dissatisfied [campus]

Time flies, and it is November in a blink of an eye. Before you know it, the last semester of the third year of high school is coming to an end.

The countdown sign for the college entrance examination turned over day by day, and the college entrance examination, which was both expected and feared, was quietly approaching.

"Hey, Brother Ji," Shi Yi stretched out his chopsticks to pick up a piece of meat from Jiang's dinner plate, and said while chewing, "Do you think Brother Ji has become obsessed recently? I'm tired of being in the studio every day and never come out."

Su Min on the side was holding Ben Wusan while watching and eating. Hearing this, he said leisurely, "Eleventh, why do you blame others for working too hard because you don't make progress yourself?"

"You can pull it off!" Shi Yi rolled his eyes at Su Min, "Don't you always see how your English score has deteriorated? I was one point higher than you in the monthly English test last time! Go on, how can you take the exam for your beloved broadcasting major with your cultural points?"

Su Min gritted his teeth: "You—"

Jiang Yu hurriedly said: "Okay, don't argue, hurry up and finish your meal and go back to study!"

This is the all-staff learning attitude that all of them now uphold.

As the college entrance examination approached, the school's control over the senior year became more and more strict, and the break time was shortened again and again, so Jiang Qi never went home for lunch.

What's more, almost everyone will have to 'work overtime' on the basis of the school's stipulated study time. They are really racing against time to study. Even the former Chafan team no longer go for food outside the school. Everyone Quietly ignited a motivation to learn.

Jiang Yu was the first among the three to finish eating. As soon as he finished eating, he went to pack a lunch for Xu Ji, and prepared to take it directly to the studio later.

Ever since Xu Ji made up his mind to take the art exam last semester, Xu Bin was extremely happy. He thought that his worthless son would spend his whole life like mud, but he didn't expect to see him working hard one day.

In two more months, the entrance exam will be due. Because No. [-] Middle School has set up different training rooms for all art students, Xu Ji simply stayed at the school for training. In order to ensure that Xu Ji can draw with peace of mind, Xu Bin They used all their connections to find the best teacher for Xu Ji, and by the way, even the studio of Qixian No. [-] Middle School was renovated.

Seeing Jiang Yi packing a bag full of food, Shi Yi couldn't help but sigh with emotion: "Brother Ji, you are really kind to Brother Ji. I thought that no one in this life would be more attentive to Brother Ji than me. I didn't expect And I can still meet such a loyal brother like you!"

Hearing this, Jiang Yu couldn't help feeling a little guilty.

Up to now, Shi Yi and Su Min still don't know about Jiang Yu and Xu Ji's being together. In fact, it's not that they want to hide it on purpose. It's just that one of them is lazy and the other is embarrassed to bring it up.

For a while, Jiang Yu was so entangled that he couldn't get any further. He really wished that someone from Su Min and Shi Yi would jump out and grab him by the shoulders and ask him loudly if he was having trouble with Xu Ji. Then he would definitely tell the truth without hesitation. To be honest.

But no matter how close Jiang Yu and Xu Ji are, everyone who sees them will praise them as brothers.

In fact, Jiang Yu has also reflected on it, perhaps because of his personality, the two of them are not so flamboyant in their relationship, so they don't look like a couple...

When Jiang Yu told Xu Ji about his entanglements in his heart, Xu Ji looked indifferent.

"They don't know if they don't know." Xu Ji raised his eyebrows, "What does our matter have to do with them?"

At that time, Jiang Yu thought in his heart: "..."

I don't know if Shi Yi will be angry if he knows that his brother Ji thinks so.

As the weather gradually turned cold, city S was covered with snowflakes for several days in succession.

After the monthly exam in November, Qixian No. 11 Middle School gave the students two days off. Xu Jing, who had not seen each other for a long time, took the opportunity to take Jiang Yi out to relax.

"What happened?" Xu Jing sat across from Jiang Yu, and said jokingly, "Is it stupid to study?"

