The abyss is insurmountable

Some experiences are as bright as fireworks. When you are in them, you think you have obtained eternal glory, but only when you face the remaining ashes of the light alone, you can understand that this is the final chapter.

It turns out that when you decide to light a fire to appreciate its brilliance, it is doomed that it will be dim, scattered in the winter wind, and never return.

In the past two years, except when he went home to see his mother, we were together almost day and night.

I bought a new house and we moved in together.

He seemed very uncomfortable with such a living environment, and walked quietly, afraid of making a sound.He is always looking forward and backward when doing things, and I have long been used to it.But the ignorance in him doesn't bother me.

The other party will not make me feel better, and the employees of my company will not worry.

Uncle Li tried to help me take office with three fires, but obviously, the other party had already let the fire go.At that time, while fighting for resources and discussing cooperation with the outside world, and at the same time eliminating internal thieves, I was so busy that I was exhausted physically and mentally.

There have also been things that the company's top executives have planned for a long time, only to find out that they were leaked.The result is that we have spent half a year making dowry for others.

At that time I really felt crazy.

The public can't tell the difference, only first come first served.

I used to know a little bit about everyone's survival rules, maybe some things are really unclear, but when I really step in, it's really a fucking mess that drives me crazy.

The entertainment industry will magnify the relationship of interests, and the dirty methods are somewhat beyond my understanding.

At that time, I was addicted to cigarettes, and I don’t know who I learned it from a few years ago. When I was in a mess, I couldn’t help picking up one. Sometimes it was normal to smoke two packs of cigarettes a day, and I didn’t even realize it.

I think my young master is different from others, so fucking different.

Yu Fang said he didn't care about me, but he really didn't care about me.

Probably to let me experience it, but my first feeling will always be - my father is really a bastard.

Cursing, scolding, I want to come, I can't just let go of who I love.

My father's enemy might still be waiting for him to burp and go bankrupt, but I won't let me eat steamed buns and pickles every day.

For me, I can't endure hardship, I don't have much courage, and I don't have any talent. The things I know now are all thanks to money. Fortunately, I have always been quite strong psychologically, and I don't have any mental illness.

Still, I'm annoyed every day.

I don't want to flirt with my employees at all times, after all, I still rely on them for food, but my attitude towards my bedmates is not very good, even a bit cruel.

Yu Yuan is no exception.

However, Yu Yuan is a person who is very good at taking care of other people's emotions. He knows when to talk to me, when to stay away from me, and when to use something to please me.He didn't mind what I did and would even pamper me more than anyone else I've ever met.

I have to say that I really felt comfortable and relaxed in those days, even though we were busy every day without touching the ground.

His work is not idle, almost all the most trivial things directly related to me are handed over to him, and he always has the patience to sort out everything.

But his job is not just that.

For countless nights, it was his voice and the touch he gave me, which accompanied me through the whole night of insomnia and restlessness.

He is my assistant by day and my ever-changing lover by night.Pale, brittle, thin, and warm.

This feeling is not annoying, and even makes me a little nostalgic.

Later, we spent a total of two years in such a capacity and in such a relationship.

Maybe I should say something, maybe I should be feeling something, but the truth is, when I really look back and see that we were still together, I thought we would be like this forever, so I never paid much attention to it.

Because, I thought I had plenty of time to spend with him.

It was another winter, and we walked together on the street at nine o'clock in the evening.

At this time, we are not as busy as before, and occasionally we can take a leisurely walk like this now, and visit those shops that flashy people can't walk.

"Do you want to be an artist?"

I saw that Yu Yuan seemed to be peeking at Xun Qianhe's concert poster.

So I turned around and looked.

The lights were all concentrated on him, it was so fucking bright, it was so eye-catching, it was hard not to notice the brightness.

So I asked him if that was the case?

Yu Yuan is always a person who is ashamed to express himself.You have to learn to explore and guide him to pursue what he likes, then you will see a completely different Yu Yuan.

——That is the shining, treacherous and seductive stage king.

I never thought that he would have such a strong and domineering side.

My lead art director, Luna, was stunned, and I was fucking dumb.

Later, Luna told me that he thought Yu Yuan was good enough.

Not only is it fucking okay, I think Xun Qianhe is nothing in front of him.

I don't even understand, what does this person think when he has nothing to do and gives up what he likes to be someone's personal assistant?Fortunately, he met me, or the art world loses a great talent, okay? !

He is outstanding, and I am very proud of him.

I know, and everyone around me knows what our relationship is.He is a person who can keep my body. After having him, the number of my bed partners is pitifully small.

Not because I'm a good man, but because few bodies fascinate me more than his.

I will also take a look at him when I have time, to see him persistently and firmly pursue what he wants, and to see him in high spirits under the spotlight.

