door of eternal life

[The text of this chapter: Since there is no wind and rain to hide from, and there is no ups and downs to go, then hold his hand and walk together with peace of mind. 】

Early the next morning, Kuo really came again, and now he would come every day to deliver Qing three meals a day.Moreover, he pays special attention to Qing's diet now, and he does not allow himself to be negligent in Qing's health issues. He always blames himself for not taking Qing's stomach problems seriously before. Do everything possible to prevent the recurrence of Qing's condition, because the doctor once told him that the prognosis of cardia and fundus cancer is poor, in addition to regular review, special attention should be paid to diet.Qing's breakfast, lunch and dinner were all cooked by a professional chef. He told the chef about Qing's illness in detail, and suggested that nutrition and diet therapy should be ensured first. For this reason, he also consulted some old Chinese medicine practitioners.Every day after the chef prepares the three meals, they will be delivered to the door by Kuo Qingqing.Although Qing felt that this would be troublesome, but because it was done by Kuo, he accepted it safely.

He thought, if a person loves you deeply, no matter how cumbersome and troublesome he does for you, it doesn’t matter, just let him do it, because he will feel at ease and happy when doing it .

When eating, Qing Diyan put a spoonful of porridge into his mouth, swallowed it slowly, and then said slowly: "Kuo, let's arrange a gathering of friends, please invite Ye Rong and the others, and Bin, everyone I have spent a lot of time and I am very tired. Let everyone take this opportunity to relax and make it more lively. You invite all the friends you think are good and trustworthy, whether they are in the circle or in the circle. Besides, I want to meet your friends too."

Kuo didn't understand what Qing meant for a while, but he was very surprised to hear that Qing said that he wanted to meet friends who knew him. All along, Qing was unwilling to let too many people know, especially those in the circle.He stared at Qing, stunned for a few seconds, the accident was accidental, the joy in his heart was unstoppable, after all, this meant that Qing and his life had another layer of intersection, so he agreed: "Okay, I'll do it." manage."

Qing looked up at him, and said, "Why don't you do it with your friend who runs a bar." After finishing speaking, she still ate the porridge slowly with her head down, looking calm, just looking at Kuo With a bewildered expression, he was actually secretly laughing in his heart, and the corner of his mouth curved upward without holding back, and he quickly blocked it with a spoon to cover it up.

Kuo didn't even think about it, and he agreed without hesitation, and he didn't have time to think about it. Now as long as it can make Qing happy, he will agree to whatever Qing says without thinking.

Before the party, I often call my friends, and when I say "I'm going to have a party", the other party has already agreed immediately, without asking the reason at all, just busy asking when and where to do it.Only Ye Rong asked him, what kind of gatherings are held at any time of year? superior.

Ye Rong let out an "oh", and then said thoughtfully, "Ko, I think your luck is about to change."

Kuo smiled and said: "Oh, it's impossible to transfer luck. I don't have him in this life, but I hope he is safe." He thought of Yu again. Is Qing doomed to be bound by Yu all his life?Why didn't Yu know how to cherish Qing?Yu, you don't even know how lucky you are...but I haven't seen Yu in this period of time, and I don't know how Qing and Yu are doing recently. Although I can often be by Qing's side, Qing's heart is still lonely and deserted after all. Bar.What else can I do for Qing?It is impossible to tie Yu and bring him to Qing every day.well……

On the day of the party, the bar was overcrowded and extremely lively. Qing had already expected this scene, because there were too many rich friends.

He tugged Kuo, who was joking with the boss, and said, "Won't you introduce your friends to me?"

Kuo was surprised again, and he asked dizzily, "How to introduce?"

"It's too troublesome to introduce one by one, so let's introduce it as a whole." Qing said, turning to look at the karaoke station, "Isn't there a microphone?"

"Oh, okay, I'll get it." Kuo said, walking quickly to get the microphone, and then walking back quickly.He felt that he was a bit like a marionette now, he didn't know what the next move would be, and it was all controlled by Qing.

Qing took the microphone and turned on the switch, then stuffed it into Kuo's hand, stood side by side with him in front of the bar, and said, "Now let's introduce."