"No..." Jiang Yu said thoughtfully, "I was thinking about how to celebrate Xu Ji's birthday..."

Ever since Xu Jing found out about the two of them, Jiang Yi had completely let go, and didn't hide it at all.

Xu Jing kindly reminded: "Hey, don't go too far! In front of my sister, you have to put on a show anyway?"

Knowing that Xu Jing was teasing him, Jiang Yu chuckled lightly, but did not answer.

Xu Ji's birthday is also the anniversary of his mother's death, so he goes to the small town to visit his mother's grave every year as usual.

It was not a good day, and Xu Ji and the people around him never took the initiative to mention birthdays, only his grandmother would cook him a delicious meal every year to celebrate.

Now that grandma is abroad, no one will care about Xu Ji's birthday, Jiang Yu wants him to be a little happier.

"What do you like about him?" Xu Jing asked curiously, "He's cold and doesn't like to talk all day long, so it's boring to watch."

Jiang Yu thought for two seconds, and said, "How should I put it...he is quite boring, and he has a bad temper." At this point, Jiang Yu couldn't help but smile, "Always keep a straight face face, he would get angry at every turn, he was seriously ill and didn’t know how to take medicine on time, he smoked, drank, stayed up late and fought, not to mention, he refused to listen to every time he was advised, he wanted to lose face, and even ten donkeys couldn’t pull him back when he was stubborn return..."

"then you--"

"But he is actually very soft-hearted and simple, very responsible and caring. His irascibility is just his appearance. He is actually a bit naive. Sometimes he likes to cling to me and wants me to coax his temper... and ..." There was a hint of pride in Jiang Yu's tone, "He is still very good-looking."

Seeing Jiang Mi's appearance like a treasure, Xu Jing couldn't help laughing along with her aunt.

When Jiang Yu finished speaking, Xu Jing shook her arms with a cold expression on her face: "Eh...it's so numb."

Jiang Yu snorted softly, and then changed the topic: "It's getting too far, you haven't helped me think about Xu Ji's birthday yet."

Before Xu Jing could speak, a teasing male voice came from behind: "Isn't it easy to celebrate your boyfriend's birthday?"

Jiang Yu turned his head and saw Hu Jian standing behind him.

Jiang Yu asked in surprise, "Why are you here?"

Hu Jian sat next to Jiang Yu, stretched his hand over his shoulder, sighed and put on a show: "Brother, how much do you want to see me with your tone? I really only hear the newcomers laughing and not the old ones crying."

Jiang Yu: "..."

Although I have already experienced the lethality of Hu Jian's words, I still get thundered every time I listen to them.

Hu Jian, a gay Chinese honey, often sticks with Xu Jing, and even follows Jiang Yi from time to time, so he naturally knows about Jiang Yi and Xu Ji being together.

"Brother," Hu Jian looked at Jiang Yu mysteriously, "If you want to celebrate Xu Ji's birthday, how about brother taking you to a good place?"

Jiang Yu looked at him suspiciously.

At this time, Xu Jing who was on the side went to the door to answer the phone, and Hu Jian tried his best to persuade Jiang Yi. When Xu Jing came back, Jiang Yi had already wavered.

"Dabao, your dear aunt has something to do at the moment, and she is calling me home." Xu Jing looked at Jiang Yi, "Are you going with me, or Hu Jian?"

Jiang Yu hesitated for a moment.

Hu Jian immediately put his arms around his shoulders, smiled and said to Xu Jing: "You can rest assured that your brother will be handed over to me!"

Three 10 minutes later.

Looking at the door of the bar in front of him, Jiang Yi knew that Hu Jian would not take him to any good place.

"This..." Jiang Yu gritted his teeth, "Is this the good place you said?"

Had I known earlier, he would not have come with Hu Jian!

With that said, Jiang Yu turned around and was about to leave, Hu Jian quickly reached out to stop him: "Hey, don't worry, brother, it's fun inside."

"This is the bar brother!" Jiang Mi rolled his eyes, "I'm not yet an adult, how do I get in?"

