hope and gift

"Xiaoyan, you are in a bad mood." Han Zi followed Teng Jiangyan to the roof of the hospital. It was noon, and it was a little sunny, but the wind was still strong. Although there was a wave of heat on people, it was still very hot. cool.

Some of the hospital sheets were hanging here, flying around in the wind, which looked rather bleak—just like Teng Jiangyan's mood at this time.

"Brother Zi, I remembered." Teng Jiangyan's voice trembled a little, he squatted on the ground, covering his head with his hands and trembling, "I remembered, I killed someone..."

Han Zi's heart skipped a beat, his mind went blank.It took a long time before he calmed down a little, and said in a slightly calmer tone in disbelief: "Who did you kill? Under what circumstances did you kill him?"

"I...killed my sister." Teng Jiangyan shook his head, as if he was constantly playing the scene in his mind, beating the ground frantically, and it took a while to calm down, and he emphasized again: "Yes I killed my sister."

Teng Jiangyan's eyes were a little blurred now, and his light brown pupils were trembling constantly.He looked around suspiciously, and after confirming that there was no one around, he sighed deeply and told Han Zi all the things he remembered.

Han Zi lit a cigarette, and seemed to be unable to accept the story from the very beginning.

The light in front of the operating room was turned off, and Mu Xiao was pushed out, his face pale.The doctor took off his mask and said to the group of people in front of him in a tired voice: "The operation was successful, but the patient still has to be transferred to the ICU for observation overnight."

Mu Xiao vaguely heard the sharp beeping sound of the instrument next to his ear, this sound woke him up from the somewhat charming dream just now.

When the effect of the anesthetic was about to dissipate, he had a rare dream, but this dream was not considered a dream, but rather like the 'replay' of a person before death as they often say.He dreamed of the day after Teng Jiangyan kissed him in a daze when he was in high school.

On the second day, Teng Jiangyan was the first to come to the classroom as usual. After sorting out the homework on the desktop yesterday, he began to write at his desk, trying to complete the homework.Mu Xiao actually came too, but he hid in the back door peeping for a long time by accident, but he didn't dare to go in.

I don't know how long it took, but when someone else's footsteps came from the stairs behind him, Mu Xiao walked into the classroom like a duck on a shelf, and sat down beside Teng Jiangyan a little stiffly.

"You came later than usual today, did you oversleep?" Teng Jiangyan stopped writing when she heard the movement around her, and opened the drawer in a smooth manner.

Inside the drawer is a bag of milk surrounded by a towel, and a small bag of meat floss bread.Teng Jiangyan took them to the table and handed them to Mu Xiao skillfully, "The milk should not be cold yet, you must have not eaten breakfast today, right?"

"I... ate it." Mu Xiao looked at the abundant food in front of him, with mixed feelings in his heart, but he still said this against his will.

After hearing this, Teng Jiangyan felt a little different, took back the milk and bread with a bit of disappointment, and said sullenly: "Well, then you should remember to eat every morning from now on."

After finishing speaking, he buried his head in his homework again, as if nothing happened between the two of them just now.

Mu Xiao took a peek at his homework book, the writing on the book was regular and neat, as if it was printed.When he saw it, he was even more puzzled. How could a child who looked like a well-behaved child follow a demon and fell in love with him?What's so good about a man being with a man? It's hard to hug. How can there be a girl with long breasts, thighs, thighs and soft waist that is comfortable to hug.

Thinking of this, the scene of Teng Jiangyan sticking his lips yesterday couldn't stop popping up in Mu Xiao's mind. The scene not only lingers, but also keeps reappearing in front of his eyes frame by frame like a comic strip.

Is Yu Ran's mouth so soft?

When this thought suddenly appeared in Mu Xiao's head, he was taken aback by himself, rubbed his hair a little annoyed, then angrily threw the pen to the ground, and cut his body apart.

After finishing the last question, Teng Jiangyan looked at Mu Xiao who was inexplicably angry in confusion, and asked with concern: "Did something happen?"

