hope and gift

Mu Xiao didn't react for a while, but Teng Jiangyan's pear blossoms and rain made him cry.After he was stunned for a while, he quickly picked up the thin sheet covering his body and wiped Teng Jiangyan's tears at a loss, and said distressedly while wiping: "Why are you crying so early in the morning?"

"Ah! Mu Xiao, I'm sorry for you!" Teng Jiangyan cried louder and louder, followed the force in Mu Xiao's hand and leaned on Mu Xiao's body without feeling awkward at all, choked up and said: " 'Xiaoyan' is gone. I've been looking for him for a long time today, but I can't find him. The small black house I used to live in is also gone, and his small room is gone. Everything is gone. What should I do? It's my fault, it's all my fault."

After Mu Xiao heard this, his whole body broke out in a cold sweat. He froze there motionless, as if he had turned into a statue.Now he seemed to be hit by a sap from behind, making him dizzy and upset.With a sudden heartbeat, he immediately felt as if he was being held tightly by something and refused to let go. The empty disappointment took this opportunity to flow to his whole body, killing his will until only silence remained.

He wanted to comfort the crying man in front of him, but he felt that he didn't even have the strength to speak.

It may be because of his strong desire to survive on this cherished relationship, Mu Xiao's mind was not blank at this time, but he quickly noticed that something was wrong with Teng Jiangyan.

He tried to reach out and hug Teng Jiangyan in his arms tightly, and found that he seemed to have returned to the past, without even a little resistance, and was still crying on his own, as if Mu Xiao's behavior was what he should have done .

Mu Xiao hesitated for a long time and didn't know how to speak, because he was afraid that "Teng Jiangyan" would be angry because he took advantage of him, so he finally asked softly, "No, why are you crying?"

Teng Jiangyan was stunned by his question, and wiped away the tears that did exist on his face in a daze.Because he cried a lot just now, his tears dripped mischievously down his chin and onto the back of his hand.

Teng Jiangyan quickly realized, looked at Mu Xiao in disbelief, and murmured: "I...I'm going to cry? I...Yes! I just felt very uncomfortable! It turns out that this is just uncomfortable. feeling."

After speaking, Teng Jiangyan stretched out his hand to touch his left chest, and could clearly feel that the incomparable sourness in his heart was slowly subsiding, so he laughed with tears in his eyes.

Out of excitement, Teng Jiangyan hugged Mu Xiao's head, kissed him hard on the forehead, and said in a brisk tone: "It turns out that I am 'Xiaoyan'. , then I went to play with that Teng Jiangyan."

"You..." Mu Xiao stretched out his hand to hold him, he was so entangled that he opened and closed his mouth several times. After a while, even Teng Jiangyan felt a little puzzled, and Mu Xiao finally squeezed out a sentence: "Are you a personality?" Combines?"

Teng Jiangyan was struck by lightning, as if someone had poured a basin of cold water on his head, and the cold water penetrated directly from the head to the soles of the feet, and the whole person became a complete wooden man.

He now remembered what Han Zi had said to him the last day before he left.

"There are two ways to cure you. One is to make one of your personalities never appear. This is more extreme. Of course, there is another way. This is also the best treatment method in my mind, but I heard it is difficult to achieve. Han Zi paused for a moment, looked at Teng Jiangyan worriedly, and said, "It means that your two personalities are reunited to form a new personality, and this new personality will be Teng Jiangyan from now on."

Teng Jiangyan knew that subconsciously, he had never occupied a dominant and dominant position.He had already thought about it, when he merged with the personality of 'Xiaoyan' in the future, he must be the one who was merged, and he had already made the plan to "disappear in ashes", how did he make such a mess in the end?

Teng Jiangyan glanced at Mu Xiao cautiously, then lowered his head shyly, wringing his fingers in fear, like a child who made a mistake.

"I... I'm sorry, it's my fault." When Teng Jiangyan thought that 'Xiaoyan' had completely disappeared from this world, she felt that she really felt deeply guilty and owed to Mu Xiao.