"Brother, you are too inexperienced in society." Hu Jian pulled him in and dragged him in. "Which bar doesn't turn a blind eye now? Who still checks the ID card? I am the owner of this store. I know, don't worry."

Just like that, Jiang Yu was dragged into the bar by Hu Jian.

Jiang Yu had never been to a bar before. Hu Jian led him through a corridor, and then, a huge dance floor came into view. This bar is a three-story structure. The overall structure is not big, but it looks very delicate. .

It's not business hours yet, and there are only dim incandescent lights on in the bar. After Hu Jian greeted a few waiters, he took Jiang Qi upstairs. Except for a few scattered people, the whole bar was quiet scary.

I feel the environment is okay...

Jiang Yu looked around curiously, and after a while, Hu Jian took him into a private room.

Looking at the private room that is no different from KTV, Jiang Yi felt a little more at ease.

"How is it?" Hu Jian sat down on the sofa with ease, "Is this place okay? The dance floor is on the first floor, the private rooms are singing on the second floor, and there is a billiard hall and lounge on the third floor."

Jiang Yu refused: "I think it's better to forget it..."

"Why are you so awkward, kid?" Hu Jian pulled Jiang Yu to sit on the sofa, "Come on, let me analyze it for you. First of all, do you have to spend most of the night on Xu Ji's birthday?"

Jiang Yu nodded.

That day Xu Ji was going to stay in the small town almost all day, and then he had to find a way to sneak out in the middle of the night, it was quite late.

"By that time, the restaurant will almost be closed, and it's boring for you to just have a simple meal, isn't it? Didn't you say that day was Xu Ji's 18th birthday? It's a coming-of-age ceremony, once in a lifetime!"

Jiang Yu nodded.

It makes sense.

"Surely you can't pass on the main road, right? There are only a few entertainment venues that are open at night, such as bars, KTV, Internet cafes, hotels, health care centers... Think about a place that is suitable for surprises and young people What are you playing?"

Jiang Yu was at a loss for words for a moment.

He really can't think of it now.

Usually, the places where Jiang Qi and Xu Ji spend the most time together are either schools or hospitals, and they have never had a serious date. Although the two of them are not the kind of hypocritical people, it is their 18th birthday anyway. Have a good time.

Jiang Yu was a little shaken: "Then...then it won't be a mess here?"

Now his mind is full of the two or three things that happened in the bar in the TV series.

"What are you thinking? Everyone is a civilized person, civilized entertainment." Hu Jian patted him on the shoulder, "Don't worry, I come to this store often, it is definitely a decent place."

"All right--"

Jiang Yu took a deep breath and stood up from the sofa as if making up his mind.

As a result, in the next second, the heel seemed to hit something.

There was a slight rubbing sound, and Jiang Yu was puzzled, so he bent down and reached out, picking up a dark blue box.

Jiang Yu took a closer look, and the logo printed on it was very conspicuous: Durex

Jiang Yu: "..."

Hu Jian: "..."

Hu Jian coughed lightly, and just as he was about to speak, Jiang Yu quickly threw away the box in his hand, and then ran towards the door in one stride.

Hu Jian quickly got up and grabbed his arm: "Wait, brother."

Jiang Yu roared: "Wait a fart, I can't believe you, a wretched old man!"

Hu Jian was dumbfounded by Jiang Yu's reaction: "You are too innocent..."

Jiang Yu was so dragged by him that he couldn't move, so he had to stop struggling.

Hu Jian clicked his tongue in amazement: "I thought you were wild and unruly in your bones, but I didn't expect it to be so boring?"

Jiang Yu snorted coldly and didn't speak.

"No matter how good the porridge is, it can't be destroyed by rat feces. When the forest grows, of course there are everyone..." Hu Jian said earnestly, "You can't be prejudiced, right? I'll say hello to the boss in advance How about arranging a private room in the corner for you to ensure that no one will disturb you?"

Jiang Yu said firmly: "No, I won't come, I think a simple meal would be fine."

