Willingly ABO

Qin Yuan was silent for more than half a century, and finally agreed to my terms. I guess he must have had a very ugly face when he hung up the phone.

But there is no way, not to mention that he is already 29 years old, just relying on his wardrobe of sweaters, shirts, suit jackets, and when he goes out with me, he can only be recognized as a junior.

But it doesn't matter, anyway, I didn't plan to take him in the first place.

Qin Yuan obviously has been dissatisfied with my statement all afternoon and broods on it.

Because he drove me back to pick me up at that time, and when he was about to go to kindergarten with me to pick up Qin Manxin home, he specially placed two large sealed plastic cups with beautiful packaging on the side of the passenger seat.

"...what is this?"

I picked up the expensive-looking bag and glanced inside.

Qin Yuan fastened the seat belt for me, coughed lightly, and replied casually:

"Cough, internet celebrity milk tea."

After finishing speaking, he added a special sentence:

"I waited in line for more than half an hour to buy it."

I am particularly wondering, will it take so long to queue for a cup of milk tea in 12 years?The fragrance is wafting at home and you can drink it, isn't it fragrant?

"Why buy this?"

I took out a cup, shook it, and there were all kinds of fillings, round, flat, square, and only half of the cup was filled, it was a hodgepodge.

Qin Yuan took the straw from my hand, tied it for me, and handed it to my mouth, watching me take a sip:

"Because young people like to drink this now."

Qin Yuan emphasized the word "young people".

Whoa, whoa, whoa!

"Qin Yuan, do you want to emphasize to me that you are still young?"

I almost choked, and hammered my chest while chewing two mouthfuls,

"Actually, it's not necessary. Your son is five and a half years old, and he's in middle school. No matter how young he is, he won't be too young. You should just admit that you are old."

Qin Yuan was very dissatisfied with my statement:

"It's full of them not long after graduating from college, which belongs to early childbearing. I am the youngest group among his parents."

I took a big sip of the brown sugar pearls, thinking, hey, why is he so obsessed and annoying.

"Okay, okay, you're still tender, you're the most handsome, unrestrained and suave dad I've ever seen, Qin Manxin must be proud of having a dad like you."

In fact, I really want to tell Qin Yuan that he is full of symptoms of early aging, and he has already entered a mid-life crisis, not to mention his physical age. In my heart, his mental age is basically the same as that of my dad. .

Qin Yuan was finally satisfied after listening to my words, he rubbed my hair with one free hand, turned on the car stereo, and started playing Zhang Yusheng's "I Believe".

...Thank you for trusting my compliments.

I close my eyes and listen to the song quietly.

This song immediately brought my thoughts back to the campus chorus competition in the third year of junior high school.

At that time, our class also picked this song.

At that time, everyone was busy preparing for the senior high school entrance examination, but they didn’t really have the heart to do these things. Qin Yuan was the same. He went to the experimental class of the best public school in the city. It's hard to talk.

At that time, I just fell in love, I was young, and I hadn't practiced the ability to be close to him and stay completely secret, and he didn't talk to me anymore, so the two of us got along very awkwardly.

Sometimes I want to sneak up on Qin Yuan and touch him to relieve the pain of lovesickness.He cleverly avoided them all, and he didn't know whether it was intentional or unintentional.

I thought depressedly, if only I could look at each other, and look at each other affectionately for a few minutes!

Then I had an idea and thought of a way——

I went to sign up to be the conductor of our class chorus competition.

why?

Because the conductor can see everyone, and can also arrange the positions of the students in the class, and similarly, other students must always watch your every move.

I arranged Qin Yuan in the middle of the penultimate row, so that as long as I raise my head a little, I can see Qin Yuan's stern face, and his helpless expression that he doesn't want to but has to look at me.

The microphone is right in front of him, if he doesn't look at me, if he doesn't obey my command, he will definitely go out of tune and go out of the Fifth Ring Road.

By then the whole school will know——

Yo!It turns out that the high-quality alpha Qin Yuan who participated in the school's training program after class is actually a sound idiot!

Yes, Qin Yuan's artistic shortcomings are not only reflected in painting, but also in music.

So I can't figure out why he would deal with art now.

On the day of the competition, I made myself clean and handsome, and stood in the middle of the stage, facing Qin Yuan across the air.

I don't know what he thinks, but for me, that day, in the school auditorium, at that moment, on the bright stage, was just a time for the two of us.

...and then, I hit the backhand.

I immediately pulled away from the memory, patted my face in embarrassment, and looked out the window. There were some colorfully painted walls not far away, and it seemed that I was about to reach my destination.

"Have you finished drinking? Put it away before you finish drinking, so as not to be seen by Man Man."

Qin Yuan glanced at the half of the milk tea left in my hand.

I was taken aback: "He still knows how to drink this at such a young age?"

