hope and gift

The words "Teng Jiangyan" sent Mu Xiao a chill down his spine, and his whole body became limp and powerless as if his spine had been pulled out.

He swallowed hard a few times before asking in a nervous voice: "Then...how about the time he confessed to me?"

"Oh, that's not me." "Teng Jiangyan" smiled and waved at him, "I won't confess to someone like you."

Mu Xiao looked at the person in front of him and said this with such a face, feeling awkward, but he was also relieved.

"Stop making trouble, let's get down to business, is Xiaoyan unable to come back for a while?" Han Zi asked straight to the point.

"If he doesn't wake up, yes. After all, I can't wake him up, so I can only hold him temporarily." "Teng Jiangyan" looked at his leg in the cast, pointed there and said: "Anyway, here I can't go anywhere with a nail in it, without revealing anything."

"I'm not worried about exposing anything, I'm just curious why Xiaoyan fell asleep suddenly. Have you remembered all the things about Xiaoyan?" Han Zi stared at "Teng Jiangyan" and said: "I went to investigate and there will be something People with multiple personalities generally have a huge shadow in their childhood, and most of this childhood shadow is sexual assault."

"You guessed it right, but you have to let me take it easy." "Teng Jiangyan" clutched his heart, he felt palpitations since he woke up, especially when Mu Xiao was beside him, his heart palpitations. The sour taste was like entering the blood, which made him very uncomfortable.

"Actually, when I woke up, I had already thought of everything. Maybe what Xiaoyan gave me was his good side, so I can talk and laugh with you here. I am optimistic for no reason, a little negative I have no emotions, and a normal person... would have to break down half way through."

Both Han Zi and Mu Xiao were waiting for him to speak, taking advantage of this gap, Han Zi turned on the recorder and said almost sincerely: "Teng Jiangyan, the following recordings are all voluntary, you are not under any coercion, right? ?”

"I am Teng Jiangyan, and the recording is voluntary." "Teng Jiangyan" was very cooperative. After he finished speaking, he glanced at Mu Xiao nervously, but immediately turned his head back and pretended nothing happened, and then said: "I hope Because my former stepfather, Shaoqian, was arrested, and my mother was rescued. I was forced into this state, all thanks to him. To be honest, I don’t know much about what kind of person he is. What kind of thoughts do you have?"

"Because my sister was sick when I was born, so my father devoted all his energy to taking care of my sister, and my mother and I were left at home. However, my mother didn't go home very often. She always said that she would go to a friend's house for a while, but one day my mother passed away. I brought a man home, and I was probably doing my homework in the living room."

"Let me interrupt, do you mean that your mother brought the man home in front of you?" Han Zi was a little surprised, because according to common sense, most parents would not be willing to be raped by their children even if they cheated. Seeing it, Ran Hongyu's move was really beyond Han Zi's expectation.

"Well, I remember correctly. It was my mother who brought a man back in front of me. The man was very elegantly dressed, with black framed eyes, and he looked like a gentleman. He was Yu Shaoqian for the first time. When I entered my house, I was not too suspicious of their relationship, I thought he was just one of my mother’s friends.” “Teng Jiangyan” said this, his cheeks suddenly turned red, and he was a little embarrassed to continue Said means.

But he glanced at the recording pen with the red light in Han Zi's hand, paused for a while, and finally continued: "I called him 'Uncle' at the time, but this name made him look very angry. He left suddenly Came over very seriously and asked me to call him 'Daddy', but I told him my daddy's name is Tender, not him, I can't call him Dad. Then he laughed like a horrible person, and then... well, I'm still a little bit uncomfortable Feel free to say."

"What did he do?" Han Zi asked like a curious baby.

Mu Xiao seemed to have guessed something, looked at "Teng Jiangyan" with a frown, and asked in a deep voice, "Did he hit you?"

"No, no, he just...just took off my mother's clothes in front of me, and then pressed my mother on the coffee table in front of me...to do...well, I can't go on." "Teng Jiangyan" said Finally, he showed a very disgusting expression, "While he was doing that, he asked me to call him father, my mother... He didn't mean to resist at all, I was shocked, I didn't dare to say anything, I just stood there on."

"I was very scared at the time, but I still tried desperately to push him away from my mother. I was not as strong as him. He came back and grabbed my neck, and pressed me on the table. He told me very disappointedly , 'Unfortunately, you are not your sister'. My mind was blank at the time, I bit his hand and ran to my room and locked the door."

"..."

Han Zi didn't know what to say to describe his mood. The expression on his face was somewhere between "My God" and "How is that possible?" Teng Jiangyan looked a little inexplicably wanting to laugh.

Mu Xiao became much more normal. After digging out his trouser pocket for a long time, he finally took out a cigarette and put it in his mouth. He didn't smoke, but just held it in his mouth. Then he inserted a hand into his hair, with a cynical look on his face.

