hope and gift

When Han Zi got on the plane, all he could think about was what Teng Jiangyan told him.

How come there are people who are so inhuman?

Han Zi couldn't figure it out, but the resentment and pity in his heart could only be turned into a sigh, and he gasped lightly.However, the person sitting next to her heard it, startled the nearly fifty-year-old aunt, and persuaded with winks: "Young man is young, don't hurt the spring and the autumn, why are you sighing."

"Thank you for your kindness. It's summer now, and I'm fine." Han Zi's words were a little sharper, but he replied politely, which really made the aunt next door amused.

Although the wind was strong on the roof of the hospital, because of the high floor, the sound of the cars coming and going underneath was so small that it was almost inaudible, so it was extraordinarily quiet due to the wind.He could hear every word and every word of Teng Jiangyan clearly, and he could even imagine the scene at that time.

"I did go to the hospital the day my sister died." Teng Jiangyan grabbed her hair and tore it violently, as if venting herself, "but at that time there were three people standing outside the door of the intensive care unit. , my parents, and Yu Shaoqian. I was far away at the time, and I didn’t hear what they were talking about, but there were very few people coming and going, probably because no one was allowed to stay at the entrance of the intensive care unit. .”

"What were they doing at that time?" Han Zi was a little surprised, the seed in his heart sprouted crazily, showing an abnormal desire for Teng Jiangyan's next words.

Teng Jiangyan was immersed in her own world, and didn't notice any changes in Han Zi. She still pulled her hair and said in a hoarse voice: "I only saw it when I came closer. Shaoqian's hand, and Yu Shaoqian's hand was holding a small knife, which was not inconspicuous, but it was on my mother's heart. He was wearing a windbreaker at the time, and my father's figure deliberately covered it, so the passing nurses I really didn't see it. My mother was in a state of confusion at the time, it should be... she was given medicine again."

There were indeed very few people at the gate of the intensive care unit, and the smell of Lysol in the hospital made none of his internal organs feel comfortable.However, Teng Jiangyan's footsteps were erratic, and he didn't know whether he should take that step forward for a long time.

The reason for coming to the hospital was because Ran Hongyu gave him a special order last night. After listening to it, he first thought that Ran Hongyu had become normal, and then that Teng Jiangyan was willing to accept him. It was only when I came out that I realized that everything I thought had come to naught—it was a lie.

As for who the liar was, he knew just by looking at Yu Shaoqian's posture.

"Yo, Xiaoyan is here, but I didn't wait for you long." Yu Shaoqian didn't show any surprise at his appearance. The sluggish Teng De said word by word: "To tell you the truth, this hospital is run by my family. Don't try to save yourself. If you call someone, you will die."

Teng De's body was unstable, barely supporting the wall.He coughed, turned his head and looked angrily at Teng Jiangyan who was full of fear, and sternly reprimanded him: "Why are you here when you have nothing to do?"

"I... I'm coming..." Teng Jiangyan's eyes fluctuated, and he suddenly saw Yu Shaoqian staring at him from a distance. He was startled in a cold sweat, and only stammered: "I... ...I want to...see my sister."

"I really know how to choose a day, forget it, it's all fate." After sighing, Teng De straightened his spine with his head held high, and looked straight at Yu Shaoqian, "What do you want from me?"

Looking at the profile of this tall man, Teng Jiangyan felt his weakness at this moment.It seemed that he had exhausted all his strength to maintain this 'head held high', so that an untimely loneliness appeared on his expression.

Teng Jiangyan felt a cold emotion diluting the reason and fear in his brain, especially after seeing Teng De's expression.He resolutely reached into the pocket of his trousers, and touched the utility knife that he had specially brought before leaving. An unbearable thought suddenly appeared in his mind, and then kept echoing in his ears.

Kill them all, kill them all, and you'll have no more pain!

He pushed the utility knife in his trousers pocket, but cut his finger. He didn't feel it at first, but after a while, it started to hurt, and the pain woke him up Not a lot.

"How can I be willing to do something to you? Come on, Xiaoyan, put on the isolation suit and go to the ICU to meet your sister." Yu Shaoqian pointed to a set of blue isolation suits that had been sterilized on the chair, with an embarrassing expression on his face. A figurative smile.

Teng Jiangyan looked even more depressed in this blue color.

Scientists are right that people who can produce multiple personalities have higher IQs than ordinary people.When Teng Jiangyan reached out to pick up the isolation suit, he had already thought about a series of ideas on how to stab the three people to death in a while.After he was fully dressed, he opened the door, and the nurse at the door warmly received him and led him to Teng Jiangyan's hospital bed.

