Love Murder [Quick Transmigration]

"Do you know how desperate it is to be trapped in endless reincarnation?"

The man laughed wildly and recklessly.His eyes were red, and hot and intense emotions overflowed from them, as if they came from the darkest abyss.

"There was never redemption—"

Looking at the person he loves most in front of him, the deadliest malice flows in his heart——

"—and I can't find redemption at all."

The man stepped forward, stroking his lover's face, and said in a painful but deeply infatuated tone, "It's all because of you."

"——It's all because of you," he repeated, murmuring half-crying and laughing, "It's all because of you..."

"It was you who made me fall into this hopeless cycle."

The lover looked at him in shock and disbelief, as if he couldn't believe it was true.

He suddenly bent his lips, revealing a bleak but bright smile.

"But I can't help it."

His voice is as gentle as spring water, but it makes people want to cry, "—Even though it's so painful, I still don't regret meeting you."

The man in the camera smiled beautifully, but a tear slipped down his cheek silently.The tears fell on the heart of the lover, and also fell on the hearts of all the people present.

There was a long silence in the crew.

Everyone stared at the man on the set in shock.This is like the most beautiful and desperate dream, and they were taken into this dream, but they couldn't wake up at all.

That extreme emotion.

That magnified madness.

There is no cure for love and hate.

They seemed to be in the scene, and they seemed to be deprived of breathing, and could only look at the actors on the stage without blinking.

until--

"Director, haven't you passed this one?" After not hearing the director's voice for a long time, the man who was so beautiful that he turned all sentient beings away from the play, softly asked the director for an answer.

The mirror flower and the water moon shattered instantly, and they returned to the world.

The director was stunned for a long time before replying quickly as if waking up from a dream: "Of course it has passed!"

Looking at Ning Chen walking towards him, he exclaimed from the bottom of his heart, "Your performance is too good."

This is the last scene to be filmed, but the whole crew did not feel much joy when it was finished, but rather depressed.

"Woooo..."

A low sob sounded, and some girls couldn't help wiping their tears with their hands.She is not an exception, the eye sockets of many staff members in the crew are slightly red.

The director pointed to the people around him, and said to Ning Chen with satisfaction: "You have brought everyone into the play, I believe this movie will be a success."

Ning Chen half-closed his eyes, his face was a little pale.There was a layer of black and blue under his eyes, and he staggered a little when he walked.He seemed to be in a daze for a while before reacting slowly to the director's words, and opened his mouth weakly, "Thank you."

Ning Chen's mental state has been extremely poor these days. He rubbed his temples, feeling that his whole thinking is chaotic.

I love you.

you don't understand anything at all...

Say no more!

Fragments of nothingness hovered in his mind, making him restless.

"Ning Chen, are you okay?" The director looked him up and down, and said worriedly, "You don't seem to be in a good condition?"

"...I'm fine."

- Strange.

Ning Chen showed a weak smile.

Headache.

My head hurts.

do you still remember me?

I am sorry.

--I hate you!

He closed his eyes in pain, and a heavy moan escaped from his lips.Ning Chen hastily said a few words to the director, and then planned to leave.

"Can you come to the wrap-up banquet tonight?"

The director asked a question, but did not get an answer.The director tightened his pupils, and the moment Ning Chen turned around, he clearly saw the other person's body slowly falling down.

"Ning Chen fainted!"

There was an exclamation from the crew.

Ning Chen fell to the ground in a daze.He vaguely heard other people's voices, did he faint?probably.

Countless broken and messy images flashed before his eyes, making it difficult for him to breathe.He seemed to be sucked into a huge whirlpool, struggling hard, but he couldn't escape.

Ning Chen closed his eyes and was completely plunged into darkness.

……

can you stay away from me

The man said to him impatiently, with a distant look on his face, I'm not interested in men.

It's okay, but he showed a bright smile. Interest can be cultivated from now on.

……

I was just playing around--

He curled the corners of his lips with a mocking tone, do you think I really like you?

The man looked at him in shock, his eyes were full of pain and despair, which filled a dark tide.

Ah Chen, are you lying to me?

The man seemed to be crying and smiling, his eyes were frighteningly bright, and there was a faint hope in it, telling me, you are lying to me... right?

……

Various fragments flashed intermittently like a horse watching flowers.

That man—who is it?

Ning Chen was in a trance, he couldn't see the man's face clearly, he just felt inexplicably familiar.