"It's okay, my mother came back last night, she tried to make me unhappy, and today I feel irritable when I think about it." Mu Xiao complained to him as if it was true, and emphasized one more sentence: "Maybe it's the menopause."

"Then come to live at my house tonight?" Teng Jiangyan looked forward to it.

Although it was difficult for Mu Xiao to resist Teng Jiangyan's request, but for the sake of his own integrity, he still refused cruelly: "My mother won't leave tonight, I can't go."

Teng Jiangyan was a little disappointed, lying on the table and said wearily: "That's it, okay."

He is not a fool, Mu Xiao's resistance is beyond words, he doesn't know where he offended Mu Xiao, so he can only reflect silently by himself.

For half of the morning class, Mu Xiao's mind was full of unconstrained imaginations. He kept thinking about what Teng Jiangyan liked about him, why he fell in love with him, and how the two men fell in love. what happens.So much so that when it was time to do exercises between classes, Mu Xiao, who hadn't eaten breakfast, immediately felt a stomachache that he hadn't felt for a long time.Now there is only one thought in his mind, the pain, the organs in his stomach seem to be wrinkled into a ball, and there is an awl piercing the meat from time to time.

It's all for Yu Ran's pampering, how can the old stomach be so difficult to serve!

Mu Xiao thought to himself, put his hands in his pockets secretly pressing his stomach, pretended nothing happened, and went to the playground with the big team to do exercises.After finishing the exercise, Mu Xiao seemed to have experienced the baptism of life and death, dragged his broken body back to the classroom with difficulty, and lay down on the table without saying a word.

After the class bell rang, unexpectedly, when he turned his head, he found that his good deskmate Teng Jiangyan hadn't come back yet.

At this time, Mu Xiao panicked inexplicably.Is it because I have repeatedly rejected him and made him feel uncomfortable?While Mu Xiao was thinking carefully, he remembered that Teng Jiangyan was a somewhat glass-hearted person.When he thought of this, he frowned even deeper, guessing that it wasn't his actions that made him cry on the rooftop again?

When he was wondering whether to go out to find Teng Jiangyan, Teng Jiangyan shouted a report at the front door, which shocked him into a cold sweat.The teacher always indulged good students with good character and learning, so he didn't make it too difficult for him who was late, and incidentally ignored the plastic bag he was carrying, and let him in directly.

Because the seats of the whole class are rotated, Teng Jiangyan happened to sit in the back this week.So when he returned to his seat and took out everything in the plastic bag and placed it on Mu Xiao's table, no one really noticed.

"You lied to me, you didn't eat breakfast." Teng Jiangyan unpacked the coarse grain toast angrily, took two pieces and handed them to him, "There is no porridge for sale, you eat this and then drink some milk, I just bought milk Go overheat."

Mu Xiao looked at the things piled up in front of him again, and there was an unknown emotion flowing quietly in his heart, he didn't know how to speak, only with a trace of sourness.

"This is stomach medicine for the infirmary. You can drink it later and drink it with milk. You are always sleepy and don't remember to eat breakfast. This habit should have been changed long ago. And I have enough money, you Don't worry that I'll buy you breakfast and you'll be poor." Teng Jiangyan lowered her voice, her tone was a little imperceptibly gentle and affectionate, which was a feeling that she had never shown in front of others.

Mu Xiao felt like his back was burning, but he still took the toast awkwardly, took a small bite to soothe his tantrum, but he thought to himself: such a good person, why can't he think about bumping into a tree like me?

In the evening, it was Teng Jiangyan's turn to be on duty, and four or five people stayed there mopping the floor after the evening self-study.Mu Xiao stood at the door listening to the song boredly. When Teng Jiangyan caught a glimpse of him, he gave him an extra look in astonishment.

"Aren't you going home? There should be no car in a while." He walked over and asked Mu Xiao with a somewhat reproachful tone.

