Willingly ABO

I made a plan early in the morning, as long as Qin Yuan believes that I am gone, he will never think that there is a child between me and him.

But if now he has the ability to find out that I am still alive, and even sent the letter to people around me, then it is entirely possible that he already knew about my pregnancy and running away.

"I..." I put the letter back into the envelope, cleared my throat and forced an ugly smile at Watarase, "Where did you get this letter? My alpha seems to know that I'm here."

"The office received an email. I thought it was a medical record sent by the patient's family." Watarase was taken aback for a while, not knowing what to answer me for a moment, so he took the envelope from my hand and flipped through it back and forth. After a while, he asked:

"Are you sure it's him? Don't you need to confirm again, have you seen the sender's name? In case someone pretends to be him and wants to threaten..."

"No." I shook my head, "I didn't make any enemies in the country, and it was purely accidental that I ran out of the country. The only group of people who hurt me would not come to me so leisurely. I just regarded it as a random target." .Plus we have known each other for more than 20 years, I can recognize his handwriting at a glance, there is no mistake."

Watarase put his hand on my shoulder, patted me twice, and comforted me:

"Xin Gan, I don't know what happened to you in China, but if you meet someone who is trying to ignore you, please tell me. Although I am just an ordinary beta, I used to be a member of the Kendo Club when I was studying, which is enough to protect me. Omega."

After that, he looked down at the letter again, filled with righteous indignation:

"I think it's better to read the contents of the letter carefully and see what your alpha said in the letter. Is he using something as a bargaining chip to threaten you to return to China? If so, you must never go back. If you don't If you like him, it is against the law for him to forcefully mark you. After you go back, you will only be under house arrest and controlled by him until you give birth. You must not listen to him and go back with him. You keep the evidence and return to the country after the child is born. This is powerful legal weapon, you can go and accuse him of illegal marking."

I didn't expect Watarase to have a richer imagination than me.I smiled wryly, but comforted him:

"Well, but it doesn't matter, my alpha is a good citizen who abides by the law and will not do anything out of line, you can rest assured. And marking the conception/pregnancy was my own choice, and it was my own choice to leave him, We can't be partners, but at least we can still be friends, it's just that I need time to adjust my mind, and if he asks me to have children or something, I can still pack up and discuss these issues with him."

"You have been marked by him, can you still be friends?"

Watarase was surprised when he heard this.

"Marking is a sacred ceremony. Although many people go to the hospital to wash their marks, I personally do not agree with this practice. I think that once a couple is completely marked, they should be together forever. If not, then Never interact with each other until death. If it were me, I would definitely not be able to watch him with someone else and send blessings."

Watarase's remarks are very close to the traditional argument that AO should form an eternal relationship, but he is even more extreme, and he is more extreme on a conservative basis.His mention suddenly reminded me that Qin Yuan also said something similar.

Back then when we broke up, he grabbed me and questioned if I still had the heart, but if I had loved him, I would never want to be friends again, and it was impossible for him to be friends with me again.

At that time, I was both angry and scared. I was angry that he questioned my feelings for him for so many years, but at the same time, I was also afraid that I would lose this precious friendship at the same time as I lost my love.

20 years, how many 20 years are there in life?

I am not willing to give up either love or friendship. If the love between Qin Yuan and I must stop, then I certainly hope that our friendship can last forever.

That's why I said to him, let's be friends again.

Now that I think about it, it's ironic. Qin Yuan and I kiss when we should kiss, and sleep when we should go to bed. There is no less thing that a couple can do. How can we be friends in such a situation?

Don't talk about Qin Yuan, I can't do it myself.

From the night of Christmas Eve to the time when I went to Yunnan alone, I suddenly realized at a certain moment that I couldn't treat Qin Yuan as an ordinary friend at all.Normal people will send themselves to the bed of ordinary friends, let them completely mark themselves, and insist on giving birth to the child after conception?

"It seems that both of us are old-fashioned in thinking, and we can't figure it out."

I sighed softly and said in a low voice:

"You're right, you can't be friends again. I ran away because I knew it would happen. I didn't want to face him. I was afraid that I would face everything around him in the future, so I ran away."

"Don't escape, Xin Gan, avoiding will only make you more painful." Watarase stuffed the envelope back into my hand, ""Look at it, face him bravely. "

I stared blankly at the wax seal that I had torn apart, and after a moment of silence, I finally made up my mind and opened the letter.

Surprisingly, Qin Yuan didn't say any accusations against me in the letter, there was no big disturbance between the lines, and he just greeted me, just like the voice message he made to my mobile phone after breaking up, with an extraordinarily calm tone.

It seems that Qin Yuan really let me go.

I sniffed, then looked down.

