Willingly ABO

The autumn wind brings coolness, and the difficult summer will soon pass.

I hugged the fan and breathed, wishing I could bury myself in the cold water, flipping my clothes frantically, and patting my stomach to count the day when the child came out.

Come out quickly, my treasure, your dad really wants to eat something cold!

In fact, I almost couldn't control my mouth many times, but my physical condition was not optimistic. In the end, I could only obediently listen to the doctor's advice and live a relatively healthy life.

If I don't unload the goods again, I can't bear it anymore!

I scratched my head irritably, turned my head to look at the moon outside the window, and suddenly remembered that tomorrow is the Mid-Autumn Festival.

Watarase came to see me half a month ago and gave me a box of Soviet-style mooncakes, saying that my relatives in China asked someone to send them to Simon, who then mailed them to him and asked him to pass them on to me.

I haven't been able to contact my parents for a long time, and I can't even get through to Zhuang Qin's phone. I don't know if it has something to do with my loss of identity.But now they send me mooncakes, at least I can rest assured, I feel a lot of comfort.

I sighed helplessly. When my child is older and I return to the country in the future, the first thing I will do is to go to the relevant department/department to restore my identity, and I can no longer be a person without three.

It was the first time to celebrate such an important festival in a foreign country, and I felt an inexplicable soreness in my heart, and I rubbed my stomach: "Hey, it's a good thing I have you with me, and I don't even have half of my relatives around me."

With my back to the moonlight, I turned over and hugged the cool quilt, thinking of the person who hadn't dared to inquire about him for a long time.

Is Qin Yuan okay?Half a year has passed, is he still looking for me?Has he already come out of my "death news"?

He probably has let go of it and let me go.Otherwise, what's the use of always worrying about a "dead person"?

I don’t know if he has a good relationship with his current partner, will he or she occasionally mention that I used to have a child who grew up together, and the two of them have been together for more than 20 years, but they will never walk together again in the future .

I sighed deeply, lay down on the bed with my stomach in my arms, closed my eyes, and slowly fell asleep.

……

"Wake up, your breakfast is four yuan and five yuan, remember to return it to my meal card."

I got up from the school desk, rubbed my eyes in a daze, and looked up at the wall clock on the wall—damn!He almost fell asleep during the whole class break!

"Didn't I ask you to wake me up after the exercise? It's too late, I haven't memorized the periodic table of elements in the next chemistry class."

I complained and took the right-angled edge of the math exercise book to piss off Qin Yuan. Qin Yuan disregarded a piece of meat muffin and handed it to my mouth.

: "Then I'm going to buy you breakfast? Why don't you go to the canteen at the East Gate, how many people line up to buy things every day between classes."

Without thinking about it, I bit down on it. While chewing, I went to the drawer to flip through the chemistry book irritably. I glanced at the table from the corner of my eye, and got even more angry:

"Why is it coconut-flavored bread! You clearly know that I don't eat coconut flour!"

Qin Yuan was taken aback: "Why don't you eat coconut flour? Don't you like coconut flour the most? What's wrong with you today?"

My eyes suddenly blurred, covered with a hazy layer, and I couldn't see Qin Yuan's face clearly in an instant.

I shouted in a panic: "... Qin Yuan?"

Obviously the person from Qinyuan is right in front of me, but his voice seems to be far away from me, it sounds vague and unreal.

"Also, why can't you memorize the periodic table of chemical elements? Aren't you the representative of the chemistry class? You took the first place in the quiz last week."

I was suddenly nailed to the seat, unable to move, and my back felt cold.

not me.

The person Qin Yuan is talking to now is not me.

I don’t eat coconut flour, and my chemistry scores are extremely poor. When I was studying, Qin Yuan never ran errands to buy breakfast for me.

Qin Yuan is not facing me, who is that?Who is replacing me?

"What happened to you?"

Qin Yuan, who couldn't see his face clearly, stretched out his hand and stroked my face gently.

"—XX."

My sensory system suddenly lost consciousness, I couldn't hear the last name he said, and it became dark around me.

The floor suddenly caved in, and I fell off my chair, sinking downwards.I shouted Qin Yuan's name loudly, but no one came to rescue me. I struggled desperately to grab the desk legs suspended in mid-air, but I would never be able to.

I kicked hard in the air, trying to get myself back up.

As a result, this kick directly woke him up.

Looking at the sun shining into the house and the already bright room, I took a deep breath with lingering fear, and after a while, I sat up from the bed with difficulty.

Hiss—broken, leg cramp.

I checked the time and made sure I wouldn't cause trouble to my neighbors, so I called the old lady downstairs.

"Hi, Guan Po, I'm Xin Gan. My leg is cramping again, can you come up and help me, I'll move to the door and wait to open it for you..."

I had nothing to do while waiting on the old iron gate for the old lady, so I simply stayed in a daze.

Last night I dreamed of Qin Yuan after a long absence.In the dream, he and I were still teenagers, only fifteen or sixteen years old.I don't know if it was because I thought of him before going to bed last night that he broke into my dream in the middle of the night.Hmph, really, if you want me to dream of you, at least let me have a good dream and leave some good memories for each other. It's too annoying to disturb people's precious sleep time for no reason.

