The abyss is insurmountable

After a day of vacation, I was more tired than going to work.

When I returned home the next afternoon, although it was still as empty as usual, my heart was not at peace.

All of Yu Yuan's activities have been suspended. It stands to reason that he should wait for me at home, but the truth is, I don't know where he is or what he is doing.

He really is gone.

Did he actually leave?

But, I don't understand, how dare he leave me?

Where can he go?Where would he dare to go?

Can you leave in pajamas?If you dress like that, you are not afraid of catching a cold?It's really getting more and more excessive, more and more arrogant.When he comes back, tell him - don't run outside if you have nothing to do!If you don't want to be an artist, just wait for me at home and forget it!

Or...in the past few years, Yu Yuan already has new support?And that reliance is richer and more powerful than me?Even if that person is richer and more powerful than me, he won't be younger than me, maybe he's still an old man in his 70s or [-]s!Yu Yuan shouldn't be so overwhelmed, right?

Let me take a step back, even if that person is as old as me, is he as tall and handsome as me?It's enough to have me alone, there is no need for anyone else.

Ha, could it be that you want to raise someone else?Relying on me to start a business, but wanting to leave me, why?Merchants are the best at calculating accounts. If so, this business would be too uneconomical.

No matter what, you have to come back again, don't you?

Oh, is it dark yet?Should be sleeping?

Walking into the bedroom, I saw that Yu Yuan's four-pointed star hadn't been taken away, it was still lying on my bedside table.

I picked up the necklace irritably and held it in my hand bitterly.I have long wondered where my moon-shaped necklace went.

After playing with it, I saw that there was a line written on the back.

LoveLifeAsLoveYou.

Fart, fuck, Yu Yuan, you are farting, if you really love me you won't get out, you will pester me, you will stick to me, you will fucking want to be by my side all your life!

Seems like things are getting a little out of hand?

Why not as I imagined?

Although he walked away stubbornly, he should come back, come back to me, talk to me awkwardly, and I can forgive him, his stupidity and ignorance!

But I waited and waited, and the knock on the door never sounded that night.The one who left home never came back to our nest.

"Hello? What else is there?"

I clearly heard the voice from the other side of the phone, which belonged to the noise of the airport.

My insensitive nerves suddenly became a little sensitive.

Before that, I never thought he was a person who had the courage to go abroad by himself.

"Where are you going?" I tried to keep my tone as calm as possible, but it was still fierce.

"Where am I going, does it have anything to do with you? Or if I put it this way, do you care?!" He lowered his voice angrily.

The anger in my heart burned up all of a sudden.

I've done so many things for him, and it's fine if he doesn't appreciate Dade, but he actually talks to me like this? !Did he think that his wings would be hard when he became a star?What a fucking joke!

He is nothing without me.

The anger went to my head at that time, and I laughed coldly a few times: "You are fucking capable, just get the fuck out, don't get out again, never see you again! You think you..."

He interrupted me without hesitation, his hoarse voice was almost calm: "Then don't meet again."

"Hey, hello?!! Fuck..."

He actually hung up on me.

I was angry for a while, and instead of being angry, I laughed, and I looked up to the sky and laughed: "Okay, okay. I have fed the dog all these years! You fucking love to go!"

The four-pointed star was thrown into the trash can by me - it is ugly and cheap, don't tarnish my eyes again!

I've changed a lot of people since then, but they're all really fucking stupid.

When I want to listen to people's humor and teasing, she just wants to act like a baby and talk softly!When I want to be quiet, she just wants to pester me to talk!

Why can't they learn from Yu Yuan?

If they were all better than him, I wouldn't think of him that way, would I?

I became more and more extreme, and more and more hopeless.But everyone said that I became more mature and stable, and I was no longer ignorant and foolish.

"How long?"

The afterglow of the setting sun shot in from the floor-to-ceiling windows hurt my eyes.Looking down, it is the city center full of feasting and feasting. People come and go in a hurry, and no one wants to stay for me.

Xiao Tan was stunned for a moment, and asked, "Ah? Boss, do you mean how long have I been here? This winter has been five years..."

Five years?

The year Yu Yuan became an artist, I hired a new assistant.

Yu Yuan had been an artist for three years, and then left in a hurry. In this way, Yu Yuan had been gone for two years.

In the past two years, he hasn't called me a single time, nor has he come back to look at me.As of now, I don't even know where he is.

No matter how you look at it, it looks like a lover who has failed to the extreme...

Right?Is it from a lover?Although I didn't say it directly, I didn't feel that way before, but now I think about it, we are really in love, right?

Then why didn't he come again?

So...has Yu Yuan really treated me sincerely?Is it so easy to forget?I do not know.I really want to get an answer, but where should I ask?

January 20, 1**, flight CA**18.

If I also set foot on the place where you are, will you give me an answer?

It's a pity that I didn't muster up the courage that year. I comforted myself and said: Go and walk the road that Yu Yuan walked, maybe I will understand his mind.

Once this road is gone, it will be another two years.

I gradually learned to read, and gradually understood the lifestyle of ordinary people. It was only when I was close to fireworks that I could imagine that there are people who really want to earn a dollar or even a penny, and some people are still living with an annual income of less than ten thousand. In Yuan's life, it turns out that the biggest problem facing the disease is not pain, but money.Someone really committed suicide because of gossip, and someone really cared so much about other people's opinions.

As for me, my first pocket money was five figures, and the hardest job I ever did was writing documents while drinking coffee in high-rise buildings.And I never care what other people think of me, because few people dare not flatter me.

It turned out that the money I was wasting wasted money, I could use it to save lives.I am drunk and dreamy, and have long been utterly tired of life, but there are so many people yearning for it.

If I had known earlier, Yu Yuan might not...choose such a job, leave a bad name for himself, and leave a place for the world to slander.Even if we don't need to know each other, I can just give him enough money to let his mother tide over the difficulties.

Compared with his lonely and brilliant bloom, I would rather he is ordinary, healthy and happy.

I learned to do charity and use my money to help more people. I also donated a lot of my money to welfare homes and orphanages, and also to support those poor and white talented artists, but I still can’t learn. How can I live to forget him.

I've been to all the jewelry stores, but there's no such thing as a pair of four-pointed stars and a crooked moon.

Only then did I understand that what is lost will disappear forever, and it is impossible to buy it again.

I have also seen the phrase "LoveYouAsLoveLife" and "LoveLifeAsLoveYou" many times, but they are not behind Xingyue.

At that time, I often dreamed that Yu Yuan asked me, "Would you like to give it a try?"

The name of the pair I dreamed of was "EYAMY——Embrace You Across the Milky Way".

I can't say that word.

--want.

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