[Comprehensive Writer] Lonely Hell

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——Isn’t everything that exists, after all, merely the belief that it exists?

When Atsushi Nakajima ran back to the detective agency with the comatose Akutagawa Ryunosuke in his arms, it was already past dinner time. When the other members of the detective agency were about to pack up and go back to the dormitory, the door was slammed open, and Kunikida was unhappy He raised his head with the intention of educating the other party well, and what he saw was a white-haired boy whose clothes were soaked and a familiar young man with closed eyes and pale face in his arms.

The fingers holding the notebook were suddenly released, and Doppo Kunikida, who was temporarily speechless due to too much shock, suddenly collapsed his usual serious expression, showing a funny blank expression, and pointed at the young man in Atsushi Nakajima's arms. Trembling in mid-air.Atsushi Nakajima understood him very well at this moment. He lowered his head and glanced at Ryunosuke Akutagawa's tightly closed eyes, bit his lower lip, and walked towards the black-haired woman wearing a golden butterfly hair ornament.

"With Dr. Yosano... that... Akutagawa..."

Yosano Akiko looked at Atsushi Nakajima who hesitated several times but failed to utter a sentence, and sighed: "Got it, I'll help him see."

Atsushi Nakajima watched and Yosano Akiko walked into the infirmary with Akutagawa Ryunosuke. For some reason, the heavy stone on his heart fell to the ground. He couldn't explain where this complicated emotion came from. Obviously the other party was The cold-blooded and ruthless mafia, the powerful and cruel devil-like existence, has been his nightmare for a long time.Atsushi Nakajima glanced at Izumi Kyoka who had followed him all the way back. The girl in the kimono had a usual expressionless face, and he bit his lower lip.

Obviously Akutagawa is the inhuman person who forced Kyoka to kill people, because of his behavior Kyoka has been living in pain, why would he jump to save someone without thinking when he saw the other party collapsed in the lake, and brought He's back at the detective agency... Atsushi Nakajima felt like a mess in his head, and his brain was buzzing.

"So what happened to you guys today?" Kunikida Doppo came back to his senses, his face regained his stern look, and he patted the table with his notebook, "Why did you bring someone back after going out for a trip, and it was Akutagawa Dragon Nosuke?!"

Atsushi Nakajima roughly said that he and Kyoka met each other by chance on the street, but the strange thing was that Akutagawa ignored them as if he didn't know them at that time and left, so they suspected that the other party had some kind of conspiracy to secretly follow them. on the other side...

The white-haired boy silently concealed the part about the other party standing in front of the glass window in a daze and suddenly pinching his neck with his hand. A strange intuition made it impossible for him to say these strange behaviors so easily. He lowered his voice. Tou and Izumi Kyoka looked at each other, and the kimono girl nodded silently.

"Then why did you bring back a half-dead Akutagawa?" Naomi Tanizaki lay on top of her brother, blinking curiously.

"As well as your drenched appearance, give me an explanation!" Kunikida Doppo slapped the notebook in his hand again, very dissatisfied.

With just a casual glance, the young man lying in the arms of the white-haired boy was completely soaked, and dripping water flowed down his face. His thin face and pale lips looked as if he was about to close to death no matter where he looked. The appearance of death, but the expression on his face is extremely calm, it doesn't look like he has gone through a cruel battle at all.

Atsushi Nakajima was silent. He recalled the situation when he tracked down the park and saw a black shadow falling in the lake from a distance, the cold body temperature of the tentacles when he jumped off the lake and swam to the opponent's side, and he couldn't deceive himself anyway. Yes, he saw a very faint smile on the young man's lips.

He lowered his head, clenched his hands tightly into fists, and seemed to be able to hear the creaking sound of his own bones in a trance, a sudden sadness filled his chest, and the impact of sadness that could not be identified came from holding his heart.Quan Jinghua pulled his sleeve silently, looked up at him.

Atsushi Nakajima gritted his teeth and opened his mouth slowly.

"Akutagawa..."

"Oh~ I was woken up from a beautiful dream just because of a little thing~ Really~ I dreamed about it and I could hang myself right away~ Just throw it out~"

The door was opened again, and Kenji Miyazawa, who was wearing a straw hat, walked in, followed by a man in a sand-colored windbreaker, who was yawning and complaining.

"It was suicide."

"what?!"

The words sounded at the same time, the pen in Kunikida Doppo's hand fell to the ground, and Osamu Dazai, who was still sleepy just now, instantly moved to the white-haired boy, staring at him closely.