Countless hands seemed to stretch out from the shadows, and those hands danced wildly like demons, grabbing his ankles, trying to pull him into the mud.

Scalp-numbing darkness surrounded him.

Chen, don't forget me.

Someone was begging him in a low voice.

...don't forget me, okay?

--who are you?

Ning Chen stretched out his hand, trying to grab the man's hand, but what his fingertips touched was nothingness.

The figure of that person melted like a bubble and disappeared from his retina.

Ning Chen opened his eyes wide and shouted in panic——

"No!"

Ning Chen suddenly opened his eyes, his back was covered in cold sweat.He stared blankly at the snow-white flower top in front of him, with the familiar smell of disinfectant in his nose, is this...in the hospital?

"Are you awake?" The gentle familiar voice slowly flowed through the eardrums.Ning Chen looked over and saw Su Mufei as expected.

Su Mufei was still pale and thin as usual, like a black and white illustration lacking in pigment.But Ning Chen himself has no right to laugh at the other party, after all he himself was admitted to the hospital...

Ning Chen moved his body and found that his whole body was extremely weak.He found that he still had a needle in his hand, so he squirmed his lips, his voice hoarse, "Why are you here?"

"I heard that you passed out, so I'll take a look," Su Mufei explained in a calm and caring tone, "Is your health not good recently?"

Ning Chen was silent for a while, "Maybe."

Su Mufei patted Ning Chen's head, and asked lovingly, "Are you too tired from filming?"

In the past few months, Ning Chen and Su Mufei have also met several times.Every time he got close to Su Mufei, Ning Chen felt that his emotions became out of control—this feeling of out of control made Ning Chen feel uneasy.

They were not close, and Su Mufei's words seemed too familiar in comparison.But Ning Chen didn't feel that something was wrong, he just closed his eyes and spoke in a muffled voice.

"I always have nightmares."

He added, opening gloomily: "I've been having nightmares every night since I took on this movie... I can't sleep at all."

Su Mufei stared at him with gentle eyes, "What nightmare?"

"..." Ning Chen's eyelashes trembled, and he mumbled, "Some nightmares related to this movie."

"Really?" Su Mufei's eyes flickered dimly, "Can you tell me more about the content of the dream?"

Ning Chen clenched his fists, lowered his eyes silently, "I don't know, I can't remember the general plot myself."

In fact, he vaguely remembered some, but he didn't want to tell Su Mufei.

Su Mufei nodded thoughtfully, did not continue to ask, his expression was dark and unpredictable, "Is that so..."

Su Mufei frowned deeply, as if thinking about something, occasionally talking to himself in a very soft voice.Not long after, he left in a hurry as if he remembered something urgent.

Han Mo arrived soon.He angrily blamed Ning Chen for not caring about his body, but Ning Chen rarely refuted obediently.Han Mo stared at Ning Chen's pale eyes, and suddenly couldn't swear a word.

Han Mo sighed and explained to Ning Chen the situation of the past two days.After he passed out on the day of the filming, the whole crew was dumbfounded.The staff rushed him to the hospital and notified Han Mo.

Ning Chen lay in the hospital for a whole day.Many people came to see him during the period, but Ning Chen didn't wake up.

"Speaking of which, Su Mufei was quite coincidental this time," Han Mo interjected, "You woke up not long after he arrived."

"The original finale banquet was also rescheduled due to the absence of the lead actor," Han Mo asked softly, "Are you going to the banquet tonight?"

"why are you not going?"

Ning Chen moved his fingers slightly, and the blood under the skin was sucked back into the thin catheter, forming a thin red line.

Han Mo glanced at him disapprovingly, "Is your body okay?"

Ning Chen was speechless: "Of course it's okay. Do you think I'm a sick beauty? It's just that I'm too involved in the drama, and I've been infected by Chu Fei, so I've been a little depressed lately."

Han Mo simply said, "Okay, I'll talk to the director."

"Ah."

Ning Chen lazily replied, staring at the blood sucked from the needle, he said abruptly: "Han Mo, I feel like I'm in love with someone."

Han Mo: "..." He almost spit out water, his eyes bulging like goldfish, "What did you say?"

"...It's nothing." Looking at Han Mo's look like you don't want to tease me, Ning Chen bent his bloodless lips and smiled easily, "I was just joking."

Han Mo's face was ugly, and he said angrily: "Stop making such jokes in the future, you almost scared me to death just now."