Hu Jian raised his eyebrows: "I heard that Xu Ji was very good at playing before. If you keep being so boring, aren't you afraid that you will be rejected sooner or later?"

Hearing this, Jiang Yu's expression changed.

Of course he has heard of Xu Ji's previous 'deeds', but Xu Ji never mentioned those things to him, nor did he take him to see his old friends, and after the two were together, Xu Ji never went home at night again. played.

Hu Jian sighed: "Maybe he used to be a little prince in a nightclub, but after being with you, he can only do math problems every day."

Jiang Yu glared at him: "I think it's pretty good, do you have an opinion?"

After finishing speaking, Jiang Yu turned around and walked out.

Hu Jian chased after him: "Then are you coming or not?"

Jiang Yu: "I won't come."

Xu Ji looked at the door of the bar in front of him, raised his eyebrows in surprise and said, "This is the place you want to bring me here?"

"That's right..." Jiang Yu was a little uncomfortable, but he still insisted, "Why, have you been here?"

Xu Ji glanced at the word 'Dark Blue' hanging on the bar door. This dark blue bar is quite famous in S City. In the past, Xu Ji and Shi Yi went out to make trouble every night, visiting all the bars in S City. , I have never been to this place.

"No." Xu Ji smiled, with a vague expression on his face, "I just didn't expect you to bring me here."

Hearing this, Jiang Yu asked a little nervously: "Is... not good here?"

In fact, last time Hu Jian's words were listened to by Jiang Yi. Jiang Yi always thought that he and Xu Ji were doing well now, but because he thought it was so good, he forgot to ask Xu Ji if he was okay.

What if Xu Ji really likes these lively places?

Jiang Yu went back and thought deeply about this issue.

Xu Ji said indifferently: "I can do it, I just don't think it needs to be so troublesome."

He used to be impatient to celebrate his birthday when his grandma was around, and tonight Jiang Yu will sneak out to accompany him in the middle of the night, which is even more unnecessary in Xu Ji's view.

trouble?

Jiang Yu was shocked.

He racked his brains to celebrate Xu Ji's birthday, but the other party found it troublesome?

Jiang Yu said silently: "Do you think it's boring to be with me?"

Xu Ji was puzzled: "Huh?"

Jiang Yu: "Why has your attitude become more and more perfunctory lately?"

Xu Ji: "...No."

"you--"

"Okay!" Xu Ji quickly interrupted him, "Let's go in quickly."

Looking at Xu Ji's back, Jiang Yu was a little frustrated.

It's over, he must be impatient.

Jiang Yu took Xu Ji to the reserved private room, where there were cakes he had bought in advance.

The two sat in front of the cake and looked at each other speechlessly, and the atmosphere was a little awkward for a while.

Jiang Yu didn't understand romance, so he didn't arrange any surprises in the room. In the empty private room, there was no karaoke machine or flashing lights, and there were only two people and a cake.

Jiang Yu coughed lightly: "Well, why don't you make a wish first."

With that said, Jiang Yi was about to pick up the lighter and light the candles.

Xu Ji reached out to stop him: "No need, I'm not used to this."

The way he closed his eyes and made a wish to the candle...Xu Ji felt mentally retarded just thinking about it.

Jiang Yu hesitated: "Then... shall we eat cake?"

Xu Ji: "... let's eat."

The atmosphere turned cold again.

The cake was too sweet and greasy, Xu Ji and Jiang Yi took two casual bites and stopped eating.

After eating the cake, Jiang Yu took out the birthday present for Xu Ji from his backpack.

In the process of getting the gift, Jiang Yu was also desperate. Until now, both of them seemed to be going through a process as rigid and boring.

Jiang Yu could predict Xu Ji's calm look after seeing the gift.

It was so fucking embarrassing.

Don't do porcelain work without that diamond.

He was really out of his mind thinking of some kind of coming-of-age ceremony for Xu Ji.

