[Rebirth] Let's look at the sun

At night after the final exam, the school was empty, and the sky seemed to be congealed with ink, as if it was gestating a storm that would snow at any time.

The teenager was wearing a hooded jacket, and the hat was pulled up to tightly cover his face.He looked up at the unevenly colored sky, as if something beautiful in the sky caught his eye.But there is nothing in the sky.

"Xiao Shengxuan!" The sudden call made him jump.It was like seeing a living person in a lifeless place.

He looked back subconsciously, and saw Chu Yang walking from the gate of the playground with a basketball in his arms, and asked him loudly from a long distance, "Why are you here?"

Xiao Shengxuan himself was taken aback for a moment, completely unaware that he had already reached the playground and stayed there for such a long time.

"I'm just here for a walk." He paused for a while, then asked, "What about you?"

"Yue Zhanyan came out to play, but he hasn't come yet." Chu Yang walked up to Xiao Shengxuan, took a careful look at him, and then asked softly, "You don't think you have been back since you finished the exam today, right? "

Xiao Shengxuan remained silent, and after a long while, he slowly said: "Now we have to go back."

Immediately afterwards, he took out a key from his pocket and put it on Chu Yang's palm, "I don't want my mountain bike anymore, I gave it to you, if you don't want it either, just throw it away. "

Before Chu Yang could react, he put his hands in his pockets, turned around and quickly walked towards the door.

"Hey! Xiao Shengxuan!"

Chu Yang called him from behind, he turned around, waved his hands vigorously, and said with a smile, "Chu Yang, goodbye!"

Chu Yang didn't know what this goodbye meant, so he just waved goodbye to him.

After Xiao Shengxuan left, Chu Yang shot two basketballs by himself, and within 3 minutes, Zhan Yan came.

He asked Zhan Yan to play a game with him, but in fact, he also played this basketball intentionally and powerlessly.After playing for less than 10 minutes, Chu Yang panted and said no more, went to the lawn and lay down.

Zhan Yan walked over and said, "Get up quickly, it's so cold, you're going to catch a cold later."

After being urged by Zhan Yanliang, Chu Yang sat up.

He looked up at Zhan Yan under the night sky, that stunning face always made Chu Yang unable to move his eyes away.

"Zhan Yan, will you go to the army in the future?"

This question, which he obviously thought he didn't need to care about, had accumulated so much worry and boredom in his heart, and after holding it back for so long, he finally asked it out.After asking this question, Chu Yang's heart was torn, he clearly knew all the answers.

Although they can still keep in touch with people outside after joining the army, this wall can completely separate them.In the future, he was tricked into doing some dirty deeds, and died under his gun again. A forked road can only be crossed again here. After all, this life has been walked like this again.

It's not that Zhan Yan hasn't thought about this issue.

His life was arranged until the age of 25.Due to the reasons caused by his childhood education environment, he does not dislike or reject the section of the road that has been arranged, so he walks along that section of the road.Whether it is for the family or for himself, he feels that this should be done.

But in this planned life, the unexpected factor of Chu Yang appeared, and all thoughts changed.

From the day when his eyes followed Chu Yang closely, he knew that his steps would follow beside him and he couldn't do without him.

The air was silent for a while, and a faint cold wind chilled Chu Yang's nose, and he was in a trance for a while, forgetting whether he had spoken just now.

Zhan Yan sat beside Chu Yang, took his cold hand wordlessly, while giving him the warmth of his palm, looked at him and replied: "I will go wherever you go in the future. "

He really understands Chu Yang.Ever since he heard about Xie Shu's experiences, he knew that Chu Yang also wanted to be like Xie Shu.With an income of my own, I travel around when I have time, support education, volunteer in disaster-stricken areas, and do many meaningful things to make my life shine.

He also thought, whichever city Chu Yang went to, he would follow him to that city, and wherever Chu Yang settled down, he would stay there.Because there is no one else who can make a little difference in his neat life.

Chu Yang looked into his eyes and heard him say such words.

The clarity and sincerity in Zhan Yan's eyes moved Chu Yang's heart.He was indeed joyful, at ease, and moved, wishing he could just occupy this piece of clarity and sincerity.

But soon, another uneasy feeling grew in his heart.

Zhan Yan is willing to belong to him only, but can he just occupy it like this?

Chu Yang can feel that Zhanyan has the soul of a soldier in his bones, and the army will be the place he must pass through. If he doesn't go, he will end up with regrets in his life.He can't make him regret, let alone take away his soul.

Chu Yang turned his face away and smiled calmly: "You should go to the military academy. I haven't seen you in military uniform yet, it must look good. Anyway, family members can visit you during your service, right?"

"Family." Zhan Yan read these two words, and then burst out laughing.

