The abyss is insurmountable

Later, during the days when we stayed together completely, Yu Yuan was always by my side.

From childhood to adulthood, I don't have any long-term friends, and I don't have any real sustenance-these things are too illusory for me.

After all, my father used his practical actions to tell me that one must enjoy life to the fullest, and spend as much time as possible while still alive today, so don't die with hatred someday.

He doesn't seem to believe in the theory of next life, and I don't believe it either.

In life, one has to be chic first.

But some people don't expect that what kind of coincidence will destroy this idea.

For example, when I suddenly don't want to eat alone, I don't think of calling my friends or asking my parents if there is any leftover food for me. I want Yu Yuan to sit here and tell me about him. boring story.

The things he talks about are really boring. He likes to talk about the dime-a-dime candies when he was a child, the cards he collected in elementary school, and the fact that when his mother knits a sweater, he must hold the wool next to him...

I gradually remembered a lot of useless things, although I didn't want to.But Yu Yuan is too good at chattering.

He said that the round watermelon should be the sweetest with clear stripes. He said that he had learned a lot in the past, but he had to give up. Now he hardly remembers it. He would cut a hole with scissors, and he would say that he likes to eat milk-flavored popsicles, and he persisted all year round. Later, he never ate them again when his teeth got cavities, and he just resumed his old business recently...

He's also slowly trying to understand my past.

I also tried to say something boring.

I told him that when I was five years old, I plucked two Kinabalu Rankins planted in the garden for my mother. My father asked me to kneel at the door all afternoon. At first I thought it was a joke, so I did it. He's fucking real.Later, I was tired and slept all night riding on the sculpture at the door.

But to be honest, if I knew how rare it is, if I were my father, I might already be gone.

But he listened with gusto.

I said that when my father stuffed me into the horse farm for the first time, I almost pulled the bald little Debao's tail, and my father kicked me with the horse in anger, and I lay on the bed for a week.

But he laughed.

I looked at him and felt like laughing a little too.It's not the kind of exaggeration, the kind of laughing for others, but the kind of wanting to laugh for myself.

Maybe for them, being with friends is like this.

Monsoon would take me to various liquor stores, we would introduce friends to each other, Tian Zixiang would take me to various villas of his family at every turn, and when we were in country A, Robin and I would attend receptions together and listen to his friends drunkenly. Rock band, didn't lie home until three o'clock.

But I know that they like my resources and all the benefits brought to them by my superior family conditions.

That is to say, Ji Feng likes me to cover all the expenses when I go out, Tian Zixiang's father likes the cooperation opportunities I bring him, and Robin, he likes some women around me, and he is willing to be a paid ladder for them to approach me.

But no one wants to hear about the stupid things I did as a kid.

I gave him a lot of money.

In just a few words, I seem to feel that the mother he often mentions is not in good health.

It seems that he hasn't been given rice noodles for many years.Also haven't picked up a knitting needle for many years.The gray sweater, which had never been trendy, was a little off, but he never changed it.

He was silent for a while, and then... rejected me.

That refusal was not absolute, but I acquiesced in his refusal.

Don't deprive others of their lofty rights, right?I told myself.

Just talking and laughing, I took this matter away.

I'm sure I won't remember such a small thing in the future, but Yu Yuan will remember it.

And this record is a long time.

After being dizzy and busy for more than half a month, I finally finished my business trip from place to place.

It's maddeningly sweltering in the south in summer, and it's refreshing to blow on the air conditioner in the house.

Like before, I lay down after taking a shower and closed my eyes.If Yu Yuan wanted to leave, he would leave by himself.Uncle Li seemed to have packed a lot of things for him, and he would occasionally stay here overnight, then go back to wash up the next morning, and then go to work right away.

The light in the living room was off, so he was probably leaving.

I glanced over and turned inside.

I was about to fall asleep in a daze when I suddenly heard his footsteps.

The night was thick that day, just like his black eyes that couldn't be opened.Tears were wrapped in those round eyes, tremblingly giving himself to me.

How can I accept a man?

How can I accept a man?

But the truth is, that's what I did.

I do not know.

Just like drinking water when thirsty and eating when hungry, I slept with him normally.

That night I saw a different Yu Yuan.He is afraid, he is firm, even a little anxious and clumsy, but he is also the most charming.

As a person, especially as a rich person, you have to be clear about whether you have a family background that causes trouble, and whether you want to spend your money.Long-term happiness is too rare, so let's enjoy it while living.

The most direct way is to soak in alcohol and beauty. Don't wake up when you should be stupid, and don't pretend to be dead when you should chase fame and flattery.

The normal state of my life is like that, fickle, vain, I just like to hear others praise me, and I am deliberately forgetful, and I will talk about other things first when I am happy.

Anyway, think about it, besides being handsome, besides being rich, it's hard for you to find the advantages of me having a fart.

But now there is an exception - until today, ten years later, he is still my exception.

The author has something to say: the early bird gets the worm

but i guess i'm still sleeping