Qin Yuan did not explain in the letter how he knew that I was still alive, but he told me clearly that he knew that I was pregnant with his child.He regrets the impulsive mark very much and is willing to let the child follow me in the future.But in any case, the child has half of his genes, and he hopes to have the opportunity to visit the child in the future.

"Xin Gan, I will always keep in touch with you. If you want, I hope you can contact me before the due date. I want to witness his birth with you. No matter what happens, as long as you want, I will always be your friend. Please don't push me away. I wish you all the best in Italy, and I hope you can return to China as soon as possible, to your father."

Signed, Qin Yuan.

After reading the last word of the letter, I suddenly became enlightened and let out a long sigh of relief.

It turned out that letting Qin Yuan know everything was not as complicated and difficult as I thought, and the consequences were far less terrible than I imagined.

Although his not-so-warm tone made me a little disappointed, it was also in line with his proper attitude towards me after letting go, and the correct way to deal with the relationship with me.

I didn't dare to read the contents of the letter carefully before, but now I want to thank Qin Yuan for writing such a letter to me.He didn't mention half a word, but the whole story seemed to appear in front of my eyes, and he stretched out his hand to comfort me as a good friend for many years——

I let go, let you let go too, let's not get stuck in the past, let's all move forward.

I looked at his illusory figure and nodded slightly in agreement.

"Well, what did the letter say? Did it threaten you?"

Watarase looked at me nervously.

I smiled at him: "It's nothing, he said that when I give birth, he will raise a glass with me to celebrate."

Watarase was taken aback for a moment, and then said pleasantly: "Really! Isn't that great, you see, don't run away, face it bravely, sometimes the development of things is not as bad as you imagined. If you don't want to If you have something to do with him, then you will continue to stay in Italy and live a good life with your child."

I put away this significant letter carefully, and I was in a particularly bright mood.

Except for the leg cramps in the morning, everything that happened today was good, and it coincided with the holidays, so I was in a good mood.Now Qin Yuan's letter swept away the gloom in my heart and drove away the anxiety I had been in for several months, and my heart became more at ease.

I looked up at the full moon outside the window, thinking of the last sentence in the letter, I immediately felt very concerned.

"Watarase, do you know what day it is today?"

Watarase smiled lightly: "I know, Mid-Autumn Festival, the day when Chang'e flies to the moon. Your Chinese district is very lively tonight. When I came up just now, I saw several new faces coming to the old lady Guan's house downstairs. The five-year-old The little boy also stuffed me with a box of desserts filled with egg yolks, which didn't look like mooncakes."

As he said, he put down the handbag he carried when he entered the door, and handed me the egg yolk pastry in a transparent food box: "Here, do you want to eat together?"

I took one from him and bit into it. It was crispy on the outside and tender on the inside, sweet and delicious, and the plump egg yolk was salty and not greasy.

While chewing, I walked to the window, stopped and looked down.

The neighborhood is decorated with lights and festoons, and every house is brightly lit. The colored paper left by the dragon and lion dance and firecrackers in the afternoon has not been cleaned up yet.

Many overseas Chinese who have stayed abroad for many years are actually not too specific about what to do in each traditional festival.Far away in a foreign country, most festive festivals simply symbolize longing and reunion in their eyes, and they are the days that make them feel the most.

Hey, it's getting colder today, and the wind makes my eyes red.I leaned against the window sill and sniffed, looked down at the half-bitten egg yolk pastry, and said slowly, "Watarase, I'm a little homesick."

Watarase was silent and didn't answer, I turned my head to look at him, and found that he was wrapping a piece of facial tissue in his hand, and he was rearranging the egg yolk pastries in the food box one by one.What kind of little obsession is this?I didn't understand, so I called him again, and he raised his head: "...Ah, you just said you were homesick?"

He closed the lid of the food box, crumpled the facial tissue and threw it into the trash can, and asked, "Since the person you want to escape already knows about your existence and wants to meet you, are you planning to go back to China? "

return home?This is indeed a problem.

I also want to go back, but my identity is unknown now, and it is very troublesome to go back to the country. Not to mention the checkpoints, I have to run around to go through a lot of procedures.Besides, it won't be long until my due date, so I think it's better to wait until the baby is born before making any plans.

"Not for now, I don't think there's anything wrong with staying here, although life is a bit harder...I won't mess around before the child is born."

Watarase nodded in agreement: "It's right to do this. Your physical fitness is poor and your pheromones are unstable. It's better not to run around. Oh, yes, and this—" he said, suddenly turned around and picked up the bag from his handbag. I took out the portable medical bag I carried with me, and took out an injection I was familiar with to enhance the stability of omega pheromones.

I almost forgot, today is the day I should take nutritional regulators again.

The author says:

Mr. Qin: When people miss their wives at home, the pot falls from the sky.