While Jiang Yu was thinking wildly, Xu Ji had already unwrapped the gift on his own, and there was a pair of small blue earrings lying in a small palm-sized box.

Jiang Yu opened his mouth and explained: "This is the moonstone, which helps to soothe the nerves and sleep, and calm the spirit."

He didn't have much money either, and this was the best gift he could think of.

I heard from Dr. Gu before that Xu Ji pierced his ears for eight times on impulse, and did not deal with them after the piercings, leaving the wounds to fester and ooze pus repeatedly... similar to large and small bodies Tortured him and did a lot.

Jiang Yu felt that he and Xu Ji still had some sympathy for each other when they were together. The two injured people licked each other's wounds and silently supported each other behind their backs.

He wanted to keep doing this and help Xu Ji heal every wound.

But some words are too embarrassing to say directly, so I can only keep silent.

Xu Ji only had the bottom two pierced ears, and his ear studs were worn from time to time. He looked at the gift in the box, and half-jokingly said: "Soothe the nerves and help sleep? I think it's better to hurry up with sleeping pills." .”

Jiang Yu: "..."

Is this the self-awareness of people who have had their stomachs washed?

collapsed.

It's totally broken today.

Seeing Jiang Yu's sleepy look, Xu Ji suddenly became interested: "Have you never been to a bar?"

Jiang Yu said weakly: "Yes."

"Go." Xu Ji stood up and tugged him, "I'll take you to play downstairs."

Jiang Yu was a little surprised: "Huh?"

Xu Ji hadn't been in any mood just now, but seeing that Jiang Yu had been working hard to make him happy, even in a somewhat cramped environment, he was clumsily and earnestly preparing, and he didn't want to discourage Jiang Yu.

The two went out of the private room together and walked downstairs. As soon as they reached the corner of the corridor, Jiang Yu saw two figures snuggling up under the dim light.

The long and narrow corridor was filled with deafening music. Three meters away, a man pressed another man against the wall, buried his head on the other's shoulder, and put his hand into the other's pants.

Jiang Yu was frightened and stupid: "I—"

Before he could say the word 'reliable', someone covered his mouth with one hand.

"Shhh." Xu Ji moved closer to Jiang Yu's ear and said softly, "Don't disturb others."

Jiang Yu still had a shocked expression until he went down to the first floor.

Jiang Yu had never seen such an explosive scene in real life, and he was a little overwhelmed for a while.

The two sat in front of the bartending table, Xu Ji looked at Jiang Yu in a daze, and shook his hand in front of him: "Stupid?"

Jiang Yu covered his beating heart with one hand, pointed to the second floor with the other, and said incredulously, "It's just the two men...they...are in the bar?"

"What's wrong?" Xu Ji raised his eyebrows, "Isn't this normal?"

Jiang Yu was startled: "Normal?"

How could this man who turned around halfway be calmer than him who was born gay?

Xu Ji shrugged: "This is gay, of course it's normal."

Jiang Yu was shocked again: "This... is this gay?"

Seeing Jiang Yu's surprised look, Xu Ji said in surprise, "You don't know?"

Jiang Yu was completely dumbfounded: "I don't know."

Deep Blue Bar is a very famous gay bar in S City. Although Xu Ji has never been here, he has heard of it all the time. Today, Jiang Qi brought him here, and he thought that Jiang Qi had planned for a long time.

After listening to Xu Ji's words, Jiang Yu hurriedly looked around, and as expected, he saw many men and women dancing close to each other in the center of the dance floor. After careful observation, there were also several couples kissing passionately in the corner.

Jiang Yu gritted his teeth: "Hu Jian is a liar..."

In the future, he will never trust Hu Jian again, pull black!

"us--"

After the observation, Jiang Yu was about to turn around to talk to Xu Ji, but when he turned around, he rubbed against his neck.

Xu Ji didn't know when he stuck to Jiang Yu's side, Jiang Yu leaned back and wanted to distance himself, but Xu Ji reached out and gently embraced him in his arms.