"What are you laughing at! You can't make a slip of the tongue!" Chu Yang realized that he had made a mistake, so he blushed and tried to smooth things over for himself.

Zhan Yan said, "No, I've already taken it seriously."

Chu Yang was about to say something more when Zhan Yan threw him on the ground.

Zhan Yan touched Chu Yang's face with his hand, looked into his eyes and said: "After two years, when you have been promoted in the army, you will have your own residence, and you can bring your 'family' to live there. At that time, no matter where you are Well, I will tie you in. After the service is over, I will be yours, and you can do whatever you want with me. Wherever you go, I will follow you."

This time, without giving Chu Yang a chance to agree or refuse, Zhan Yan leaned down and kissed his lips.

"Come home with me during the summer vacation."

Chu Yang clasped his back and said, "Okay."

Zhan Yan touched his waistline while kissing him, and said, "Come back with me tonight too..."

Chu Yang: "..."

Since that incident in Jiangcheng, the two of them have never done it again. After all, men are animals that think from the lower body, so it is indeed a bit difficult now.

Zhan Yan asked him to go back with him, but he followed by a strange coincidence.He was dragged into the bathroom while being kissed by a strange coincidence, and made him take off his clothes by a strange coincidence.

I did it twice in the bathroom, once in the bathtub, once under the shower, and when I came out, I was pressed on the sofa again.

He remembered that a few male classmates sneaked up to ask him about Zhan Yan's size.They want to compare with Zhan Yan in everything, but they know that they can't compare with anything, so they just think of the place where men are often compared.

"What's he like there? Is it thick, big and long?" The male student made a wretched gesture and looked at Chu Yang with a wicked smile.They knew that Chu Yang and Zhan Yan were the best friends in the school, and there must be nothing about Zhan Yan that Chu Yang didn't know.

He said at the time: "Who knows, you won't see it yourself."

Chu Yang thought of this question now, and maybe he can give a vivid answer with a sense of pictures now.When his thing was frantically coming in and out and writhing wildly in his body, he was living and dying.

I didn't know how many pleasant sounds I yelled all night, but it was of no use at all.

The next morning, Chu Yang pressed the phone calls from his mother, changed his position and continued to sleep in Zhan Yan's arms.The temperature of the skin-to-skin contact gave him the warmth of nostalgia in this cold season, and he was reluctant to part with him, nor was he willing to wake up from the dream.

This year’s New Year’s has no flavor. In the few days left in the third year of high school, parents seem to be more nervous than their children. Every day, they have a serious face, thinking about how to pray to God and Buddha, and how to make up for their children. Body.

The second semester started, but I didn't see Xiao Shengxuan. The teacher said that he had gone abroad.No one in the class knew about it before.After Chu Yang heard the news, he took out the key of the mountain bike from his pocket and stared at it for a long time without regaining consciousness.

He thought of the mountain bike that Xiao Shengxuan gave him, and the goodbye that Xiao Shengxuan said to him. All the images about Xiao Shengxuan stayed in the picture of him smiling and waving.

In those two days, he went to He Yu's class to ask about He Yu's news. People in their class said that he dropped out of school and went home. As for what he went to do, no one knew, anyway, he was fine in this class. Friends, you will only stick to some people. Those people don't take him seriously at all, so they don't know why he is there.

The people in the class became silent, and the amount of questions to do every day increased. All activities stopped at this age, which was like an insulator, and had nothing to do with them.

Only gossip about big and small things is still heard from time to time.

This noon, Chu Yang heard a few people who were about to have dinner saying that Chen Qiao, his English teacher in the first year of high school, was accused by the family of having an illegitimate child and often taking bribes because of a dispute with the family. The matter of the parents' heavy etiquette came out, not only was he expelled from the school, but his teacher's certificate was also revoked.

Several people have different opinions about this teacher. One said that she is usually lively and cute, and she gets along well with the students. It is a pity that she is no longer teaching. Low, it's not a pity to go.

Only Chu Yang knows that there are only good and bad students.As for whether it is a pity or not, it all depends on the individual.

After the class was gone, Chu Yang asked Zhan Yan to come over and teach him a few chemistry problems.Zhan Yan sat next to Chu Yang and carefully helped him read the topic, while Chu Yang carefully looked at his jawline.

In the middle of Zhan Yan's speech, Chu Yang suddenly leaned over and kissed him on the chin.

Zhan Yan was stunned, and said, "So you called me here just to take advantage of me."

Chu Yang hooked his chin, smiled smugly, and said: "Isn't it just to let me eat tofu, it's okay, anyway, the young master will take care of you."

"You are indeed responsible."

Chu Yang grabbed the hand that was climbing up his waist, and before he could speak, his mouth was blocked.