"Mum finally gave him the keys and I got caught anyway. He didn't sexually assault me, he just took a bunch of bottles out of his black briefcase and fed me some weird pills. I I can’t resist, really, he’s so strong. After taking the medicine, I’m in a daze. Actually, I don’t know what it is, but it’s quite unpalatable.”

"He kept saying things like 'you hate your sister, you want to kill your sister' in my ears, and he kept instilling in me the idea that "it's because of my sister that I don't love my father or my mother". I told a lot of stories about siblings killing each other because of parental preference. He would tie me up and make me say what he wanted to hear, and if I didn't say it, he would torture my mother in front of me. Yes, he also let me go to school normally, and forbade me to tell anyone about all this, if I did, he would kill my mother and eat her in front of my face. I was really scared I was so scared that I didn’t even dare to go to the police station. I went to school alone, and I didn’t even dare to talk to my classmates, for fear of being mistaken for me as an informer. Maybe I can’t express that feeling of fear now, this ‘me’ It's so weird, I really don't have any negative emotions at all, I can't feel that way

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"During that time, my father never came home. For a whole month, I don't know how I got through it. I can only say that I am glad that he separated me, and I endured all the pain for him, so that another'I 'to live so normally."

"He gave you psychological hints and some hypnosis, which made you hallucinate and made you feel that your sister hates you, so you are even more resistant to seeing your sister and seeing your father, right?" Han Zi's voice changed. Tune, with a trembling tone.

"Maybe, I don't understand what you psychopaths did to me, but I really don't understand what he thinks. Later, my other personality, also the master personality, was instilled by him. She is becoming more and more determined. My sister hates me very much. I feel that my shadow is not him but my sister. She also has severe hallucinations because her memory is often fragmented. Come out, every time I come out, I find him alone. To be honest, the other personality, that is, Xiaoyan in your mouth, I think he may not remember Yu Shaoqian very much at all, because after all, everyone who faces him It's me. He may think that the death of his sister and the abuse of his mother are the biggest shadows in his life." "Teng Jiangyan" said indifferently, and there was even a suspicious smile on his face, as if mocking "little Yan" stupidity.

"At that time, I was on the summer vacation of my first year of high school, and I was about to enter my second year of high school. It was also after the year I met Mu Xiao. My mother found out about my sister's serious illness. It is necessary to divorce Yu Shaoqian, but she is making trouble..." "Teng Jiangyan" had a lingering expression on his face, "I was also implicated and Yu Shaoqian drugged me and tied him to the stool. I leaned against the wall, and my hands hurt from being squeezed by the wall and the stool. He pressed my mother on top of me... It must have been rough to do those things, I remember my mother was in pain and yelled My voice was hoarse from crying. She kept digging at the wall behind me with her nails, and the sound of scratching and scratching made me feel uncomfortable. That night, he pressed my mother against me in various places in my room. Fuck and put me to sleep in that room full of nail scratches."

"I don't know why he finally agreed to my mother's request to divorce him, but the most strange thing to me is that my mother escaped, but kept silent about everything about Yu Shaoqian, and only focused on taking care of my sister , and because he was afraid that I would tell my father, he beat me like crazy. Later, my father saw Yu Shaoqian's business card in his room with his mother, and thought it was a friend of his mother. Well, he was going to take me to To see a psychiatrist, he simply took me from Hangzhou to Wuhan to see Yu Shaoqian, and to put it bluntly, pushed me into the pit of fire again."

After Teng Jiangyan finished speaking, a somewhat lonely expression finally appeared on his face, and he said with a sigh: "After that, my hallucinations became more and more serious. I don't know, it should be because of the medicine, and I don't know if he did anything to me, so...um..."

He glanced at Mu Xiao with some guilt, and found that Mu Xiao was already crying like a sister Lin.

"Stop it, Xiaoyan, stop it."

Mu Xiao felt that a string that was tense in his heart was finally broken completely, and the broken string played the softest part of his heart to a bloody mess.He stood up hastily, staggered out clutching his stomach, leaving only the silent Han Zi pinching the recording pen at a loss.

Teng Jiangyan stared at Mu Xiao's fleeing back, his whole body was as limp and limp as if he had soaked in a hot bath for a long time, and the sourness spread from his heart and spread all over his body.Although he had no communication with the sovereign Teng Jiangyan before, his brain secreted a lot of dopamine when he saw Mu Xiao because of the body's own chemical reaction.

Sometimes he couldn't help but think that he probably did this because the sovereign Teng Jiangyan must be very concerned about Mu Xiao.

As for the reason why Teng Jiangyan fell in love with Mu Xiao, after learning about all the memories, he was also emotional, somewhat inexplicably moved and envious.

