Spring and autumn

"Judging from the pulse condition, he vomited blood like this. It should have been a while, especially in the last half a month. He kept it from you, and the doctor didn't come for a follow-up visit. If it drags on like this, it's already too weak strike." Lu Shun let go of his hand on Jinguang's wrist, turned around and looked helplessly at Yingdu, who had been dumbfounded, "The ten-mile road in Kuiliu Mountain is not a place that ordinary people can pass through, and the traffic is constantly going on. The tossing and tossing, the old wounds on his body have not healed, and the mood has been depressed, which is what he is now."

Ying Du knew that he was to blame, but he was puzzled by Jin Guang's concealment: "Why did he hide it from me?"

This man has always been shrewd, but he is always stupid when it comes to Jin Guang. Lu Shun sneered and said, "You are already the only person he can rely on. It is nothing more than self-knowledge and I don't want you to worry about it. Other than that Besides, I'm afraid he has other plans."

"Any other plans?" Ying Du was even more puzzled.

"Yes." Lu Shun looked at Ying Du firmly, and said cruel words word by word, "Finish what he is about to accomplish, and then seek death."

"Looking for death?" Ying Du fell into panic, and hurriedly moved his eyes to Jin Guang who was sleeping on the couch, as if he understood something like a thunderclap.

It's not surprising that he had such a reaction, and Lu Shun murmured unintentionally: "After so much, do you really think he can still be strong? Restoring the country is just an instinctive responsibility. What will happen after it is completed? What can support him to live? What memory does he have? The people he wants to cherish are all standing on the other side waiting for him..."

"No, he wants to die, why did he say those things last night!" Ying Du didn't agree with this, and frantically refuted Lu Shun's guess, "Why did he accept me and beg me not to leave him? Enduring the pain by force, you called me by my name!"

In Lu Shun's impression, Ying Du, who has always been calm and restrained, has never been so flustered now, this wrong love is going to drive him crazy.In fact, everyone knew that they came to this Yuling to take Jinyang away, in name only to put Young Master Yang in the right position, but in fact it came from Jinguang's consideration of his physical condition.As for what happened in the hot spring last night, most of it was just a desperate pursuit of love, and he himself knew best how far he could last.Facing Yingdu who was unacceptable after his doubts were exposed, Lu Shun knew that it would be useless to persuade him too much. He had already gone to the dark on this road, and he couldn't pull him back.

Lu Shun went out without saying a word, turned to look at Ying Du slumped down beside the Jinguang couch with pity, holding his hand tightly, and seemed to be muttering something in his mouth.

"You are already mine, and I won't let you leave mine..."

Jinguang suddenly became seriously ill, and the two people who had planned to leave the next day were now stuck in Yuling and could not leave. Lu Shun kindly sent Han Jia to Tonglao Pass to deliver the letter.When Han Jia, disguised in black, appeared on the Guanlou, Ying Li, who was guarding the gate, was really taken aback.

You can feel Nie Xia's skill in the words of Junshang and Young Master Guang. Ying Li didn't believe it at first, but finally began to believe it after meeting this mysterious man.He seemed to be more skillful than Nie Xia in the legends. He sneaked into this fortified copper prison, as if he had entered no one's land, and after handing Yingdu's handwritten letter, he hid in the night like the wind.

Facing the open window, Ying Li was absent-minded for a while before opening the letter to read. It was nothing more than saying that he would not come back for a while and asked him to take good care of the pass.Who knows what Junshang and Mr. Guang did to Yuling? Ying Li snorted coldly when he saw it, but when he took back the letter, he became suspicious, took out the letter and spread it out, and looked at it carefully Looking at the open window—Since Yuling is Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon, could this letter be fake?

I can't figure it out, but it shouldn't happen. Besides, the letter didn't say anything else. Regardless of whether the letter comes or not, the duty given to him by the emperor is to guard the pass.It was only a moment of nervousness, and Ying Li, who temporarily dispelled his worries, put away the letter again, put it in his arms, closed the door and went out.

It's strange to say that the people of Jin have deviated from Ying Du's guess. They have been standing still for so long, and there is no sign of trouble at the Bingling Pass opposite. Ying Li sits nervously in the office of the Tong Prison Pass every day. Fool.It was difficult to sleep well in the bedroom overnight in the office, and it was another peaceful night, so Ying Li decided to leave the office and go to the backyard.

The atmosphere in the backyard is obviously much more relaxed than the office’s approaching enemy. It’s already cold at night without adding more clothes. Ying Li pulled up his clothes and walked into the yard, only to find that the empty pear branches were filled with white snow. , It was silent and bright.I usually come here just to see Junshang, and since Junshang and Young Master Guang are not here, the backyard seems a bit deserted.But after thinking about it, it seems that the little boy named Xun Yao has lived in the compartment of Mr. Guang's house since he came here. He actually has a deep dependence on Mr. Guang, the godfather. After his birth, whenever he saw him pitifully dragging his godfather, Ying Li would naturally feel distressed.

