dissatisfied [campus]

"So..." Gu Mingchuan knocked on the medical record board in his hand, and looked at Xu Ji with great interest, "That's all for you?"

"Anything, as long as you have it, you will be in danger of losing it." Xu Ji frowned, "And liking itself is a dangerous thing, and the pain it bears far exceeds people's imagination."

"Shi Yi told me that since April, the frequency of your illnesses has become less and less," Gu Mingchuan joked, "It seems that liking is not entirely a painful thing, is it?"

Seeing Xu Ji's impatient look, Gu Mingchuan said in a deep voice: "Any change requires hard work and a price. Xu Ji, you can't stay in your own shell forever."

"Doctor Gu," Xu Ji said with indelible fatigue in his voice, "I've had a terrible headache recently, please prescribe me some more medicine."

After returning from the National Day holiday, Zhang Dongxu suddenly brought up the matter of changing seats in the middle of the semester.

In the past two months since the start of school, the students in the new class have gradually changed from unfamiliar to familiar with each other, the degree of intimacy has become higher and higher, and the gap has become more and more.

Gradually, many students began to go to Zhang Dongxu to report the problem of changing seats, so Zhang Dongxu secretly made a small survey, planning to change seats in the middle of the semester, and this time when he came back from the November holiday, it was officially on the agenda .

Zhang Dongxu arranged the new seating plan before the holiday, this time when everyone came back from school this time, they didn’t even need to pack their things, they could sit directly according to the new seating plan.

On the afternoon of the first day of school, everyone started moving their desks as soon as they came to the classroom.

Jiang Yu glanced at the seat chart, and found that he and Xu Ji were still at the same table, and Su Min and Shi Yi were still sitting in front. Sit, and some people who talked to the old class have all disrupted their seats.

As a result, Xu Ji, who came to the classroom one step later, didn't even go back to his seat. He stood at the door of the classroom and glanced at the seating chart on the projector, then turned around and went to the office to look for Zhang Dongxu.

Even with the new seating plan, there are still people who are dissatisfied. Seeing Xu Ji taking the lead, the rest of the students also went to the old class office.

Not long after, Zhang Dongxu announced the suspension of changing seats. During the self-study that night, a new seat chart was announced again. This time Xu Ji and Jiang Yi switched, and Jiang Yi and Su Min sat together. Xu Ji and Shi Yi sat together.

The people at the two tables were sitting diagonally and in the two farthest positions in this classroom.

Since returning from teaching support, Jiang Yu felt very uneasy in his heart, and he felt that he needed to explain to Xu Ji.

Although Jiang Yi has been avoiding falling in love with Xu Ji, at least he hopes that the two can maintain a relationship of friends, and now Xu Ji simply ignores him, which makes Jiang Yi really anxious.

Especially after Xu Ji came just now, without saying a word to him, he turned around and went to Zhang Dongxu to adjust his seat, which made him feel even more uncomfortable.

So, in the first break of the evening self-study, Jiang Yu specially asked Shi Yi to bring Xu Ji to the back garden of the school, planning to have a good talk with him.

"Is there a problem?"

Xu Ji looked at Jiang Yu expressionlessly, as if he had never known him before.

The relationship between people is so subtle. Xu Ji and Jiang Yu are like two hedgehogs walking alone. At the beginning, they gradually approached each other with curiosity. The ground huddled into a ball and erected all the thorns, becoming cautious and alert.

"I... I really... I discovered those medicines by accident," Jiang Yu's tone was a little confused, "That day in the utility room on the top floor, your things accidentally fell out of my bag. Just saw..."

The moment he saw the medicine, Jiang Yu was very shocked, but slowly, as if everything in the past had been explained, he began to understand Xu Ji's past behaviors——

For example, when we met for the first time, why Xu Ji would suddenly stand by the lake; for example, why sometimes Xu Ji would unconsciously shake his hands; Incomprehensible things; for example, why does he stay up late every night and never wake up during the day...

Delusions, hallucinations, insomnia, anxiety, disorganized thinking and behavior...

To be precise, Xu Ji should suffer from bipolar disorder.

As if he had passed through the thick fog and finally reached the bottom of the valley, Jiang Yu discovered Xu Ji's secret.

Jiang Yu didn't know what Xu Ji was thinking in his heart, and he didn't dare to point out this matter to him easily. He didn't expect that such an accident would happen when he was supporting the teacher, making things like this.

