stalker

Shao Yiran stayed in the laboratory all day on Saturday, and during the break, he also Baidu's precautions at that time.Wu Qing called him and he answered it happily, his tone was extraordinarily gentle, and he also tactfully told Wu Qing to eat less spicy food and more fruits and vegetables during this time, Wu Qing was dazzled by the sudden happiness After thinking so much, he kept saying yes, which also made Shao Yiran feel that Wu Qing was very sincere in cooperating.

Saturday passed very happily, and the two said a very sweet farewell to the evening.Wu Qing expressed that he wanted to move back, but was rejected by Shao Yiran on the grounds that moving too often would disturb others, and he comforted the injured Wu Qing before leaving.

After bidding farewell to Wu Qing, Shao Yiran was full of joy. He had never had such experience before, and at most did it with his own hands. Only after having such experience with Wu Qing did he understand the fun of it.Every time Wu Qing was in high spirits, like he was on a stimulant. Although he was comfortable, it hurt too much afterwards. This morning, he was afraid that he would not be able to stand up if he tried hard. Now he still feels swollen.

Shao Yiran went all the way back to the residence, Wu Qing was going to see him off, but it was very late today, the door of the dormitory was locked after sending him back, so he had to obediently go back to the dormitory.

Entering the community, there was silence. Shao Yiran walked step by step on the small road. The safety here can still be guaranteed. He is not too worried about this as a grown man, but today there is something unusual. There is a car parked outside the community. It was so dark that he couldn't see what kind of car it was, but it was too strange to park a car in the middle of the night. Fortunately, the building he lived in was not far away, and he arrived downstairs in a short while.

"Shao Yiran!" He hadn't even set foot in the door when he heard someone calling him. This voice was familiar to him, it was Yu Ling.

"Why is the senior here?" Shao Yiran turned around, and the key in his hand hadn't been unscrewed at all.

"I have something to do with you."

Shao Yiran was surprised, it was easy for him to find him in the laboratory all day, or something had to come so late, even if it was strange, he couldn't be rude, Shao Yiran opened the door, "Come in and talk about it when it's cold outside."

Yu Ling approached Shao Yiran only to see that he was wearing a suit and leather shoes as if he had just participated in some formal event, "Senior, sit down, I'll pour water."

Yu Ling grabbed Shao Yiran's arm, his eyes were tired, "No need, just talk to me." If Yu Ling pulled him forcefully, he would resist, but Yu Ling with tiredness made him unable to bear to refuse.

They said they were talking, but Shao Yiran sat on the sofa next to him and didn't speak. Yu Ling was silent at first, and then maybe he felt too embarrassed to open his mouth, but what he asked was a question that made Shao Yiran blush, "Are you talking to me?" Wu Qing dating?" After asking, looking at Shao Yiran, before Shao Yiran answered, he asked again, "How long have you been dating?"

Shao Yiran opened his mouth, he could feel that Yu Ling meant something to him, but he didn't expect him to know himself and Wu Qing so well.

"Your relationship is very good," Yu Ling put his hand on his forehead, he didn't need Shao Yiran's answer, he was in a mess right now, and he just wanted to find someone to confide in.Only then did Shao Yiran realize that his hair was messed up, and his seemingly neat suit was also a little wrinkled.

Seeing Shao Yiran looking at him like this, Yu Ling chuckled lightly like self-deprecating, "Am I in a mess now? Seeing how I look like now, do you really want to laugh?"

Shao Yiran shook his head, "No." Yu Ling was very strange today, "Don't comfort me, I know I'm in a mess." Yu Ling seemed to be talking to himself but looked at Shao Yiran, "You've had a boyfriend before. friend?"

Shao Yiran bit his lip calmly, "No."

"Where's your girlfriend?"

"nor."

"You and Wu Qing are first love."

"Yeah." The only gay he knew besides Wu Qing was Yu Ling, and when faced with some things that he couldn't say to others, Yu Ling admitted them without struggling.

"I'm so happy." Yu Ling took off his glasses and rubbed his eyes, "I even forgot who my first love was."

Shao Yiran was stunned, forgetting his first love, how could he forget?

"Senior will definitely meet the person I want," Yu Ling didn't understand his current mood and situation, so he could only say some comforting words on the scene.

Yu Ling didn't speak, but sighed, looking straight at Shao Yiran, "I want you, okay?"

Shao Yiran was startled, and before he could react, his body was already leaning back. Yu Ling smiled, his tone was light, his eyes were sad, "Look, I have someone I want, but he doesn't want me."

Shao Yiran had mixed feelings and was extremely embarrassed.

There was silence again.

"I have severed ties with my parents." After a long time, Yu Ling said in a low voice the reason for his embarrassment.

Shao Yiran's throat moved.

"Because I'm gay."

Shao Yiran is speechless, he is more mature than his peers, he has experienced a lot, but he is still so much younger than Yu Ling, there are many things and many unavoidable things that he knows but has not really experienced, because it is not surprising to sever ties with his family because of his sexuality, But the real helplessness can only be felt when it happens to him. At this time, Yu Ling is so fragile that he never expected, as if a single sentence can knock him down.

"Hesitating, I have always wanted to say it, but I have never dared to say it. I have been aware of my sexuality since I was 12 years old. I have been covering up and suffering for the past 16 years." Resentment As a son, I know best, once the face is torn, it is an irreparable situation."

"It's been covered up for 16 years, and it was all exposed just yesterday." Yu Ling sneered, "Called me back overnight and scolded me, and then severed the relationship."

Shao Yiran listened quietly, without making a sound from the beginning to the end.

"Don't you think it's ridiculous?" Yu Ling asked him as if asking himself, "I'm an only child. They spoiled me since I was a child and regarded me as pride. Today, all the spoils and pride are gone, and It has become a shame they wish they had never been born."

"It's all because I'm gay."

Faced with Ling's confession, Shao Yiran could only listen, and there was no noise in the room except for Yu Ling's voice.

His fragile voice sounded lonely and lonely.

He wanted everyone's comfort, but from beginning to end Shao Yiran was just a listener.

After severing ties with his parents, Shao Yiran approached him. It wasn't that Shao Yiran didn't understand what Yu Ling meant, but he couldn't respond and couldn't give Yu Ling what he wanted.Especially in this lonely moment, he doesn't want to give it. He understands the comfort given by others, and the comfort at this time will be in his heart for a lifetime.If he gave it to Wu Qing, it would be bad for Ling.

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Oh, sad