Spring and autumn

Yuling has a good hot spring, which is what Jinguang felt from the moment he stepped into the pool.

Jin people like hot springs and know hot springs better than people from other countries.The state of Jin is located in an extremely cold place, and God has compassion for people. He bestowed the best hot springs on the side of the glacier. Of course, the people of Jin will not disappoint this gift from heaven.In Jinguang's childhood impression, the most beautiful thing is being dragged by his brother to soak in a hot spring.

Jin You's physique has always been dazzling, Jin Guang sometimes thinks that even if he is not the eldest son of Jin, he can still attract the attention of countless people.The lady and Gong'e were mixed together, and they all peeped through the screen. In the small pool inside, three teenagers were making a fuss, big or small.The elder brother always has great tolerance towards him, Jin Guang, the younger brother, is the most open at this time, scooping up water and pouring it at his elder brother, Jin You shrewdly gives way, and all the hot spring water that willful is splashed It reached Xun Hui's face.The usual calmness on Xun Hui's face was instantly broken by the splashing water, but after all, facing Young Master Guang, both public and private, he had no choice but to tremble. No matter what he said, he clamored to "revenge" Xun Hui and rushed towards Jinguang. Jinguang was immediately held down in the water, choked on a big mouthful of water, and was picked up by his brother, begging for mercy with a smile.

As time went by, the pool water returned to calm, surrounded by warm pool water, Jin Guang felt a little dazed.

Yuling is like a mirror, reflecting the beautiful past and the beautiful future of dreams, but only the present without pain.

"Yuling... What a good place..." In a trance, a soft voice spread with the water vapor, "Away from the world, there is such a good hot spring, it is a place where people can completely relax. Go see Yang'er When I passed through the fields and neighborhoods, I could also see the friendship between the neighbors. The war outside was cloudy and cloudy, but there were peaceful lights of thousands of families here.”

He never felt sad with others, Ying Du leaned against the wall of the pool without saying a word, compared to the tear stains at the corners of his eyes that were clearly visible when he came back from Jin Guang, Ying Du didn't care about Yu Ling's tranquility.

"Actually, think about it. Isn't it that everyone of us is pursuing this kind of tranquility? Everyone is striving for it, but this kind of tranquility lives in a world apart. Tell me, isn't this a great thing? Irony?" Jin Guang turned his head to look at Ying Du as he said that, on the other side of the steam, his outline was as blurred as a memory that faded with time, Jin Guang sighed, "If it wasn't for carrying such a heavy responsibility, I really want to be here Yuling will live forever..."

"Yu Ling is so good, why are there tears on your face?"

Ying Du approached him as he spoke, dissatisfied with the cover of water vapor, broke through the thick fog, and wanted to get closer to see his face clearly.

As Yingdu approached, the water rippled slightly, and Jin Guang stared at him, feeling that his body was hotter than the hot spring water.

Slightly pursing his lips, Jin Guang lowered his head lightly, and his eyes were gradually covered with steam like that on a hot spring pool, and he answered with a choked voice: "It's nothing, just seeing Yang'er, and remembering some past things... In the past, my brother also took me with me. I went to the hot springs, and Ziren. At that time, I thought that the years of youth without worries would last forever. Thinking about it, it was only three or four years, and my brother and Ziren..."

His tears were more crystal clear than water mist, Ying Du frowned, and stroked his face with warm hands.Jin Guang looked at him with tears in his eyes, and the water mist cast a layer of dream on Ying Du in front of him. In this dream-like world, Ying Du gently wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

Ying Du frowned tightly, and his low voice was extremely gentle: "When you cry, it breaks my heart."

"Ying Du...uh..."

Jinguang's voice was held tightly by him, and Jinguang's sudden kiss was unexpected, his body tensed up suddenly, and he supported the wall of the pool with one hand, Jinguang's messy mind still couldn't give an instruction whether to accept or reject.A trace of fear dissipated, and he couldn't resist admitting that his hidden emotions were actually the surprise of finally confirming a relationship.Ying Du kissed so deeply, it seemed that the emotion that had been suppressed for a long time burst out suddenly, and it seemed as if he was going to eat him up.Under Ying Du's gentle temptation, Jin Guang's hand supporting the pool wall gradually covered his back...

Touching his back with his slender fingertips, Ying Du suddenly came to his senses, stared at Jin Guang's eyes wide-eyed, let him go in disbelief, and then stumbled a little awkwardly in the water to distance himself.

It was the temperature of the hot spring water that made him forget his feelings, as if he had accepted the temptation of the devil to make him make such a mistake.Ying Du was panting heavily, Jin Guang was as fragile as a porcelain doll, and he had been trembling all day not to let any action hurt him, even though he knew that the end of this road could only be an abyss, he still had to lie to himself , Guarding him carefully.

