Love Murder [Quick Transmigration]

Su Mufei chuckled and asked him, "What kind of person do you think Chu Fei is?"

Have you started reading comprehension questions?

Ning Chen pursed her lips, and repeated her feelings to Su Mufei.He considered his words carefully, and then spoke very slowly. Su Mufei also listened with a smile and looked at him with encouraging eyes.

Ning Chen finally finished his last sentence, he raised his eyebrows, "So is my understanding of Chu Fei accurate?"

"...completely wrong."

Su Mufei showed a pale smile. He looked at Ning Chen tenderly, but completely denied what the other party said.

"Chu Fei is completely different from what you think."

Su Mufei's voice was as warm as a spring breeze. He raised his eyebrows and said word by word: "Chufei has no ego, he's just a complete joke."

When Su Mufei said this, his attitude was contemptuous and mocking, and his eyes were full of dim light.

"...At least in my opinion, he's just a joke."

Ning Chen looked at Su Mufei in astonishment.He realized that Su Mufei disliked Chu Fei - he hated the protagonist in his novel very much.

"Chu Fei is stupid, isn't he?"

"He tried in vain to change his fate, but it was in vain. Even if he told the truth, no one would remember it in the next week."

Su Mufei smiled lowly, sticky malice overflowed from the bottom of his eyes, endless.

There are many times in the original book, Chu Fei told his lover everything he has suffered all the time.The lover was shocked by it and felt sorry for what happened to him.But when this week was cleared, Chu Fei was still the only one who retained this memory.

"Chu Fei is always alone and helpless."

Su Mufei stated slowly, with an elegant and charming voice, although weak, it was still like a beautiful poem.

"He's an anomaly."

"It doesn't matter if he does the most outrageous thing—when the cycle starts up again, no one will remember."

Ning Chen stood aside, looking at Su Mufei without blinking.The other party looked very normal now... However, he felt an inexplicable violation.

"Achen, do you think rebirth is a good thing?" Su Mufei asked suddenly.

Ning Chen was stunned for a moment, thought for a while, and replied uncertainly: "It should be considered a good thing." He added, "Although I think rebirth is meaningless. But for people whose life is not satisfactory, it is quite Yu got a new life, got a chance to do it all over again."

"Do you think rebirth is a good thing?" Su Mufei smiled, without the slightest trace of blood on his lips, "I don't think so."

To be born again is a blessing.

Being reborn twice is a joke.

……

What about infinite respawns?

Su Mufei closed his eyes, raised the corners of his lips as if mocking himself, and whispered the next sentence like a sigh.

"—a curse of the worst kind."

In the original book, Chu Fei committed suicide many times.He suffers from chronic insomnia and takes pleasure in self-mutilation.

He jumped over buildings, took poison, and hanged himself.His favorite suicide method ever was to cut his wrists, watching the hot blood flow out of his body.During this process, Chu Fei felt a strange and pathological satiety.

Are you alive...?

He couldn't find an answer.

The 90 times in the title of "No.99 Nine Reincarnations" is actually just a false finger, even Chu Fei himself doesn't know how many times he has gone through reincarnation.

And this, it seems, will always be an endless loop with no solution.

Su Mufei helped Ning Chen analyze Chu Fei's character one by one, many of which were details that did not appear in the book.Ning Chen listened carefully, and then he heard Su Mufei's question: "Ah Chen, what's your favorite plot in the book?"

Ning Chen hesitated and said, "It's not like I like it, but I'm very impressed with these two plots..."

Ning Chen still has fresh memories of the two passages in the article.

The first clip is that in a reincarnation, Chu Fei runs naked on the street.He laughed at everyone.Everyone gave him strange looks, and a girl screamed angrily, calling him a pervert.

When the next reincarnation came back, he accidentally met this girl again on the road.Chu Fei subconsciously smiled at the girl. He thought in a trance that he would be abused again—he even longed for such a development—but what he got in the end was the shy blush on the girl's face and the longing in her eyes.

At that moment, Chu Fei felt the deepest loneliness in the world.

The second episode takes place in another new loop.Finally, Chu Fei couldn't bear the huge pressure all the time, and yelled at everyone in a breakdown—that you are all fake!You don't know the truth of this world at all!

Then, of course, he was sent to a mental hospital.He confided to the doctor fiercely, telling how many times he had reincarnated.