"Oh, good." Kuo looked at Qing, a little dazed for a moment.

"Speak up." Qing Kankan urged her, who was staring at her in a daze.

"Okay, let's talk now." Kuo reacted a little more normally, cleared his throat, raised the microphone to his mouth and said, "Ladies and gentlemen, friends and brothers, please be quiet, let me introduce you a friend."

Everyone stood facing the bar, watching them.

"The one standing next to me now, surnamed Yun, named Ziqing, is a very important friend of mine..."

"How important is it?" Before the words were finished, someone asked loudly.

"Don't make trouble!" Kuo quickly glanced at Qing, seeing that Qing was not unhappy, he smiled and said to that person, "It's more important than you anyway!"

"How important is that?" someone shouted with a smile.

"Yeah! How important is that?"

"Tell me, how important is it?"

"Is it more important than your life?"

Several other people followed suit, their voices rising and falling.

"Stop it! Stop it! Stop it! I'll say it again, this is a very important friend of mine who grew up together, like a family member, who is more important than my life! But don't think about it elsewhere !" Kuo gave Qing a quick look, there was caution in that look, but also an inquiring mood, he was afraid that Qing would not be happy.

Qing didn't look at him, just smiled lightly, but was very happy.Now, in front of everyone, he felt as if he was being held in the palm of Kuo's hands, and Kuo didn't care about others, he only tried to hold him carefully and tried every means, for fear of falling.

Seeing Kuo's expression, everyone in the audience burst into laughter.

Seeing Qing's expression, Kuo felt relieved, raised his voice and said, "Stop making trouble! Seriously. This gathering is for nothing but health and safety. Let's drink to our heart's content. If you don't get drunk, you won't return!"

Immediately afterwards, the boss shouted loudly: "Yes! Everyone must have fun, have fun! Today is open to drink, make trouble as you like, I treat you!"

As soon as the words fell, there was a cheer from the crowd: "Good!" Immediately afterwards, everyone shouted, and there was a lot of voices and laughter for a while.

After making a fuss for a while, everyone started looking for entertainment in small groups again, some in twos and threes scrambling for the microphone to sing, you say a word to me, some couples embraced and danced with the singing, sometimes kissed, and some formed a circle. Playing poker in a circle, with white stripes all over their faces, some tied into a pile of punches and fighting for wine, drinking until their ears were red, and some were watching and booing from time to time.

Qing stood up, went to the karaoke stand, said a few words to Ye Rong, then walked back to Kuo's side, stretched out his hand, Kuo's eyes followed Qing all the time, not knowing what he wanted to do, wondering why Qing was so abnormal today , So reckless, he looked around suspiciously, his friends were drinking, drinking, playing cards, booing, and watching, everything was normal.He stretched out his hand, Qing held his hand, and pulled him to the front desk.

Seeing Qing and Kuo walking onto the stage holding hands, the silence quickly spread throughout the bar like a wave of people, and everyone's eyes were on the two of them.

Qing never let go of his broad hand, looked around, looked at those friends who were sitting or standing, looked at Bin standing in the corner, smiled at him, saw Ye Rong's smiling face, and also looked at Ye Rong's face. Smiling, he grabbed his broad hand and lifted it up high to let everyone pay more attention to their holding hands. Then, he took a deep and steady breath and raised the microphone to his mouth.

"Next, I want to sing a song for Kuo. This song is only sung today, maybe it's too late, but until now, I have clearly realized that in my feelings for Kuo, there are not only friendship, family affection, but more It's love." He turned to look at Kuo, Kuo's eyes looked at him without blinking, his chest was heaving violently, his breathing was quick and heavy, and he could clearly hear Kuo's breathing, "Ko, very Sorry, for all these years, you have suffered so much grievance and hard work for me, and I am also very grateful for the selfless care, meticulous care, infinite tolerance, and gratitude you have given me since we met in elementary school until now. There is endless, deep, and unswerving love. This song "Holding Hands" is what I want to sing to you from the bottom of my heart, and I also want more people to hear it. Although Kuo and I have experienced too much It took twists and turns to finally come to this day, but it is sincere, down-to-earth, honest, and long-lasting, we must stand in front of the world frankly, openly, and righteously, and accept the blessings of our friends."