One day a few months later, Luna told me that he was completely ready, everything from packaging to resources was in place, so that night, when I was sitting on the sofa and looking at the documents, I called him over.

"If you want to be an artist, I have to explain some things to you. It's very important. Remember it."

"it is good."

His face probably turned red from excitement.Straighten your body and listen to me.

"I don't have any professional insights for you, but I have to tell you the basic mentality of being in the circle."

I was busy with my hands, talking slowly while typing.

"What a certain person said is right. You can stand as much praise as you can stand the slander. In the future, even if your fans love you, your enemy will still fuck you. That's for sure. It's like fucking fart, it stinks as much as you want, be strong yourself.

"Also, the entertainment industry will magnify the competition of interests. It's like a sick child, but we have to follow the crowd, understand? It's okay to bear it in the future. Your boss and I are not very good. Being able to fight is also a start, and now I can still live well thanks to my rich father, so you don't cause trouble for me. If you have nothing to do, practice hard skills.

"Pay attention to your private life, or I won't be able to find resources for you. One day you can't help but call me, and I'll find someone for you, okay?"

I yawned and looked up at him by the way, his face was as red as a monkey's butt.

"No need...my need is not strong at all..." He looked at me and him, and waved his hands quickly.

I thought it was funny to see him like that, so I laughed a few times and continued talking to him.

"It's nothing. As for how cute you are, leave it to me."

I raised my eyebrows.

"Well." He didn't mean to leave.

When I was about to look at him again, he suddenly came over and hugged me.

"What?" I asked him.

"Thank you." The little brat held back for a long time, then smiled, his face was flushed, and his dark eyes flickered.Well, it's pretty nice.

I glanced at him, smiled and said nothing.

——At that time, there were no waves in my heart, but now every time I think about it, my heart is really surging.

"You're welcome, just work hard for me."

"Well, for sure! You are the boss."

He nodded vigorously, as if he was afraid that I would not believe it, and raised his hand to swear again.

I couldn't hide my bad intentions, and I didn't read the documents. I put the notebook aside and hugged him on my lap: "I said work hard on the bed."

Yu Yuan's eyes widened, and his arms were still around my neck.

I smiled and waited for him to answer me.While waiting, he began to undress him.

"okay……"

He blushed with embarrassment and couldn't speak a complete sentence.

I carried him to bed.

"Can I be short today?" He asked me with a wink.

"why?"

"Very tired...A while ago, Jean said that I was not in good shape to be an artist, so he took me to the gym...I have been hurting all over the past two days, and it hurts every time I move."

It seems a little coquettish?Anyway, I was elated when I heard it: "Then I will save it for you, and we will get it back together next time."

I held him to sleep, he was soft and comfortable in my arms.

He didn't let me down, he didn't let Luna down, he didn't even let the company down.

The gap between his private life and the stage is too great, forming a huge contrast, plus the character design fits his nature, and he is very popular.

Yu Yuan is more outstanding and charming than I imagined.When he debuted for half a year, I could see his various endorsements in the streets and alleys.

His announcements also gradually increased.

The voice is nice, the well-groomed face is also fair and gentle, and the figure is better than before. It is obvious that it has been practiced well and is no longer so soft, but as long as the muscles are not congested, it is still very comfortable to hold.

That's right, his shoulders aren't too broad, and it's hard to hold up his clothes if he's not fit.

He even grew two centimeters, and now he is 1.8 meters long.Then it will be easier to give him a more attractive personality, and there will be more directions for his development.

Put a lot of effort into supporting him, and it really didn't cost him blood.

His resources are not yet top-notch, and are still limited to the domestic market, but his traffic has left most of them behind.

The key is that he is still a hard-working and motivated artist. Although he has no requirements for his figure and appearance, he is very stubborn about his hard skills.

So his fans love him more, and his fans have more.

Maybe he was born to be seen, born to be dazzling.

I don't miss him very much, I still have someone to entertain me, and I can see him almost as soon as I turn on the TV.

So, Yu Yuan faded out of my sight, but he didn't leave me.Just a forced farewell.

Behind a puppet show, someone has to pull the strings, right?

I praise him as the top of ten thousand people, see the brilliance in front of others, but also bully him behind the scenes, day and night.

I used to think that although the people in front of the scene are glamorous, they all depend on me, the director behind the scenes, who manipulates the ups and downs of the scene.But seeing his bright eyes like torches, watching his beautiful fleeting years, I realized that it was not that I was willing to praise him, but this person chose me to be in front of the stage, and chose me to be his behind the scenes.

So, Yu Yuan, I really look forward to you choosing me again.

Don’t tell me my fate this time, and don’t say it’s too late. I’m a pious penitent. I already know my bad deeds, and I accept all your punishments and lashes.

The author has something to say: I have been waiting for a long time, man