[Rebirth] Let's look at the sun

Chu Yang asked about Xie Shu, Zhan Yan said that he came to meet the students this morning and then left.But he left Zhan Yan's mobile phone number, saying that he and Chu Yang can contact him in the future if there is anything to do.

Chu Yang didn't wake up this morning, so it was a pity that he didn't see him, but once he thought about not losing his contact information, the regret in his heart was reduced by half.

Early the next morning, before dawn, everyone took the train back.It was a sleeper when I came here, and it was a hard seat when I went. It was really uncomfortable for everyone, especially Chu Yang, who spent most of the day reading his book "Crossing South and Returning North" on Zhan Yan's lap.

They didn't arrive at the station until after [-] o'clock in the evening. Some classmates' parents were already waiting at the station to pick them up, some had families nearby and went home directly, and some had their teachers responsible for sending them back.

The provincial league ended at the end of July, and everyone seemed to be freed from this nightmare of mathematics.Those who want to hit the national competition and take the recommended route should continue to put pressure on themselves to train, and those who want to get a bonus for this should quickly pick up other subjects that were left behind and study hard.

The summer vacation of the second year of high school was very short, and Zhan Yan didn't go back to Nanjing when school started in early August.

Chu Yang likes to stay in the modest house rented by Zhanyan, lying on the bed and reading magazines, or reading books on the sofa.

He likes the sunshine here, and likes staying here with Zhan Yan, as if this house can preserve their last short summer vacation in high school, and even if it can't, it can still preserve the youthful memory he shared with him.

Chu Yang didn't pay attention to the day when he liked the sun so much. When he stretched out his hand to cover his eyes, the sun leaked through his fingers, and the remaining few days of summer vacation also flowed through his fingers like this.

The third year of high school seemed to be a year full of melancholy.For those who are about to face exams, graduation, parting, and the future, in this crucial year, apart from the daily numbness of doing and listening to the questions, the ideological confusion is born in groups.

The people in the class are changing one after another, some become depraved, some become lazy, some become inspirational, and some become anxious.

Changes in the family, changes in love, and changes in grades are all backlogged in this year called "senior year of high school", and their confusion and depression can only increase day by day.It seems that the third year of high school is the source of all nightmares, and everything will be fine after it is over.

The principal in A has the ability to recommend students to Tsinghua without taking the exam. It can be said that the students he recommends are all outstanding, so every year many people pay attention to who he will recommend this year.On the night before the first semester of the third year of high school, someone heard several people in the principal's office discussing the issue of recommending students.

The principal said to the vice-principal: "Zhan Yan refuses to participate in the National Mathematical League, and the number of regular recommended students will definitely not fall on his head. The professor at Tsinghua University told me that he hoped that I would recommend this student to their principal this year. Otherwise, it would be wasted. Heh."

The vice-principal smiled and said, "How can this be done? This kid is from the army."

"That's what I told them too." The principal sat down and took a puff of a cigarette, and said, "At my age, I will have to retire in a few years. I can't survive until they become famous, but at least I can survive to the top of the list." Be an official. It is better for Zhan Yan to enter the military school than to enter Tsinghua University. Besides, with his father's status... In a few years, he will be a high-ranking official in the army. Get some light."

"That's true. Then... did they mention other students?"

The headmaster raised his legs and said, "There are only a few other students this year. You must know that the top students fight desperately for this spot. I have always read that there is a kid named Xiao in their class who is not bad. The other grades are very good, but the physics can't keep up, and I want him to work harder in physics, and I also told Wenlong to give him more advice, but he didn't know that not only the physics didn't keep up, but other grades It all went down too." The headmaster patted the back of his hand and said, "Oh, what a pity."

"That child, I heard that my parents are divorcing recently, so it might be affected."

"Divorce?" The principal took another puff of cigarette: "So I said that these parents don't know how to think about their children. It's the last year left, so they can't bear it anymore?"

"Who knows. Teacher Cheng said that he had talked with his parents. His mother, it's a good way to talk. It's just unreasonable."

"Oh. That's it." The headmaster shook his head and didn't say anything after that.

Those two people who heard the principal's speech took these words to the class, and passed on to the fourth class.Within two days, everyone in their class knew that Xiao Shengxuan's parents were getting divorced. No wonder Xiao Shengxuan's spirit was getting worse and worse recently, and he was either reading or writing his own things every day.

Yang Shujie couldn't stand it any longer, so he came over and said, "The exam is coming soon, I think you're living a leisurely life."

Xiao Shengxuan propped his face in one hand and propped up an idle book in the other, and replied leisurely: "In this world, apart from life and death, there is nothing that is not idle."