He left too hastily, as if his heart had been emptied suddenly, Jin Guang's hand went back to the pool wall again.Fear that came out of nowhere swept over him, pushing away the feeling of loss and getting stronger.The rippling water gradually calmed down, but the sense of lost fear was overwhelming in his heart. The hot spring water was not as hot as Yingdu's body, but during the short period of time when he froze and didn't speak, Jin Guangming clearly felt cold.

Turning his head to look at Ying Du who was also looking at him, both of them had the same injury in their eyes, Jin Guang bit his lower lip lightly, and walked towards him firmly.

Jin Guang was as firm as a soldier, it was an emotion that Ying Du couldn't understand.Not sure if it's love or resentment, Ying Du only knows that he shouldn't be abrupt, and he can't argue with it now.

"Xiaoguang...I..."

Ying Du couldn't say anything else, Jin Guang's sudden kiss made him even more unexpected, Ying Du stared blankly as the fear in Jin Guang's eyes gradually disappeared when he kissed him, he could make this person living in fear People are at ease, what is he worried about?

After the kiss, Yingdu was as calm as before, but Jinguang's expression became more and more confused, and he fell into Yingdu's arms in a daze, his low voice was like a curse: "I don't want to lose anyone anymore, please do the same." do not leave Me."

Ying Du was completely at a loss for words, he had already sent out an invitation, so how could he be afraid?Such a beautiful boy, he will never leave.

"Xiaoguang...Xiaoguang..." He called out again and again to appease the fear of the person in his arms. Jinguang's frailty was more irritating than this hot spring water.Ying Du quickly turned over and pressed him against the pool wall, supported the pool wall with one hand, and hugged his waist tightly with the other. The skin washed by the hot spring water was smoother and more attractive, attracting people to taste and gnaw.Ying Du's lips moved to his delicate collarbone, and his slightly cool nose rubbed against his smooth neck, causing Jin Guang to shudder.

"Don't..." A beg for mercy sounded like a whisper, and the powerless refusal could only arouse the other party's desire, but Ying Du no longer had any worries, and insisted on leading him to a strange world, like before falling into an abyss Seizing the last moment of greed and joy, two people who also have fear trust each other.

Jin Guang felt that he was about to die. Death was not a terrible thing, but a blissful method leading to forgetting troubles. His eyes became more and more foggy, his expression became more and more confused, and he seemed to be unable to breathe by himself.His body was at the mercy of Yingdu's body, and when he relaxed, he gave all of himself to Yingdu.Where this road will extend, he no longer thinks about it, as long as it is wherever Yingdu takes him, he will feel safe.Giving up all unnecessary struggles, he was struggling on the brink of bliss, enjoying the pain that gradually rose from his chest.

The water in the hot spring pool stirred violently, and gradually changed from sparkling to surging. The originally quiet water vapor was mixed together, and the sound of splashes and panting intertwined, and the warm water seemed to be boiling.

However, the pain became more and more obvious, and the bloody thing finally turned up, touching the sticky lips with one hand, Ying Du gradually let go of his hand, staring at the blood on Jin Guang's lips for a moment: "Xiao Guang? "

Panting for breath, Jin Guang's face turned pale at some point, his empty eyes didn't know if he was looking at Ying Du, and he couldn't control his weak body and fell forward.

Ying Du hurriedly reached out to catch him, and the boiling steam soaked his eye sockets. Holding this weak man, Ying Du realized something was wrong, and roared in a deep voice: "Xiao Guang, how long have you been like this? Why? Don't tell me!"

Jin Guang let him hug him in a daze, tried his best to swallow the blood that rolled up his throat, closed his eyes tightly and endured it, and finally he cried out weakly with trembling white lips: "Ying!" Du, it hurts..."

With a cry that hurt like a knife, Ying Du felt that his heart was bleeding, and hurriedly asked, "What's wrong? Where does it hurt?"

He didn't receive any more answers, Jin Guang just hugged him tightly, the blood on his lips made Ying Du deeply feel his own incompetence.The complete guilt turned into pity, Ying Du endured the heartache, and gently placed a last kiss on his wet forehead.

Carrying the delirious Jin Guang ashore, he was so thin and fragile in his arms that one just wanted to love him.What's more, the person he called out in a coma was Yingdu, that's how much trust he must have!

Ying Du knew that his health was getting worse after a series of blows, but he didn't know that he had gotten to this point. It turned out that every starry and dreamy night in Tonglao Pass, there was a pale and helpless young man who was enduring the pain from the blows. Excruciating pain both physically and mentally.Jin Guang's blood is the accusation against him, and the reason for being tortured like this is all his sins in the final analysis.

"Xiaoguang, I never wanted to hurt you. If I had met you earlier, I would have worked hard to find a better way to do what I had to do; if I hadn't been Duke Qin, I would have wanted to be with you, here Yuling lived an ordinary life." Ying Du carried him steadily and walked out, with deep helplessness in his voice, "But I can't help myself, everyone has a mission that is destined to be fulfilled."

A drop of tear fell heavily on the ground, the boiling hot spring water had completely calmed down, and the lingering water vapor was still warm.