"Xiao Xin, are you okay?"

"...Ah? Ah, I'm fine." The old lady suddenly called me back to my senses. I put one foot on the wall to open the door for her, and smirked twice, "Hey, my leg just hurts..."

The old lady quickly helped me back to the bed and sat down, rubbing my legs skillfully.Their ancestors have been cooking food for generations, and every skill is very clever.

The old lady stretched for me and said, "By the way, Xiao Xin, today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, are you still going to the photo studio to help?"

I shook my head: "I won't go these days. The boss' daughter got engaged recently and gave me three days off."

The old lady laughed when she heard the words: "That's great, my youngest son flew from his hometown to accompany us for the festival, and today is an extra meal, come and eat with us. The mooncakes we eat during the Mid-Autumn Festival are also different from other places. It’s the same, like egg yolk crisps. You are from the north. I don’t know if you have eaten them? Your uncle made a lot today, and they are all fillings that you can eat. I’ll bring you some later—— oh oh Yes, your aunt and I will pay homage to Yueniang tonight, you must have never seen it, come and see it tonight."

I heard the old lady babbled and read, and my heart was warm.I know that she is a kind-hearted old man, and seeing me go out alone, it is even more pitiful during the holidays, so she wants me to join their big family.

"Well! I will definitely go!"

However, Watarase suddenly came to visit before he could watch the moon and have a big meal at night.

I opened the door to him in surprise: "Watarase? Why are you here?"

If I remember correctly, Watarase has not been on / my house for a while.In addition to his own work, he also has cumbersome affairs related to secret research projects.

But even so, he still finds time to visit me, regularly checks my body, injects nutrient solution and medicine to stabilize pheromones.

Watarase stepped into the room, looked out of the room carefully, closed the door softly, and looked at me seriously:

"Xin Gan, besides your parents and the friend who sent you to South France, does anyone else know about your stay here?"

Seeing his serious expression, I immediately became serious as well. I shook my head: "No, I had an accident in China and almost died. Later, I got in touch with my parents and Zhuang Qin. Only they know that I am safe and sound abroad."

I paused, carefully studied his expression, and asked carefully, "You are so anxious to find me, what happened?"

Zhuang Qin paced back and forth, sighed hesitantly, gritted his teeth for the last time, took out a letter from the inner pocket of his coat, and handed it to me.

"Do you know the sender?"

With a bad premonition in my heart, I took the envelope suspiciously, and my name was printed in Chinese and English respectively on the front of the recipient.

People who know that I live in Italy don't usually contact me like this, what will be inside this envelope?It can't be a threat letter...

Could it be that I was hated by those local snakes during the escape in the southwest?This is impossible. At that time, I was just a random target they chose to rob/rob/extort/extort/sell. They knew that I was an omega through pheromones, and they didn’t know what my real identity was.

Could it be that my original plan to trade the kinship camouflage simple device was not successfully completed, and the other party thought that I had seen through their conspiracy of human trafficking/human trafficking, so they tracked me down?This is even more impossible, not to mention that I was in contact with them in a black Internet cafe, and I even used a pseudonym for my name, how could they find me?

I swallowed nervously, and looked up at Watarase.Watarase nodded to encourage me and motioned for me to open it.

I gently peeled off the sealant, opened the envelope, and there was a piece of creamy yellow letter paper lying quietly inside.I carefully pulled it out and spread it out.

The moment the contents of the letter came into view, I opened my eyes wide, handed the letter to my eyes, and almost exclaimed.

Watarase frowned: "What's the matter, is it someone you know?"

I squeezed the letter paper in my hand, my hands were trembling, I only glanced at it briefly, then I squeezed it tightly and hung it to my side.

I took a deep breath and spoke with difficulty, my voice hoarse: "I know..."

Watarase was puzzled: "You...won't you check the contents of the letter more often?"

I shook my head and replied weakly: "...No need, he is someone I know well, and I can recognize his handwriting."

Not only can I recognize his handwriting, but I also know his habits of using words, and which idiomatic characters can be written in the wrong order of strokes.

I didn't dare to read the contents of the letter at all, I took a deep breath, and my heart couldn't stop throbbing.

Qin Yuan knew that I was still alive.

What is he writing to me for?Is it to tell his thoughts, or to rebuke my ruthlessness?

He refused to call, but chose to send such a cold letter, probably because he was angry and annoyed, very disappointed in me, felt that there was nothing more to say to me, and felt that the important thing was to settle the matter.

For example, a few casual greetings, and then write some words copied from Gouxue novels, such as "The child is born and handed over to me. You are not qualified to raise him. I will find a lawyer to fight for the custody of the child."

But this seemingly joking idea only flashed in my mind for a moment, but it made me tremble all over.

These lines may not hurt him, but every one of them has appeared in my dreams and kept me awake at night.

The author says:

Yuma Watarase, the best actor in this article.