There is no light in the backyard, so I guess I'm asleep?Ying Li strolled down the corridor, trying to walk as lightly as possible, and followed his memory to the door of Xun Yao's house.

What are you going to do?In fact, he didn't know, maybe he just wanted to see this poor child picked up by him?

When he walked to the door, he heard slightly painful sleep talking inside. Ying Li was startled, and bent his ears to listen, but only heard a few inexplicable "Abba".Ying Li gradually frowned, and the voice became more and more urgent, and in the end it was even mixed with sobs.

"Father! Grandma...don't...don't go...don't..."

The people inside seemed to be crying, fearing that something might happen, Ying Li couldn't help but push the door open and barge in. Sitting on the edge of the couch, he grabbed Xun Yao's hand that was dangling in his dream, and comforted him in a low voice: " Don't be afraid, Yao'er, don't be afraid..."

"Abba?" Xun Yao closed his eyes but seemed to feel it. Ying Li stopped trembling after comforting him, but rushed over happily, and shouted sweetly with an innocent smile, "Abba!"

That's why you call him Dad?Ying Li was a little embarrassed, but he let him hold him, put one hand on his back, and slowly comforted him.

Xun Yao, who had calmed down, gradually woke up, his eyes were still hazy when he lifted up from Ying Li's arms.Staring blankly at the broad-chested big brother in front of him, it took him a while to realize that he was hugging Ying Li tightly. Xun Yao hurriedly backed out, deeply panicked, and his eyes shrank a little.

Why is he so afraid of everyone except his godfather?Ying Li pursed his lips feeling helpless, and explained: "Don't be afraid, I heard you call Abba in your dream, the voice was extremely miserable, and I came in because I was afraid of something."

Xun Yao wanted to say thank you, but he was silent in the end. He mentioned his father, and his mother's death often became a nightmare, and he didn't even know how his father died.The godfather always takes all the blame, but he can see that the godfather is definitely not the murderer, and he doesn't want the godfather who loves him so much to be in pain because of his old incident, so he is always careful.Orphans always see the world differently. At a young age, he had to learn to think about what to say and what not to say. The introversion caused by walking on thin ice for a long time also made him gradually resist the world, surrounded by strangers, Although everyone treated him well, he clearly realized that all this was just for the sake of his godfather.

Xun Yao is glad that he survived, but he still has no courage to face this strange world.He didn't know whether the past had become a nightmare, or the long-term repression had caused the nightmare.

Half of his face was hidden in the night, the lamp was not lit, only the moonlight came in through the window paper, and the illuminated outline was as delicate as Xun Hui.Ying Li didn't have a deep impression of Xun Hui, but this judgment can still be made easily. Jin Guang, whom he has seen many times, is also so exquisite. Maybe all Jin people are equally beautiful.

It's just that Ying Li always thought he was very approachable. He followed Ying Du since he was a child, but he didn't learn Ying Du's wily and calculating character. In his position, he didn't need to take one step like a leader, but had to watch a hundred steps.Therefore, Ying Du's superficial affinity and sunshine were all inherited by him, and few people could have any estrangement with him. Sometimes the ministers made troubles and were afraid of Ying Du's face, and they all said it through Ying Li.Ying Li was not afraid of Ying Du, and dared to say anything with a shy face. After all, if this difficult king had any strange ideas next time, he would have to rely on him to pave the way.

It's him who is so easy to say good things that makes this child feel scared?

Ying Li felt that he had failed in life, so he stood up in disappointment, and told him, "Go to sleep. If you want to live, you have to come out of the nightmare sooner or later. Don't be afraid of the people here, no matter what your majesty No matter what you think, no matter what others think, since I picked you up, I will naturally be responsible to the end."

The promise made out of anger really flowed into Xun Yao's heart like a warm current. Sitting on the couch and looking at Ying Li's back, this was the only time that he felt a sense of security in his heart after so many days of continuous surprises.

Maybe Ying Li is right, for the rest of his life, he can't always be stuck in a nightmare, even the heavenly father should want to see him cheer up.

Looking at Ying Li's back that was drifting away, Xun Yao gritted his teeth, as if he had made up his mind, and called him in a low voice: "Brother Meng Fu..."

With a sound like spring wind and rain, Ying Li had already walked to the door, stopped slightly startled, but did not turn his head, standing in the door heard a more firm voice from behind: "Thank you!"

Ying Li felt that he had fully understood Ying Du's feelings when facing Jin Guang. How much potential would he inherit from this father-like person?Or is it that Jin people are born with such magic power?

Turning his head and smiling at Xun Yao, Ying Li tried his best to restrain himself, and said softly, "Go to sleep, good night."

Gently closing the door, leaning against the wooden door, the hand has already touched the grain of the wood, but it is still difficult to let go for a long time.Where Xun Yao couldn't see, Ying Li pursed his lips and smiled with great joy.