"Hey, you've even started writing poetry. As a science student, you're amazing." Yang Shujie gave him a thumbs up.

"I didn't write it, Tsangyang Gyatso wrote it."

"What warehouse?"

"You don't know me either."

"You are the only one who has literary talents, so you are free." Yang Shujie turned around and sighed, without saying anything else.

After Yang Shujie left, Xiao Shengxuan took a deep breath impatiently, covered the book, unable to read it any longer.He was lying on the table, and his eyes just fell on Chu Yang who was reading the textbook by the window.Now no matter who he sees every day, he will have a lot of feelings in his heart because of that person, and he will even compare the person in front of him with himself.

Chu Yang was not good before, but now he is very good.He was fine before, but not now.

This was the thought that came to his mind when he saw Chu Yang.After making this comparison in my heart, I can't express the mixed feelings in my heart.

At this time, someone outside the class came to Chu Yang and said it was He Yu.

Chu Yang and He Yu haven't been in touch for a long time, and they occasionally greet each other when they meet at school, but they don't have time to say a few words.This time He Yu took the initiative to come to him, probably because he had something else to say.

However, after walking out of the class, when Chu Yang saw He Yu, he was startled and asked in surprise, "He Yu, what's going on with your face? Who hit you?"

He Yu touched the bruised place on his face, smiled awkwardly, and said in a low voice, "Xiao Rong...Xiao Rong's boyfriend hit her."

"Xiaorong's boyfriend? Isn't Xiaorong's boyfriend you?"

"She had always had a boyfriend outside of school, but she didn't say anything. In this school, I was her boyfriend, and after leaving school, she had another boyfriend. This happened a few days ago, and her boyfriend found I didn’t know until people came to beat me.” After He Yu said these words flatly, he lowered his head and clenched his fists tightly.

"Wori, why is this!" Chu Yang was really angry.She was angry that Yun Xiaorong was playing tricks, and she was also angry that her so-called boyfriend came to beat people indiscriminately.

He Yu lowered his head and bit his lips, and after a while he raised his head and looked at Chu Yang and said, "Chu Yang...I'm not good at reading, unlike you, you didn't want to read before, but you can pass the exam like this when you work hard. Okay. I, I really don’t know how to study. My mother bought this school for me at the beginning, but I still couldn’t get through it after I came in. I also worked hard, and I worked hard to read until two or three o’clock in the middle of the night... …I worked so hard that I got up early every day to memorize...I tried everything. But every time the test results came out, I was still so unsatisfactory...I was bad at everything, and I deserved to be played like this! I don’t want to take the college entrance examination, I want to go out, go to Beijing, Go to work, whatever you want to do, I don't want to make myself so useless anymore!"

He Yu's thought made Chu Yang almost fail to say the second "Wo Ri", he hurriedly persuaded him: "He Yu, don't be so impulsive, the outside world is not as simple as you think..."

"You haven't been out before, how do you know? It's all the teachers and adults who scared you. Anyway, I'm just a scum in this place, and I'm a scum when I go out. I might as well go out and fight..." He Yu said loudly Sighing deeply, he said, "You won't understand. I just came to say goodbye to you. In the past three years of high school, only you have regarded me as a friend. Thank you very much."

After He Yu finished speaking, he turned around and left without looking back. No matter how Ren Chuyang yelled behind him, it was useless.

During this year, everyone is changing, and everyone is preparing for parting, sooner or later.

Chu Yang stood there quietly, not recovering for a long time.

Just at this time, three girls walked by and happened to overhear a conversation between them.

"Even if you can get along with him, what's the use? The principal said that he is destined to go to the military academy. Even if you can survive the four years of college, he will serve in the military after graduation and you will be separated for a year and a half. Who remembers who you are, you've been looking for a new love in it!"

"I didn't say that, it's true. That's what my uncle was like. Two years after joining the army, he thought of a way to break up with his girlfriend outside. He said he wanted to stay in the team, bah, stay a fart, break up After he came back, he found another woman. Let’s not talk about whether he will find a new love in it, even if he doesn’t, after a few years, you will think differently. Really, you waste that time with Why are you talking about long-distance relationships!"

"What are you guys so excited about? I just said that I wanted to confess my love to Zhan Yan on the day of the graduation ceremony, but I didn't say that I wanted to be with him. After all, it's been in my heart for so long. It's uncomfortable not to say it. Let's talk , people may not like me."

"Hey, that was Chu Yang just now, right? Didn't he hear it? If he hears it, he can convey it to you, so you don't have to say it yourself..."

Chu Yang walked back to the class step by step. He raised his head and looked at the mountain scenery outside the school. His gaze was still as far away as before, but things that were near would eventually appear in front of him.