Mu Xiao looked up at him, took off the earphones, and said awkwardly: "I don't want to go home to see my mother."

Teng Jiangyan knew what he was thinking when he saw his expression, but he must have refused to say it out of face.He tacitly answered, "Do you want to come to my house? I just happen to be home alone today, so it's boring."

"Success, then I'll wait for you." Mu Xiao walked down the steps Teng Jiangyan gave him, put on his earphones with a smile on his face, and continued leaning against the wall to listen to the song.Teng Jiangyan shook his head helplessly, and went into the classroom to continue cleaning.

Teng Jiangyan doesn't like contact with outsiders, and always has a slight sense of alienation from others, as cold as the snow lotus on the plateau, but she takes care of everyone silently and carefully.

Mu Xiao discovered this problem early in the morning, so when he looked back and saw him silently washing a mop and walking into the classroom, and handing the blackboard eraser to the girl who was mopping the floor, he was not surprised.

But today he looked at that girl very disliked, and of course, by the way, he also looked very displeased at Teng Jiangyan.

It is really a walking central air conditioner.Mu Xiao complained secretly in his heart, forcing himself to look away.He knows that this is the possessive desire that he has had since he was a child, but he can't control it. Whether it's people or things, what's his can only be his, and others can touch it.Therefore, he broke up with several brothers, so he restrained himself a lot on Teng Jiangyan's side.

At this glance, he saw a boy standing in the next class. That boy was listening to music with earphones, just like him doing nothing.After a while, a girl with a schoolbag came out and smiled brightly at the boy.The girl is quite handsome, her eyes are bent into crescent moons when she smiles, her petite body is standing next to the boy, and she can be seen to be a head shorter in an instant, which makes people's desire for protection come out to make trouble.

"You don't feel tired after waiting for so long." The girl lowered her head shyly.

The boy smiled cheerfully, and quietly took the girl's hand: "I'm not tired, how can you say I'm tired after waiting?"

The girl's face was flushed red, and she lowered her head so much that she wanted to bury her directly in the boy's arms.

The sour smell of love made Mu Xiao turn his head with a chill, and just in time to see Teng Jiangyan, who had finished cleaning, was walking towards him with his schoolbag on his back.Teng Jiangyan seldom smiles in front of outsiders, but she is unrestrained in front of herself.His glasses are a bit thick, but Mu Xiao can still see his crooked eyebrows through the glasses, as elegant as a person in an ink painting, with a bit of unattainable coldness.

"Thank you for waiting so long." Teng Jiangyan handed him an orange-flavored lollipop, "For you."

To be honest, Teng Jiangyan probably didn't develop much because he didn't like sports, so he was a head shorter than Mu Xiao.Mu Xiao looked at the way his ear tips were dyed crimson in front of him, and he couldn't help but think of the scene he saw just now, he took the lollipop in embarrassment, and answered in a strange way: "Wait how can you Said it was hard work."

After saying this, both Mu Xiao and Teng Jiangyan were stunned.Only then did Mu Xiao realize what he had said, and he wished he could find a crack in the ground to get in, his whole face turned red.

"It's rare for you to be so nasty." Teng Jiangyan burst out laughing, breaking the somewhat charming atmosphere, and generously grabbed Mu Xiao's shoulders, "Let's go, I'm home, I know you have worked hard. I can make you wait so long , is truly my greatest honor."

The little bump in Mu Xiao's heart was instantly soothed and calmed down, and he felt much happier.In fact, Teng Jiangyan can really see through what he is thinking at a glance.While being handled like this by him, Mu Xiao always had the illusion that he couldn't do without him.

Under the night, only the bright lights of the teaching building stand out.The two teenagers walked together among the last wave of leaving school crowd, giggling and laughing non-stop, as if each other was the only confidant left in the world.

Whenever Mu Xiao thinks that such a day will last at least two years, he feels that the softest part of his heart is as comfortable as if soaked in warm water.