The surrounding area was still quiet, and Kuo couldn't speak a word. His facial features, limbs, and body were all impacted by the scalding heat from the heart, which made it itchy and numb, as if he had been electrocuted. No, he was overwhelmed by the extraordinary happiness.

The applause suddenly sounded like a tide, and then echoed and circled between the roof and the walls, without stopping for a long time.Qing looked at Kuo, shook his hand vigorously, then looked at Ye Rong, Ye Rong nodded knowingly, the music started, and everyone gradually became quiet.

Qing sang quietly, the warm and peaceful melody gradually calmed Kuo's fiery and turbulent heart, he came back to his senses, finally understood everything in front of him, stretched out his arms to wrap Qing's waist, and held Qing in his arms.

"...

Because I dare not listen to the oath, because I dare not believe the promise, so I rest assured of your silence to convince the fate of tomorrow.

There is no wind and rain to hide from, no ups and downs to go, so hold your hand with peace of mind, and don't think about whether you should look back.

……

So holding hands, we will walk together in the next life, so there is no time to turn back when we have a companion.

......"

It was only then that everyone discovered that the unrestrained, optimistic, cheerful, and grand-minded man who was always lively in his presence, punching his fists, drinking to his heart's content, always marching forward bravely, responding to every call, and always had a sunny face, turned out to be the same. will cry.Looking at Kuo with tears streaming down his face, and Qing in Kuo's arms, everything was said in silence, thunderous applause rang out again, no one spoke, only someone turned his back, and quietly wiped away the puffiness from the corners of his eyes with his fingertips. Tears, that kind of touch is for Wei Qinghe Kuo, for their bravery, and also for the difficulties of their special group in this society.

When the sound of the music gradually dissipated, Qing turned to Kuo, hugged Kuo's waist, and raised her head to send her kiss in a flash of light.

There is no one else around.

He doesn't care, since he loves, he has to love openly, he doesn't want to hide and hide, he wants more people to share and witness his love with Kuo, he wants to let the whole world know, He loves Kuo, and he wants to let gay people all over the world know that as long as they still love each other, as long as they want to, they can be together.

Bin raised the SLR camera and captured the kiss without losing the opportunity. He felt sour in his heart, but he was more moved, happy for Qing, getting to know and understand with Kuo, watching Qing and Kuo's daily life, let him She understands that Qing would not fall in love with him even without Kuo, and only Kuo can give Qing a stable and happy world.Now he is only satisfied with being good friends with Qing, and Kuo.

Ye Rong looked at those two people with relief, the two friends he knew when he was young, he had seen how Kuo deeply suppressed his feelings, the suppression was so painful and long, but now, a bitter Love finally comes to fruition.He picked up a glass of wine and shouted loudly: "May all lovers in the world become family members. They are destined to never miss marriage! Cheers!"

There was a lot of toasting, laughter, and blessings and congratulations, and Kuo hugged Qing tightly into his arms. He knew that this time, he really had Qing, and he no longer needed to be uneasy, always afraid of losing her. .

It was late at night, and friends bid farewell to each other. Couples of lovers and friends came to Qing Hekuo one after another, and once again sent their blessings.Bin waited for everyone to disperse before walking over. Seeing him coming, Qing kept looking at him with a smile.Bin walked up to them and said sincerely: "Qing, I'm really happy for you! Kuo, you don't know how much I envy you, you are so lucky! That... a lot of people have told you just now, right? , I repeat: I wish you happiness!"

Kuo punched Bin hard on the shoulder, the two hugged again, and Kuo whispered in his ear: "Don't worry, Qing will be happy." Bin patted Kuo's back vigorously , The two looked at each other and smiled, the tacit understanding between the two men was like the radiance in the dark night, beautiful and dazzling.