Mu Xiao calmed down first. He stared at Teng Jiangyan's expression that resembled "Xiaoyan" for a long time, and smiled instead of anger.

He reached out to support Teng Jiangyan's face, and looked gently into the eyes of the person in front of him.Mu Xiao's eyes seemed to be witnessing the miracle of rejuvenating a dead tree, with hope amidst despair.Teng Jiangyan was stunned. For a moment, he stretched out his hand and gently covered the back of Mu Xiao's hand. He rubbed his palm affectionately and affectionately. The natural movement seemed to have been rehearsed countless times.

Mu Xiao's palm was very warm, and Teng Jiangyan could clearly feel a thick callus on the bone of his wrist, which should have been rubbed out with a mouse.

Mu Xiao was finally made a little bit uncontrollable by him, his eyes were full of madness.He desperately suppressed his overflowing emotions, and said in a trembling voice: "No...no...this is wrong, you are Xiaoyan."

Mu Xiao pulled him over and hugged him forcefully into his arms.

Teng Jiangyan thought that Mu Xiao was in a daze, and was about to comfort him at a loss, but couldn't help thinking of the story of Zhuang Zhou's dream of a butterfly.

"I don't know that Zhou's dream is Hu Die Yu, and Hu Die's dream is Zhou Yu?"

Why do I preconceive that I am a certain personality?What a fool!Teng Jiangyan suddenly became enlightened, and couldn't help scolding himself in his heart.

Personality fusion, as the name suggests, is the fusion of two personalities into a new personality.This new personality possesses everything of both personalities, including memories.In this way, I mistakenly believed that I was someone who had another personality because of the memory of the personality that had dominated the body for a month.He turned out to have reversed cause and effect from the very beginning!

Thinking of this, Teng Jiangyan felt a little relieved, put his chin on Mu Xiao's shoulder, put his arms around Mu Xiao with a bit of comfort, and moved his hands down his back to soothe his emotions.As he got closer to Mu Xiao, he could smell the faint smell of tobacco mixed with mint on Mu Xiao's body.This smell was like a needle, piercing the last layer of film in his heart, and then indescribable emotions flowed out, mixed with blood, and flowed through the whole body.

"Mu Xiao, huh? Are you listening?" Teng Jiangyan's voice was lazy, with a bit of yearning and a bit of deliberate seduction.

"Yes, what's the matter." Mu Xiao was itchy to be provocative by his tone, but since the nail on Teng Jiangyan's thigh hadn't been taken out, he could only turn his itching into a non-itching one.The poor man desperately suppressed his inner thoughts, and silently recited the "Mahaprajna Jackfruit Heart Sutra".

The sentence "Form is not different from emptiness, emptiness is not different from form" made his tongue a little knotted.

"I want to do something, why do you think you don't want to?" Teng Jiangyan looked at him with no desires, no desires, no interest in life, and intentionally lightly bit Mu Xiao's neck, with a bit of softness. The waxy nasal voice said: "I'm alone, how boring."

As soon as the words fell, Teng Jiangyan felt himself being pulled hard by Mu Xiao, and after a while, his back fell firmly on the bed.When he came to his senses, Mu Xiao pressed his wrist hard, biting his lips somewhat roughly.

The little rabbit was washed and flopped into the mouth of the big bad wolf, how could there be any reason not to keep its mouth shut?It's really f***ing innocence.

Mu Xiao's actions looked rough, but he was actually very careful.He didn't dare to lean close to Teng Jiangyan's thigh at all, for fear that he would be crushed on Teng Jiangyan's leg if he forgot his feelings.

Teng Jiangyan didn't seem to care about this at all, he only felt that Mu Xiao's almost biting kiss gave him an exciting taste of blood, and the smell in Mu Xiao's hand was as if he wanted to rub himself into his own flesh and blood Pressing his hand with great strength gave him a sense of satisfaction and a desire to conquer all over his body.

Teng Jiangyan hooked Mu Xiao's waist with his left leg and tried to turn Mu Xiao over, but because his right leg was inconvenient, the turn over failed. Not only failed, but also played with fire.