The doctor looked pitifully, and said he believed him.But as soon as he turned around, he joked about it with his colleagues. He laughed and said that the patient's imagination is really rich, and it would be a shame not to write novels.

And Chu Fei listened to the doctor's words silently, but his heart didn't fluctuate in the slightest.His body was already icy cold.

He spent a long time in a mental hospital.During that time, Chu Fei was really almost brainwashed, thinking that the so-called infinite reincarnation was nothing but his imagination——

But when he opened his eyes, he found himself back on June 6st.He found out in despair that he was still in a nightmare and would never wake up.

……

Ning Chen half closed his eyes, and let out a breath slowly.When reading these two fragments, his mood was really depressed.

The despair and collapse in the original work seemed to have infected him as well.He seemed to feel Chu Fei's mood in his own place.

——The kind of loneliness that is incompatible with everyone.

Chu Fei can only try his best to grasp the only bond between him and the world - his lover.

In the original "No.90 Nine Reincarnations", besides the protagonist Chu Fei, the core character should be Chu Fei's lover.

Chu Fei regards his lover as the only life-saving straw.

This lover is actually very mysterious.In the book, Chu Fei uses all the most beautiful and complicated rhetoric to praise his lover, and portrays his lover as the most perfect existence in the world.However, there is not a single direct description of the lovers in the full text.

Readers only know that the lover is beautiful, excellent, and has betrayed the protagonist—other than that, there seems to be no other content.Even the name and gender are unknown.

It can be said that the image of a lover is empty and incomplete, like a lifeless puppet.Empty has appearance, but lacks soul.

When casting the cast this time, Su Mufei was also consulted for his opinion.Su Mufei didn't say anything other than appointing Ning Chen to play Chu Fei.So the crew finally chose a very famous vase actress to play the lover.

That actress is a fan of Ning Chen.Ning Chen always felt weird when playing with her... He had a vague feeling that the lover in the original book was completely different from this actress—this was one of the reasons why it was difficult for him to join the play.

There have been many discussions about this book, among which Chu Fei's true feelings for her lover have caused the most widespread controversy.

In the endless cycle of reincarnation, Chu Fei almost forgot himself, but he could clearly remember every memory about his lover.

In this endless loop, the lover has become the only pillar to maintain his will.In his heart, he beautifies his lover infinitely and elevates him to the point where he is almost a god.

Does Chu Fei love lovers?

Readers have different opinions on this, and all kinds of opinions are also blooming.Some people say that Chu Fei is deeply in love with his lover, while others say that he is only obsessed with his lover.

Ning Chen has been unable to figure this out.Now that he finally met the original author, he directly asked for proof——

"Is Chu Fei in love with his lover?"

"Of course love," Su Mufei said lightly, twitching his eyelashes to cover the gloomy eyes, "However, in the endless cycle of reincarnation, this love has long since deteriorated into another darker and stickier emotion .”

Ning Chen stared at Su Mufei, and suddenly a strange feeling rose in his heart.An inexplicable impulse drove him, making him speak abruptly——

"I think Chu Fei is very similar to you."

Su Mufei smiled, and replied in a leisurely manner: "The protagonist of each book is more or less entrusted with a part of the author's personality. Chu Fei's prototype is me. It's normal for you to feel like it."

——Who is the prototype of the lover?

Ning Chen almost blurted out impulsively, but in the end he just swallowed the words silently in his throat.He asked with complicated feelings: "Does Chu Fei hate his lover?"

"Chu Fei hates her lover, there is no doubt about it."

Su Mufei said softly: "The lover knows nothing about all his sufferings, and Chu Fei is the only one who is stuck in the abyss."

"Of course Chu Fei hates him."

He gave a low laugh, his eyes flashed with intoxicating tenderness, "He has always harbored obvious malice towards his lover."

"Many times, he brutally killed his lovers, or deliberately let his lovers kill him."

"Every step he took was on a tightrope, and he could only use pain and blood to keep himself awake."

Ning Chen recalled the plot of the original novel, and he felt that he was gradually being brought in by Su Mufei.He interjected, "After finding out the truth, he hated his lover even more, didn't he?"

"...Maybe," Su Mufei said ambiguously, "I don't know the answer either."

Discover the truth about yourself that has been circulating all along.

——This is the plot in the original book where the protagonist's emotions fluctuate the most.