Teng Jiangyan has always been a good boy, obedient, obedient, sensible and good at studying.Because he can only attract the attention of his parents through his excellent academic performance and admirable life behavior.It stands to reason that a good-looking person with good grades should be very popular in school, but that personality is too extreme, extremely weak, extremely inferior, twitchy, completely like a girl, and there is Yu Shaoqian's threat.So no matter how dazzling he is, he doesn't like to talk to people, and others only have four words for him - keep a respectful distance.

Mu Xiao was the first person who approached him heartlessly.Mu Xiao is not outstanding in grades, but he is a positive and optimistic person with a strong heart in character. He is like a fire, burning up the darkness of Tengjiangyan's world bit by bit, and helping him build up his confidence bit by bit. Bit by bit it brought him back his courage, bit by bit he gave him the courage to live and resist.

Leaning on the pillow on the hospital bed with his eyes closed, he tossed and turned for a long time, and a sentence came to his mind: "The grace of saving life cannot be repaid, so I can only promise it with my body."

"I turned off the recorder. It's been so hard for you for so many years." Han Zi's voice was a bit heavy, and his mood was very low now, which gave Teng Jiangyan the illusion that he would cry in a second.

Teng Jiangyan twisted her fingers and said a little embarrassedly: "It's not hard, brother Zi, don't be like this, I'm even embarrassed to say it. The past is in the past, I can remember it now, and it's a good thing to take the initiative to say it Now, we have to look to the future."

Han Zi laughed, shook his head and said, "I want you to comfort me instead."

After recording the sound, Teng Jiangyan stayed in the hospital for another week, and her wounds have healed.As soon as the wound healed, he quarreled with Mu Xiao about leaving the hospital. Mu Xiao had no choice but to go through the discharge procedures for him.When Luo Jun and the others came to visit Teng Jiangyan, they couldn't get used to such a lively person at first glance, but they didn't see what was wrong with his cheerful personality. They thought it was the sequelae of concussion, which hindered Mu Xiao's mood. , I have tacitly stopped mentioning it.

Mu Xiao wanted to train, so he could only find time to find a lawyer to draw up a lawyer's letter, but he also remembered to send Han Zi the photo of Yan's house in Tengjiang.

After Han Zi received it, he took the recording pen and photos and took Teng Jiangyan to contact the police to investigate the matter.It's just very unfortunate that when the police were about to arrest the suspect for interrogation, Yu Shaoqian heard the rumor from nowhere that he had already transferred the house to the intermediary company.After all, this is not a small case. The police hastily issued a wanted warrant for a nationwide search, and they are also very busy.

Although Teng Jiangyan still has a nail in his leg, his hands are still very flexible. After returning, he obediently trained with everyone.It's just that the two live treasures in the training area have become three live treasures. If Mu Xiaobie puts on airs all day long, all four of them can join a table of mahjong and chat and play.

Of course, Chen Cheng was still the most silent person. He couldn't hold back five sentences all day, and he was only responsible for laughing with Teng Jiangyan and the others when they chatted.

At night, Teng Jiangyan likes to pretend to be asleep.Ever since that Teng Jiangyan fell asleep, the joy on Mu Xiao's face has faded a lot, his face is dark all day long, and the resentment is still directed at him.But at night, Mu Xiao would sneak into his dormitory, tuck him in the quilt, squat aside and stare at him for more than an hour.

Although Teng Jiangyan closed his eyes, he could feel Mu Xiao's feelings in his heart.In addition to these, Mu Xiao always cared intentionally or unintentionally on weekdays, and helped if there was anything, so that the current "Teng Jiangyan", who originally hated Mu Xiao's heart of stone, was also warmed by him.

Sometimes he would go to see the personality who was still asleep, and sit by his bed and tell him earnestly: "Although your father doesn't love your mother, you are still lucky to find a good man, so hurry up." Wake up."

One month later, the police still haven't found any news about Yu Shaoqian. For this reason, a special task force was set up to arrest the suspect and rescue Ms. Ran Hongyu.

However, seeing Teng Jiangyan's current condition, Han Zi did not give him any follow-up psychological treatment, and only asked him to wait for "Xiaoyan" to wake up before contacting him.

Three days before the start of the Hangzhou competition, Teng Jiangyan woke up early in the morning and sat on the bed for a long time like a lost soul, with a very tangled expression on his face.He hesitated for a while, and finally got out of bed and went to Mu Xiao's room, sat beside his bed and watched him without saying a word.

Mu Xiao slept lightly, and was startled awake when Teng Jiangyan came in, but since this was the first time Teng Jiangyan had entered his room in a month, he was also a little curious about Teng Jiangyan's intentions, and he also had some doubts in his heart. A little excited, he chose to continue pretending to sleep.

It turned out that he was speechless, and Teng Jiangyan just sat by his bed and watched him for more than 20 minutes without saying a word.

Finally, he couldn't hold back any longer, and opened his eyes as if he had just woken up, but when he opened his eyes, he found Tengjiang Yanzheng Lihua in front of him crying with rain, his eyes were swollen from crying.