"You...don't be like this..." Mu Xiao's voice was very depressed, he looked at Teng Jiangyan, his eyes began to be a little blurred.

Teng Jiangyan knew that he couldn't turn over for the time being, but he wanted to tease him. He pinched Mu Xiao's waist lightly and lightly, and said jokingly: "Don't do that? That?"

Mu Xiao felt that the thread called reason had been completely cut by Teng Jiangyan. He was about to take off his pants in a state of confusion, but suddenly there was a loud noise outside, which scared him into a fright. Went to grandma's house.

Both of them glanced at the door in horror.

Sun Qingyun stood dumbfounded at the door of Mu Xiao's room, the dumbbell at his feet that fell to the ground a few days ago and borrowed from Mu Xiao struggled and rolled around.

"..."

Teng Jiangyan reacted immediately, knowing that Sun Qingyun had seen it all.Now he was playing big, his whole body was burning like drinking a large glass of strong wine, so he pulled Mu Xiao's quilt regardless and got into it.

Mu Xiao coughed twice, suppressed his anger, and said maliciously: "You're welcome, Qingyun, you really know how to pick your time."

"You...you continue...I didn't see anything, I...I...I..." Sun Qingyun said a few times about me in succession, but he couldn't answer what he wanted to say next, and finally blushed Hold back a sentence: "I wish you an early baby!"

Then he slammed the door away quickly, and the sound of the door closing made Su Jinnian next door curse loudly in deep sleepiness.

"Listen, tell me about the precious son who was born early." Mu Xiao looked at Teng Jiangyan who was covered by the quilt and shook his head helplessly, and he opened a gap to get in, saying: "Qingyun was really scared this time. "

"It's all your fault!" Teng Jiangyan looked angrily at the "culprit" in front of him, the blush on his ears hadn't faded at all, and his body was so hot that even the 16°C air conditioner couldn't save it.

Regarding Teng Jiangyan's villain who complained first, Mu Xiao could only touch his forehead in a temperless manner, and said in a doting tone: "Yes, yes, it's all my fault. Well, it's time for the little slob to get up. , go and give Han Zi a call to clarify your current situation."

Teng Jiangyan knew that he couldn't delay the business, so he quickly sat up and picked up Mu Xiao's cell phone.As soon as he pressed the home button, he was surprised to find that his fingerprint had unlocked Mu Xiao's lock.

Mu Xiao chuckled lightly, looking forward to his next move.

But Teng Jiangyan has learned to be smart now, and she is secretly happy in her heart when she is happy, and she is not overly happy.He sneaked a glance at Mu Xiao, only to find that Mu Xiao was also looking at him with a smile on his face, and this glance made him really reluctant to look away.

Mu Xiao's eyes are still bloodshot when I look closely, and some of them are slightly reddened, but there is a soft light in the bottom of his eyes, as if reflecting the stars and the ocean, the starlight falls into the end of his upturned eyes, turning into a different kind of warmth. soft.

I am a normal person, and I can spend my whole life with this person.

Teng Jiangyan's sudden idea, like the ring on his left hand, gently but firmly bound his originally torn heart.

"Mu Xiao, I am no longer the little Yan I used to be. I may resist, and I will quarrel with you upside down without making any concessions, so... don't doubt me like that in the future, okay?" Teng Jiangyan didn't know how she had changed. In this way, these thoughts were directly spoken out as soon as they passed his mind.

Mu Xiao was not annoyed, instead he raised the corner of his mouth and said to him softly: "Then tell me 'I like you' every day, and I will agree."

"Yeah." Teng Jiangyan agreed without thinking, he moved towards Mu Xiao, raised his head slightly and said in a low voice: "Mu Xiao, I like you so much, I can't leave you, I... ..."

Teng Jiangyan laughed inexplicably, and after laughing for a long time, he covered his stomach and said to Mu Xiao with an inexplicable expression: "I was so naive just now, but the words I want to marry you appeared in my mind, it's okay I didn’t say it, otherwise you must think I’m reading it from a romance novel!”