Ning Chen raised his eyebrows, but remained silent.He took out his mobile phone and habitually boarded the trumpet.Then he stared at the weibo interface in a daze.

Ning Chen didn't lie to Han Mo just now...he really felt that he fell in love with someone.

Falling in love with someone in a novel.

——Chu Fei, the protagonist of "No.90 Nine Reincarnations".

Ning Chen dreamed of each other again and again.In the dream, he was the lover who was given a beautiful name.He shared joy and sorrow with his lover, and also... fell in love with Chu Fei.

He even dreams about something that makes people blush, and when he wakes up, he often finds that his body reacts.

Ning Chen finally knew why he liked this book so much.

Because he is obsessed with Chu Fei——the protagonist of this book.Therefore, no matter how uncomfortable and depressing it was to read, he insisted on looking down.

Infinite reincarnation... How miserable is it?

Just think of Chu Fei repeating the tragedy again and again.Ning Chen felt his heart being pulled, a heart-piercing pain.

He felt sorry for Chu Fei.

Repeating the same life endlessly, just imagining this process makes Ning Chen shudder.He didn't know how miserable and desperate Chu Fei would be after experiencing all this personally?

Ning Chen felt that if it was him, he would definitely collapse when encountering such a thing.

He likes Chu Fei.When playing this role, he also got deeply involved in the play and understood Chu Fei's mood better.

Fall in love with a character in a novel——

How absurd!

Ning Chen took a deep breath, and looked at Su Mufei's head a little distractedly.Su Mufei's portrait is also a ouroboros.When Ning Chen was awakened by several reminders, he suddenly realized that he had sent what he was thinking just now.

[I like Chu Fei. ]

A bunch of weird comments below.

[How did this idiot/pussy change his gender today? ]

[I knew it, you are actually a big fan of snakes! ]

[Your painting style has completely changed...]

[Stolen account? ]

Ouroboros' reply is also different from the previous style: [………]

Ning Chen was in a bad mood.Because he knew that he was not fond of the characters in the book, but a real liking.

He put away his phone and continued to rest with his eyes closed.

During the celebration banquet in the evening, Ning Chen's complexion has improved a lot after dripping the liquid for a whole day.Han Mo drove him to the hotel, and Ning Chen accidentally saw Su Mufei on the wine table.

Falling in love with a character written by a writer, Ning Chen will inevitably feel a little embarrassed when he sees the writer again.

He sat beside Su Mufei, cleared his throat, "Are you here too?"

Su Mufei responded softly, "Yes."

I don't know if it was Ning Chen's illusion, but he always felt that Su Mufei's expression was gloomy, as if he was in a bad mood - but he thought about it, isn't Su Mufei's face always so ugly?

Ning Chen and Su Mufei were not familiar with each other either.So far, the common topic between him and Su Mufei is limited to "No.90 Nine Reincarnations".But now he didn't want to talk about this topic with Su Mufei, so he didn't know what to say.

Ning Chen ate silently.Other people came to toast halfway, and he took it with a smile and drank it down.

"Why don't you eat?" He poked Su Mufei, "Don't you have any appetite?"

Su Mufei blinked his thick eyelashes, "Yes."

"...I really don't know how you survived until today," Ning Chen muttered, and put a chopstick of food in Su Mufei's bowl, "You should eat some."

Su Mufei moved his lips, his eyes suddenly turned into crescent moons, and he said in a coquettish tone: "You feed me, and I will eat."

Ning Chen shook his hand, and the chopsticks almost fell on the table.He glanced at Su Mufei suspiciously, wanting to make sure if the other party fell ill again.

Su Mufei looked at him expectantly, the faint starlight flickered in his black eyes, which was frighteningly bright.

Murphy, I want you to feed me.

A faint image flashed by.Ning Chen was slightly stunned, and subconsciously moved his hands.Looking at Su Mufei who was chewing the food in his mouth contentedly, Ning Chen felt complicated.

Su Mufei.

He silently recited the name, feeling that Su Mufei was really full of mysteries.

He couldn't see through Su Mufei at all.

At the banquet, cups of wine were interlaced, and laughter and laughter gathered together.Ning Chen was also taken by the director to drink two cups. When he returned to his place, he found that Su Mufei was not there.

Ning Chen didn't think much about it, he was actually quite good at drinking.After drinking many cups, his face was only slightly red.