"Yes, he also knows which brand's signature drink is, and the one with a little sugar is the best. It's just that I never let him drink it, and he doesn't know where he learned it from."

Qin Yuan frowned, expressing that he was also surprised.

Qin Yuan never gave him a drink, so it can't be the future me who gave him a drink!I was shocked, and hurriedly told Qin Yuan:

"That's right, don't give it to him. There are a lot of creamers in this stuff, and it will affect the child's health. He can drink some small milk and yogurt. It's too young to see anything now. In a few years, ten thousand If you are overweight and not tall, it will be really hard."

Qin Yuan subconsciously glanced at me twice, with a strange joy in his eyes.

I looked back at him warily: "...what are you doing?"

Qin Yuan quickly turned around and laughed at himself:

"I just think we are like a normal couple. We usually pick up the children from school together and talk about the children's growth. This is... very good."

I heard what he meant, and knew that he was somewhat lost at this moment, so I kept silent.

After a while, Qin Yuan whispered:

"Thank you, Xin Gan, you can... come here and make up for some childhood regrets."

Gradually, there were some parents passing by picking up and dropping off their children outside the car window.They were in pairs, many of them lovers who made out in front of their children.

They don't shy away from letting children know what love is and how to express love-you should express it when you love someone, and tell the whole world loudly, instead of hiding it.

In the end, there is no time to regret it.

……

I counted how many years I have not stepped into kindergarten.

When I was a child, a private bilingual kindergarten just started, but my dad thought it was useless. At that time, the older generation didn’t pay much attention to the elementary education of English. I was only able to distinguish 26 letters clearly, so I was sent to the kindergarten. A small kindergarten near my home, let me and him be alumni of the next generation.

Another alumnus was Qin Yuan. He and I walked out of the community hand in hand, and we walked for tens of meters without even crossing the road, and we arrived at the kindergarten.

We have walked this road together for many years. It is an extension of the road leading to elementary school. It is a necessary place to go out of this street when going to middle school. It is the cornerstone of leaving this old city and entering the new world.

I used to sit by the bed and fantasize that one day I would be with Qin Yuan, and we would hand in hand send the child to the kindergarten, and send him to the hut with our countless memories.

But in the end, no one stays in the same place forever.

"Qin Manxin, your father is here to pick you up!"

Before I was surprised enough by Qin Mannian's private kindergarten decoration, I followed Qin Yuan to the middle (1) class where my son was studying.

There is no other reason why this (1) class can become the leader class, it is expensive.It is expensive because of the small class teaching. There are only a dozen students in a class, which is half of the other classes.

I followed behind Qin Yuan, and when the two entered the classroom one after the other, Qin Manxin was tucked into the colorful plastic ball pool, and a girl on the same side was braiding a doll.

"Ah! My little dad is here too!"

Qin Manxin turned his head to see me, and flew out of the ball pool in surprise, running and jumping to hug me.

"Huahua! Look! My little daddy is here to pick me up too! This is my little daddy!"

I knelt down and pinched his little fleshy face.

"Why are you so happy playing?"

With a hey hey, he handed the doll to me:

"Put braids on Niu Niu."

I took a look, yo ho, it's terrible, I thought it was an ordinary three-strand braid, but I didn't expect Qin Manxin to do a fishbone braid.

"Manman likes braiding?" I think he plays pretty well, maybe he has a hobby in this area.

"I don't like it, it was Huahua who taught me. She said that when my father gives birth to a little sister, I can braid her hair."

puff--

I blushed and returned the doll to Qin Manxin.

"I like my sister, tell your dad later, it's useless to tell me."

Qin Yuan gently rubbed his head: "Go get your schoolbag, we're going home."

"Oh! Good! My two dads will pick me up together!"

Qin Manxin rubbed his hands happily, hooked my neck, and kissed my face fiercely.

"Little Daddy, I'll treat you to chicken legs when I get home!"

As he spoke, he ran to pick up his schoolbag.

I stood up and looked at Qin Manxin's happy back, feeling extremely heavy.

"I can't make it up."

I closed my eyes silently, and said to Qin Yuan:

"Qin Yuan, you and I both know that Man Man's little dad is the one who has experienced more with you, not the current me. He can bring Man Man's happiness far more than what I can bring him. Much. These are also his obligations as a father."

"Manman is still too young now, maybe relying on pheromones to blur me and my future self, but he will always tell the difference. He is a smart kid, and he always wonders why I am different from before. To At that time, he will know that everything you and I have created for him is just fake happiness, and that will hit him even harder."

Perhaps because of the divorce of his parents, Qin Yuan longed for a happy childhood, so he hoped that Qin Manxin would be pure and happy, even if he was only living in an illusion, including me.

"I hope you face the truth and never lie to him."

"Don't lie to me."

The author says:

Mr. Qin: I also drink a little bit of HEYTEA