"Get rolling." Mu Xiao pushed him.

Teng Jiangyan smiled and stretched out his hand to wrap his arms around him, and said proudly like a male peacock with its tail open: "I'm reading the same, but you also like to listen."

"I still think you are much cuter than before, what should I do?" Mu Xiao pinched his nose.

"I used to be so non-competitive that you thought I didn't like you anymore. You still liked me when you quarreled with me every day?" Teng Jiangyan raised his eyebrows, "Sure, I'll move tomorrow Love is not in love, I will not fight or grab you every day..."

"Try it!" Mu Xiao stared at him, completely forgetting that this was the topic he raised.

But Teng Jiangyan decided not to bother with him for the sake of his cuteness.

Luo Jun came over in the morning and gave them the plane ticket, saying that he went to Hangzhou two days in advance to arrange everything, and Teng Jiangyan in the province had another problem.After all, if there is a problem in the Guangzhou competition, there is a problem in the Wuhan competition. If there is another accident in the Hangzhou competition, Mu Xiao really dare not let him participate in the competition.

Teng Jiangyan called Han Zi during the lunch break after training. Han Zi was overjoyed, thinking that his car accident was not in vain, and his fracture and concussion were not in vain.He also told him to wait for their match to be over before determining the degree of personality fusion, so that he could stay with Mu Xiao as much as possible and not be stimulated by the outside world.

Teng Jiangyan hung up the phone in full agreement, and just as he was about to lie down on the bed and sleep for a while, Mu Xiao hurried up with a thermos.

"Hey, don't talk, come and eat this." Mu Xiao rubbed his sore waist and unscrewed the thermos for Teng Jiangyan.

There is a strong smell of fish in the thermos, but Teng Jiangyan smells it a bit fishy. He hates fishy smell the most. Even if others don't smell fishy at all, he thinks it's too fishy. The fish soup is put in front of him. As soon as I let it go, it felt like a small hook was hooking back and forth in my stomach, and I felt so uncomfortable that I wanted to vomit.

"I know you don't like fish, you think it smells fishy. This soup is boiled from fish bones. Don't people say that what you eat will make up for it. You can bear with it and drink as much as you want." Mu Xiao took out a spoon and wiped it. After cleaning, he handed it to Teng Jiangyan, his eyes full of anticipation.

Seeing his expression, Teng Jiangyan couldn't bear it, reached out and took the thermos cup, and drank it with a face of death.

The milky white of the fish soup is slightly yellowish. There is only soup and nothing else. It should be carefully selected, so the taste of Teng Jiangyan is acceptable.Seeing that Teng Jiangyan was willing to drink the soup, Mu Xiao's mouth hooked up quietly.He frowned and stretched out his hand to press his stomach hard, then squeezed out a happy smile, and watched Teng Jiangyan drink the soup motionlessly.

Teng Jiangyan kept half of it, sighed and handed it to Mu Xiao and said, "Drink something, did you get it for me if you didn't eat? I can eat it in one bite, it's not made outside, why don't you...don't think for yourself .”

Mu Xiao was a little surprised. He was flattered to look at Teng Jiangyan who was in front of him with a little bit of awkwardness, and took the thermos with ecstasy. Respect is worse than obedience, I am so hungry, I am not willing to take a sip."

"You drink first, I'll buy you something to eat, and the doctor also said that I should move properly." Teng Jiangyan got up after speaking, moved his leg with a nail, and limped down. went upstairs.

When he just walked out of the company's gate, a silver-white Cayenne in the company's parking lot happened to pull out of the parking space and passed by him.Teng Jiangyan suffered from the aftermath of the car accident, so he quickly stepped back a few steps, keeping a distance of at least two meters from the car, and limped into the supermarket after watching it go away.

Teng Jiangyan has no interest in researching car brands, so he only knows brands like Mercedes-Benz and BMW that can be found all over the street.Therefore, he did not think deeply about this car he did not recognize.After all, he didn't know that the most expensive car in this training base was Mu Xiao's BMW x5 which was too frightened by fans to drive.