He walked towards the toilet with a slightly vain footstep.When Ning Chen walked into the toilet, he saw Su Mufei.

Su Mufei leaned over in front of the mirror, bent over and vomited with all his might.

He scratched his throat, his eyes were bloodshot, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, and his face was twisted into a ball due to pain.

"vomit……"

Ning Chen stood there in a daze, without making a sound for a long time.He watched Su Mufei vomit desperately in the weakest and humblest posture, as if he wanted to vomit all his heart and lungs out.

Moreover, he saw Su Mufei vomit blood.

"..." Ning Chen opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but couldn't say anything.

It was Su Mufei who discovered him.Su Mufei turned around, his already pale face looked even more embarrassed.

His black hair was wet with sweat and stuck to his cheek wetly.He smiled weakly at Ning Chen, with a gentle voice, "Ah Chen, you saw it."

"...do you throw up every time?"

"Yes," Su Mufei's voice was as soft as a feather, and his face flushed strangely, "My stomach can't digest food at all, and I vomit blood every time I eat, so I can only survive by injecting glucose."

Ning Chen asked incomprehensibly: "Then I'll bring you some food...why do you still eat?"

Su Mufei smiled lightly.He was so thin that his bones could be clearly seen, but his dark eyes were so bright that it frightened him, and his whole body carried a sickly aesthetic feeling.

He said, "Because you gave it to me."

Su Mufei's eyes were lingering, with clear waves, "I will do whatever you want me to do."

Ning Chen's fingertips trembled slightly, and couldn't help cursing: "Do you want to die!"

"It doesn't matter if you die." Su Mufei curled his lips and smiled happily, "As long as you can be happy."

The stars in Su Mufei's eyes were too obvious.He looked at Ning Chen, like a child looking at his favorite candy, his whole face was filled with joy.

Ning Chen realized that Su Mufei didn't lie to him.

He really didn't care, and regarded death as nothing.

"Ah Chen, you don't have to feel sorry for me," Su Mufei comforted Ning Chen with a smile.His tone was extremely cold, and he didn't seem to be talking about himself at all, "Anyway, even if this body/body is broken, there will be a next time."

"Do you think you are Chu Fei? Can you be reborn infinitely?"

Ning Chen was inexplicably angry from the bottom of his heart.He didn't know where the anger was coming from, but he was so angry that he was shaking all over.

"Achen, I'm really happy to see how you care about me."

Su Mufei was still smiling.Seeing that the other party seemed to have nothing to do with him, Ning Chen felt all the anger in his body vented in an instant.

He felt that the emperor was not in a hurry and the eunuchs were in a hurry... Su Mufei didn't even care about his body, so why was he so mad.

"I'm really full..."

The more Ning Chen thought about it, the more angry he became. He muttered something to himself, turned around and wanted to leave, but suddenly heard Su Mufei's voice.

"Achen, you like Chu Fei, right?"

Ning Chen stopped and glanced back at Su Mufei, "How do you know?"

Su Mufei's eyelashes, which were as thick as butterfly wings, trembled slightly, and said with a smile, "You told me yourself."

Ning Chen was stunned: "When did I say that?"

"On Weibo, I saw your comment."

Ning Chen: "..."

After three seconds of silence, he erupted.Ning Chen looked at Su Mufei in disbelief, "Do you know that person is me?"

"Of course I know it's you," Su Mufei took it for granted, "otherwise why would I reply to you every day?"

Ning Chen: "..."

He wanted to ask too much.Why did Su Mufei know that that person was him, why did Su Mufei treat him so intimately, why did Su Mufei...

There were so many questions that he didn't know where to start.In fact, Ning Chen felt extremely ashamed at this moment.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!Ning Chen could not wait to find a hole to get in.

Ning Chen hurriedly walked, wanting to leave the toilet quickly.But he heard Su Mufei's faint words again.

"What do you like about Chu Fei?"

——He doesn't know either.

Ning Chen felt disappointed, he didn't answer, but just walked straight out of the toilet.

What does he like about Chu Fei?

have no idea.But he thinks that liking probably means that he feels happy when he thinks of that person.

*****

After breaking up with Su Mufei this time, Ning Chen hasn't seen each other for a long time. "No.90 Nine Times of Reincarnation" will be released soon. The popularity of the original work, the excellent production, and Ning Chen's participation in the film - many reasons are intertwined, making this movie a miraculous box office and gaining popularity on the Internet. Unanimous praise.