The intensive care unit is really impersonal, with cold white walls, cold silver-gray instruments, snow-white sheets, blue-and-white quilts, and of course white curtains, separating several unlovable people. patient.The nurses all wore blue isolation gowns and white masks, and sat lifelessly on the side staring at the numbers on the instruments.

After only standing for a while, Teng Jiangyan wanted to leave here quickly.

It's terrible, he thought. A person who is not sick might get sick if he stays here for a few days.

The nurse murmured in Teng Jiangyan's ear a bunch of words such as "Teng Jiangyan is not easy to wake up" and "It's a miracle to be able to live to this day", like a cup of warm chicken soup, but it's a pity that it's rancid, and it warms his heart Nausea again.

Teng Jiangyan was lying on the hospital bed, sickly, her eyes were not too open.Of course, it may be the reason for eye edema.Not only her eyes were swollen, but her whole body had visible edema. Her body was covered with instruments, and her neck was cut and a breathing tube was inserted.Her blond hair was no longer there, only blue eyes, which seemed to complement the isolation suit.

Why is she still alive?Teng Jiangyan took two steps forward in confusion, wanting to get closer to her, as if he was being drawn in by the idea that he could understand her by getting close to this girl.

Lying on the bed, Teng Jiangyan tried hard to give him a smile, and even said two words with her mouth, which seemed to be "brother".

The nurse monitoring the equipment at the bedside saw him coming, so she consciously made way for him, and went to the toilet with another nurse on rare occasions.Teng Jiangyan sat down on the stool involuntarily, and took advantage of the knives of bending his legs to cut a section of his trousers with the utility knife that was not put away, exposing a knife point.

"I don't know what you have been through, but I must be a little bit more miserable than you, because your father is by your side, and he should be able to protect you better." Teng Jiang stared at the person in front of him expressionlessly, thinking over and over again. After questioning myself over and over again, I came to a definite conclusion - yes, I hate her, but I don't want her to die, because it is more uncomfortable for her to live than to die.

When Teng Jiangyan said this, seeing Teng Jiangyan's face suddenly changed on the hospital bed, she smiled excitedly, and continued politely: "Sister, you know who I'm talking about. You are so lucky, we obviously You are twins, but your luck is very different. You can stay away from him, but I have to live under his nose. He raped me not long ago. I think about it, um... about half months ago."

Teng Jiangyan's breathing was stagnant when she heard this, her fingers curled up slightly, and the bed sheets were wrinkled, and even the needles in the veins returned blood.

"I was forced by him to have a split personality, which is also ridiculous, but didn't Dad tell you? I'm very surprised, why should I protect two white lotus personalities who don't know each other's existence or my existence, and don't fight for it? Sovereignty of the body." Teng Jiangyan snorted coldly, reached out to take out the utility knife in his pocket, and said coldly, "However, it will all be over soon."

He got up, looked at Teng Jiangyan who was weak and struggling on the hospital bed, and said some irony: "'Only through the grace of God, human beings can be free from sin. Because the price of sin is death.' But you are different , you have to live well."

There was a rare touch of warmth in the second half of his sentence.

When hatred and warmth were fighting in his heart, Teng Jiangyan only felt as if he was at the bottom of the lake, with a faint sunshine above his head, and an endless sense of suffocation around him.

So he snuffed out the last trace of warmth.

"...no...don't...stupid...you...well...live...I...always..."

This is probably the last sentence Teng Jiangyan heard about Teng Jiangyan in this life.

Teng Jiangyan had a breathing tube inserted into her throat, and her voice was breathless, hoarse and rough.

Teng Jiangyan paused, and when she turned her head again, she could only see Teng Jiangyan's face full of tears and an infusion bag that was bleeding back horribly.Her mouth still kept the shape of "no", but she couldn't move anymore - Teng Jiangyan could no longer hear what she wanted to say.

The instruments rang together, and the sharp screams attracted the nurses in the next bed. Their methodical footsteps mixed with the screams of the instruments pierced through Teng Jiangyan's heart like a blade.

He only dared to see Teng Jiangyan on the hospital bed convulsed by the pacemaker through the crowd, just like a zombie, jumping up and down, jumping up and down, but the heart rate meter didn't get up like a stone sinking into the sea No waves.