Atsushi Nakajima looked at the surprise and disbelief in the eyes of everyone in the detective agency. He closed his eyes, feeling as if his emotions and body had been stripped away, and repeated it again in a straightforward tone.

"Akutagawa, sinking into the lake committed suicide."

The detective agency fell into an unspeakable silence. Atsushi Nakajima sat on a chair with a blanket on his body. He looked at the crowd. Mr. Kunikida held the pen and stopped on a certain page of the notebook for a long time. His face was expressionless, but he kept staring at the closed door of the infirmary. Although Mr. Dazai was lying on the sofa as usual, the smile on the surface that kept flowing in those iris eyes seemed to be swallowed by some chaotic thing. The expressionless expression on their faces is frightening. Although the Tanizaki brothers and sisters are still tired of being together, they don't make any more moves.

Creaking, the door of the medical room opened, and a black-haired woman who took off her white gloves came out. She looked indifferently at the people who turned their heads and stared at her together: "He is about to wake up."

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In view of the fact that the other party is the evil dog of the mafia who is notoriously vicious, after everyone's discussion, Dr. Yosano and Dr. Dazai, who can eliminate all supernatural abilities, and the experienced Kunikida took the lead. Beside the Tanizaki brothers and sisters, Miyazawa Kenji walked into the small medical room in a mighty manner. The young man's eyes had already been opened, and he was staring expressionlessly at the empty night outside the window.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke leaned his upper body against the wall behind the bed, and turned his head slowly after hearing the sound, his pupils clearly reflected everyone's appearance, like black crystals that could reflect objects, There are no facial expressions.

Why is he still alive... Akutagawa Ryunosuke has been thinking about this question since he woke up. He recognized a few people by relying on the scattered memories given to him by this body. Regarding what this body does, as a literati Akutagawa Ryunosuke disagrees, but what position does he have to express his position? More and more memories make his thinking chaotic like overturned porridge, and the refusal of death seems to be injected into his brain Poured a scalding scalding hot water, completely extinguished that lingering hope.

Without warning, Akutagawa Ryunosuke thought that if he had experienced all that himself, he might not have become this villain. In the final analysis, Akutagawa Ryunosuke is the embodiment of evil.

The other self completely made him despair, this is another despair, as if his internal organs will be burned to ashes by the fire of hell, maybe one day, he will become a pool of cold ashes under the sun, shining brightly. Shiny cool gray.

The young man's eyes lightly swept over the man in the sand-colored windbreaker. He saw this person in the memory of another self. Rather, the most emotional part of the memory given to him by the other self was related to this person. .

Akutagawa Ryunosuke felt his throat hurt, he turned his head away silently, the moonlight poured silver light through the window, he heard his chest vibrate slightly, as if he wanted to laugh, a self-deprecating emotion took over his nerves.

Unlike the other self, he no longer believes in any meaning, no one can give him any meaning, not even himself can believe this kind of lie.

A lie like a bubble that pops when you poke it.

Both sides looked at each other wordlessly, and the silence permeated again.Tanizaki Junichiro stared at the thin young man sitting on the hospital bed, recalled the evil done to him by the other party in a trance, stepped back involuntarily, and was spotted by Atsushi Nakajima, the white-haired young man asked in a low voice: "Tanizaki-kun , are you okay?"

Tanizaki Junichiro shook his head, but found that the young man's eyes stopped on him at some point, and following the young man's gaze, other people also cast their eyes on him.

"Tanizaki... Junichiro?"

Tanizaki Junichiro heard that the demon who had caused serious injuries to him and his sister asked in a slow and somewhat indescribably tense tone, he nodded in confusion, and tightened his sister's hand.

Atsushi Nakajima stood in front of Junichiro Tanizaki with a shiver, and he did not forget the serious psychological shadow that Akutagawa used Rashomon on the Tanizaki brothers and sisters.

But the other party just lowered his eyes slowly, and repeated the name Tanizaki Junichiro again in a low voice, a kind of sadness that was suppressed to the extreme spread from the young man, Nakajima Atsushi glanced at Mr. Dazai standing obliquely in front of him , the other party was staring at Ryunosuke Akutagawa without saying a word.

The fire in his chest was still burning, and Ryunosuke Akutagawa's fingers covered under the white sheet tightly clutched the clothes on his heart. He pursed his lips, feeling a sense of tiredness in his heart. The young man slowly turned his head away, Looking out the window at the boundless deep night.

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感谢在2020-01-1622:32:07~2020-01-1721:43:18期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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