……"

Qin Manxin, your father called us two worms, there is no such fat worm in the world, you are a little pig...

No, you are a fragrant pig, so what am I?Am I scolding myself?

I couldn't help scolding Qin Yuan in my heart, angrily:

"Go away, I'm going to take a nap when I'm full, I'm a big slob, I'm going to take a nap, if I don't sleep enough, I'm going to eat people, what are you doing now, don't bother me."

Qin Yuan answered immediately:

"Look at what time it is now? It's almost three o'clock at 02:30, and you can still sleep at night now? It's time for them to get up after their kindergarten nap."

He paused, and his voice became softer, and it penetrated into my ears like the wind through the earpiece, making me numb.

"Shall we pick up Manman from school together? You...you in the future won't have the chance to go with me. Manman and I are very sorry. We gave Manman a surprise. What do you think?"

I thought about it, struggled to get up from the bed, walked to the window, and opened the heavy curtains.

In late spring and early summer, the afternoon sun is not too glaring, but it shines warmly on people.I stood barefoot on the platform, stepped on the sunlight on the ground, and raised my head to receive the heat of the sun, as if this could drive away the chill on my body.

"Okay!" I put the phone to my ear and replied.

"But Qin Yuan, I'll go with you, and I have an exchange."

Sure enough, Qin Yuan agreed very happily:

"No exchange, just say what you want."

"I don't want anything, I want to go out another day."

I breathed on the glass and wiped it on my sleeve.

Qin Yuan's chatterbox suddenly opened up. He seemed to be very excited about my proposal of traveling to him, and he was making plans, as if he hadn't been out for 800 years.

"Okay, when and where do you want to go out, tell me, and I will arrange the time. If you want to play, can we take it with you? Go to the water park? Or do you not want to play those? Then the two of us? Do you want to eat? What? Chinese food or Western food?"

He threw several question marks at me in a row, forcing me to not know how to answer.Just like the text message I saw earlier on Christmas Eve seven years ago, it was overwhelming.

I leaned against the window and took it easy:

"Qin Yuan, stop talking."

After hearing this, Qin Yuan stopped immediately, and asked cautiously:

"Nothing you like?"

I rubbed my temples helplessly, and sighed lightly:

"Hey, what I said is that it's just me, it's nothing to do with you."

"Where do you want to go? When are you planning to go?"

From the sudden lowering of his voice, I could tell that Qin Yuan was a little nervous. Not only did his voice change, but he even unconsciously sped up his speech, and his tone trembled slightly.

This may be a state of stress caused by some long-term cause.

Even I unconsciously followed him with trepidation.

Combined with the bombardment of incoming calls on the mobile phone, one can imagine what Qin Yuan is most afraid of right now?Scared of me leaving him.

I was afraid that I would disappear into the vast sea of ​​people as soon as I turned off my mobile phone like seven years ago, and no one could find him no matter what.

Perhaps all his concerns about gains and losses originated seven years ago.

Qin Yuan left sequelae, he can control the future me, but the present me may not be able to.

So he worries, he fears.

"I don't want to go anywhere, I just want to go shopping, let's go to Financial Street. I don't know what it has become after more than ten years, so I want to go and see it alone."

I pretended to laugh lightly twice, and asked Qin Yuan again:

"Hey Qin Yuan, do you know why I don't want to go out with you?"

"……why?"

I already felt Qin Yuan's very depressed mood, the air pressure dropped so fast that it was affected even through the phone screen.

I pursed my mouth and listened to the phone again, lest the air pressure be unbalanced for a while:

"Because you control me like you control your son. You won't let this or that. I'm afraid that if you go out with you, if others will recognize you as my guardian, then I don't want to lose my face?"

"I'm not your guardian?" Qin Yuan seemed to have heard some terrible joke, and asked me, "My omega, isn't your alpha spouse a qualified guardian? He didn't ask you when you needed comfort." Release pheromones and, if necessary, create a physical/physical connection with you?"

stop stop!He's talking nonsense again!

I blushed and hurriedly interrupted him:

"Oh, you know I don't mean that, of course you take good care of me, but I'm only 17 years old now, I also want to do things that I can only do at my age! I don't go to school, and I can always go shopping Bar?"

"Can't I go shopping with you?" Qin Yuan really didn't understand me, "I can help you choose the right clothes, pay for you, carry your shopping bags for you, and I can do everything an alpha would do for a partner. you do."

"But when you do these things, you... don't look like my partner, you know."

I struggled for a long time, and finally decided to tell Mr. Qin this fact that might be misunderstood.

"...you make me want to call you dad."

The author says:

Second more achieved.Mr. Qin: No one wants to sign up for parent-child fun activities more than me.