Xu Ji leaned on Jiang Yu's shoulder, closed his eyes and said slowly, "Dabao, thank you for helping me celebrate my birthday."

Jiang Yu froze, and suddenly felt a little sad.

Xu Ji has always been a person who does not reveal himself. He does everything with a careless look. He likes it like this, hates it like this, even when he confesses. I am very close to him, and sometimes I feel far away from him.

But at this moment, Jiang Yu really felt the joy in Xu Ji's heart.

Thinking of this, Jiang Yu also relaxed his body, and stretched out his arms to wrap Xu Ji's waist.

"When I was sick, sometimes I felt like I had auditory hallucinations when I was walking on the road. When I was depressed, I wanted to die immediately. When I was high, I had endless energy to consume..." Xu Ji said softly, "At that time I didn't manage to stay in a too quiet environment, Shi Yi took me to various lively places every night, and kept trying to find a way... Sometimes I thought, maybe if there is a little noise outside, it will make my heart appear Just be quiet..."

A patient with bipolar disorder who has lost the ability to heal himself, this is Dr. Gu's description of Xu Ji's condition.

Before meeting Jiang Yu, he had been living in a way of self-consumption, and he might disappear into this world suddenly one day. He never thought that one day he would be able to choose another way of life.

There are colorful neon lights flashing around, and there are eating and drinking men and women who are having fun late at night everywhere. Jiang Yi's impetuous heart slowly calmed down, as if he automatically shielded people and things from the outside world, leaving only everything about the person around him.

After Xu Ji finished speaking, he didn't hear Jiang Yu's utterance. He lightly tapped Jiang's shoulder: "What are you thinking?"

Jiang Yu also became a little lazy: "Guess."

Xu Ji sneered, but did not answer.

After two seconds, Xu Ji said slowly, "I guess...you want to kiss me."

Hearing this, Jiang Yu immediately jumped out of Xu Ji's arms like a frightened rabbit: "You, you fart."

Xu Ji's tone was a bit frivolous: "Is my guess wrong?"

Jiang Yu snorted coldly: "You should show some face."

Xu Ji didn't make a sound, just looked at him straight up with a hint of a smile in his raised fox eyes.

Jiang Yu felt hairy: "You...what do you want to do?"

Xu Ji said without any concealment: "I want to kiss you, right now, right here."

Jiang Yu's tongue was tied: "I...you..."

Xu Ji calmly said: "Doctor Gu said that keeping a happy mood will help my condition stabilize, so you shouldn't refuse me, right?"

Jiang Yu was once again shocked by how shameless he was.

They just stared at each other, neither of them spoke.

I don't know how long it took before Jiang Yu was finally defeated. He blushed and said in a low voice: "Kiss, just kiss... and ask—"

Before he finished speaking, Xu Ji grabbed his head and kissed him.

Xu Ji's breath overwhelmed him, the tip of his warm tongue gently pried open his teeth, the moist softness rolled between his lips and teeth, Jiang Yu even tasted the taste of the chocolate cake just now in his mouth.

Ok.

too sweet.

It was already past two o'clock in the morning when Jiang Yu and Xu Ji came out of the bar. The two walked across the alley to the side of the road to take a taxi. Xu Ji planned to send Jiang Yu back first.

"boom--"

As soon as they left the intersection, they heard the sound of heavy objects falling to the ground behind them.

Jiang Yu was startled, and turned his head quickly. He saw that there was no one in the dark alley behind him, but a round wooden barrel fell down at the fork in the road a few steps away.

Jiang Yu said with lingering fear: "I was scared to death."

Xu Ji comforted: "It's okay, it should be just a trash can."

This alley is full of residents, and there are miscellaneous things in the aisle. Maybe something fell and knocked over.

"Go and help me."

As he said that, Jiang Yu wanted to go back.

As soon as the words fell, a surprised male voice came from behind——

"Brother Ji?! Brother Ni?!"

Jiang Yu and Xu Ji turned their heads, Shi Yi and Su Min were standing on the side of the road watching them.