Many audience members cried on the spot in the theater, and the character Chu Fei became popular all over the country overnight.

Ning Chen never went to see this movie, he didn't even attend the premiere.

During this time, his mental state became increasingly depressed.Even though the filming is over, he's still having incessant nightmares and things aren't getting any better at all.

Ning Chen turned off all his work and slumped at home every day, becoming a cooked salted fish.

After half a year, he received an invitation from Su Mufei again.

Ning Chen was caught off guard when he first received Su Mufei's call.Su Mufei covered his face with one sentence——

"Want to go to the movies?"

Ning Chen replied blankly, "What movie?"

""No.90 Nine Reincarnations"," Su Mufei's voice was as warm as a spring breeze, "Ah Chen, you haven't seen the finished film yet, have you?"

"Correct."

Su Mufei smiled, "Let's go to the cinema together tomorrow."

By coincidence, Ning Chen agreed.In front of Su Mufei, he will always become unlike himself.

After agreeing, he realized to his heart's content - what a ghost he promised!In a dangerous place like a movie theater, he was 100% recognized!

However, Ning Chen didn't want to admit it—he actually had some expectations in his heart.

The next afternoon.

Ning Chen and Su Mufei sat in the center, facing the huge screen in front of them.Because they were booked out, there were only the two of them in the theater.

On the large screen, scenes of joys and sorrows were staged.

The two people in the seat didn't bother to look at it.

Su Mufei pointed at the black and blue eyes of Ning Chen, and laughed out loud, "Ah Chen, you look like a panda."

Ning Chen's black line: "Are you embarrassed to say me? You look like you will die in a second."

Su Mufei was not annoyed at all, but continued to laugh and tease, "Speaking of which, Chen, I think you are very narcissistic."

Ning Chen was stunned: "What?" The topic jumped a little too fast, and why didn't he know where he was narcissistic?

"Think about it," Su Mufei clasped his fingers and explained in a serious manner, "You like Chu Fei, right? You are the one who played Chu Fei, right? Don't you just like yourself?"

Ning Chen: "..." Yes, there is nothing wrong with this logic.

But he doesn't like himself, what he hates the most... is obviously himself.Ning Chen was stunned for a moment, suddenly a little confused, why did he hate himself?

—he couldn't remember.

"By the way, Chen, this is for you." Su Mufei said suddenly.

His fingers were cold, Ning Chen lowered his head in a daze, and found that Su Mufei had put a ring on his hand.

The ring was blood-colored, glowing a dazzling red.It was a snake connected head to tail, looking twisted and treacherous.

The movie just ends.

The cycle continues.

A line of large characters with teeth and claws appeared on the screen, and the black characters intertwined and danced, coiling into a strange snake.The faint light on the screen hit the ring, reflecting a deep red.

Ning Chen looked at the ring up and down, and couldn't help asking; "What is this?"

"Didn't you ask me why I took the pseudonym Ouroboros?" Su Mufei smiled softly, with an unclear tone, "Because Ouroboros is the beginning of everything."

While talking, Su Mufei leaned down and kissed the ring tenderly.There was a faint smile between his brows and eyes, "Ah Chen, I want to confirm again."

Su Mufei raised his eyes, looking at Ning Chen expectantly, his eyes were soft.

"--do you remember me?"

The other party's lingering kiss landed on his hand, Ning Chen felt his whole body tremble slightly.He didn't quite understand Su Mufei's words, but asked strangely: "I haven't forgotten you."

"...That's it."

Su Mufei lowered his eyelids to cover the endless darkness in his eyes.He has long been used to such results, so he will not be disappointed.

"Thank you for watching the movie with me."

When parting, Su Mufei smiled at Ning Chen very lightly.His smile is illusory, like a bubble about to melt.

Ning Chen looked at the back of the other party going away, and wanted to stop Su Mufei, but couldn't find the reason.He looked down at the ring on his hand, thinking about Su Mufei's kiss just now, and had vague thoughts in his heart.

He felt that Su Mufei was very strange today, he felt like Tuogu.However, Su Mufei has always been very strange, but today it seems particularly abnormal.

Ning Chen touched the ring on his hand, the tentacles were cool, making him a little cold.He inexplicably felt that this ring was very familiar, which was why he didn't reject Su Mufei's gift just now.

Chen, don't forget me.

—who was whispering in his head?

Is it Chu Fei again?