Teng Jiangyan squatted on the ground, feeling as if his brain was forcibly split by a sharp knife, and the pain from the explosion made him almost faint.But when he was sent out, he found that Yu Shaoqian was no longer there, Ran Hongyu lay on his lap and wept bitterly, while Teng De listened to the doctor's narration with red eyes.

"Convulsion shock, heart failure, please be sorry." Teng Jiangyan said these words in a daze, and glanced at Han Zi, who was still smoking beside him, with a smile uglier than crying, "You Look, my sister is actually being pissed off to death by me—the brother she wants to see day and night."

"My mind was blank at the time, but somehow I remembered what my dad said when he was praying. 'God blesses the world, but never forgives the world, so we are all born for redemption'." Teng Jiangyan's eyes There was a flash of confusion, "But I'm already like this, haven't my sins been redeemed?"

"It's not your fault that everything happened. The gears of fate can be fast or slow, but they won't stop because of one person." Han Zi knew that the comforting words would seem weak no matter how you say them, but he was still very persistent. Shaoqian will also be brought to justice, you are not guilty anymore."

After hearing this, Teng Jiangyan left on his own. Looking at his back, Han Zi felt that he was a lot taller, but his figure was also a lot thinner.

The plane landed very quickly, and due to the warm greetings from the aunt next door, Han Zi was checked on his household registration and had a blind date in just two hours.So when getting off the plane, Han Zi ran as fast as he could, for fear that the aunt behind would drag him back to see his daughter with her.

Although there is a subway at Tianhe Airport, but there is no electronic navigation, Han Zi still finds it difficult to move.After going around in a big circle, he can be considered to have found the gate of Huashi.The road was still being built at the gate, and the blue boards were built one after another, which made Han Zi a little dazed.Then the problem came again, Hua Shi was big enough at a glance, he really didn't know where to go.

Everyone in the corridor of the hospital was dismissed by Fang Shimei, only two bodyguards were left here to guard Mu Xiao, while Teng Jiangyan was called by Fang Shimei alone to talk to the coffee shop downstairs.

"Xiaoyan, I heard from Han Zi that you are almost recovered? It's pretty fast, it's not too long, it would be great if he could be treated in time back then." As she said, Fang Shimei took her bag from one side to her lap , looking down for something.

Teng Jiangyan nodded, but her face was not very good: "I think I should be fine. I probably don't have anything I can't remember today. You asked me out today, do you want to ask me something?"

Fang Shimei took out a business card, but did not pass it to Teng Jiangyan immediately. After hearing what Teng Jiangyan said, she was slightly taken aback, and smiled: "You have indeed changed a lot, but you should remember, As I said, I will not interfere with Mu Xiao's emotional life. On the contrary, you should worry about yourself. You are no longer the same person as you were before, so can Mu Xiao accept you?"

Speaking of this, Fang Shimei paused for a moment, her eyes wandering: "Speaking of which, I have to remind you that Mu Xiao has a weird personality, and I feel that you may not be able to adapt now. He is very possessive, just like a ruling lion. Like a pack of lions, many of his friends and even girlfriends left him because they couldn't bear it, until he met you at the time—a person who could be completely controlled by him."

"I know, I can understand what you mean, but Mu Xiao and I are still getting along very well." Teng Jiangyan said it pretending to be relaxed, but pinched the cup in front of him a little nervously.

"You have been together for a short time, it should be counted from April, right? But before that, you haven't seen each other for four years." Fang Shimei said here with a trace of nostalgia and sadness in her eyes, "Recalling this thing will be due to time. And it gets better and better, and in the end it becomes a photo album of excessive beauty. With this photo album, I think it may last for two or three months, but what about after a year? Both of you are still too beautiful Immature. Not only immature, but also to bear this kind of love that is not recognized by the world, how long do you think you can hold on?"

"Okay, let's not talk about this first, and I didn't come here specially to attack you." Fang Shimei handed the business card to Teng Jiangyan, "Look."

Teng Jiangyan looked down, and there was a calm fragrance on the white business card, and the simple and clear big characters arranged in boldface instantly fell into his eyes - Mu Yueru.

He looked at Fang Shimei with some puzzlement.

"That's right, Mu Xiao was injured this time, and his father is back." Fang Shimei changed her posture, making a rare gesture of holding her chin with her hand, "The days you and Mu Xiao can be together will be less and less. After all, he, Mu Yueru, lives up to his name, a rough man who drinks blood."

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There was a power outage at home yesterday, and I will update two chapters today.