What happened tonight made Kuo feel that his 30 years of hard work were worth it. He made a lot of money. Is there anyone in the world happier than him?He really wanted to hold Qing in his arms all night and never let go.When he sent Qing back downstairs to the apartment building, he was sitting in the car. He grabbed Qing's arm reluctantly, and begged softly: "Qing, let me hold you for a while, just for a while, I am so happy, I...I feel It's not real, I... I'm afraid I'm dreaming."

Qing's deep and clean eyes looked at Kuo quietly, then leaned over silently, Kuo hugged Qing tightly in his arms, the sound of his heartbeat coming from his tympanic membrane, like drumming, made him a little dizzy , After a while, he let go of Qing, smiled embarrassedly and said: "You go back quickly, or I'm afraid I will just hug you like this all night."

A flash of light flashed in Qing's eyes, the corners of his mouth moved, he got out of the car, walked a few steps, stopped, turned around again, walked to the side of the car, bent down, and said to Kuo through the car window: "Tonight Stay with me." He thought, this rich man, until now he has to wait for him to take the initiative to express his opinion before he dares to do anything with him?What have I done to Kuo all these years to make Kuo with a bold personality so repressed and restrained in front of him, but since this is his Kuo now, then from now on, he will also pamper him Kuo, just like Kuo did to him.

Kuo was pleasantly surprised to find that Qingzao had prepared clothes and slippers for him.From now on, this place will also become his foothold, his destination.Qing looked at Kuo's dreamlike expression, with a smile in his eyes, slowly took off his shirt, and pulled him into the bathroom, Kuo looked into Qing's eyes steadily, and obediently cooperated with Qing's Every move, he felt that he must be dreaming again, he didn't dare to have his own consciousness, he was afraid that he would wake up from the dream, but even if it was a dream, he was happy, he wanted to be young so much.

In the misty, warm yellow halo, the gentle water gently sprinkled on their rubbing skins, and flowed into cheerful streams on their bodies, with moist heat mixed with temptation .Kuo hugged Qing tightly, lowered his head, his lips gently covered Qing's, and then increased his strength, entangled with Qing's tongue, panting to swallow Qing completely.Qing embraced Kuo's waist, and his whole body almost fell into Kuo's broad and warm arms. He could hear the strong heartbeat from Kuo's chest. The desire for wealth is so urgent.He is no longer a stranger to Kuo's kiss, as the eager and lingering kiss continues to deepen, not only Kuo, but also he has already been in love, and the desire is also eagerly rampaging in his body.In an instant, a hot tear surged up from his heart and burst out of his eyes. He completely indulged himself, threw away all the shyness, and responded warmly to Kuo with an uncontrollable passion that he had never had before.At this moment, he is so eager, longing for Kuo Neng to possess him completely, deeply, and deeply embedded in him. At this moment, he, who has always been like an ascetic, finally found his own life. temple gate.

Kuo saw Qing's tears, and his fiery lips kept kissing away the continuous tears. These tears no longer made Kuo feel distressed and afraid, but were greatly delighted and touched, which made him eager to see him immediately. Possess green, crazily, fiercely, heartily, to the end of time.

In the morning, Kuo opened his eyes, looked at Qing who was still sleeping, looked at the face he had never seen enough in his whole life, still couldn't believe that he really had Qing, looked at , The lingering scenes of last night gradually floated before his eyes, with a seductive fragrance, the restlessness reappeared, and he hugged Qing into his arms again.Qing didn't open her eyes, but there was a very emotional smile on the corner of her mouth.Now, no matter how many times Kuo wants him, he will give it willingly. He likes Kuo and can't help it because of him.

"Ko, let's live together." Qing rested comfortably in Kuo's arms with her eyes closed.

Kuo looked at Qing's still flushed face, nodded gently, and kissed Qing's forehead again and again.

Qing opened her eyes, put her lips close to Kuo's ear, and said, "Ko, come home with me, let's make a declaration of coming out. I want to love you openly."

Kuo looked at Qing affectionately, then nodded tenderly, today's Qing is so bright, brave and firm, why would he not dare!He hugged Qing in his arms, and really wanted to hold Qing like this for the rest of his life and never let go.