Ning Chen thought that during this period of time, he would always meet Chu Fei in a hazy way.He couldn't see that person's face clearly, nor could he hear the other person's voice clearly, but he knew that it was Chu Fei who was talking to him.

Continue like this.

He is probably not far from the mental hospital...

As soon as Ning Chen returned home, he received a call from Han Mo, "Did you go out with Su Mufei today?"

"Correct."

Han Mo said indescribably: "...do you know that he is a lunatic?"

"I heard what he said," Ning Chen said casually, "So is there any problem?"

"...He is not only a lunatic, but also your brainless fan!" Han Mo shouted frantically, "Didn't I tell you to stay away from him? He is very dangerous!"

Ning Chen couldn't help but say something for Su Mufei, "I don't think he's dangerous." At least he knew that Su Mufei didn't mean to hurt him at all.

——In the toilet that day, Su Mufei said that he could die for him.

Ning Chen could tell that Su Mufei didn't lie to him.

"Your heart is too big," Han Mo said weakly, "Do you know why Su Mufei was admitted to the mental hospital?"

Ning Chen didn't want to know, but seeing what Han Mo wanted to say, he asked symbolically, "Why?"

Han Mo's tone was complicated, "Because when he got sick, he said that he had experienced countless reincarnations. He also burned all your posters and cut your surroundings to pieces."

Ning Chen grasped the key word, "Countless reincarnation?"

"Yes," Han Mo said with emotion, "he was really seriously ill. At first he said that he wrote an autobiography... Yes, he said that "No.90 Nine Times of Reincarnation" was his real experience... "

"—Wait a minute!" Ning Chen interrupted, his voice trembling, "You said "No.90 Nine Times of Reincarnation"... is his autobiography?"

"Yes, Chu Fei didn't call it that name at first, it was originally his own name, it seems to have been changed after it was published... The prototype of the lover in it seems to be you."

bang.

The phone fell powerlessly to the ground, and the screen was shattered into pieces, leaving scars like spider webs.

Ning Chen's face was extremely pale.His mind was in a trance, countless fragments flashed in his mind.

……

Chen, please, don't forget me.

The man's eyes were broken, and he begged him desperately.

do you still remember me?

The man looked at him expectantly, his eyes flickering with flickering fire.

Chen, you don't remember me again...

The man smiled habitually, but his eyes were full of bitterness and self-mockery.

……

Headache.

It hurts so much.

Ning Chen covered his head, his forehead was full of cold sweat, he took a deep breath.All kinds of strange scenes made his mind buzzing in chaos.

So the memory is finally frozen in a sentence.

Ah Chen, I am actually a reborn person.Do you believe it?

--I believe.

Ning Chen gritted his teeth and rushed out without thinking.He drove a car at random and rushed to Su Mufei's house.

He had a vague premonition that he must meet Su Mufei.

Ning Chen's thinking is still very chaotic, and his memory has not been sorted out.This time around he was such an idiot that he didn't remember anything.

Ning Chen finally remembered that this was a dungeon, and he was here to complete the task.He turned the steering wheel and questioned the system viciously.

"What's going on! Why does Su Mufei keep his memory!"

He can understand that mission failure will cause the copy to be reset.But why, Su Mufei kept all the memories of the cycle?

The system replied sternly: [This is the deal he made with me. 】

"What deal?" Ning Chen laughed angrily, "Isn't your host me? Why do you want to make a deal with him?"

【I am the dream come true system," the system said, 【He also has dreams.He pays enough and I will make his dream come true. 】

"What a dream! Is his dream an infinite loop!"

Ning Chen wanted to tear this system apart.He hadn't been this angry in a long time.

reincarnation-

Infinite reincarnation -!

In countless reincarnations, only that person retained this memory.

Just thinking about it, Ning Chen felt heart-piercing pain.

How painful it must be for Su Mufei, the feeling of a person struggling in despair.Ning Chen couldn't imagine, and it was hard to imagine.

Ning Chen stopped talking to the system and just stepped on the gas pedal.While being scolded by outsiders, he ran through the red light all the way to Su Mufei's house.

When Su Mufei pushed open the door, his hands were trembling.When he finally found Su Mufei in the bathroom, Ning Chen was speechless for a long time.

In the large bathtub, lay a man lying flat.

The man was sickly pale and his eyes were tightly shut.His hands were spread out, and there was a shocking scratch between his right wrists.

Bright red blood bloomed from it, like a flower in full bloom.