Jiang Yu's tone paused, he didn't know how to explain, and finally he could only say pitifully: "You...can you not be angry."

"I'm not angry." Xu Ji still looked indifferent, "Didn't you see that? I'm sick."

After all, Xu Ji turned around and was about to leave.

Jiang Yu hurriedly grabbed his arm: "Wait—"

"Jiang Yu," Xu Ji looked into his eyes and said seriously, "I know you are gay, Hu Jian told me."

In an instant, Jiang Yu's face turned pale.

Jiang Yu slammed what Bian Yuchen had said to him.

"Xu Ji is different from us. You know what? He had a girlfriend before."

Jiang Yu tried his best to calm his tone, pretending to be nonchalant and said: "You actually know...resentment or...hate it?"

"Yeah." Xu Ji said calmly, "very annoying."

At this moment, the two finally stripped each other clean in front of each other, without dignity or room.

For the next whole day, Jiang Yu didn't know how he got there, until Rong Xiaoying came to school to pick him up at night, Jiang Yu was still in a daze.

"Dabao," Rong Xiaoying held the steering wheel and took the time to say to Jiang Yu, "I called your teacher a few days ago, and I heard that you can re-elect arts and sciences at the end of this semester. Don’t forget to ask your teacher for an application form.”

Hearing this, Jiang Yu felt his heart sank again, he was too tired to be bothered to deal with Rong Xiaoying.

Jiang Yu leaned his head against the car window, watching the night scene passing by outside the window, he said weakly: "I don't want to turn around."

Hearing this, Rong Xiaoying frowned: "What's wrong with you? Didn't we agree before?"

Jiang Yu raised the volume: "I said, I don't want to transfer."

"Jiang Yu, can you stop being self-willed? Mom has done so much for your own good..."

On the way home, Rong Xiaoying began to educate and spur Jiang Mi again, but Jiang Mi didn't bother to say anything, so she listened silently all the way.

"If you don't go at that time, I will go to your teacher personally to ask for..."

Rong Xiaoying was still talking about it until she opened the door of the house.

"Second aunt, Dabao, you are back."

Rong Xiaoying and Jiang Yu looked up and saw Xu Jing running out of the living room.

Rong Xiaoying restrained her temper, smiled and said, "Hey, Xiaojing, why are you here?"

At this time, Jiang Jianzhong's voice came from the living room: "Xiaojing is here to deliver food to us. My sister pickled some pickled vegetables and bacon at home. Xiaojing brought it to us as soon as she got off work."

Xu Jing echoed: "Yes, Second Aunt, my front foot just went to uncle's house, and my back foot came here."

In the past, Xu Jing's mother, Jiang Yan, would always send something to their family.

"Hey, you've worked really hard this evening," Rong Xiaoying took off her coat and walked to the kitchen, "I just bought a chicken today and haven't cooked it yet, so wait until I have a meal here before leaving. Boss Jiang, come and help me."

With that said, Rong Xiaoying and Jiang Jianzhong went to work in the kitchen.

Xu Jing looked at Jiang Yu who was depressed, and took the initiative to bump into his shoulder: "What's the matter? Did you quarrel with your mother again?"

Just before Rong Xiaoying and Jiang Mi entered the door, Xu Jing heard her second aunt chanting loudly in the corridor.

Jiang Yu replied wearily, but did not answer carefully.

Xu Jing had a supper at Jiang's home, and before leaving, she insisted on dragging Jiang to see her off.

When she reached the garden of the community, Xu Jing put on a look of a caring big sister: "Dabao, why are you in a bad mood today? Come, tell my sister."

Originally, Jiang Yu didn't want to say it, but Xu Jing had been entangled for a long time, and the backlog of emotions cracked a thin crack.

Jiang Yu gave himself a few seconds of mental construction, and calmly narrated as if feeling something: "Sister, I finally know what it feels like to like."

Xu Jing was surprised: "You—"

"It's like a liar that hooks you when you least expect it, and drops you when you're addicted to it."

Xu Jing couldn't believe her ears: "Dabao, do you have someone you like?"

"I fell in love with someone..." Jiang Yu's voice trembled, and the corners of his eyes were a little red, "But it's over before it starts."

The author has something to say: Jiang Yu: Xu Ji, you love liar.

Xu Ji: ...

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