The beeping sound of the instrument didn't seem to intend to let him go, and it still disturbed people's dreams on its own.Mu Xiao opened his eyes irritably, but saw the gleaming white ceiling and the room full of instruments.His vision was a little blurry, but he could vaguely see that he was in a glass room, and there were several figures shaking on the seats in the corridor outside the glass.

Only then did Mu Xiao remember that he was stabbed by Yu Shaoqian's grandson and sent to the hospital.

He moved his fingers, and the nurse beside him immediately noticed that he was awake, and quickly whispered to the doctor beside him: "The patient's anesthesia effect has disappeared, and he is awake now."

The doctor checked Mu Xiao's various data, looked at him in good spirits, and said, "Go out and inform the family members that the patient is in good condition and can be transferred to the general ward tomorrow morning."

After speaking, there was another rush of footsteps.As soon as Mu Xiao knew that he was in the ICU, he couldn't help but worry that Teng Jiangyan would have a psychological shadow because he forced himself to come here. Thinking of this, his mentality of wanting to transfer to the ward became more and more urgent.He was about to speak directly to the doctor, but his voice might be due to anesthesia, and his voice was so low that he could hardly hear it himself.

Come on, wait.

Mu Xiao could only helplessly continue to roll his eyes on the hospital bed and pretend to be dead.

Before Fang Shimei came, Teng Jiangyan came back with Han Zi, and Teng Jiangyan's complexion was not good, even with Han Zi.But everyone knew Teng Jiangyan's own difficulties, and no one asked what happened.

Teng Jiangyan looked at Mu Xiao in the intensive care unit, and his heart was blocked for a while, but he hadn't been blocked for a long time, Han Zi was as excited as discovering a new species, and went downstairs without saying hello. The five people who stayed in place were at a loss.

Then Fang Shimei came, Mu Qin with pear blossoms and rain.Mu Qin's first sentence after seeing Teng Jiangyan was to take Fang Shimei to a place far away when Fang Shimei wasn't paying attention, and asked coyly, "Where's Han Zi?"

"Ah?" Teng Jiangyan didn't turn his head around for a while, but after understanding it, he immediately went on to say: "I went downstairs, and I don't know why I went."

And Fang Shimei here, after listening to Luo Jun's ins and outs, rubbed her painful temple very gracefully: "So, Yu Shaoqian hasn't caught it yet?"

"No, but it must be coming soon." Luo Jun spoke the truth to Fang Shimei in a rare serious manner, "Justice will be late, but it will never be absent."

However, these words did not seem to comfort Fang Shimei, on the contrary, it made this woman who behaved like a template feel a little dazed.But she quickly adjusted and made a phone call, saying in a warm and polite voice: "Hello, Lawyer Chen, are you free to come to Wuhan? I may have a case here and I need your help." , I will tell you the specific situation when you come. I believe in your ability, of course, I hope that the defendant can be dealt with severely."

After saying this, the entire corridor remained silent in fascination, as if they had gained a new understanding of the woman in front of her who looked like she had stepped out of an oil painting.

Han Zi slipped to the airport alone, bought the earliest flight to Wuhan at the airport, and waited boredly in the waiting hall for the news that Captain Shi had arrested the prisoner.However, Captain Shi didn't wait for the news. Instead, he received a message from Mu Qin.

"where did you go?"

Han Zi glanced at it. Although he was bored now, he didn't bother to reply to this text message.He has studied psychology for so many years, and he has a thorough understanding of the human heart. He knows exactly what is going on in Mu Qin's heart.As an adult, he is almost 30 years old, and it is too early for him to talk about a "love without breaking up" with others.He understood that Mu Qin's puppy love had to be uprooted as soon as possible, without any delay, otherwise he would be delayed for the rest of his life.

Han Zi sighed, and couldn't help but think of Han Qiao who was slightly older than Mu Qin but was thrown in Guangzhou by himself, and was a little frightened.It is reckoned that Han Qiao must be furious at him when he goes back this time, and it is impossible for him to have good fruit to eat.

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