The water in the bathtub was stained blood-colored.

Ning Chen stopped in a daze, feeling that everything from his feet to his hands was completely icy cold.

For no reason, he thought of a description in the original book.

I became obsessed with death and actively pursued various methods of suicide.Whether it's cutting your wrists or hanging yourself, or taking/poisoning, it's all so interesting.Among them, my favorite is to cut my wrists. Watching the blood gurgling from my body, I actually want to smile.

Ning Chen's body trembled violently, and tears silently rolled down his cheeks.He walked over, held Su Mufei's cold hand, and said in a trembling voice, "I remember it all."

Su Mufei's eyelashes trembled, and he slowly opened those empty eyes.

"Achen?" His misty eyes gradually returned to sobriety.After seeing Ning Chen's face clearly, Su Mufei laughed happily like a child, "You're here."

"I remember now," Ning Chen repeated, "Mu Fei, I'm sorry... for making you suffer so long alone."

Ning Chen's lips twitched, he closed his eyes in pain, and tears flowed out uncontrollably.

"...I'm sorry, it's all because I... I'm sorry."

"Don't cry," Su Mufei smiled softly, his eyes were very gentle, as clear as that boy from many years ago, "Ah Chen, don't cry."

He said coaxingly: "Don't apologize to me, I don't blame you."

Su Mufei moved his hands, trying to wipe away the tears from the corners of Ning Chen's eyes.As he moved, the blood on his wrists flowed even more fiercely.Ning Chen panicked all of a sudden, "I'll take you to the hospital..."

"No need," Su Mufei shook his head, and smiled very lightly, "I am very aware of my physical condition. I have lost too much blood, and it is hopeless."

He said: "Ah Chen, I just want to talk to you now. Is that okay?"

Ning Chen covered his mouth, suppressed the broken cry in his throat, and just nodded with a sob.

He smiled like a pool of spring water, and the corners of his eyes and brows were full of luster, "Don't blame yourself, my Chen only needs to smile happily every day."

"I don't want to see you suffering, collapsing, or blaming yourself..." Su Mufei stared at Ning Chen for a moment, with a stubborn tone, "I just want to see you smile."

"Just now, I finally remembered. What was the reason I made a deal with the system in the first place—"

Su Mufei smiled softly and brightly, but it made Ning Chen want to cry for no reason, "I want you to be happy every day."

"I just want to be with you."

Su Mufei said softly, "Even if you lose your memory again in the next reincarnation, it doesn't matter."

"I'll find you and stay with you forever."

Ning Chen finally couldn't control the turbulent emotions in his heart, tears welled up in his eyes, he broke down and cried out, and could only repeat over and over again, "I'm sorry...Mu Fei...I'm sorry..."

"Stop saying sorry."

Su Mufei bent his lips, and the bloodless lips spoke out the last sentence word by word.

"—and at the very beginning, I did it voluntarily."

then.

He closed his eyes.

The vitality was completely lost from this body, and Su Mufei reunited with death once again.He still had a calm smile on his face, and his expression was peaceful and satisfied, like a sleeping traveler.

Ning Chen looked at Su Mufei's body in a daze.Various memories are intertwined in the brain.At this moment, his brain was so painful that it was about to explode.

All memories are completely restored in this instant.

……

When he first came to this world, Ning Chen easily became a big star, and finally found Su Mufei six years later.

According to the setting, he launched a crazy pursuit of Su Mufei.

Su Mufei was hard to chase.

Ning Chen was very distressed.

He tried every means to create all kinds of romance.For example, giving rose tea, helping the other party get ahead, appearing on variety shows together, confessing to Su Mufei in public, helping the other party recognize their ancestors, etc...

The ice in Su Mufei's heart melted slowly with his efforts.

They hook up.

Well, there is no way, according to the setting, Ning Chen "likes the new and dislikes the old", he must break up with Su Mufei within three months.

So they broke up again.

Su Mufei couldn't accept it at first.In order to make the other party completely give up, Ning Chen said some very hurtful things.

He thought he could break up peacefully now.

However, the next day, he was stabbed to death by Su Mufei.

The task failed and the copy was reset.Fortunately, the system still has a bit of conscience. It didn't allow him to be reborn six years ago, but started again on June 6st.

On June 6st, that was originally the first meeting between him and Su Mufei.

Because of the fan's suicide, he was upset and suddenly wanted to drink soda.then