After countless reincarnations, Chu Fei finally deduced the truth in despair.

——His rebirth so many times seems to be closely related to him and his lover.

As long as he or his lover dies, he will be reborn to the beginning.Once he gets along with his lover for too long, he will return to the original point inexplicably.

And as long as he stays away from his lover, as long as he never sees his lover for the rest of his life——

He will be able to live to old age in peace - although after death, Chu Fei will still be reborn.

I slowly began to realize that my reincarnations seemed to originate from you.If I hadn't met you, wouldn't I have such deep despair?But even so - I still don't regret meeting you.

This is Chu Fei's confession in the original book.

After uttering these words in despair, Chu Fei went completely insane.Smiling, he stepped into final destruction.

I have to say that "No.90 Nine Times of Reincarnation" is a complete tragedy.The full text is about how a person falls into the endless abyss step by step.

This book is all No.1, only the third person is used at the end.

His clothes were rickety, and he collapsed on the ground powerlessly like a dead dog. He just stared at the sky blankly, showing a bewildered and foolish smile.

The little girl passing by pointed at the beggar and said innocently: "Mom, look, that man looks like a lunatic."

The mother gave the man a disdainful look, and said to the child, "It's not like, he is a lunatic."

This is how the whole book ends.

Chu Fei went completely crazy.Even if he is still trapped in infinite reincarnation, it doesn't make any sense to him.He will never remember himself again, nor will he remember his despair and struggle.

Ning Chen doesn't know why he likes this book, he doesn't like tragedies.There are enough tragedies in the world, and he has no interest in injuring himself in literature.

But he just had a soft spot for the book.Under the love of the house, he also has an extraordinary tolerance for Su Mufei, the author of "No.90 Nine Reincarnations".

Every time he saw Su Mufei, Ning Chen would have a strange feeling.This person is very familiar, and he always feels that he seems to have known each other a long time ago.

——Ouroboros, Su Mufei.

Speaking of which, the cover of "No.90 Nine Reincarnations" seems to be ouroboros, which seems to be designed by Su Mufei himself...

"Why did you take the pseudonym Ouroboros?"

"There's no reason," Su Mufei flipped through the script with his slender and pale fingers, and wrote lightly, "It's just because I like it."

Ning Chen: "..." Liking is really a versatile excuse.

He also saw that this was not the real reason, but that Su Mufei didn't want to tell him.

Su Mufei suddenly said, "It's so late, why don't you go back?"

Seems like it's getting late...

Ning Chen looked out the window, only to realize that it was already half dark.The viscous ink color occupied a large area of ​​the sky, smearing out patches of drowsiness.

Before he knew it, he chatted with Su Mufei all afternoon.

Ning Chen glanced at the watch in his hand, and it was time for dinner, "Are you hungry? Let me treat you to a meal, it's my thank you."

After half a day, Ning Chen felt that he had benefited a lot.Originally, Chu Fei's vague image also became three-dimensional in his mind.

"You don't need to thank me," Su Mufei smiled gently, "I also hope that you can play the role of Chu Fei well."

He slowly refused: "As for thanking you, I don't need it, I'm not hungry right now."

Ning Chen looked Su Mufei's thin body up and down, and asked suspiciously, "Have you not eaten for a long time?"

Su Mufei said lightly, "I have no appetite."

"You have to eat if you don't have an appetite," Ning Chen was speechless, "If you continue like this, you will die suddenly."

Ning Chen didn't know where his love for Su Mufei came from.All he knew was that he couldn't bear Su Mufei's dying look, and he wanted to treat Su Mufei well.

Ning Chen has always been a person who does whatever he wants.

Since he wants to be nice to Su Mufei, then he will do it - even if Su Mufei actually hates him, it doesn't matter, anyway, it's not a loss for him to come back with a trumpet.

Ning Chen forcibly pulled Su Mufei away, and said to himself: "Let's go, I'll take you to eat delicious food. I know there is a restaurant nearby that is particularly delicious..."

Su Mufei moved his lips, and his eyes fell on Ning Chen's hand that was holding him.He hesitated for a moment, but in the end he didn't say anything, but acquiesced to the other party's behavior.

The author has something to say: This chapter has been written for a long time.But the feeling didn't convey the feeling I wanted at all quq... oh...

In addition, three chapters will conclude the volume.

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Modified some content.